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Rivals #1
Until My Feet Bleed and My Heart Aches
Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
Relationship: Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov
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‘…Of all the rivalries in the world of sports over the years, perhaps none has become so legendary as that of Russian figure skater Viktor Nikiforov and his rival, Japanese Yuuri Katsuki…’
A single event changes the course of Yuuri’s life, throwing him into a bitter rivalry with Viktor Nikiforov that spans across his entire skating career. But as the years go on, rivalry and hatred begin to develop into something very different and Yuuri doesn’t seem to be able to stay away, no matter how hard he tries.
Hatred and love are two sides of the same coin and even though everything changes, some things are still meant to be.
Relationship: Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov
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‘…Of all the rivalries in the world of sports over the years, perhaps none has become so legendary as that of Russian figure skater Viktor Nikiforov and his rival, Japanese Yuuri Katsuki…’
A single event changes the course of Yuuri’s life, throwing him into a bitter rivalry with Viktor Nikiforov that spans across his entire skating career. But as the years go on, rivalry and hatred begin to develop into something very different and Yuuri doesn’t seem to be able to stay away, no matter how hard he tries.
Hatred and love are two sides of the same coin and even though everything changes, some things are still meant to be.
659 pages, ebook
First published March 5, 2017
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February 19, 2022DNF 37% I can’t stand miscommunication
July 3, 2022
Questa fanfiction risulta come libro su goodreads com'è giusto che sia. Unreliable narrator ECCELLENTE, ha stuzzicato quella parte di me che a volte non sa bene il confine tra le mie convinzioni e la realtà dei fatti/la realtà di altre persone. Mi piace come sono stati integrati i social media e la stampa, questi hanno dato alla storia un'ulteriore dimensione.
October 9, 2023
I am sucker for enemies/rivals to lovers and slow burn. I've loved the anime and this fanfic complements it in the best way.
October 21, 2021
I don't think I've ever absolutely consumed a story this fast and with so much longing in my heart. This is the best kind of proof that fanfiction is not to be underestimated, and that slow burns are not tedious at all. I suppose I will last about an hour at most before I can't hold back on starting the continuation.
I believe strongly his fic has returned to me what passionate reading feels like.
I believe strongly his fic has returned to me what passionate reading feels like.
February 28, 2018
OH MY GOD WHAT THIS IS ON GOODREADS YUSSSS I'M SO HAPPY RN
December 4, 2020
4.5 stars
Dayum! It has been a while since I read this fast - I literally read the last 50% in one day and this fanfic is not a short read!
Originally I've watched Yuri On Ice anime back when it was coming out, circa 2016, but with the news of the film finally coming out soon (by soon we don't know the date, but probably in 2021), I couldn't not watch it again 4 years after and I loved it as much as before. So the only thing that was missing was for me to read some YOI based fanfictions.
Fanfiction was what got me interested in reading more and nowadays I do read more books that fanfiction - I basically read fanfics only from maybe 2012 until 2016 when I shifted to books instead. Fanfics will always have a space in my heart even though I don't gravitate to them as much this past few days.
Either way, this fanfic was such a good example of how people who really enjoy fandoms and write about them are as good as "official authors". I have read ALOT of fanfics, but this one is up there with the best ones for sure!
One thing that always makes me more focused while reading fanfics is the fact that we already know the characters and we connect to them, so even if the story is 180º change from the canon, it's still enjoyable because you know the characters. In my opinion, this fanfic works so good because 1st I already know all the people in it, and 2nd the fact that it's so close to the original material that it could be canon, except the big fact of Yuuri and Viktor not having a good relationship from the beginning.
In this fanfic you follow Yuuri throughout the years and how his skating career starts until basically he is 23 years - which is the age he has in the original anime. In this fanfic Yuuri actually hates Vikor for most of the story and it's very angsty I should say.
Loved the bits were both Yuuri and Viktor were together and how their relationship evolved through the years until they finally got together for good.
Since this is an enemies to lovers story and it's very slow burn to top it, it's so satisfying to see them grow and how Yuuri felt through his career (NOTE: There is also the same story from Viktors point of view which I'll try to read soon, and by trying is me wanting to read all the other books I've already started before the end of the year xD)
Even though this is quite lenghty, I flew through it since I wanted to know what would happen next. All the times that Yuuri and Viktor competed together were so satisfying to read since so much was in stake and how Yuuri always wanted to win over Viktor. .
