3.5, rounded up. I was originally going to round down... but writing this review made me realize some more sublter themes I hadn't picked up on while I was actually reading and it made me appreciate the story a little more.
A man's life begins to unravel after he develops Bell's Palsy.
The writing style is light and easy, almost parable-like, which I enjoyed, though I think the story could have benefitted from some greater depth and exploration of self towards the end.
Though maybe that's it, perhaps the main character just isn't particularly introspective, and the author is showing that by the relatively light tone? I might be reading too much into it, but hey.
Before the palsy, when his days were full and productive, James wondered what he would do if he was given more free time. The answer is... nothing.
He spends the bulk of the book feeling sorry for himself, sleeping, walking in the woods, but not doing much of anything. He doesn't help with the kids, he doesn't cook or clean. He rankles at his wife's suggestion that he get a hobby to preoccupy his time.
Everything he was, star employee, father, chair of his neighborhood's HOA equivalent, is affected by his condition. But it is not because the people around him aren't understanding. Because they are, exceedingly so, at least for the first 75% of the story. When those around him begin to treat him less nicely, it is entirely his own making.
He is so preoccupied with what he was Before, it paralyzes him in ways the palsy could never. There is no personal growth, no moving forward, no bettering himself or making the most of his situation. There is only stagnation, and then, finally, a banal madness.
Note: Reading this during a global pandemic is... Hmm. Being out of work for most of the last year, confined to either my house or the woods...
Granted, my reasons for isolation (external) vs James Orr's (internal) are completely different, but still... Yikes. I would be lying if I hadn't felt similarly stagnant this last year, at times on the brink of something resembling madness. Hobbies really are a lifesaver.