If you’re looking for a romantic lesbian love story to take you away from the mundane routine of your real life, then this is not the book for you.
If, on the other hand, you are looking for a well-written glimpse into the bleak, harsh, numb emptiness of a post-breakup existence then you’ve come to the right place. It’s not an easy read but it is an honest one, and a look into the dark side that dwells within us all. It’s not all darkness, though and is leavened with a good dose of humour.
Why do we act in a self-destructive way when we are in emotional pain, and why do we lash out at the friends that love us? I don’t know and Williamson has no glib answers for us either. Instead, she takes us on Shawna’s journey into a downward spiral before she bottoms out and starts her upward climb. There’s no glib happy ending either, but it does end on a positive note. The grief of a bad breakup feels like it will never end while we’re enduring it – but it does end, and we do start to feel better.
Shawna’s story is unique to her but familiar to anyone who has felt her pain. Shawna’s attempts to restore her self-esteem, to regain confidence and even just to feel something other than numb, angry, irritated, lost and broken may not be the same choices that other people would make but we do understand her choices, thanks to Williamson’s gifted writing.
There are a lot of sex scenes in this book, but personally I found none of them erotic. Sex without love just doesn’t do it for me. Detached and angry sex kind of horrifies me. Not everyone feels the same though, so I’m sure that some readers will find them pleasurable. They are, like the rest of the book, well-written and graphic.
The unflinching honesty of Pink is what makes it worth reading. I found Williamson’s choices of focus fascinating. We learn little about Shawna’s ex and only a few details about the breakup. That information really isn’t necessary to the story though. There is a surprising amount of humour in the book, mostly from Shawna’s best friend Veda and Shawna’s work at Stumpy’s Sex Emporium. I loved that Shawna was simultaneously non-judgemental about her work and the store’s customers as well as fastidious about not touching anything that may have been tainted with bodily fluids.
I also liked Williamson’s acknowledgement of the realities of unsafe sex practices. It’s not something that gets mentioned in many lesbian novels, even when the protagonist has multiple casual partners. So many characters seem to dive right into unprotected oral sex with women they don’t even know – seemingly without consequence. Still, those novels are fantasies – Pink is too real for that.
To sum up, I highly recommend Pink if you’re looking for something that reflects the darker reality of lesbian life, rather than a light romance, but is also warm, funny and – ultimately – positive.
Note: I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.