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Creative Process
Best-selling thriller author Reese Kelsey knows his career isn’t conducive to romance. He doesn’t work the normal nine-to-five, and sometimes his characters take hold and demand all his attention, causing him to neglect important appointments… and lovers. Rather than go through another heartbreak, Reese contents himself with his small circle of friends—fellow gay New York City artists—and his dedicated publicist, Chad.
Until he sees Owen Mercado lugging his cello toward the subway and impulsively offers him a ride.
Owen has worked long and hard for a career in the symphony, and success comes with a demanding schedule—something Reese understands. Their desires and lifestyles are surprisingly compatible, and Reese and Owen certainly set the bedroom on fire. They’re both carrying baggage, but they fit, and it’s hard not to hope for a future that once seemed impossible.
But when Reese’s work inevitably pulls him into its dark world and refuses to let go, Owen draws a hard line, and Reese discovers he can't rely on good intentions alone. He will have to control the obsession that drove his other lovers away or risk losing Owen as well.
Until he sees Owen Mercado lugging his cello toward the subway and impulsively offers him a ride.
Owen has worked long and hard for a career in the symphony, and success comes with a demanding schedule—something Reese understands. Their desires and lifestyles are surprisingly compatible, and Reese and Owen certainly set the bedroom on fire. They’re both carrying baggage, but they fit, and it’s hard not to hope for a future that once seemed impossible.
But when Reese’s work inevitably pulls him into its dark world and refuses to let go, Owen draws a hard line, and Reese discovers he can't rely on good intentions alone. He will have to control the obsession that drove his other lovers away or risk losing Owen as well.
206 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 25, 2017
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Jodi Payne
89 books399 followersJODI spent too many years in New York and San Francisco stage managing classical plays, edgy fringe work, and the occasional musical. She, therefore, is overdramatic, takes herself way too seriously, and has been known to randomly break out in song. Her men are imperfect but genuine, stubborn but likable, often kinky, and frequently their own worst enemies. They are characters you can’t help but fall in love with while they stumble along the path to their happily ever after.
For those looking to get on her good side, Jodi’s addictions include nonfat lattes, Malbec and tequila however you pour it. She’s also obsessed with Shakespeare and Broadway musicals. She can be found wearing sock monkey gloves while typing when it’s cold, and on the beach enjoying the sun and the ocean when it’s hot. When she’s not writing and/or vacuuming sand out of her laptop, Jodi mentors queer youth and will drop everything for live music. Jodi lives near New York City with her beautiful wife, and together they are mothers of dragons (cleverly disguised as children) and slaves to an enormous polydactyl cat.
For those looking to get on her good side, Jodi’s addictions include nonfat lattes, Malbec and tequila however you pour it. She’s also obsessed with Shakespeare and Broadway musicals. She can be found wearing sock monkey gloves while typing when it’s cold, and on the beach enjoying the sun and the ocean when it’s hot. When she’s not writing and/or vacuuming sand out of her laptop, Jodi mentors queer youth and will drop everything for live music. Jodi lives near New York City with her beautiful wife, and together they are mothers of dragons (cleverly disguised as children) and slaves to an enormous polydactyl cat.
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May 26, 2020
I liked this one a lot, really, but I feel that the ending is inadequate. Not enough resolution in the resolution, if ya know what I mean. Especially since there's an art piece actually called denouement, which I assume is supposed to have some kind of symbolism? There are apologies all around, but no real plan, as far as I can see, for avoiding the same pitfalls in the future. And the last chapter seems kind of pointless, especially since I think there are still relationship issues to work out. I don't have much faith that these two will make it in the long run.
I also felt like there was too much drinking. And if I think there's too much drinking . . . lol.
I know that's a lot of complaining, but I really did like a lot about this book. A good cast of characters, nice and steamy bedroom scenes, good dialogue . . . and that cover is gorgeous. I just needed another chapter or two to straighten (ha!) these two knuckleheads out.
I also felt like there was too much drinking. And if I think there's too much drinking . . . lol.
I know that's a lot of complaining, but I really did like a lot about this book. A good cast of characters, nice and steamy bedroom scenes, good dialogue . . . and that cover is gorgeous. I just needed another chapter or two to straighten (ha!) these two knuckleheads out.
October 19, 2017
I was given a copy of this book to read and review for Wicked Reads.
This is a sweet, fun story about an unlikely relationship between a famous horror author and a symphony cellist.
I admit that I may have watched too many episodes of Castle but I really struggled to untangle Reese Kelsey from Richard Castle in my head. Which isn’t necessarily a bad thing. There are lots of similarities between the two famous writer but Reese is a more serious character and his story is more drama than comedy. He’s a fairly tortured artist who struggles to live with the dark characters he writes in his horror stories. I really enjoyed the discussions and thoughts about his writing process.
I think Owen is probably younger than Reese, but the cellist feels more balanced and adult than the author. I loved Owen from the start and the more I learned about his background, his friends and his music, the more I loved him. Together, I loved the way Reese and Owen complement each other. I love their shared creativity and the way they support each other’s creative processes. Their relationship moves from hook-up to partnership at light speed but it works because it feels natural and almost fated.
My one reservation with this novel is Reese’s relationship with his friends. His offhanded comments about straight people and ‘breeders’ feel tasteless and not at all inclusive. His friends read as generic camp queens and together they reinforce every outdated stereotype of gay men. A couple of these scenes really didn’t work for me.
Overall, I really enjoyed this story. Reese and Owen are a great couple and I loved their passions and their interactions with each other. Jodi Payne is a new author for me and I really love her writing style. I’m definitely going to be reading through some of her other stories and looking out for new ones in the future.
This is a sweet, fun story about an unlikely relationship between a famous horror author and a symphony cellist.
I admit that I may have watched too many episodes of Castle but I really struggled to untangle Reese Kelsey from Richard Castle in my head. Which isn’t necessarily a bad thing. There are lots of similarities between the two famous writer but Reese is a more serious character and his story is more drama than comedy. He’s a fairly tortured artist who struggles to live with the dark characters he writes in his horror stories. I really enjoyed the discussions and thoughts about his writing process.
