After the death of her Aunt Jetty, the woman who raised her, Matilda White packs a single suitcase, leaving behind her home, her small town in Kansas, and the man she’s supposed to marry.
Henry Craig is a writer—if only he could find the right words. While sitting at a worn table in a Detroit library he sees a new librarian, Matidla, and suddenly the world erupts with words.
Six years later, Matilda and Henry load their young daughter Lucy, two antique typewriters, and a box of Henry’s love letters into the car and head off to a new life. But one snowstorm and a slippery road take it all away. In that black moment of tragedy Matilda turns to Henry and says, “I wish I’d never met you.”
The world goes dark.
Matilda wakes up in Jetty’s dilapidated house with no memory of the last six years. Beside her on the bed, a book and an antique typewriter.
Henry wakes up in his familiar spot in the library, a book and old typewriter squatting on the table beside him. He can’t remember the last six years.
Can words on a typed page, sent from one typewriter to another, push aside tar-thick pain and resurrect love?
Teri Harman is an ecofeminist, author, and nature photographer. She writes magical romances and creative nonfiction. She lives near the shores of Utah Lake and writes with lots of hot coffee brewing and beeswax candles burning.
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I was so excited to read another book from this talented author. Teri Harman is the author of The Moonlight Trilogy, a series that I thoroughly enjoyed. I liked A Thousand Sleepless Nights just a much. The premise and idea of this story is very intriguing. The themes of the book were relatable and the all of characters are engrossing. Abby was a delight. I loved the POV changes between Henry and Matilda. It kept the pages turning quickly to find out what would happen next. And to keep up with all the whys and hows along the way of the character's journey. When tragedy happens to Matilda and Henry, Matilda's last words to Henry start a chain of events that spiral into lost memories and a journey back to each other.
This is a lovely and heartbreaking book. I was completely absorbed in the characters and in their story. Teri Harman's writing made these people and places absolutely real to me. My heart was with the characters at every moment. I highly recommend this book.
This novel was an interesting way to explore the question of whether love is worth the grief that sometimes accompanies it. When Matilda tells her husband “I wish I had never met you” in a moment of utter grief, the two are instantly transported to separate locations whereupon they wake with no recollection of the last six years. What they do have are a book and a typewriter each—typewriters that can communicate with one another, no less! What would you do if you discovered the last six years had been erased from your mind, and then found your typewriter produced messages of its own accord? Messages of an intense love to parallel Song of Solomon. Maybe you’d think you were going a little crazy?
For me, the driving question in this story was how and when Henry and Matilda would work out what they once were to one another. It was often a tumultuous emotional journey for them, with both feeling the kind of visceral connection to one another that would be natural for a couple who had been married for nearly six years, but all the while believing the other person to be a stranger. The author captured well what a confusing and unnerving experience this would be as they encountered one another and began to get to know one another again.
There’s definitely some suspension of disbelief required for this story, which was fine for me until a particular part at the end involving a ghost. I won’t mention specifics so as to avoid spoilers, but ghosts really aren’t my thing. I was also a little uncomfortable with some of the support Matilda’s ex-fiancé gave her when she reappeared in her hometown. I hasten to add that he didn’t do anything wrong, technically, but considering he was married, I found myself a little jealous on behalf of his wife at times.
Those things aside, this was an engaging read.
I received a copy of this novel from the author. This has not influenced the content of my review, which is my honest and unbiased opinion.
This story had an interesting concept and grappled with the question, is love stronger than grief? The synopsis on the back tells you pretty much what you need to know as you go into this book. I like that the author focused more on the couple’s relationship, not the horrible loss so much, and really showed what a loss their marriage would be in and of itself. I have very strong opinions of marriage and I believe marriage vows should not be taken lightly. So I liked that we saw what a loss of the marriage would look like, something that had been nurtured for six years to suddenly disappear.
Loss and grief stink. Grief has its purpose but should never be the death of something else. There is a little mystery of what has happened to this couple, I wouldn’t call it magic but it is something unexplainable. There is an appearance of a ghost. Not my thing but that is not a main focus and already I knew this story had a hint of ‘fantasy’. It put me more in the mind of my favorite Christmas movie, It’s a Wonderful Life, only the story is told two-fold by the husband and wife.
The power of our words was another lesson shown quite well. I am also a big believer that we should be careful with what we say since our words can have such an impact on ourselves and others. And maybe that is where the ‘magical’ feel of the situation comes into play.
All in all I liked this read. I was rooting for this couple throughout and couldn’t wait for them to be restored. Another way I would describe it would be a contemporary fairy tale.
I received a complimentary copy of this novel. I was not required to post a positive review and all views and opinions are my own.
