"I can hear a heartbeat. It must be Senpai's... Not mine. My heart would never beat this fast."
This yuri manga has very slice of life vibes. Despite everything that's going on, there's no drama. I would like to see more of Yuu's friends, and what her life is like separate from Nanami Touko. What she's like, when she's not worrying about not fitting in due to not falling in love.
It seems to showcase several characters, without going into depth about all of their lives or their interpersonal relationships. It's like we get glimpses as if we're just passing by.
In this volume, we get a look into Sayaka. Her backstory follows an old school yuri genre trope (girls only dating other girls while in school, and leading a heteronormative life like it was a phase or a game of pretend), but I think the mangaka is already deconstructing it in several ways, which is pretty cool and fitting of the 20th century.
At this point, I feel like Yuu's inner monologue is many times not how she actually feels, but her way of self-soothing, by contradicting her truth. As things progress, she has to keep lying to herself, in a fight against change.
As much as she has asked for Yuu's consent after the "surprise attacks" in volume 1, we see Touko bring back the stereotypical "aggressive lesbian" in this volume again. A trope very present in Girl Love manga (and BL for that matter). It is especially common for the older girl to be the pursuer, instigator of emotional and physical intimacy. I was uncomfortable with her "I'm going to do what I want", after Yuu was unable to initiate a kiss as a previously agreed reward, no going to lie. Even if it was just a deeper kiss, Yuu wasn't ready for their kisses to grow more heated, and she was having her own internal struggle. When it comes to this type of subject, it is more complicated than just breaking a promise. On consent and intimacy, changing your mind and being allowed to stop, and space, when you realise you aren't as comfortable as you thought you'd be is everyone's prerogative.
I've come to the realisation Doujima(-kun 😆) is really nosy!