I think Owen is probably younger than Reese, but the cellist feels more balanced and adult than the author. I loved Owen from the start and the more I learned about his background, his friends and his music, the more I loved him. Together, I loved the way Reese and Owen complement each other. I love their shared creativity and the way they support each other’s creative processes. Their relationship moves from hook-up to partnership at light speed but it works because it feels natural and almost fated.
My one reservation with this novel is Reese’s relationship with his friends. His offhanded comments about straight people and ‘breeders’ feel tasteless and not at all inclusive. His friends read as generic camp queens and together they reinforce every outdated stereotype of gay men. A couple of these scenes really didn’t work for me.
Overall, I really enjoyed this story. Reese and Owen are a great couple and I loved their passions and their interactions with each other. Jodi Payne is a new author for me and I really love her writing style. I’m definitely going to be reading through some of her other stories and looking out for new ones in the future.
September 24, 2017
3.75 stars
‘Creative Process’ by Jodi Payne depicts exactly what its name indicates: the creative exercise of two extremely talented and involved individuals and how it meshes along with their love lives and finally defines their relationship. I enjoyed the story especially the ‘Creative Process’ of our MC, Reese who is a thriller novelist with an intriguing and twisted mind.
Don’t be alarmed, this is not a dark/gory book. The gore, the killings and the murder mystery all happens in Reese’s head and it was a really great thing to experience.
Reese Kelsey is a best-selling thriller novelist and he is known for getting consumed by the characters and words and plot of his stories for more than days at a time. He is passionate about his work which reflects in the extreme success of his novels. But his success comes with a heavy price of failed relationships which always leaves Reese heartbroken and more and more wary of falling in love again. He is alone and not happy with it and has deemed his love-life as a lost cause. And then one night it all changes as he meets the handsome and beautiful musician, Owen Mercado. The chemistry between them sizzles and charges the air all around. Owen is smitten as well but Reese’s older insecurities rear their ugly heads just as things start to get rolling. Will Owen understand Reese’s idiosyncrasies and accept him as the way he is or will Reese have to go through heartbreak once again??? Read to find out!
This book perfectly describes the creative flow of an author and how one immerses oneself while creating something absolutely fantastic as a novel. I enjoyed the goings on behind Reese’s head while he is writing a thriller. It was a beautiful process but could also be frustrating and as in Reese’s case lead to failed relationships with accusations of being inattentive and not being involved enough.
Reese’s dilemma was real and I really enjoyed how he deals with all of his ‘abandonment’ issues while falling in love with Owen. The solutions did not come with pretty bows tied to them. Reese had to compromise a little and of course Owen had to understand and respect Reese’s creativity and give him his space when he is writing. The resolution was not a guaranteed happy ending but it was more of a ‘work in progress’ as is the case in real-life.
Owen is a talented musician and is very dedicated to his craft so he understands the drive behind Reese’s writing. He supports Reese and understands his creative process as they navigate their newly fledgling relationship. They were good together and I enjoyed their story a lot.
The romance part troubled me a little. Reese had trust issues so I was kind of surprised when he breaks out the ‘I Love You’s so quickly. There was chemistry of course but I did not get the overwhelming mushy feeling of love between Reese and Owen as they ‘fall into love’. It’s not that bad but I just felt that there was something missing.
I know it’s a romance novel and was actually about Reese and Owen but I just can’t help but keep wondering about Harris (Reese’s novel’s protagonist) and how he will deal with the serial killer. Reese, that devious bastard left me hanging with that shocking cliffhanger and now I am dying to know what will happen next*pouts* If you are mystery lover like me, be warned that the story within the story ends in a cliffhanger!
Bottom line, I enjoyed this story. It can be described as ‘behind the scenes’/’making’ of a thriller novel with a little drama, loads of heat and of course, Love!
*Read and reviewed for GayBookReviews*
‘Creative Process’ by Jodi Payne depicts exactly what its name indicates: the creative exercise of two extremely talented and involved individuals and how it meshes along with their love lives and finally defines their relationship. I enjoyed the story especially the ‘Creative Process’ of our MC, Reese who is a thriller novelist with an intriguing and twisted mind.
Don’t be alarmed, this is not a dark/gory book. The gore, the killings and the murder mystery all happens in Reese’s head and it was a really great thing to experience.
Reese Kelsey is a best-selling thriller novelist and he is known for getting consumed by the characters and words and plot of his stories for more than days at a time. He is passionate about his work which reflects in the extreme success of his novels. But his success comes with a heavy price of failed relationships which always leaves Reese heartbroken and more and more wary of falling in love again. He is alone and not happy with it and has deemed his love-life as a lost cause. And then one night it all changes as he meets the handsome and beautiful musician, Owen Mercado. The chemistry between them sizzles and charges the air all around. Owen is smitten as well but Reese’s older insecurities rear their ugly heads just as things start to get rolling. Will Owen understand Reese’s idiosyncrasies and accept him as the way he is or will Reese have to go through heartbreak once again??? Read to find out!
This book perfectly describes the creative flow of an author and how one immerses oneself while creating something absolutely fantastic as a novel. I enjoyed the goings on behind Reese’s head while he is writing a thriller. It was a beautiful process but could also be frustrating and as in Reese’s case lead to failed relationships with accusations of being inattentive and not being involved enough.
Reese’s dilemma was real and I really enjoyed how he deals with all of his ‘abandonment’ issues while falling in love with Owen. The solutions did not come with pretty bows tied to them. Reese had to compromise a little and of course Owen had to understand and respect Reese’s creativity and give him his space when he is writing. The resolution was not a guaranteed happy ending but it was more of a ‘work in progress’ as is the case in real-life.
Owen is a talented musician and is very dedicated to his craft so he understands the drive behind Reese’s writing. He supports Reese and understands his creative process as they navigate their newly fledgling relationship. They were good together and I enjoyed their story a lot.
