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416 pages, Hardcover
First published February 2, 2017
By then, because I was feeling better, I thought all I had to do was stop drinking. Stay hidden for a while, then go back out into a world that wasn’t just a story told by an old woman whose motives for sharing these stories – and for sharing them with me, of all people, I was no closer to understanding than I had ever been. If she was really trying to cure me, I couldn’t see why. Who was I to her? Who was I to anyone? Or was that the whole point? I was nobody and so a perfect choice. Jean Culver could tell her stories and not feel like she was just talking to herself
He wasn’t a film maker … he was an anthropologist. Film-makers tell stories, even if they try not to, but he wasn’t interested in stories. For Laurits, a story was just the strings on which the real pearls were threaded. What he wanted was atmosphere, texture, weather. When people tell stories, he would say, they lie about what happened, but they don’t tell lies about these other things – or not deliberately at least
I did follow her into the house though and maybe the reason I did was the sense I was beginning to form – an intuition I guess, since I had nothing to base it on – that this woman was different from anybody else I had ever known. She was someone who had made peace with the world on her own terms, someone who had stopped caring about minor things to concentrate on what really mattered
I can’t help feeling that marriage is an absurd attempt at mutual – no communal – deception. To me, it’s like a vaudeville horse, two people joined together at an awkward angle, trying to pretend they are one and everyone pretending the illusion is a total success. That’s what la vie commune means to me – a great big game of Let’s pretend, where everybody gets to play their part. Everybody but me
The look the two women gave me was more appraising. They were the kind of people who judged others and decided quickly, based on appearances what they would think of them forever after .. I never knew what to look for