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Turning Point #2
Breaking Point
Third Edition - has new cover and has been re-edited, though no new content has been added.
A fight for what’s right becomes a fight for his life.
As guilt plagues him, Matthew Elliott’s world begins to spiral out of control. The harder he holds on, the more it slips through his fingers, and he’s helpless to stop it.
Entering into the underground cage-fighting scene, he starts out fighting for what’s right. The deeper he gets, the more guilt consumes him—the more pain he takes for his penance—and he’s soon fighting for more than justice.
He’s fighting for love.
He’s fighting for his life.
A fight for what’s right becomes a fight for his life.
As guilt plagues him, Matthew Elliott’s world begins to spiral out of control. The harder he holds on, the more it slips through his fingers, and he’s helpless to stop it.
Entering into the underground cage-fighting scene, he starts out fighting for what’s right. The deeper he gets, the more guilt consumes him—the more pain he takes for his penance—and he’s soon fighting for more than justice.
He’s fighting for love.
He’s fighting for his life.
303 pages, Kindle Edition
First published November 21, 2013
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N.R. Walker
130 books5,234 followersAuthor also writes as A. Voyeur
N.R. Walker is an Australian author, who loves her genre of gay romance. She loves writing and spends far too much time doing it, but wouldn't have it any other way.
She is many things; a mother, a wife, a sister, a writer. She has pretty, pretty boys who she gives them life with words.
She likes it when they do dirty, dirty things...but likes it even more when they fall in love. She used to think having people in her head talking to her was weird, until one day she happened across other writers who told her it was normal.
She’s been writing ever since...
https://www.facebook.com/N.R.WalkerAu...
N.R. Walker is an Australian author, who loves her genre of gay romance. She loves writing and spends far too much time doing it, but wouldn't have it any other way.
She is many things; a mother, a wife, a sister, a writer. She has pretty, pretty boys who she gives them life with words.
She likes it when they do dirty, dirty things...but likes it even more when they fall in love. She used to think having people in her head talking to her was weird, until one day she happened across other writers who told her it was normal.
She’s been writing ever since...
https://www.facebook.com/N.R.WalkerAu...
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July 6, 2016
Re-read July 2016 - jeez, I forgot how angst-filled this one was! But it's all good in the end and just makes me love Matt and Kira more.
N.R. Walker's Point of No Return is easily one of my favorite M/M romance books. It is actually one of my two all-time favorites, vying for that title with the wonderful The Final Line by Kendall McKenna, depending on my mood. When I heard Ms. Walker was writing a sequel, I could barely contain my excitement. The main characters, Matt and Kira, completely embody everything I love in my M/M romance heroes. Dashing good looks, kindness, compassion, empathy, braveness, passion, red-hot sexuality and a deep, intense love for each other. I let myself get pretty amped up for this one, but my trust in Ms. Walker was solid and I knew she loved her characters as much as her fans and that she wouldn't let us down with a watered-down, second class follow-up. And, of course, she did not disappoint.
The sequel begins almost one year after Matt and Kira met in Point of No Return. They are still very much in love, living a happy life together. Matt has become a beloved member of Kira's family and his mother and father treat him as a son, for which he is incredibly grateful. Matt has decided to retire from the police force and follow a new career path in MMA (mixed martial arts) Cage Fighting. Why? Well, that's a big 'ol spoiler so you'll have to read the book to find out. Actually, I'm going to stop there because any more of a synopsis will be a spoiler. I will tell you that Ms. Walker puts both of our boys through the wringer in this book and tests their love and dedication to one another. The story is incredibly exciting, but hard to read at times, especially if you are as devoted to Matt and Kira as a couple as I am. Just to be on the safe side:
If you read and enjoyed Point of No Return, it is a no-brainier that you should read Breaking Point. The sequel matches and may even exceed the original in excitement and originally. (I'll need another read to be sure. And I can't wait to read it again!) If you haven't read Point of No Return yet, and you are a M/M romance fan, good grief, what are you waiting for? Drop everything and read it now! It is MUST READ M/M romance fiction. It's just that good. But if you don't want to take my word for it, read the hundreds of reviews here on GoodReads or the reviews over at Amazon. Then you'll be ready for Breaking Point and all the lovely mental visuals of the glorious Matthew Elliot getting in shape to be a MMA Cage Fighting Champion. A little sample below, 'cuz I'm nice like that.