The romance part troubled me a little. Reese had trust issues so I was kind of surprised when he breaks out the ‘I Love You’s so quickly. There was chemistry of course but I did not get the overwhelming mushy feeling of love between Reese and Owen as they ‘fall into love’. It’s not that bad but I just felt that there was something missing.
I know it’s a romance novel and was actually about Reese and Owen but I just can’t help but keep wondering about Harris (Reese’s novel’s protagonist) and how he will deal with the serial killer. Reese, that devious bastard left me hanging with that shocking cliffhanger and now I am dying to know what will happen next*pouts* If you are mystery lover like me, be warned that the story within the story ends in a cliffhanger!
Bottom line, I enjoyed this story. It can be described as ‘behind the scenes’/’making’ of a thriller novel with a little drama, loads of heat and of course, Love!
*Read and reviewed for GayBookReviews*
January 16, 2021
You should never judge a book by the cover because if I had, I definitely wouldn’t have read this book. And that would have been a shame because I really enjoyed it.
Reese Kelsey is a grumpy author who fails at relationships because he gets too far in the zone when he’s writing and hates to be interrupted. His perfect match though is cellist Owen Mercado. He knows what it’s like to be in the zone because he’s got the creative gene too.
They are a hot and sexy pair.
I love when there is a story in a story and little snippets of Reese’s book are dropped in, not that I would want to read about a serial killer but it was ok in small doses.
I was totally invested in their relationship and need to find a sexy cellist for some Owen inspiration.
Reese Kelsey is a grumpy author who fails at relationships because he gets too far in the zone when he’s writing and hates to be interrupted. His perfect match though is cellist Owen Mercado. He knows what it’s like to be in the zone because he’s got the creative gene too.
They are a hot and sexy pair.
I love when there is a story in a story and little snippets of Reese’s book are dropped in, not that I would want to read about a serial killer but it was ok in small doses.
I was totally invested in their relationship and need to find a sexy cellist for some Owen inspiration.
July 23, 2021
New to me author. This is a mm contemporary romance story set in the USA. Main characters are Reese an author of a best selling thriller series and Owen a talented musician who plays the cello. I really clicked with this story and characters. Reese as an author gets lost in his story and doesn’t want another disaster in his love life. The title of this book is amazing as that is how Owen comes to understand Reese like none of Reese’s other lovers. I was left wanting more of these two. The secondary characters were great as well. I’ll read more from this author.
September 28, 2017
A Joyfully Jay review.
4 stars
This was a charming book with a charming couple and even charming side characters. I found myself enjoying it far more than I thought I would, and I found Reese and Owen to be really quite adorable together. Reese has Issues, with a capitol “I.” He’s obsessive about his work and prone to vanishing into his office for days at a time, caught up in his created worlds and spending more time with his characters than his lovers. He’s driven, prickly, and prone to drink, and has so far driven away every boyfriend before they’ve had a chance to leave him. The only ones who’ve stuck with him have been William and Sammy, who have their own lives, and Chad, who relies on Reese for his paycheck. His last boyfriend left him only a year ago, and he lost his mother not long after. Reese is a fragile man who has relied far too long on having other people take care of him. And yet… after a fight with Owen, Reese cleans his own apartment as an act of silent apology.
Owen gets him to look outside himself, to let someone in. When Chad comes to take care of Reese as is his habit — and to give Owen a once over — Owen firmly kicks him out of the apartment, and asks Reese to make certain Chad understands there’s a new man in Reese’s life: his new boyfriend, and he can take care of Reese on his own, thank you very much. Owen may be submissive in bed, but he’s no pushover. He’s determined and driven and has worked hard to gain a seat in the orchestra. He, too, has issues with a past lover, though his cheated on him, and seeing Chad take care of Reese hit a little too close to home. Asking Reese to stand up for him was both a sign of his insecurity and his trust, asking Reese to choose him over someone else.
Read Elizabeth’s review in its entirety here.
4 stars
This was a charming book with a charming couple and even charming side characters. I found myself enjoying it far more than I thought I would, and I found Reese and Owen to be really quite adorable together. Reese has Issues, with a capitol “I.” He’s obsessive about his work and prone to vanishing into his office for days at a time, caught up in his created worlds and spending more time with his characters than his lovers. He’s driven, prickly, and prone to drink, and has so far driven away every boyfriend before they’ve had a chance to leave him. The only ones who’ve stuck with him have been William and Sammy, who have their own lives, and Chad, who relies on Reese for his paycheck. His last boyfriend left him only a year ago, and he lost his mother not long after. Reese is a fragile man who has relied far too long on having other people take care of him. And yet… after a fight with Owen, Reese cleans his own apartment as an act of silent apology.
Owen gets him to look outside himself, to let someone in. When Chad comes to take care of Reese as is his habit — and to give Owen a once over — Owen firmly kicks him out of the apartment, and asks Reese to make certain Chad understands there’s a new man in Reese’s life: his new boyfriend, and he can take care of Reese on his own, thank you very much. Owen may be submissive in bed, but he’s no pushover. He’s determined and driven and has worked hard to gain a seat in the orchestra. He, too, has issues with a past lover, though his cheated on him, and seeing Chad take care of Reese hit a little too close to home. Asking Reese to stand up for him was both a sign of his insecurity and his trust, asking Reese to choose him over someone else.
Read Elizabeth’s review in its entirety here.
October 5, 2017
This was a very creative and interesting book within a book type of story. We get to see the “process” not only of the author, Reese, but the musician, Owen and the fictional detective, Harris – the star of Reese’s book.
I thought the layering was both fascinating and at times difficult to manage. The author drops us into Reese’s story and then – just as the character is – time and again – interrupts us as “real life” intrudes. It felt both authentic and frustrating – as it was probably supposed to feel.
The chemistry between the MCs was HOT and the sentiment, sweet.
I’m not a fan of murder/crime/mystery novels so I wasn’t too keen on reading all those parts, nor am I a fan of stories based in NYC – but those are my own personal biases.
I think fans of those elements, plus creative types will really enjoy this.
4.5 of 5 stars
I thought the layering was both fascinating and at times difficult to manage. The author drops us into Reese’s story and then – just as the character is – time and again – interrupts us as “real life” intrudes. It felt both authentic and frustrating – as it was probably supposed to feel.
