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“You taught me precious secrets of the truth, withholdin' nothin'
You came out in front and I was hiding
But now I'm so much better so if my words don't come together
Listen to the melody 'cause my love's in there hiding
“But I love you in a place where there's no space or time
I've loved you for my life, yes, you're a friend of mine
And when my life is over, remember when we were together
We were alone and I was singin' my song for you, yes
We were alone and I was singin' this song for you, baby
We were alone and I was singin' my song
Singin' this song for you”
-- A Song For You, Leon Russell, Songwriters: Leon Russell
This story begins with the prelude in Bel Air, California in the early 1990s with Mara Alencar, who is at that time 26 years old, and an undocumented home caregiver for a woman, Mrs. Kathryn Weatherly, divorced, is in her early forties, and has been diagnosed with stomach cancer.
The story then leaves the 1990s and California and takes a step back in time, and place, to Rio de Janeiro, Brazil in the mid-to-late 1970s. Mara is, at this point, eight years old, and she and her mother Ana are living in Copacabana, when a song in America, Copacabana sends American tourists there in droves.
Ana does voice-overs for actresses, dubbing over their English to Portuguese, and is attractive enough that men turn and stare as she walks by, a fact that doesn’t go unnoticed by Mara. Mara has never known her father, and Ana doesn’t want to discuss him with her, he’s the past and together they are the future. Money is tight and, after much convincing, she’s persuaded to take a job she’d prefer to decline. The problem is, this job involves the student guerillas, revolutionaries, and the police.
Back in 1990s Bel Air, Mara struggles in caring for Kathryn, her fear of reliving those days before she came to America, and as these days of giving care to Kathryn go on, the roles begin to blur more, while Kathryn speaks of leaving her house to Mara, and speaking of her to others as her daughter. Kathryn speaks more frequently of her fears of dying, words that haunt Mara, and she finds herself revisiting old memories of the days caring for her mother.
Beautifully written, this is Park’s final novel, a poignant story of life with all its struggles, of love in all its variations, the push and pull of maternal love, the confidential and clandestine nature of romantic love, a moving contemplation of the end of our days and of those with whom we share our love.
Shortly after he finished writing this novel, Park’s own battle with stomach cancer came to an end, leaving us with this, a final gift.
Pub Date: 25 SEP 2018
Many thanks for the ARC provided by Simon & Schuster