5 stars | favorites shelf | fuck yeah 5+ stars shelf | HIGHLY RECOMMENDED
This review is also posted at Gay Book Reviews
N.R. Walker's Point of No Return is easily one of my favorite M/M romance books. It is actually one of my two all-time favorites, vying for that title with the wonderful The Final Line by Kendall McKenna, depending on my mood. When I heard Ms. Walker was writing a sequel, I could barely contain my excitement. The main characters, Matt and Kira, completely embody everything I love in my M/M romance heroes. Dashing good looks, kindness, compassion, empathy, braveness, passion, red-hot sexuality and a deep, intense love for each other. I let myself get pretty amped up for this one, but my trust in Ms. Walker was solid and I knew she loved her characters as much as her fans and that she wouldn't let us down with a watered-down, second class follow-up. And, of course, she did not disappoint.
The sequel begins almost one year after Matt and Kira met in Point of No Return. They are still very much in love, living a happy life together. Matt has become a beloved member of Kira's family and his mother and father treat him as a son, for which he is incredibly grateful. Matt has decided to retire from the police force and follow a new career path in MMA (mixed martial arts) Cage Fighting. Why? Well, that's a big 'ol spoiler so you'll have to read the book to find out. Actually, I'm going to stop there because any more of a synopsis will be a spoiler. I will tell you that Ms. Walker puts both of our boys through the wringer in this book and tests their love and dedication to one another. The story is incredibly exciting, but hard to read at times, especially if you are as devoted to Matt and Kira as a couple as I am. Just to be on the safe side:
If you read and enjoyed Point of No Return, it is a no-brainier that you should read Breaking Point. The sequel matches and may even exceed the original in excitement and originally. (I'll need another read to be sure. And I can't wait to read it again!) If you haven't read Point of No Return yet, and you are a M/M romance fan, good grief, what are you waiting for? Drop everything and read it now! It is MUST READ M/M romance fiction. It's just that good. But if you don't want to take my word for it, read the hundreds of reviews here on GoodReads or the reviews over at Amazon. Then you'll be ready for Breaking Point and all the lovely mental visuals of the glorious Matthew Elliot getting in shape to be a MMA Cage Fighting Champion. A little sample below, 'cuz I'm nice like that.
5 stars | favorites shelf | fuck yeah 5+ stars shelf | HIGHLY RECOMMENDED
This review is also posted at Gay Book Reviews
December 14, 2014
3.75 stars
Breaking Point is all about Matt and his self-destruction. He almost fucks up everything good he has with Kira.
It was like watching a speeding train and not being able to get out of the way.
SO MUCH DAMN ANGST, SO MUCH.
And so many LIES, deceit, and more violence.
Kira and Matt weren't talking.
And I was WAILING inside.
The epilogue was lovely, thank the gods, but I found this book incredibly frustrating. I made it through because I loved Kira and Matt in book 1, and it was worth it in the end.
But, fuck, I need a whiskey.
Breaking Point is all about Matt and his self-destruction. He almost fucks up everything good he has with Kira.
It was like watching a speeding train and not being able to get out of the way.
SO MUCH DAMN ANGST, SO MUCH.
And so many LIES, deceit, and more violence.
Kira and Matt weren't talking.
And I was WAILING inside.
The epilogue was lovely, thank the gods, but I found this book incredibly frustrating. I made it through because I loved Kira and Matt in book 1, and it was worth it in the end.
But, fuck, I need a whiskey.
January 8, 2021
This book was emotionally exhausting. I didn't like Matt lying to Kira, no matter how justified it was, and it was hard watching him self-destruct. I didn't like how it affected their relationship. I love Kira, but it felt like his character was pushed to the sidelines in this one.
I'm not a fan of MMA fighting, I never watch it, and after finishing this book I can safely say that I don't like reading about it either. And there are so many fighting scenes here.
The audiobook was good, though I have to say that I really disliked narrator's voice for female characters. Kira's mum was painful to listen to.
I'm not a fan of MMA fighting, I never watch it, and after finishing this book I can safely say that I don't like reading about it either. And there are so many fighting scenes here.
The audiobook was good, though I have to say that I really disliked narrator's voice for female characters. Kira's mum was painful to listen to.
