Nimbawaadaan akiing
I dream a world
atemagag biinaagami
of clean water
gete-mitigoog
ancient trees
gaye gwekaanimad
and changing winds.
Nimbawaadaan akiing
I dream a world
izhi-mikwendamang
of ones who remember
nandagikenindamang gaye
who seek the truth and
maamwidebwe’endamang waabang
believe in tomorrow together.
GWEN NELL WESTERMAN
Sisseton Wahpeton Dakota Oyate and Cherokee Nation of Oklahoma
Another set of beautiful poems from modern Indigenous poets ranging far and wide, and each poet touches on themes that you expect, and more that you can’t, because you weren’t raised/taught to think differently, so you learn something in every poem. I can’t stress that enough and it is why I am reading so much indigenous literature lately; it is necessary to continue to learn and grow to be able to transcend the way you have learned and grown to get here. Here are some keys to that new, wider, brighter, deeper knowledge.
TACEY M ATSITTY
Diné, is Tsénahabiłnii (Sleep Rock People) and born for Ta’neeszahnii (Tangle People)
NIGHTSONG
…
In this falling
Moment, cities
Sink into the depths,
Drown. The earth
Face carried up and
Away in the current of
A whirlwind, where water
And mountains hide
In deep blue. What faces
Bring: a reservoir filled,
Following the night
When day fell into day,
Soon followed by night
Into night to night
Thrice with no moon
Thrice with no flame-
Kept in the thick thick.
ELEGY FOR YUCCA FRUIT WOMAN
Without me, she said. Go-
I’m going to the rock
That once had wings. My life
Rolls like rock clods
Down a volcanic throat, circling
The tips of big winds beneath.
To take air,
Those inward whooshes as if blessing
Oneself…
DOWNPOUR
I asked him down here
…
Where we wait for deluge, but it never comes
…
I can’t sing over the onrush of falling water
…
Lick cloudburst, the way I want
…
Down here, I speak with a tongue of cedar: bark and kindle
…
He says rain and I go beautifully together
LAYLI LONG SOLDIER
OGLALA LAKOTA
OBLIGATIONS 2
As we
embrace resist
the future the present the past
we work we struggle we begin we fail
to understand to find to unbraid to accept to question
the grief the grief the grief the grief
we shift we wield we bury
into light as ash
across our faces
WHEREAS I DID NOT DESIRE
WHEREAS I did not desire in childhood to be a part of this
but desired most of all to be a part. A piece combined with
others to make up a whole. Some but not all of something.
In Lakota it’s onspa, a piece or part of anything. Like the
creek trickling behind my aunt’s house where Uncle built her
a bridge to cross from bank to bank … I
walk out remembering that for millennia we have called
ourselves Lakota meaning friend or ally. This relationship
to the other. Some but not all, still our piece to everything.
When I
was young grew older
I learned from I taught I relied on
my mother my father my children my grandchildren
how reasons where to whom always
to speak to speak to speak to speak
truthfully carefully meaningfully
digging stones threading grasses
from our chests
MARGARET NOODIN (Giiwedinoodin)
Lake Superior Chippewa, Grand Portage Band
Ojibwe (Anishinaabemowin)language
William Making Snowshoes
Ojibwe Version
Winiiam Aagimeke
Ge-maajimamaangadepon
giizis ishpaagoozid, ishpaagonagaag
agwajiing
mii dash inaaginang ezhi-inendang
naagadawendang debwemigag
gaye gaawiin debwesiinog
Skadi'an gaye Bakewizian
naagadawenimaad
ezhi-giibabaamaagimenid.
Chiwenipanad onji-gii aagimiked
miigwechwi'aad aagimakoon
waazhaabiid miidash waaginaang,
aazheyaajimowinan gashka'oodeg
gaa nisidotamang inkamigag
gete-aadizookaanag gashka'oozowaad
ezhi-gizhemanidoo naago'idizod.
Apii gii giizhiitaad anokiid gaye
bengoziwaad
giizikaang makazinan mii
biizikawaad agimag
mii bineshiinhgaazod
ji-babaamikawed
jiimaanbii'ang bagakaagonagaa
epiichi baazhida'ang ziibiwan
jiimaanbii'aad maazikaamikwe
gaye ode'eng zhawenimaad.