My review of A Thousand Sleepless Nights by Teri Harman, author of the Moonlight trilogy (Blood Moon, Black Moon, & Storm Moon).
A Thousand Sleepless Nights, a clean romance with a touch of magic, had me from the first pages, gripping my interest from the conversation between Matilda (the main character) and her dying Aunt Jetty. The themes in this story are strong and heart-wrenching as the reader travels on a measured journey of tragedy, heartache, tears, confusion, and longing. That being said, the story (for me) had a satisfying ending as it is also infused with learning, growing, hope, and a little bit of magic brought on by the power of emotions (especially grief). Lines from the story explain this element: “We rarely realize how powerful our thoughts can be, how powerful our emotions are. There’s tremendous energy there, and if we let it that energy can build and build until it creates its own strength, its own will.”
Don’t expect a fast-moving action-adventure, or even your average romance with this one. This is a leisurely-paced love story like no other. And the events in this book can be understood both figuratively and realistically as the author adds in a touch of the supernatural. Can I just say that the scene where the typewriter first starts typing by itself literally gave me chills.
The importance of, and love for, books and writing are also beautifully illustrated throughout the story. Henry’s thoughts at one point echoed my own as an author: “Writers could control what happened, could change it. A magician toying with fate. If he wanted, there could always be a happy ending.”
Even though I love the main characters, Matilda and Henry, my favorite character has got to be Abby, a good woman who remains positive despite terrible tragedies in her past. She is a good mother-figure and a great example to Matilda and Henry who are learning to deal with their own tragedies. We are first introduced to Abby through these lines and one can’t help but immediately fall in love with her character:
“Abby, we don’t have any idea who this guy is,” Gill protested. “You can’t . . .”
“Oh, shut up, you old grump,” she shot back. “The boy needs help. And I can tell just lookin’ at him that he’s good through and through. Be a decent Christian for once in your miserable life.” She frowned reproachfully, but then turned a bright smile on Henry. “You a thief?”
Henry blanched, blinked. “No, Ma’am.”
“Ax murderer? Annoying salesman? Fugitive? Nail biter?” She smiled as she said the last one and the tension in Henry’s gut eased slightly.
“No ma’am.”
Abby nodded and reached for him. “Then you come in now, out of the icy night, and let’s see what we can do.”
A Thousand Sleepless Nights is a solid read, but don’t take my word for it . . . read it yourself.
Book review by Elsie Park (author of Shadows of Valor and Perils of Wrath)
Can grief change your life? When her Aunt Jetty dies Matilda White leaves everything behind - her job, her fiance, her friends, her life. The grief is too much so she leaves Silent Fields, Kansas, behind in the middle of the night to start over.
Henry Craig is a writer who can't put word to paper - the words are there but they are trapped within him unable to find release. Until he sees Matilda ~ Matilda gives his words release. Soon six years have passed and Matilda and Henry are about to leave the life they've created for themselves for a new one in Kansas City.
But when something goes terribly wrong Matilda's grief is about to change everything Henry and Matilda have had together. Henry wakes up in a Detroit library and Matilda in her home in Silent Fields. Six years have passed but neither has any memory of it. Where did those six years go? And if you don't remember something does that mean it never happened?
Silent Fields in typical small town fashion has come up with their own spins on where Matilda has been and where her unexplained scars have come from. But Matilda has no answers and her very silence adds to the speculation.
Feeling at loose ends with his life having gone on without him Henry comes upon an old advertisement one that will at least give him a starting point from which to rebuild the life he once had. The editor of a small town paper seems like the ideal way to put his writing skills to work. And Silent Fields, Kansas, awaits.
But Henry's arrival starts with chaos and a storm that finds him having to rely on the kindness of strangers. But when he has a chance glance at a stranger across the room he has a connection that sparks the creative juices that have long eluded him. Who is this woman who with a quick glance affects him so?
And so begins a journey to discover what was lost - the only clues being a book with a personal inscription by an unknown author and an antique typewriter in the possession of both.
This book has a thread of mystery that runs through a love story. For those who love or are at least familiar with It's a Wonderful Life and Portrait of Jennie (1948 movie with Joseph Cotton and Jennifer Jones) this book I would say is a modern (1990s) story that combines these two storylines into a uniquely powerful and moving story about the power of grief and love.
If you could lose your grief and pain would you be willing to give up everything that went with it? How much is too much? Read A Thousand Sleepless Nights and discover what happens for yourself - you won't be sorry. This would make an excellent book club selection as there is much worth delving into and discussing.
I was provided a review copy of this book through SLB tours with no expectations of a positive review ~ all opinions expressed are my own.