Also, can't forgot the mention all the steamy scenes - fanfic writers overall are always really good writing them really! Some steamy quotes:
""I hate you" Yuri breathed, knowing the sentiment was returned wholeheatedly, and it felt good to finally say the words out loud after so long. "Now fuck me"."
"Viktor kissed like he skated, with a burning intensity that consumed Yuuri completely, searing into his soul."
"Viktor was still kissing him gently, too soft, not enough. Yuuri hadn't come here for gentle. He had come for hot and rough and needy, to vent his emotions onto Viktor and allow the other man to do the same the way that they had done before."
""Don't hold back." he heard Viktor say and the other man's face swam into focus, as beautiful as ever, gaze fixed on Yuuri. "Let me hear you"."
Overall, I really enoyed reading this and can't wait to read Viktor's perspective since there is alot to unravel from his point of view. Also, it has the final conclusion to the story!
Dayum! It has been a while since I read this fast - I literally read the last 50% in one day and this fanfic is not a short read!
Originally I've watched Yuri On Ice anime back when it was coming out, circa 2016, but with the news of the film finally coming out soon (by soon we don't know the date, but probably in 2021), I couldn't not watch it again 4 years after and I loved it as much as before. So the only thing that was missing was for me to read some YOI based fanfictions.
Fanfiction was what got me interested in reading more and nowadays I do read more books that fanfiction - I basically read fanfics only from maybe 2012 until 2016 when I shifted to books instead. Fanfics will always have a space in my heart even though I don't gravitate to them as much this past few days.
Either way, this fanfic was such a good example of how people who really enjoy fandoms and write about them are as good as "official authors". I have read ALOT of fanfics, but this one is up there with the best ones for sure!
One thing that always makes me more focused while reading fanfics is the fact that we already know the characters and we connect to them, so even if the story is 180º change from the canon, it's still enjoyable because you know the characters. In my opinion, this fanfic works so good because 1st I already know all the people in it, and 2nd the fact that it's so close to the original material that it could be canon, except the big fact of Yuuri and Viktor not having a good relationship from the beginning.
In this fanfic you follow Yuuri throughout the years and how his skating career starts until basically he is 23 years - which is the age he has in the original anime. In this fanfic Yuuri actually hates Vikor for most of the story and it's very angsty I should say.
Loved the bits were both Yuuri and Viktor were together and how their relationship evolved through the years until they finally got together for good.
Since this is an enemies to lovers story and it's very slow burn to top it, it's so satisfying to see them grow and how Yuuri felt through his career (NOTE: There is also the same story from Viktors point of view which I'll try to read soon, and by trying is me wanting to read all the other books I've already started before the end of the year xD)
Even though this is quite lenghty, I flew through it since I wanted to know what would happen next. All the times that Yuuri and Viktor competed together were so satisfying to read since so much was in stake and how Yuuri always wanted to win over Viktor. .
Also, can't forgot the mention all the steamy scenes - fanfic writers overall are always really good writing them really! Some steamy quotes:
""I hate you" Yuri breathed, knowing the sentiment was returned wholeheatedly, and it felt good to finally say the words out loud after so long. "Now fuck me"."
"Viktor kissed like he skated, with a burning intensity that consumed Yuuri completely, searing into his soul."
"Viktor was still kissing him gently, too soft, not enough. Yuuri hadn't come here for gentle. He had come for hot and rough and needy, to vent his emotions onto Viktor and allow the other man to do the same the way that they had done before."
""Don't hold back." he heard Viktor say and the other man's face swam into focus, as beautiful as ever, gaze fixed on Yuuri. "Let me hear you"."
Overall, I really enoyed reading this and can't wait to read Viktor's perspective since there is alot to unravel from his point of view. Also, it has the final conclusion to the story!
July 16, 2023
When I was reading this I was really addicted. I read it every second I had and when I wasn't reading it I was thinking about it ---same for the other one which is Viktors POV.
I haven't even seen the anime to which this fanfic is written lol.
Anyways, it was great I'd recommend, even if it's a fan fiction that is definitely a fan fiction.
I haven't even seen the anime to which this fanfic is written lol.
Anyways, it was great I'd recommend, even if it's a fan fiction that is definitely a fan fiction.
January 25, 2026
This was an absolute masterpiece, easily the best fanfic I’ve read regardless of fandom.