The chemistry between the MCs was HOT and the sentiment, sweet.
I’m not a fan of murder/crime/mystery novels so I wasn’t too keen on reading all those parts, nor am I a fan of stories based in NYC – but those are my own personal biases.
I think fans of those elements, plus creative types will really enjoy this.
4.5 of 5 stars
November 22, 2019
“The creative process is not controlled by a switch you can simply turn on or off; it's with you all the time.” ~ Alvin Ailey
Best-selling author Reese Kelsey has all but given up on having a love life because of his erratic moods and lifestyle, until he meets a musician, Owen Mercado. They both understand getting lost in their art but there are limits. You are always responsible for your actions. There's never an excuse to become so obsessed with work that you deliberately hurt someone because of it.
Generally speaking, Reese is a good guy. He's handsome, funny, considerate, intense, but, as many geniuses tend to be, he's scatterbrained. Reese would be lost without his PA, Chris, to keep him on track and reel him in when need be. When Reese gets into 'the zone' while writing his dark, bloody books, he forgets to do things like eat and sleep. This is never good, but when you have a significant other, you need to set a certain amount of yourself aside to accommodate your lover's needs. Before now, Reese has never done that, resulting in destroying his past relationships. If they are not artistic, they won't 'get the burning desire to perfect whatever project is at hand, to be afraid to retreat from their creative session in order to function in the real world. Even an artist will only understand this up to a certain point. Reese knows that his destructive behavior is what is keeping him from having a good life. Reese's greatest fear is being deserted, yet he often pushes people away before they can leave him, ensuring his solitude.
Owen is a talented young man who has worked hard for everything he's achieved. Lately, it's earning a seat in the City Orchestra that gives him a steady job, allowing him to create music freely without worrying about profit. When he meets Reese, he's instantly charmed. They are more than compatible in bed as well as out of it. Chris tries to warn Owen about Reese's retreats into himself. Owen listens but takes it with a grain of salt, that is, until he experiences one of them. Owen lets the first “snap” go but isn't as confident about his relationship with Reese after that. Owen is rattled but doesn't give up easily; he talks to Reese about his problem, hoping that will solve the issue. With an effusive apology from Reese and a promise that it will not happen again, they move forward. Everything goes well for a while but, once again, Reese descends into his dark world, shutting Owen and everyone else out. When Owen tries to check on Reese, after he's been in his office for two days, he's greeted with behavior that is worse than before. The onslaught is so vicious that Owen is speechless. Not knowing what else to do, Owen turns and runs out of the apartment. Their promising future doesn't seem so promising now.
This is a well written book, with strong characters, humor, and great sex. I liked Owen and Reese and was rooting for them to work things out. Besides the love affair, there is a message for everyone—no matter what the situation, taking it out on someone else is not acceptable. “In the heat of the moment” is not an excuse. It can and will ruin your life as well as hurt others, especially those close to you. Thanks, Jodi, for Reese and Owen and their story's important message.
NOTE: This book was provided by the publisher for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
Best-selling author Reese Kelsey has all but given up on having a love life because of his erratic moods and lifestyle, until he meets a musician, Owen Mercado. They both understand getting lost in their art but there are limits. You are always responsible for your actions. There's never an excuse to become so obsessed with work that you deliberately hurt someone because of it.
Generally speaking, Reese is a good guy. He's handsome, funny, considerate, intense, but, as many geniuses tend to be, he's scatterbrained. Reese would be lost without his PA, Chris, to keep him on track and reel him in when need be. When Reese gets into 'the zone' while writing his dark, bloody books, he forgets to do things like eat and sleep. This is never good, but when you have a significant other, you need to set a certain amount of yourself aside to accommodate your lover's needs. Before now, Reese has never done that, resulting in destroying his past relationships. If they are not artistic, they won't 'get the burning desire to perfect whatever project is at hand, to be afraid to retreat from their creative session in order to function in the real world. Even an artist will only understand this up to a certain point. Reese knows that his destructive behavior is what is keeping him from having a good life. Reese's greatest fear is being deserted, yet he often pushes people away before they can leave him, ensuring his solitude.
Owen is a talented young man who has worked hard for everything he's achieved. Lately, it's earning a seat in the City Orchestra that gives him a steady job, allowing him to create music freely without worrying about profit. When he meets Reese, he's instantly charmed. They are more than compatible in bed as well as out of it. Chris tries to warn Owen about Reese's retreats into himself. Owen listens but takes it with a grain of salt, that is, until he experiences one of them. Owen lets the first “snap” go but isn't as confident about his relationship with Reese after that. Owen is rattled but doesn't give up easily; he talks to Reese about his problem, hoping that will solve the issue. With an effusive apology from Reese and a promise that it will not happen again, they move forward. Everything goes well for a while but, once again, Reese descends into his dark world, shutting Owen and everyone else out. When Owen tries to check on Reese, after he's been in his office for two days, he's greeted with behavior that is worse than before. The onslaught is so vicious that Owen is speechless. Not knowing what else to do, Owen turns and runs out of the apartment. Their promising future doesn't seem so promising now.
This is a well written book, with strong characters, humor, and great sex. I liked Owen and Reese and was rooting for them to work things out. Besides the love affair, there is a message for everyone—no matter what the situation, taking it out on someone else is not acceptable. “In the heat of the moment” is not an excuse. It can and will ruin your life as well as hurt others, especially those close to you. Thanks, Jodi, for Reese and Owen and their story's important message.
NOTE: This book was provided by the publisher for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
June 8, 2019
Wow, I had really mixed feelings on this one. I'd give it 2.5 stars rounded up to 3 (because of the lovely writing style).
What I loved:
~ Payne's fluid and emotive writing style -- I found myself getting caught up in all the feels and the movement of her words. The writing was definitely the strongest part of this book, and I really enjoyed it.