July 19, 2018
Audio 5 stars
Story 4 stars
Overall 4.5
Wow! Walker totally surprised me with this book. I didn't think I'd ever read an angst filled by N.R. Walker, and this was ANGST filled.
Matt is working undercover and lying to Kira about it. The guilt Matt is feeling is having a negative impact on their relationship.
When all is revealed, Matt has to work on getting Kira's trust back.
Off to book 3.
Story 4 stars
Overall 4.5
Wow! Walker totally surprised me with this book. I didn't think I'd ever read an angst filled by N.R. Walker, and this was ANGST filled.
Matt is working undercover and lying to Kira about it. The guilt Matt is feeling is having a negative impact on their relationship.
When all is revealed, Matt has to work on getting Kira's trust back.
Off to book 3.
October 26, 2013
Strong 3.5 stars...and NR Walker solidly remains an auto-read for me...
This book just put me through the ringer...
Namely because I expect a certain thing from NR Walker (warm heart, smiles, awwww moments)...and even when she warns me that there will be tears...even when she tells me time and again that I might not always be happy...I just...don't believe her.
Lesson learned.
This book...gah...just when Matt and Kira get to a good and safe place by the end of book 1...something new comes and smacks them in the face. Lies, deceptions, emotional and psychological distress, danger...it had me sad and mad and frustrated through most of the book. Matt...urgh...MATT! Stubborn mule! And dear, dear Kira...you should have made him grovel just a little bit more.
Having this book be 1st person POV from Matt's perspective made me a tiny bit more sensitive to what he was going through, but I still wanted to kick his ass. Also, the book itself read a bit like a...personal journal maybe?...and I found some parts repetitive. I don't know how I felt about the ending. Happy...but wanting more. I'm very curious where book 3 will go...
If you're a fan of the series, and of Matt & Kira, you'll enjoy this angsty, yet true-to-them read.
If you haven't read it yet, this is a solidly entertaining series with very likable MC's and some really enjoyable story arcs. Recommended!
Sheri will be reviewing this for the blog. Will she enjoy it as much as I did?
March 21, 2019
An emotionally charged piece of writing. I suspect the author shed a few tears over her work...I certainly did!! 5 stars and 
. Magnificent...blew me away!!
I love Nic Walker's work, I've said it many times...most of her stories get 5 stars from me with no complaints whatsoever. There's always a good storyline, some humour, angst
...oh, and let's not forget the sex 
BUT this story was different. For me, this is Nic's 'coming of age' story as a writer, it's so emotional, brutal in it's lack of compassion for Matt and what he's going through as it was his choice after all, and the lies, Oh God the vicious circle of lies that Matt had to keep telling to both [in his eyes anyway] protect Kira AND keep his undercover work exactly as that...undercover. He compounded those lies with more of the same until eventually he was literally living a lie...both to himself and to Kira...he was a broken man!!
Kira who didn't understand why Matt wanted to be a cage fighter but stood by him, Kira who just accepted Matt's lies even though he knew that something wasn't right.....lies and more lies, pain and more pain and heartbreak until Kira couldn't take any more of Matt not being able to look him in the eye and moved out. It took Yumi and Sal to call time on Matt's bulls**t and make him face facts...that he was doing himself no good whatsoever trying to protect Kira by omission, he had to speak up or face losing him forever; however, that couldn't happen until his undercover work was finished...just one more fight, just one more and then it would all be over, the crooks behind bars and he'd be free to explain everything and hope that Kira would forgive him and take him back BUT...
People have been upset by Matt's winning of fights he had no business to win...people that it really doesn't pay to anger or piss off, and when Matt's undercover work may no longer be so undercover or secret...he finds that his last fight may literally be a fight for his life!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!