The way that Reiya captured all of the beauty and endearment of the anime, but infused so much heartache and pining in there too 🥺 I’m a mess
If you’re a fan of Yuri on Ice and Heated Rivalry, you will definitely enjoy this! I can’t wait to read Viktor’s companion fic next <3
The way that Reiya captured all of the beauty and endearment of the anime, but infused so much heartache and pining in there too 🥺 I’m a mess
If you’re a fan of Yuri on Ice and Heated Rivalry, you will definitely enjoy this! I can’t wait to read Viktor’s companion fic next <3
November 17, 2021
So good!! I've read this series twice now and i'm trying to tell myself that I don't need to read it a third time bt let's be real I'm probably going to. I love a slow burn and the author really delivered. Do yourself a favor and if you're a fan of yuri/viktor please read it.
February 3, 2026
Tuve bloqueo lector al principio porque me resultó bastante lerdo y pesado, pero una vez arrancaron los encuentros cara a cara entre ellos se volvió super adictivo. No podía largarlo y lo disfruté un montón, así que me fui corriendo a leer el pov de Viktor.
September 10, 2018
Wanted to read this for a while and finally did recently. So much angst and heartache and still many moments which made me smile too. 👍😍
October 11, 2019
One of the first fanfictions I've read based on Yuri on Ice and I totally loved it! One of my favourites so far.
August 19, 2020
BEAUTIFUL!!!!
more so than the anime itself...
more so than the anime itself...
January 9, 2021
A wonderful read! So much tension, drama and the characterization is incredible. The sad moments made my eyes water and the angst made my heart throb.
March 30, 2022
Es definitivamente el mejor fanfiction que he leído en mi vida, una montaña rusa de emociones, lo amé muchisimo. Ojalá el anime fuera un poco más así.
July 30, 2022
HOW IS THIS ON GOODREADS???
December 24, 2022
Agrego este fanfic porque tiene mi corazón lo releí muchas veces lo quiero mucho
January 8, 2023
Changed the trajectory of my life
March 27, 2023
simplesmente linda!!! sempre que leio parece a 1 vez!!
May 8, 2023
VAI SE FUDEEEEE QUE ODIOOO
July 28, 2023
Yes I'm counting this fic as a book because its a tome
Yes I'm rereading it
Again
Yes I know I have issues, shhhhhh
Yes I'm rereading it
Again
Yes I know I have issues, shhhhhh
February 11, 2024
this slow burn f*cking killed me in so many ways, i’ve never suffered this way
yuuri: i don’t care who won (in love)
viktor: neither do i (in love too)
me: AAGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!
yuuri: i don’t care who won (in love)
viktor: neither do i (in love too)
me: AAGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!
May 19, 2024
Mi ha curato la nostalgia del mio periodo fandom 2020🫢
July 29, 2024
This is my favorite fanfic and I have absolute no words to describe this masterpiece. Go read it!
March 6, 2025
okay so this is why im gonna get a u in these mocks xx
January 17, 2026
This and the follow up with Victors pov live rent free in my brain. I read this at least once a year.
November 24, 2020
I loved this so much . . . as good as the anime, if not better. Highly recommend for Yuri on Ice fans.
November 28, 2024
No me importa si fue un fanfic pero ESTA HERMOSA HISTORIA AHHH CON EL SLOWBURN MÁS SJADJDJAKDJAKDJAKSAJ pero igual lo amé. Nunca he sido fan del trope "miscommunication" pero DIOSS amee el desarrolló de los personajes. Esto fue como un suspiro para mí luego de la cancelación de la película de Yuri On Ice (sí llevo esperando más de 6 años como una loca) pero la autora se la re rifo aparte con la MÚSICA, dios llevó a otro nivel toda la experiencia. ¿Sufrí? Sí, un poco. ¿Valió la pena? RE CONTRA SIIII
(BASTAA AÚN SIGO LLORANDO POR SU RELACIÓN Y EL FINAL T_T)
(BASTAA AÚN SIGO LLORANDO POR SU RELACIÓN Y EL FINAL T_T)
July 4, 2019
Dios mio... no sabía que esto estaba aquí. 😭
Es precioso y hermoso, y... 😪😪😪 lo amo completamente.
Es precioso y hermoso, y... 😪😪😪 lo amo completamente.
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