ENGLISH version:
As frozen flakes fell in clusters
sun high in the sky, snow deep
outside
he began to bend his thoughts
considering what is true
and what is not
considering Skadi and
Pukwiss
and the way they walked on the snow.
Because it was simplest, he made snowshoes
thanked the white ash
cut the laces and bent the wood,
all the back stories tangling
what we understand happened
all the teaching tales tangling
the way the Creator is revealed.
When his work was done and they
were dry
he took off his moccasins, put on
the snowshoes
going out to leave tracks light
as a bird
writing canoe shapes in the bright snow
as he walked over rivers
writing kiss shapes on the earth
and in the center of the blessed.
WHAT THE PEEPERS SAY
after the winter waiting
no longer half-
frozen by design
our calling becomes all calling.
under the rippling bark
peepers have thawed
to crawl into the swamp where
my calling becomes your calling.
a seismic seiche
a synaptic snowstorms
of springtime repetition and
your calling becomes my calling.
as we drift away on our echoes
we are the details
we are the distance and
all calling becomes our calling.
Nimbawaadaan Akiing / I Dream a World
Nimbawaadaan akiing
I dream a world
atemagag biinaagami
of clean water
gete-mitigoog
ancient trees
gaye gwekaanimad
and changing winds.
Nimbawaadaan akiing
I dream a world
izhi-mikwendamang
of ones who remember
nandagikenindamang gaye
who seek the truth and
maamwidebwe’endamang waabang
believe in tomorrow together.
Nimbawaadaan akiing
I dream a world
izhi-biimiskobideg giizhigong
where our path in the sky
waabandamang naasaab
can be seen as clearly as
gaa-izhi-niibawid wiijibemaadizid
the place where our neighbor once stood.
GWEN NELL WESTERMAN
Sisseton Wahpeton Dakota Oyate and Cherokee Nation of Oklahoma
GENETIC CODE
On the edge of a dream,
the songs came.
condensed from the fog,
like dewdrops on cattails,
they formed perfectly clear.
Whispering through leaves,
heavy voices rise up.
drift beyond night
toward the silent dawn,
and sing.
Heyta ehanna ded untipi
Heun he ohinni unkiksuyapi
Anpetu dena ded untipi
Heca ohinn undowanpi kte.
Always on still morning air,
they come,
connected by
memories and
song.
JENNIFER ELISE FOERSTER
Muscogee (Creek) Nation of Oklahoma
LEAVING TULSA
Grandma potted a cedar sapling
I could take on the road for luck.
She used the bark for heart lesions
doctors couldn’t explain.
To her, they were maps, traces of home,
the Milky Way, where she’s going, she said.
…
up here, parallel to the median
with a vista of mesas’ weavings,
the sky a belt of blue and white beadwork,
I see our hundred and sixty acres
stamped on God’s forsaken country.
BIRTHMARK
Homeland? on my ankle: claw
or fin. Mud? No. I was born with it.
A bit of dirt and I stole it back.
…
you will never know Grief. Deep,
as if grief were some
body of water. I begin. to teach myself
to swim. Inside a continent.
…
I travel often without a map.
found a garden inside of a wall
made of river stones.
…
What is your language?
Nouns doing something to something
else. Verb: what you contain
between them. A place
to pass through until I forget
I had the map of that place
to begin with. born with it,
a stain on the skin. a garden
always flowering,
petals dropping. with them
I go down rapids.
CHIMERA
I have traveled this continent
for no other reason but to search
for evidence of your existence.
In the stars, America, your highway
vanishes. Black moths are captured
in headlights and swallowed.
In the beginning, you had said,
we were cracked against the sky.
Now I read the highway
for the fall-out of your name
as you step again into the passing land,
turn to the illuminated crest of hill
where a line of traffic outlines the dark-
in your silhouette I can still see myself
as a child, waiting for a car
to swerve around the corner.
But no car came that afternoon.
