This is an erotic story that contains subject matter that may trigger sensitive readers. All characters are adults and all interactions are consensual also involving f/f and f/f/m. Please enjoy with an open mind.
It was meant to be research, help my writer's block but it soon became my addiction...
My life was boring and normal until one girl turned my world upside down, making me crave something that is hard to fulfill.
A fetish that helps give me an exploding release.
Going on nights out, I look for those with an open mind, who want that thrill in the bedroom.
But no emotions can be involved.
And I have one rule... I don't let the guy inside me.
Besides, sex changes things.
I kept this rule until one couple from a dating app made it hard for me to say no, bringing me into a world of lust, want and need.
They want me to join their fantasies, to help them fulfill their desires, but the longer I spend with them, the more I start to get attached.
Already breaking my own rules.
Especially my main one.
I try and stay strong, but every look and every touch, I can feel myself breaking down.
J.L. Ostle was born in Antrim, Northern Ireland, now living in Carlisle, England. J.L. Ostle is a full time mother looking after her cute, active little boy.
When she she hasn't got her head stuck in a book or writing, she's watching movies, or doing activities with her friends and their children
I voluntarily reviewed a copy of this book (given by the author)...
Well I have to say this book was definitely an eye opening experience. I'm usually not a fan of ménage, it just doesn't speak to me; however, I must say this book had me intrigue from the first lustful encounter. Angel is so badass, I mean she doesn't fight crime or anything, she is just very secure with her wants and needs. I actually understood and supported her logic about the no touching with men in relationships.
I want to know more about Killian and Angel, I know Violet is also involved, but I loved the connection between Killian and Angel. In my opinion, the connection was stronger between them but that's just me. As always Killian makes a buttmole move which leads to some consequences.
That ending though, killed me, I was like "whaaaaat? No! " But I loved it all and look forward to another book in this series :)
Is there anything Jenna can't write? I got lost in this book, hooked from beginning to end.
Angel is struggling to come up with her very own writing material. As a strong woman who knows what she likes, she spend her time watching couples. But its when she is asked to participate that things get interesting!
Killian pushes all her limits. Fantasies soon become a reality...but what does the future hold?
The chemistry between these two is electrifying and will definitely set your kindles on fire and leave you fanning yourself.
I need to add a disclaimer here. I'll be honest, I didnt read this for the storyline. I needed something hot and sexy so that was my sole purpose for picking this one up. My rating is based purely on the hot and sexy and the story itself played no part in the number of stars. ;)
wow ok this was very steamy and i had to close the book on several occasions 😁 very differnt from your other books could of done with a bit more tbh tho ha ❤
HOLY FIREBALLS!!!!!! What a book???? First of all let me say I'm not a huge fan of erotica books but when I heard that J.L Ostle has written one I just had to read it cause I'm such a huge fan of her work and omg she blew my mind!!!!!!! I couldn't put this book down cause one: it was really well written with style and passion, two: the storyline was so intriguing and had me captivated that I just had to know what's gonna happen next and then the book was totally HAWT!!!!! AND Even a big eye opener as to how things really work in the real world with people who love to do some of these things lol!!!! This book was definitely interesting and so damn good that I hope there will be more from her in this genre!!!! Cause I'll definitely read it!!!! Angel and Killian will definitely keep you on the edge of your seat and you'll just want more and more from them!!!!!
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HOLY FIREBALLS!!!!!! What a book???? First of all let me say I'm not a huge fan of erotica books but when I heard that J.L Ostle has written one I just had to read it cause I'm such a huge fan of her work and omg she blew my mind!!!!!!! I couldn't put this book down cause one: it was really well written with style and passion, two: the storyline was so intriguing and had me captivated that I just had to know what's gonna happen next and then the book was totally HAWT!!!!! AND Even a big eye opener as to how things really work in the real world with people who love to do some of these things lol!!!! This book was definitely interesting and so damn good that I hope there will be more from her in this genre!!!! Cause I'll definitely read it!!!! Angel and Killian will definitely keep you on the edge of your seat and you'll just want more and more from them!!!!!
Hold on I need a smoke after reading that book. Dear lawd!
This book is hot. H.O.T.! HOT!
Angel is an author who is having an issue writing steamy scenes. She needs a night out with her bestie Hannah. What happens at the club is amazing. Angel goes home with Hope and her bouncer boyfriend. She watches them. This is now Angel's thing. Watching people f*ck. She meets Violet and Killian at a party for all sorts of kinks. It's there that she explores and opens up to Violet and Killian. Once Killian has her, he drops her like a hot potato. Angel returns home and doesn't see or hear from them for a week. Can all this be fixed with a quick apology?
Okay so that was eye opening!!! Loving every minute of Angel's journey to the wild and dark side.
Killian was hot, strong and Alpha! Loved how you knew the connection was strong between him and Angel. Though he backed off enough to let her ride out their crazy world.
I don't want to ruin this for anyone so I won't go into detail since I went into this story blind and it was an awesome ride. J.L. Ostle is and always will be a go to for me, never leave her stories thinking I have read that story line before. She just gets better every time, Can't wait for the next already!
This was a very steamy erotic story. I was happy to see a romance that speaks to the male fantasy. I do understand authors need to write for the majority of their readers. This book, is I feel, for the 20% male romance readership out there! I was a bit disappointed with the editing in this story but, not with the story it's self. Although the book is very good as a first person, it could have been much more entertaining with a changing POV.
This book is completely different from anything JL has written before & I have to say she outdid herself. This book is amazing.
Angel is an author struggling to write steamy sex scenes, deciding to be proactive her decisions take her somewhere she did not expect to go but (in my opinion) definitely belongs.
JL Ostle, I need a book 2, NO, an entire series!!!
J.L. Ostle has really outdone herself with Watching! I have read and enjoyed all of Ostle's books but this one is definatly my favorite! I really hope there's a book 2!!