As soon as I started reading, A Thousand Sleepless Nights, I couldn't get over what beautiful words had been written in this novel. This author paints a world, both dark and light with her words. There is so much feeling in what you're reading. A perfect example is a paragraph found on the back of the book...
"I sit beside you and I breathe more air. I look at you and I see a universe. I touch you and I connect with everything that has ever lived. I kiss you and I exist."
This story hooked me from the beginning. I love how this story is told, chapter by chapter from either Henry or Matilda's point of view. You were able to connect to both characters so much by having the novel written this way. I'm not going to go into details about what happens in the story because you can read that yourself up above. Instead, I want to tell you about a few other passages that really affected me. This book is very much a lesson in learning to live after grief. Henry is given advice about dealing with grief from Abby, an older woman who took him in and treated him like a son. Abby was childless after losing eight children, from miscarriages',a stillbirth, and an infant death.Abby knew and had lived with pain.
She told him, "After each one,I wanted to give up.I wanted to hide from the pain I had and the possibility of more pain.But after I stopped hurting so bad I couldn't sleep, I realized something else. Fearing the pain also kept me from the chance of having some joy. And Henry, joy is worth the pain."
Wow! Those words shook me to the core and spoke to me so much. The only way I can describe how I felt is another passage I read in the book describing how Henry felt after reading a certain book, "Each word lingered inside him, like bees in a hive buzzing."
This slow burn romance has a hint of the magical to it's story. You have to keep your mind and heart open to a little fantasy playing out in it's pages. I can promise you, you'll enjoy this book and the wonderful story that was meant to be shared.
A Thousand Sleepless Nights by Teri Harman is a beautiful book about life, love and grief. It is set in the 1990's. This book is such a beautiful read in spite of it being a study in grief. Grief may consume us as we drown under its weight. "You need a reason to live after a tragedy." Picking up the pieces is not always easy. How do we begin to live again when all we feel is pain? "Sometimes it takes someone else to heal our pain." We don't always know what we need. What would it feel like to wake up one day and realise the last six years of our lives were missing? What tragedy befell that our mind shut it out? Or are we just going mad? "What... had stolen her memory and broken her mind?" Grief can do strange things. We need to heal our pain. Others stand beside us showing unconditional love. "That Abby gave him all that without question surprised him." Some people have huge hearts that extend love to those in need. Everyone has scars. Some are visible, others not. "You have scars too, old and new." Great love does not die. It lasts beyond the grave. A Thousand Sleepless Nights is such a beautiful read, even in its pain. The reader 'feels' the great love. Love that persists in spite of pain. This is a very unique story and one that I loved. It is impossible to read this book and remain unchanged. The love, the pain, the grief reach out from the pages to touch the reader's heart. A perfectly beautiful read. I received this book for free. A favourable review was not required and all views expressed are my own.
A Thousand Sleepless Nights is a romance/drama with just a hint of magical realism. I'll be honest, this isn't the kind of book I normally read, which makes it all the more impressive to me that I loved it so much. It was a literal page-turner for me, and I found myself rushing back to it as quickly as I could until I finished it.
Even though the premise of the plot depends on a little magic (a couple wake up six years after a tragedy not remembering each other or anything that happened), the dialogue, reactions, and interactions between the characters feel grounded, real, and honest. Harman does a great job building up the tension of the plot, using the dramatic irony of the couple's situation to great effect. The whole book is basically one steady crescendo, peaking in a thoroughly satisfying but fully believable resolution.
This book is simultaneously a crowd-pleasing romance and a serious reflection on grief, which gives what could have been a too-sweet-for-some story a grounding in reality that makes the characters' triumphs all the more satisfying, because they feel earned. Because of that, I would honestly recommend A Thousand Sleepless Nights to any reader. I came in skeptical, but left dazzled. Teri Harman has given the world a gift.
Teri Harman managed to answer the question, "What would happen if you just forgot things when something bad happened to you?"
The love story in this was thrilling and relatable. Don't we all stumble in life sometimes? When the pain hits, don't we all just want to run away?
I loved the small town feel and characters to this. I think that Abby was probably my favorite! She is darling and supportive and makes the FUNNIEST comments.
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As a mom who's lost a child to SIDS, this really hit home for me. Everyone's grief is so different. But, just as the book says, it's dark and heavy. Not a burden I'd wish on anyone. Parts of this book really gutted me and gripped me.
I also thought it was kind of hilarious when Parker got punched. Not that he's a bad guy or anything, but because the draw to these characters is so real.
I will say, I was a bit impatient to understand how they would eventually get their memories back. I wanted them to have them sooner, but that's because I'm an impatient person and I can't imagine going through the grief of losing a child without my husband.