I stood there in the patient street,
my summer dress rippling.
dg nanouk okpik
Inupiaq-Inuit
A YEAR DOT
(qin) dim sum equivalent to: dot, speck heart
stone piled on stone I finished my meal.
in this early sunrise I see shadows where a cairn of rocks
used to stack in the direction of eastern light.
…
Milkweed grows on the side of the road in ditches,
reminiscent of professor’s soft words, amazing the brilliant,
contemplation and thought pattern as you learn, slowly.
In my body neuron-zipped words and more words.
My lexicon building from nothing to something good.
embossed tattoos like small notes on sheet music.
…
to learn, you must be open, diligent, and willing to be an individual.
NATALIE DIAZ
Mojave, enrolled member of Gila River Indian Community
'THE FIRST WATER IS THE BODY' (AN EXTRACT)
The Colorado River is the most endangered river in the United States—
also, it is a part of my body.
I carry a river. It is who I am: ‘Aha Makav. This is not metaphor.
When a Mojave says, Inyech ‘Aha Makavch ithuum, we are saying our name.
We are telling a story of our existence. The river runs through the middle
of my body.
So far, I have said the word river in every stanza. I don’t want to waste water.
I must preserve the river in my body.
In future stanzas, I will try to be more conservative
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The Spanish called us, Mojave. Colorado, the name they gave our river be
-cause it was silt-red-thick.
Natives have been called red forever. I have never met a red Native, not
even on my reservation, not even at the National Museum of the American
Indian, not even at the largest powwow in Parker, Arizona.
I live in the desert along a dammed blue river. The only red people I’ve seen
are white tourists sunburned after staying out on the water too long.
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‘Aha Makav is the true name of our people, given to us by our Creator who
loosed the river from the earth and built it into our living bodies.
Translated into English, ‘Aha Makav means the river runs through the
middle of our body, the same way it runs through the middle of our land.
This is a poor translation, like all translations.
In American minds, the logic of this image will lend itself to surrealism or magical realism—
Americans prefer a magical red Indian, or a shaman, or a fake Indian in a red dress, over a real native. Even a real native carrying the dangerous and heavy blues of a river in her body.
What threatens white people is often dismissed as myth.
I have never been true in America. America is my myth.
~
Derrida says, Every text remains in mourning until it is translated.
When Mojaves say the word for tears, we return to our word for river, as if our river were flowing from our eyes. A great weeping, is how you might translate it. Or, a river of grief.
But who is this translation for? And will they come to my language’s four-night funeral to grieve what has been lost in my efforts at translation? When they have drunk dry my river will they join the mourning procession across our bleached desert?
The word for drought is different across many languages and lands.
The ache of thirst, though, translates to all bodies along the same paths—the tongue and the throat. No matter what language you speak, no matter the color of your skin.
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We carry the river, its body of water, in our body.
I do not mean to imply a visual relationship. Such as: a native woman on her knees holding a box of Land O’Lakes butter whose label has a picture of a native woman on her knees holding a box of Land O’Lakes butter whose label has a picture of a native woman on her knees . . .
We carry the river, its body of water, in our body. I do not mean to invoke the Droste effect.
I mean river as a verb. A happening. It is moving within me right now.
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This is not juxtaposition. Body and water are not two unlike things—they are more than close together or side by side. They are same—body, being, energy, prayer, current, motion, medicine.
This knowing comes from acknowledging the human body has more than six senses. The body is beyond six senses. Is sensual. Is always an ecstatic state of energy, is always on the verge of praying, or entering any river of movement.
Energy is a moving like a river moving my moving body.
~
In Mojave thinking, body and land are the same. The words are separated only by letters: ’iimat for body, ’amat for land. In conversation, we often use a shortened form for each: mat-. Unless you know the context of a conversation, you might not know if we are speaking about our body or our land. You might not know which has been injured, which is remembering, which is alive, which was dreamed, which needs care, which has vanished.
If I say, My river is disappearing, do I also mean, My people are disappearing?
~
How can I translate—not in words but in belief—that a river is a body, as alive as you or I, that there can be no life without it?
