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This is the unbelievable autobiographical story of Ruth Uzrad, a Jewish teenager whose life was turned upside down by the Nazi regime. After her father was arrested one night from their Berlin apartment by the Gestapo, Ruth’s mother sends 13 year-old Ruth and her two younger sisters out on their escape route across Europe by train to the safety of Belgium.
But then the Nazis also reach Belgium, driving Ruth into the French Jewish underground…Later, when the Nazis conquer Belgium, Ruth and one of her sisters escape to France, leaving the youngest sister behind to be taken in by a Belgian foster family. Later, Ruth joins the Jewish underground movement in France and takes on a false identity and a new name, Renee. As an underground fighter, she participates in special operations aimed at rescuing Jews in danger. When the German police set out to arrest her, she manages to cross the border into Spain and eventually makes her way to Israel, where she makes her home and spends the rest of her life.
230 pages, Kindle Edition
Published December 9, 2017
The book is chock-a-block with stories of close calls with German soldiers. I was reminded of Kristin Hannah’s The Nightingale for the similarities of the experience in occupied France. Both protagonists worked within an underground resistance group, and both escaped France by crossing the Pyrenees Mountains into Spain.
Author Ruth Uzrad describes details and the people she encountered among the many places she sheltered in Belgium and throughout France. She helpfully fills in the coda to the stories of many people as to whether they survived and where they ultimately lived. However, story characters often seem to drop in from nowhere, and some details leading to events seem skipped over or lost.
As someone who recently traveled to Israel and now watches the sad events unfolding there, I hoped to understand more of what it means to be a Jew when, early in the book, Uzrad writes of longing to live in Israel. In the story, Uzrad proudly clings to her Jewishness even while some of her friends convert to Christianity. She writes of wanting to establish a socialist state in Israel but does not reveal exactly what values drive her. To my surprise, she even indicates she no longer observed the Jewish commandments and had lost her faith in God. Nevertheless, the Jewish rituals seemed important to her.
At one point in the story, the author tells of being blindfolded and forced to swear an oath to the resistance while having no idea what the organization stood for. Alas, I finished the book feeling similarly about the author.