. Magnificent...blew me away!!I love Nic Walker's work, I've said it many times...most of her stories get 5 stars from me with no complaints whatsoever. There's always a good storyline, some humour, angst
...oh, and let's not forget the sex BUT this story was different. For me, this is Nic's 'coming of age' story as a writer, it's so emotional, brutal in it's lack of compassion for Matt and what he's going through as it was his choice after all, and the lies, Oh God the vicious circle of lies that Matt had to keep telling to both [in his eyes anyway] protect Kira AND keep his undercover work exactly as that...undercover. He compounded those lies with more of the same until eventually he was literally living a lie...both to himself and to Kira...he was a broken man!!Kira who didn't understand why Matt wanted to be a cage fighter but stood by him, Kira who just accepted Matt's lies even though he knew that something wasn't right.....lies and more lies, pain and more pain and heartbreak until Kira couldn't take any more of Matt not being able to look him in the eye and moved out. It took Yumi and Sal to call time on Matt's bulls**t and make him face facts...that he was doing himself no good whatsoever trying to protect Kira by omission, he had to speak up or face losing him forever; however, that couldn't happen until his undercover work was finished...just one more fight, just one more and then it would all be over, the crooks behind bars and he'd be free to explain everything and hope that Kira would forgive him and take him back BUT...
People have been upset by Matt's winning of fights he had no business to win...people that it really doesn't pay to anger or piss off, and when Matt's undercover work may no longer be so undercover or secret...he finds that his last fight may literally be a fight for his life!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!
November 18, 2013
Sometimes you want to hate a character you love.
Sometimes you want to throttle them and force them do as their told.
And sometimes you are left dumbfounded thinking,
‘Wait… stop! Go back. This is not supposed to happen like this!’
These are the battles I fought in my head with Matt in this angst ridden sequel to ‘Point of no Return'. I was baffled by his behavior and fuming mad at him. I love him, yet I despised most of his actions.
Recently, I observed a small child arguing with his parents at a park. He was told to walk his bike down the hill (which was next to a small pond) and then he could ride it. He didn’t listen, hopped on his bike, flew down the hill too fast and rode it straight into the pond. He wasn’t physically hurt, but he destroyed his bike, was left soaking wet and sobbing uncontrollably. And while his parents rushed to his side I am certain they were thinking ‘I told you so’, even while wiping away his tears.
This is exactly how I felt with Matt.
I saw it coming. I knew it was going to be painful. I tried to brace for it. It didn't help. I was knocked down, nearly knocked out, and it hurt like hell. I couldn’t do a damn thing to stop it and it broke my heart.
After Matt’s world was flipped upside down he lay curled into a ball, trying to figure out how to stand up, shake it off and go on. Without the loving arms of a parent, I don’t think he could have righted himself. He didn’t listen, and he paid the price. Tough love is never easy.
Things kick off right after the first book and the air is still thick with the trauma lingering from the kidnapping and torture. Wounds may have healed on the outside, but internal injuries have festered and grown to panicking proportions.
Matt leaves the police force, and while he walks away from the department he finds he is also walking away from a huge part of himself. Turning to cage fighting, he hopes to release some of his pent-up anger, but will he lose more pieces of himself in the process? Acceptance is pushed to a whole new level, and bruises and blood must be shed to prove he’s a new man.
However, this new Matt may not be an improved version. Can he move on with his new life and still be the man Kira loves?
I was stressed. I was upset. I even raged a bit.
In the end, I rejoiced and may have hugged my kindle a little. Be warned, it’s not an easy fight to watch, but you will be rewarded in the end.
*4 betraying-brutally-bruising stars*
Sometimes you want to throttle them and force them do as their told.
And sometimes you are left dumbfounded thinking,
‘Wait… stop! Go back. This is not supposed to happen like this!’
These are the battles I fought in my head with Matt in this angst ridden sequel to ‘Point of no Return'. I was baffled by his behavior and fuming mad at him. I love him, yet I despised most of his actions.
Recently, I observed a small child arguing with his parents at a park. He was told to walk his bike down the hill (which was next to a small pond) and then he could ride it. He didn’t listen, hopped on his bike, flew down the hill too fast and rode it straight into the pond. He wasn’t physically hurt, but he destroyed his bike, was left soaking wet and sobbing uncontrollably. And while his parents rushed to his side I am certain they were thinking ‘I told you so’, even while wiping away his tears.
This is exactly how I felt with Matt.
I saw it coming. I knew it was going to be painful. I tried to brace for it. It didn't help. I was knocked down, nearly knocked out, and it hurt like hell. I couldn’t do a damn thing to stop it and it broke my heart.
After Matt’s world was flipped upside down he lay curled into a ball, trying to figure out how to stand up, shake it off and go on. Without the loving arms of a parent, I don’t think he could have righted himself. He didn’t listen, and he paid the price. Tough love is never easy.
