*Note: I am new just like Amy meeting the Monroes and don't know anybody's story*
"You're a completely different person."
"Yeah, well betrayal does that."
Ouch! I know harsh right? So how did the girl next door, boy likes girl-girl likes boy, childhood sweethearts and blissfully married Amy and Chris become broken hearted and filled with hate?
My body turns on me and my cock hardens in my jeans at this blonde siren's words. I hate that my body still wants her. If I hate her, my body should too. That should be the rule.
Chris and Amy have always been there for each other, dealing with their latest family drama and becoming more than friends, becoming teenagers trying to figure out who they are. Chris's feelings become hard to hide as he watches Amy change from the tom-girl to 'the girl' and soon Amy can't deny her feelings for Chris anymore.
"I wanted your first date. Hell, Amy, I want all your dates all the way up to the very last one."
But fate does throw a spanner in the works, Chris is forced to move away with his mum and new husband and younger sister Evie. Taking him away from his brother's Levi and Philip, his strained relationship with his father and most importantly his true love Amy. Even when they cool off their relationship, it doesn't stop them from seeing one another in the holidays with emotions that collide together. Mistakes are made and forgiven. Soon Chris is about to start the job of his dreams and wants the girl of his dreams to be right there with him...it doesn't take much convincing for Amy to say the magic word.
We climb the stairs together. Two kids, hopelessly in love. As long as we have each other, the darkness can never take over.
Let's skip forward 15 years...
"Just stay away from me. I'm not interested in finding out who you are now. I want nothing to do with you."
Micheal Monroe is in bad shape after a recent car crash and Shriller knows just the physical therapist to call. Unfortunately for Chris, this is the last person he wants to see and makes his feelings very clear when he comes face to face Amy again. They can't ignore the fact they feel the attraction towards each other- not that they make that feeling known of course. All Chris feels is betrayal, holding onto the anger and wanting box away the painful memories that are resurfacing. Chris may be lone wolf as Jax says, but somewhere along the book series he's become apart of the Monroe clan and he can't avoid every meal where his ex-wife will be present.
It's like they hold on tight to anyone they allow into their family and don't let go.
I'm a poison? As if his hatred hasn't poisoned my soul?
Amy carries a heavy heart but she has a job to do and wants to avoid Chris as much he wants her gone from his life again. She's not the same fragile girl and has grown into a no bullshit beautiful woman. Amy tries to fill the void in her life with poor choices and hates the nagging feeling that her heartthrob ex-husband has marked her in more ways than ink...
"Fuck you." His voice is breathy and quiet.
"You'd love to." It's a challenge. I've always been able to challenge him, and this is no different.
So, what the hell happened?!
Well, grab your "girly food" because your going to need it with the wave after wave of emotions that Nicole puts you through!
It was becoming clear from the start that I was going to like this story, having never read this series or anything from Nicole before I wanted to get pulled into the world of Monroe and Adamson family and believe me I was.
"Neither one of you have settled down for a reason." Now Jax is in my business too. Christ, they are worse than chicks. "You've been thrown into each other's lives again for a reason. And into ours. And we're meddling motherfuckers that don't give up."
I loved family connections, I could read between the lines getting a feel for each of the characters, their strong personalities shiny through each page and feeling the bond between the two main characters Chris and Amy. They really told their story and nice addition going back in time throughout the story knitting it all altogether. It was filled with great one liners, emotion that had you gasping, your imagination going wild, smiling next and then holding your breath again in the same chapter <3
"I'll always hold onto you."
"And I'll never let you go."