~ Reese's novel -- it was fun to see Reese's writing, as well; it was compelling, and I wanted to read the entire book, LOL
~ Owen's music group -- the descriptions of their pieces (again, great writing) were so strong I could totally envision (and hear) their creativity
What I had problems with (just about everything else):
~ Reese -- he was inconsistent (and that was a theme, sadly). His inner dialogue and interactions with people when he was immersed in his writing painted one picture of him. Then suddenly, I felt like he was two or three different characters melded into one, depending on what Payne needed for the plot at any particular time. I thought that the portrayal of him as a writer fit with most of his inner dialogue, but his actions in bed and with others (outside Owen) didn't mesh with that much at all. They were too disparate for me to find it believable.
~ Owen -- whoo boy...so I really liked Owen as he was portrayed within the dialogue and actions of the book. Yes, he was a little bland, but honestly, that fit with parts of Reese. But then Payne threw in the physical description -- and everything else fell apart. Owen was pretty one-dimensional overall, even though he had his own POV.
~ the climax/resolution -- Shakes head.
So I think it's safe to say that this didn't work for me, despite the lovely writing.
What I loved:
~ Payne's fluid and emotive writing style -- I found myself getting caught up in all the feels and the movement of her words. The writing was definitely the strongest part of this book, and I really enjoyed it.
~ Reese's novel -- it was fun to see Reese's writing, as well; it was compelling, and I wanted to read the entire book, LOL
~ Owen's music group -- the descriptions of their pieces (again, great writing) were so strong I could totally envision (and hear) their creativity
What I had problems with (just about everything else):
~ Reese -- he was inconsistent (and that was a theme, sadly). His inner dialogue and interactions with people when he was immersed in his writing painted one picture of him. Then suddenly, I felt like he was two or three different characters melded into one, depending on what Payne needed for the plot at any particular time. I thought that the portrayal of him as a writer fit with most of his inner dialogue, but his actions in bed and with others (outside Owen) didn't mesh with that much at all. They were too disparate for me to find it believable.
~ Owen -- whoo boy...so I really liked Owen as he was portrayed within the dialogue and actions of the book. Yes, he was a little bland, but honestly, that fit with parts of Reese. But then Payne threw in the physical description -- and everything else fell apart. Owen was pretty one-dimensional overall, even though he had his own POV.
~ the climax/resolution -- Shakes head.
So I think it's safe to say that this didn't work for me, despite the lovely writing.
September 26, 2017
3 Stars…
When we meet Reese, he’s presented as a well-known, best-selling author who lives his life immersed in his books and surrounds himself with (somewhat snooty) creative “elite.” He meets a super hot guy at a dinner party… but, it’s not who he goes for. Instead, he randomly meets Owen and he jumps in head first.
The premise of this story is fun – an opposites attract, but they aren’t really opposites at all… but there was just so many weird subplots that I wasn’t able to dig in deep. For example, I thought the first guy Reese lusts over is the one the story will be built around. And then, there’s an “incident” at a bookstore that has absolutely zero value… but is a constant plot theme. It just felt odd. If the entire book was focused on Reese and Owen, without the distractions, I think I would have enjoyed the flow much more.
That being said, Reese definitely digs into his character flaws at points – it was fun to read, even if a bit “scary” (don’t worry, that was intended). Interestingly, I didn’t find Owen as deep of a character – we didn’t get to understand him much, see him in his element – well, we saw him playing his instrument, but never really learned about his emotions behind it. Overall, there was some character development left on the table.
This is a good read for someone who loves watching creative people find their way together and navigate the “non-traditional” work environment to find love together. It’s not all that deep, but definitely sweet and worth the read!
Review Copy of Creative Process provided by Dreamspinner Press for an honest review.
Reviewed by Mel from Alpha Book Club
When we meet Reese, he’s presented as a well-known, best-selling author who lives his life immersed in his books and surrounds himself with (somewhat snooty) creative “elite.” He meets a super hot guy at a dinner party… but, it’s not who he goes for. Instead, he randomly meets Owen and he jumps in head first.
The premise of this story is fun – an opposites attract, but they aren’t really opposites at all… but there was just so many weird subplots that I wasn’t able to dig in deep. For example, I thought the first guy Reese lusts over is the one the story will be built around. And then, there’s an “incident” at a bookstore that has absolutely zero value… but is a constant plot theme. It just felt odd. If the entire book was focused on Reese and Owen, without the distractions, I think I would have enjoyed the flow much more.
That being said, Reese definitely digs into his character flaws at points – it was fun to read, even if a bit “scary” (don’t worry, that was intended). Interestingly, I didn’t find Owen as deep of a character – we didn’t get to understand him much, see him in his element – well, we saw him playing his instrument, but never really learned about his emotions behind it. Overall, there was some character development left on the table.
This is a good read for someone who loves watching creative people find their way together and navigate the “non-traditional” work environment to find love together. It’s not all that deep, but definitely sweet and worth the read!
Review Copy of Creative Process provided by Dreamspinner Press for an honest review.
Reviewed by Mel from Alpha Book Club
October 21, 2017
Creative Process by Jodi Payne
4 stars
M/M Romance
I was given this book for an honest review by Wicked Reads.
This is a sweet story. Owen is a cellist who just was able to realize one of his dreams - he now plays for a symphony. He is talented and sweet, kind and gentle. He seems incredibly mature, even though we never really get his age. I really liked how he was kind and gentle, but wasn't a doormat. I also loved that he was unwilling to give up his college/conservatory friends for the "new job" that he had.
Reese is a successful thriller writer and he is easily caught up in his work. He has had a string of bad relationships and even though he knows that it's a lot of his own doing, he can't seem to figure out how to fix his own concentration and ability when it comes to juggling both a relationship and writing.
These two creative minds meld in a very romantic way. There is a little angst and a lot of chemistry.
I do wish that the friends that both of these characters had were less stereotypical. I think it would have made the characters more well rounded.
Overall, this was a great story and I enjoyed reading about them. I also am very interested in how Reese's next book goes.
4 stars
M/M Romance
I was given this book for an honest review by Wicked Reads.