~
John Berger wrote true translation is not a binary affair between two languages but a triangular affair. The third point of the triangle being what lay behind the words of the original text before it was written. True translation demands a return to the pre-verbal.
Between the English translation I offered, and the urging I felt to first type ’Aha Makav in the lines above, is not the point where this story ends or begins.
We must go to the place before those two points—we must go to the third place that is the river.
We must go to the point of the lance our creator stabbed into the earth, and the first river bursting from that clay body into mine. We must submerge beneath those once warm red waters now channeled-blue and cool, the current’s endless yards of emerald silk wrapping the body and moving it, swift enough to take life or give it.
We must go until we smell the black-root-wet anchoring the river’s mud banks.
~
What is this third point, this place beyond the surface, if not the deep-cut and crooked bone-bed where the Colorado River runs—like a one thousand four hundred and fifty mile thirst—into and through a body?
Berger called it the pre-verbal. Pre-verbal as in the body when the body was more than body. Before it could name itself body and be limited to the space body indicated.
Pre-verbal is the place where the body was yet a green-blue energy greening, greened, and bluing the stone, the floodwaters, the razorback fish, the beetle, and the cottonwoods’ and willows’ shaded shadows.
Pre-verbal was when the body was more than a body and possible.
One of its possibilities was to hold a river within it.
~
A river is a body of water. It has a foot, an elbow, a mouth. It runs. It lies in a bed. It can make you good. It remembers everything.
~
America is a land of bad math and science: the Right believes Rapture will save them from the violence they are delivering upon the earth and water; the Left believes technology, the same technology wrecking the earth and water, will save them from the wreckage or help them build a new world on Mars.
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If I was created to hold the Colorado River, to carry its rushing inside me, how can I say who I am if the river is gone?
What does ’Aha Makav mean if the river is emptied to the skeleton of its fish and the miniature sand dunes of its dry silten beds?
If the river is a ghost, am I?
Unsoothable thirst is one type of haunting.
~
A phrase popular or more known to non-natives during the Standing Rock encampment was, Water is the first medicine. It is true.
Where I come from we cleanse ourselves in the river. Not like a bath with soap. I mean: the water makes us strong and able to move forward into what is set before us to do with good energy.
We cannot live good, we cannot live at all, without water.
If we poison and use up our water, how will we cleanse ourselves of these sins?
~
To thirst and to drink is how one knows they are alive, and grateful.
To thirst and then not drink is . . .
~
If your builder could place a small red bird in your chest to beat as your heart, is it so hard for you to picture the blue river hurtling inside the slow muscled curves of my long body? Is it too difficult to believe it is as sacred as a breath or a star or a sidewinder or your own mother or your lover?
If I could convince you, would our brown bodies and our blue rivers be more loved and less ruined?
The Whanganui River in New Zealand now has the same legal rights of a human being. In India, the Ganges and Yamuna rivers now have the same legal status of a human being. Slovenia’s constitution now declares access to clean drinking water to be a national human right. While in the US, we are tear-gassing and rubber-bulleting and kenneling natives who are trying to protect their water from pollution and contamination at Standing Rock in North Dakota. We have yet to discover what the effects of lead-contaminated water will be on the children of Flint, Michigan, who have been drinking it for years.
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We think of our bodies as being all that we are: I am my body. This thinking helps us disrespect water, air, land, one another. But water is not external from our body, our self.
My Elder says: Cut off your ear, and you will live. Cut off your hand, you will live. Cut off your leg, you can still live. Cut off our water: we will not live more than a week.
The water we drink, like the air we breathe, is not a part of our body but is our body. What we do to one—to the body, to the water—we do to the other.
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Toni Morrison writes, All water has a perfect memory and is forever trying to get back to where it was. Back to the body of earth, of flesh, back to the mouth, the throat, back to the womb, back to the heart, to its blood, back to our grief, back back back to when we were more than we have lately become.
Will we soon remember from where we’ve come? The water.
And once remembered, will we return to that first water, and in doing so return to ourselves, to each other, better and cleaner?
Do you think the water will forget what we have done, what we continue to do?