I met Teri Harman in a friend's home and was excited to be introduced to A Thousand Sleepless Nights. The book really pulled me in and kept me turning pages as I saw the mystery and magic unfold from page to page. I really enjoyed the characters and how real their emotional responses were to the various situations they were in. The typed letters were full of beautiful and raw emotional and physical angst and hope. Grief and loss are the major underlying themes of this book, but it's handled in such a way you won't become depressed while reading. As other reviewers have stated, Abby is great! Love her!
I think what surprised me the most about this book is all the fiction elements it has; a little romance, a little mystery, a little magic, is there such things as ghosts, or life after death? Ultimately, the entire story revolves around the grief of Matilda and the loved ones she's lost in her life. I always feel like the sign of a good book is one that I don't want to stop reading, and this one fit the bill. I read half of it before bed last night and finished it before doing anything else this morning. There were even a few tears.
This book was very capturing. It was an easy read but I could not put it down once started. I loved that I couldn't predict the outcome...I had to keep reading to see what would happen next. I was able know the characters through great descriptions and felt like the setting was alive in my imagination. It gave me a Gilmore Girls feel which I loved! I would highly recommend this great love story!
This is a book about love and loss. Matilda and Henry fall in love and get married. But a tragic accident erases six years of their lives. I enjoyed finding out how their lives cross again and how they work through the pain they both carry. There is a creative, somewhat mystical part of the story that I enjoyed going along with. This is an easy, enjoyable read.
Matilda and Henry are passionately in love. A terrible accident erases 6 years of their lives and they must start over. Beginning before they met. This journey leads us to how they make sense of their connection with no memory of their marriage and relationship. It's a compelling read, clean, and a great message of working through tragedy. I loved it!
I loved this book! I was hooked from the beginning and looked for any opportunity during my day to pick it up and keep reading. The characters are enchanting and the language is beautiful. Each character and scene are so well-written that I was instantly there and completely invested.
With every descriptive sentence, the reader quickly connects to each main character. One becomes emotionally attached and cries, laughs, and cheers on Matilda and Henry throughout the book. This was one of those "difficult to put down" books.
Beautiful story of loss, grief, and love, but sometimes Matilda's choices made me crazy. I was intrigued by the time-travel element. There's a lovely, old-fashioned, enduring quality to the story.
I think I'd give this a solid 3.5 stars. I enjoyed the book. I found myself a little unsure about the direction of the book near the beginning when the tragedy occurs, not quite sure if I was going to “go along” with the suspension of disbelief. But I eventually did find myself engaged in the story and rooting for these characters. Everyone who has experienced grief and deep sadness (which is pretty much all of us, in this human condition) will identify with the feelings exposed in the book and want to see healing start; all of us yearn to find love, friendship, belonging and understanding. The writing is lovely and I enjoyed the setting and the descriptions of Jetty and her house, as well as the library and bookstore. Such neat places they would be to visit. I personally know Teri Harman and she has written some reviews for my book review website, Rated Reads. I accepted the offer of an ARC to review and have sought to write as unbiased a review as possible. It's a clean read, with no language or sexual content (except kissing), but one scene in the past of domestic violence.
Teri's writing is extremely intriguing. I love her description of events and her use of words. This is my first book by Teri and I am impressed.
"The beast in Matilda's gut had rumbled awake with a bitter growl"
Just one example of a sentence that sucked me in. I wanted to keep reading but also never wanted it to end. This magical perspective of grief was very inspirational. I felt like each page offered a sweet little lesson and the book had an overall positive vibe. I loved it and highly recommend to all readers. Slow down when reading and pick up on all her little details of growth. There is a lot of little lessons throughout.
A Thousand Sleepless Nights is a beautifully written novel that’s primarily a love story but also has an undertone of messages about loss and grief, and elements of magical realism. It’s a unique story - different than anything I’ve read and I loved that about it. Matilda and Henry are both very likable and compelling characters. I loved the small town in the story (and the old bookstore scene!) and the supporting characters as well. The magic was there but it was subtle and even believable, and kept me guessing where it came from and what the outcome would be. I’m excited to read more by Teri Harman!
I loved this book. I couldn't put it down. It took me two days to read it and that was while caring for 3 active young children. I loved the romance of the story and how it played out for the main characters.
I liked this book. I would read it again. I have to say some of the descriptive thought paragraphs were way too long or repetitive and they lost my interest. But I would skip some and move on. The end took a turn I definitely wasn't expecting - but didn't fully mind. Overall, a fun book and one that makes you fall in love with the concept of soul mates.