This is a sweet story. Owen is a cellist who just was able to realize one of his dreams - he now plays for a symphony. He is talented and sweet, kind and gentle. He seems incredibly mature, even though we never really get his age. I really liked how he was kind and gentle, but wasn't a doormat. I also loved that he was unwilling to give up his college/conservatory friends for the "new job" that he had.
Reese is a successful thriller writer and he is easily caught up in his work. He has had a string of bad relationships and even though he knows that it's a lot of his own doing, he can't seem to figure out how to fix his own concentration and ability when it comes to juggling both a relationship and writing.
These two creative minds meld in a very romantic way. There is a little angst and a lot of chemistry.
I do wish that the friends that both of these characters had were less stereotypical. I think it would have made the characters more well rounded.
Overall, this was a great story and I enjoyed reading about them. I also am very interested in how Reese's next book goes.
June 8, 2018
Reese was difficult to like at times. His books may have made it to the best sellers list but somewhere along the way he has forgotten how to treat others in his life.
When the writing muse strikes, Ruse holes up in his office and blocks out the rest of the world, friends, lovers, appointments, the need for food. When channeling his inner demons i.e. serial killers, he can loose his temper and take it out on others. This almost costs him Owen.
Owen is a musician (cello) and understands what drives a creative person. This is tested when he witnesses Reese becoming lost in his writing. Owen maybe willing to look out for Reese, remind him of appointments, or the need to eat. He refuses to be on the receiving end of his rages when Reese has spent to many hours lost in his writing.
I gave less than a buck for this book and at that price, it was time and money well spent. Owen and Reese do talk to each and manage to lay a foundation for their future relationship.
When the writing muse strikes, Ruse holes up in his office and blocks out the rest of the world, friends, lovers, appointments, the need for food. When channeling his inner demons i.e. serial killers, he can loose his temper and take it out on others. This almost costs him Owen.
Owen is a musician (cello) and understands what drives a creative person. This is tested when he witnesses Reese becoming lost in his writing. Owen maybe willing to look out for Reese, remind him of appointments, or the need to eat. He refuses to be on the receiving end of his rages when Reese has spent to many hours lost in his writing.
I gave less than a buck for this book and at that price, it was time and money well spent. Owen and Reese do talk to each and manage to lay a foundation for their future relationship.
February 2, 2020
just simply heartbreaking beautiful !
September 26, 2017
3.5 heart review for Love Bytes Reviews.
A copy of this book was provided in exchange for an honest review. This review was originally posted at Love Bytes Reviews, please visit www.lovebytesreviews.com to see this and many more reviews, interviews, and giveaways!
Reese is a best-selling author of mystery novels, with a strong horror component, so he has some darkness in his head. He gets way too focused on what he’s writing, and has ignored lovers in the past and lost them. He forgets his commitments, and is frequently saved by his publicist Chad. He can be an asshole, and has some issues with anger. But he’s also very lonely, and has abandonment issues as well. He has a support system in his friends and Chad. He may be an asshole, but he needs the right lover to understand his commitment to his writing career.
Owen is driven as well, he’s a musician recently hired by the symphony. He also plays in a small three-piece band several nights a week. He’s just moved in to an apartment on his own, finally having a consistent paycheck. He has some trust issues from past relationships, and needs someone who can understand his commitment to his music.
The two meet after the symphony one evening, Reese there with Chad to listen, Owen there as a performer. Reese overhears Owen trying to find a cab and offers him a ride to his second job of the evening, at a small coffee-house. Reese is attracted to Owen and intrigued about his music, so he hangs out and listens… The two connect for a bit of something-something, but Reese freaks out and leaves instead of staying for the night.
Eventually Reese does reconnect with Owen, and the two start a very tentative relationship. Helped and hindered by Chad, as well as both of their friends.
This book is mostly about Reese and his issues. We see glimpses of what he is writing, and get an understanding of the dark place he goes to when he writes. We see his anger and darkness directed towards Owen, who doesn’t take that crap well. Chad is in and out, dealing with the temperamental Reese, and trying to keep the two new lovers together. We see Reese at work with Chad, and the two are clearly friends. We see them with Reese’s friends, and we see Owen’s friends a bit, so there are some nice side characters to this story. We see them having sex a lot, and it is hot!
I liked Reese and his darkness, but I wanted him to deal with it more. He lashes out at Owen, and Owen leaves, but the two get past this very quickly. I wish there had been more to that situation. I loved the balance between the two men, Reese is dark, Owen is light. That contrast worked very well. The sex scenes between them were plentiful, and I liked them, maybe Reese could have let more of his dominance out, Owen seemed to like it! There was a strong attraction between the two, that turned in to an emotional connection that I liked. I do think the plot was a little basic, it could have used something more somehow. More drama, more something. I’m not sure what I was missing. The author created these great characters, but not that much happens with them.
Overall I liked this book, especially the two main characters. I liked the emotional bond that forms between them, and I liked the sex scenes. The writing was good, especially the character development of Reese, but it could have used some more plot development for me to love it.
A copy of this book was provided in exchange for an honest review. This review was originally posted at Love Bytes Reviews, please visit www.lovebytesreviews.com to see this and many more reviews, interviews, and giveaways!
Reese is a best-selling author of mystery novels, with a strong horror component, so he has some darkness in his head. He gets way too focused on what he’s writing, and has ignored lovers in the past and lost them. He forgets his commitments, and is frequently saved by his publicist Chad. He can be an asshole, and has some issues with anger. But he’s also very lonely, and has abandonment issues as well. He has a support system in his friends and Chad. He may be an asshole, but he needs the right lover to understand his commitment to his writing career.
Owen is driven as well, he’s a musician recently hired by the symphony. He also plays in a small three-piece band several nights a week. He’s just moved in to an apartment on his own, finally having a consistent paycheck. He has some trust issues from past relationships, and needs someone who can understand his commitment to his music.
The two meet after the symphony one evening, Reese there with Chad to listen, Owen there as a performer. Reese overhears Owen trying to find a cab and offers him a ride to his second job of the evening, at a small coffee-house. Reese is attracted to Owen and intrigued about his music, so he hangs out and listens… The two connect for a bit of something-something, but Reese freaks out and leaves instead of staying for the night.
