✨ DREAMY’S REVIEW ✨
“Our love was a tragedy from the start, but like addicts, we kept coming back for more, until, eventually, something had to give.”
When I tell you that Disgraceful by Autumn Grey broke me, I’m so serious! I’ve been eagerly waiting for this read because ever since the cliffhanger that tore my heart into shreds in Desolate! In short, I needed more. So much more! I need to continue to #SinWithSol.
Grey delivered with her mesmerizing, enthralling, and poetic way of writing, the way she pours so much emotion and depth to her plot and characters, and the way she’s able to weave a beautiful and yet devastating forbidden and emotional love story between two characters trying to find peace and solace after heartache.
Disgraceful broke me in the most beautiful ways! It really packed a punch in the intensity of emotions, angst, anguish, and heartbreak!
Picking right up after where we’ve left in book one, Desolate, Grace and Sol have to live in the aftermath and continued heartache after the decisions that were made. Decisions that set these two characters on a clear path to self-discovery/realization, regret and anguish, confusion, clarity, how to live without one another, and who’s worth fighting for.
“My head is in a war zone, and no one can rescue me. I have to rescue myself.”
It’s so clear, present, known, and in your face that love is still there between Grace and Sol. It’s epic, undeniable, it’s real, it’s raw in its purest form, it’s a love so deep and powerful.
“Sometimes we have to sacrifice something we love because we know we’re not in a good place, no matter how painful. Or that’s what I’ve convinced myself.”
You see that?! THAT type of love... Sol and Grace... it’s the type of love that consumes you, all of you!
Your heart, your mind, your Sol.
I loved seeing Grace and Sol’s development, growth, and depth throughout this book from the previous.
I love how Grace has become more confident in herself as she steps into college and adulthood. She’s always been one to be so kind-hearted who loves to deeply and can see so much in everything.
“Two months ago, I walked away from the boy I loved. Still love.”
Even after all the heartbreak and navigating through life that Grace had to do, she did it with a fierceness and strength and determination that I admired so much!
I love how Sol is still so compassionate, understanding, and loyal to after having gone through his parents death, his break up with Grace, and realizing the what consequences lie ahead after doing something you’ve vowed not to.
“My whole existence narrowed down to serving God and the church. Until last summer when my life spiraled off it’s axis, leaving me pulling at invisible threads to stitch my life back together.”
These two had major growth in life and maturity, and learned so much in the time that was needed.
...And then enters gray-eyes. Let me be completely honest here, I don’t blame Grace. Not for one second. I don’t blame her for how she felt and I don’t blame her for how torn her heart and mind were.
“All of a sudden, I fell the weight of my past and present bearing down on me.”
The minute you think you know everything, let me tell you that you don’t. You will be surprised what in what happens, what decisions are made, and more importantly, where the heart lies. Things get complicated and messy and even so, there is beauty in all of it.
“We’re two people whose hearts are broken but still crave something, someone. We’re hearts on Fire.”
Blue eyes and gray eyes have their personal flaws and struggles, and yet have their eyes set on Grace, in whom learns that the heart has the capacity to invite love for more than one person.
But which one is the passionate, all-consuming love that she needs and cannot live without?
This book ends on a jaw-dropping, OMG, WHAT JUST HAPPENED cliffhanger!! I love it!!! It’s going to have you begging for more! Luckily, I love cliffhangers and this one threw me in for a loop!
Autumn Grey writes so eloquently and with so much heart! I can practically feel it through the pages, she’s poured her Sol into it. She truly captured the emotional anguish and turmoil, internal struggle and battle the mind and the heart have between two young people with a love so deep, all-consuming, and an unspoken level.
This sensitive and tough subject matter was handled so beautifully!
Autumn, I love and admire your brilliantly beautiful mind! You are a master in your beautiful craft and I cannot even express how much I have fallen in love with your words. Disgraceful was so worth the wait AND more.
Lovelies, read THIS book! This trilogy is more than just a forbidden romance, it’s an emotional journey. If you have yet to meet Sol and Grace, start with Desolate! You won’t be disappointed! It’s a slow burn in the most delicious ways!
With everything being said... I cannot wait, CANNOT WAIT for Absolution, the final installment for this trilogy! I am eager to find out what happens next for our characters and their story. #OhMySol
“What I feel for her... it’s the kind of love that tilts my world off its axis.”
Five heartbreakingly beautiful stars: 💫💫💫💫💫