Eventually Reese does reconnect with Owen, and the two start a very tentative relationship. Helped and hindered by Chad, as well as both of their friends.
This book is mostly about Reese and his issues. We see glimpses of what he is writing, and get an understanding of the dark place he goes to when he writes. We see his anger and darkness directed towards Owen, who doesn’t take that crap well. Chad is in and out, dealing with the temperamental Reese, and trying to keep the two new lovers together. We see Reese at work with Chad, and the two are clearly friends. We see them with Reese’s friends, and we see Owen’s friends a bit, so there are some nice side characters to this story. We see them having sex a lot, and it is hot!
I liked Reese and his darkness, but I wanted him to deal with it more. He lashes out at Owen, and Owen leaves, but the two get past this very quickly. I wish there had been more to that situation. I loved the balance between the two men, Reese is dark, Owen is light. That contrast worked very well. The sex scenes between them were plentiful, and I liked them, maybe Reese could have let more of his dominance out, Owen seemed to like it! There was a strong attraction between the two, that turned in to an emotional connection that I liked. I do think the plot was a little basic, it could have used something more somehow. More drama, more something. I’m not sure what I was missing. The author created these great characters, but not that much happens with them.
Overall I liked this book, especially the two main characters. I liked the emotional bond that forms between them, and I liked the sex scenes. The writing was good, especially the character development of Reese, but it could have used some more plot development for me to love it.
September 25, 2017
*Copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie by Dreamspinner Press for my reading pleasure in hopes of an unbiased opinion, a review was not a requirement.*
Reese is a successful writer whose head is filled with the life of a serial killer. He only manages to leave his computer because of his publicist who pushes, pulls and forces him to attend events. Chad is his living alarm clock that has to manage all aspects of Reese’s life outside of the office. Reese has accompanied Chad to the symphony and as they’re leaving, Reese notices a man carrying his cello unable to find a cab. Reese offers to give Chad a lift in his hired car to prevent him from having to take the cello on the subway.
But Reese has finally met a man who understands his drive and focus. Owen works hard for his place in the symphony plus he spends time practicing and playing with the group he and his friends started in college. He doesn’t need someone’s life to revolve around him, he has a life of his own. Their lives merge together well. But it’s never that easy!
I really liked Owen. Even though he was younger than Reese, he was the more mature of the two men. Owen was easy going and just wanted someone to share his life with. He was a professional and worked hard but wanted love in his life too. I struggled with Reese. I liked him and I really enjoyed the story he was writing. But he had anger issues. It didn’t matter that he was caught up in the story he was writing and had a killer living in his head. He just struggled to compromise or think of anyone but his characters. After Reese’s tantrum that seemed to be a wake-up call to himself, he finally seemed to get his head out of his backside and grow up some.
I really enjoyed this story and even if I struggled with Reese, he eventually won me over! I loved Reese and Owen together. And I especially loved the many friends in both men’s lives. They really brought another dimension to the story and allowed you to see another side of the characters. I’d definitely recommend this story!
Rating: 4.5 stars!
Reese is a successful writer whose head is filled with the life of a serial killer. He only manages to leave his computer because of his publicist who pushes, pulls and forces him to attend events. Chad is his living alarm clock that has to manage all aspects of Reese’s life outside of the office. Reese has accompanied Chad to the symphony and as they’re leaving, Reese notices a man carrying his cello unable to find a cab. Reese offers to give Chad a lift in his hired car to prevent him from having to take the cello on the subway.
But Reese has finally met a man who understands his drive and focus. Owen works hard for his place in the symphony plus he spends time practicing and playing with the group he and his friends started in college. He doesn’t need someone’s life to revolve around him, he has a life of his own. Their lives merge together well. But it’s never that easy!
I really liked Owen. Even though he was younger than Reese, he was the more mature of the two men. Owen was easy going and just wanted someone to share his life with. He was a professional and worked hard but wanted love in his life too. I struggled with Reese. I liked him and I really enjoyed the story he was writing. But he had anger issues. It didn’t matter that he was caught up in the story he was writing and had a killer living in his head. He just struggled to compromise or think of anyone but his characters. After Reese’s tantrum that seemed to be a wake-up call to himself, he finally seemed to get his head out of his backside and grow up some.
I really enjoyed this story and even if I struggled with Reese, he eventually won me over! I loved Reese and Owen together. And I especially loved the many friends in both men’s lives. They really brought another dimension to the story and allowed you to see another side of the characters. I’d definitely recommend this story!
Rating: 4.5 stars!
December 4, 2021
Reese is a suspense author, and when he’s in the zone, he tunes out everyone and everything. It’s cost him relationships, and if not for Chad, his publicist, his career.
When he sees Owen struggling with his cello after attending the symphony with Chad, he offers him a lift. Owen, being an artist too, understands the obsessiveness that can go with it.
So, they start a relationship, and when they fall in love, Reese doesn’t want to lose Owen. He almost misses an opening night for Owen, but his subconscious interrupts his writing, and he makes it. He vows to do better.
His anger due to the intensity of his writing is also an issue that causes Owen to need some space, but they’re committed to working things out.
I loved this book! The creative characters and their friends are all fascinating and likeable. The way the author has Reese writing his book within this book is excellent, I got into Reese’s as much as the main one.
So lucky I got this as a freebie, I’ll definitely be looking up more works by Payne.
When he sees Owen struggling with his cello after attending the symphony with Chad, he offers him a lift. Owen, being an artist too, understands the obsessiveness that can go with it.
So, they start a relationship, and when they fall in love, Reese doesn’t want to lose Owen. He almost misses an opening night for Owen, but his subconscious interrupts his writing, and he makes it. He vows to do better.
His anger due to the intensity of his writing is also an issue that causes Owen to need some space, but they’re committed to working things out.
I loved this book! The creative characters and their friends are all fascinating and likeable. The way the author has Reese writing his book within this book is excellent, I got into Reese’s as much as the main one.
So lucky I got this as a freebie, I’ll definitely be looking up more works by Payne.
April 13, 2020
Good
This is the second book that I have read by this author and I just love her writing style. The story flows beautifully, the characters have depth and off the page chemistry. I'm also a reader who can't stand too many sex scenes in a book, I always feel they take away the focus of the storyline but this author managed to make the characters passion for each other part of their story. I would definitely recommend and will be stalking more books by Jodi.
This is the second book that I have read by this author and I just love her writing style. The story flows beautifully, the characters have depth and off the page chemistry. I'm also a reader who can't stand too many sex scenes in a book, I always feel they take away the focus of the storyline but this author managed to make the characters passion for each other part of their story. I would definitely recommend and will be stalking more books by Jodi.
May 3, 2020
The minute I saw this book I knew I had to read it, not just because of the stunning cover but because of the cello. I absolutely LOVE the sound of the cello, listen to it endlessly on Spotify, such a beautiful yet melancholy sound. Anyway, the book! It was amazing, I fell in love with both MC's, their love story was sweet but with some struggles. The title fits, Creative Process, two creative individuals trying to meld their lives together, a difficult process, especially with Reese's deep, dark, mind when he's deep into writing his horror stories. I can't help but hope we will see more of these two, a few things were not quite resolved.
February 10, 2021
Wow. This was awesome.
It's my first Jodi Payne book but it will hardly be the last.
Reese and Owen are both so amazing. I absolutely loved Reese's character. I wish we got to understand him better, his incredible and deep connection to his characters. That could've just improve this story further.
Cute group of friends, and Chad is hilarious, even if a bit excessive in the use of the word honey. LOL
It's my first Jodi Payne book but it will hardly be the last.
Reese and Owen are both so amazing. I absolutely loved Reese's character. I wish we got to understand him better, his incredible and deep connection to his characters. That could've just improve this story further.
Cute group of friends, and Chad is hilarious, even if a bit excessive in the use of the word honey. LOL
November 28, 2024
Urban music
Payne gives the reader an intense story of two artistic souls driven by their art. Wrapping the creative process around their growing passion in an environment of challenges, the tale faces upheaval and crisis yielding to hot love making.
Payne gives the reader an intense story of two artistic souls driven by their art. Wrapping the creative process around their growing passion in an environment of challenges, the tale faces upheaval and crisis yielding to hot love making.
November 8, 2017
2.75 stars
June 30, 2018
4.5 stars
July 6, 2018
A sweet, charming love story with 2 very sexy MC's. Perfect for a weekend read!
February 1, 2021
Excellent read of two creative people and their journey to love. I really enjoyed this story.
July 4, 2021
DNF @ 70%. Bored out of my mind and could care less about seeing it to the end.
December 12, 2020
Reese is an author that is constantly stuck in his head/books. While he can write best selling books, he can't keep track of anything else in his life. He relies heavily upon his publicist Chad to keep his schedules straight and to keep him on time for things.
Out at the orchestra for the evening with Chad, Reese spots a very handsome man trying to find himself a cab. Reese on impulse speaks up and offers a ride to the stranger. Luck must be on his side, because his offer is accepted. Neither Reese or Owen wants the evening to end once Chad is dropped off, so Reese agrees to go with Owen to his next musical engagement for the evening.
Such an interesting book, and a book within a book. The chemistry between Reese and Owen is smokin hot, and their relationship issues and real and believable/relatable.
Out at the orchestra for the evening with Chad, Reese spots a very handsome man trying to find himself a cab. Reese on impulse speaks up and offers a ride to the stranger. Luck must be on his side, because his offer is accepted. Neither Reese or Owen wants the evening to end once Chad is dropped off, so Reese agrees to go with Owen to his next musical engagement for the evening.
Such an interesting book, and a book within a book. The chemistry between Reese and Owen is smokin hot, and their relationship issues and real and believable/relatable.
November 12, 2017
I’ve always wondered how talented authors go about creating their masterpieces, so it was a total treat to read this book and get one version of exactly how that might happen. “Creative Process” was like getting a story within a story. One of the MCs, Reese, is an author and in the process of writing what he expects to be the final installment of a series that has been quite literally consuming his life for a little too long. I found myself invested and wondering about the direction of the story he was writing. I also found that I was more than a little frightened at the depth to which his story’s main characters got inside his head. A couple of times, the concept of “anger issues” popped into my head regarding Reese – that’s exactly how deep his stories and characters manifested themselves into his psyche.
Owen is a great complement to Reese as far as partners go. As a musician, Owen also understands what it’s like to get caught up in the creative process. However, he does have a hard limit when it comes to a couple of Reese’s more extreme behaviors and that’s really the only place where any angst comes into play between these guys. Owen truly acts like the more mature half of this couple despite his younger age. He may have given up a little control to Reese in the bedroom; however, he was by no means a pushover. He stood up for himself and his own needs when others needed to hear it. Go, Owen!
I enjoyed getting to know some of the secondary characters and how/why they fit into Reese and/or Owen’s circle of friends. From a romantic perspective, I wouldn’t necessarily rank this one really high up on my list. Their relationship happened quickly and didn’t require a long pursuit or slow burn. Regardless, I enjoyed their dynamic and the unique expression of creativity brought to life in this story. Very interesting!
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Owen is a great complement to Reese as far as partners go. As a musician, Owen also understands what it’s like to get caught up in the creative process. However, he does have a hard limit when it comes to a couple of Reese’s more extreme behaviors and that’s really the only place where any angst comes into play between these guys. Owen truly acts like the more mature half of this couple despite his younger age. He may have given up a little control to Reese in the bedroom; however, he was by no means a pushover. He stood up for himself and his own needs when others needed to hear it. Go, Owen!
I enjoyed getting to know some of the secondary characters and how/why they fit into Reese and/or Owen’s circle of friends. From a romantic perspective, I wouldn’t necessarily rank this one really high up on my list. Their relationship happened quickly and didn’t require a long pursuit or slow burn. Regardless, I enjoyed their dynamic and the unique expression of creativity brought to life in this story. Very interesting!
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