Things kick off right after the first book and the air is still thick with the trauma lingering from the kidnapping and torture. Wounds may have healed on the outside, but internal injuries have festered and grown to panicking proportions.
Matt leaves the police force, and while he walks away from the department he finds he is also walking away from a huge part of himself. Turning to cage fighting, he hopes to release some of his pent-up anger, but will he lose more pieces of himself in the process? Acceptance is pushed to a whole new level, and bruises and blood must be shed to prove he’s a new man.
However, this new Matt may not be an improved version. Can he move on with his new life and still be the man Kira loves?
I was stressed. I was upset. I even raged a bit.
In the end, I rejoiced and may have hugged my kindle a little. Be warned, it’s not an easy fight to watch, but you will be rewarded in the end.
*4 betraying-brutally-bruising stars*
March 13, 2019
This one was ok, but I have issues with the plot development.
I don't like the premise of the story.
It also didn't make sense to me
Along those lines
Last, but most importantly, I simply don't like romance stories where one MC keeps secrets from the other.
Even with all of those issues, the story moved me. The last half of the book had me fighting tears and feeling heartsore for both MCs.
I liked it and I'm glad I read it.
I don't like the premise of the story.
It also didn't make sense to me
Along those lines
Last, but most importantly, I simply don't like romance stories where one MC keeps secrets from the other.
Even with all of those issues, the story moved me. The last half of the book had me fighting tears and feeling heartsore for both MCs.
I liked it and I'm glad I read it.
September 10, 2016
Sweet heavens - this was ridiculously angsty and hard to read ! I'm not good with all the lies, so to have Matt be deep under cover and continually lie to Kira was heartbreaking. It was a struggle in parts but at least there was light at the end of the tunnel. The things some people do for love !
September 19, 2014
Holy fucking hell, that was tough. Actually, this has to be one of the toughest books I have ever read. It was everything I expected and so much more at the same time. I was expecting it to be tough, but I had no idea how tough it would get.
Breaking point is the sequel to Point of No Return. Matt and Kira are back and they faced even tougher situations here. It was tough to see them struggling so much. Some were probably mad at Matt, others might have been mad at Kira. But they both suffered so much. It was so bloody hard. Watching them. Waiting for something to go wrong. The hoping things would work out between the pair. Everything that happened in this book effected me. I was drawn in and I couldn't get out until I knew something would happen. And things did happen. A lot of things happened in this book. There was a lot of suffering and pain. A lot of heartbreak and then a small bit of healing. If you don't like heavy books then this one will not be for you. It is heavy, it is emotional, and it is very, very raw.
This shattered me. My emotions are all over the place. I'm pretty sure I was ready for angst. Yeah, I was ready. But this took things to a whole new level for me. And I like angst. As long as there is no cheating, I can handle angst. I have handled a lot of things. But this was a whole new level of what I'm used to reading.
There were a few thing... I won't say I wish hand't happened. I know a they had to happen for the book and because of the story. It was just hard for me when Yeah, that was hard. And then when The second was actually harder for me in some ways. I felt really bad for him and even though they are still his friends, I am left wondering if things will be the same.
The ending is no less emotional and I really enjoyed it. I would say fans of the first book will enjoy this book. Highly recommend it!
Breaking point is the sequel to Point of No Return. Matt and Kira are back and they faced even tougher situations here. It was tough to see them struggling so much. Some were probably mad at Matt, others might have been mad at Kira. But they both suffered so much. It was so bloody hard. Watching them. Waiting for something to go wrong. The hoping things would work out between the pair. Everything that happened in this book effected me. I was drawn in and I couldn't get out until I knew something would happen. And things did happen. A lot of things happened in this book. There was a lot of suffering and pain. A lot of heartbreak and then a small bit of healing. If you don't like heavy books then this one will not be for you. It is heavy, it is emotional, and it is very, very raw.
This shattered me. My emotions are all over the place. I'm pretty sure I was ready for angst. Yeah, I was ready. But this took things to a whole new level for me. And I like angst. As long as there is no cheating, I can handle angst. I have handled a lot of things. But this was a whole new level of what I'm used to reading.
There were a few thing... I won't say I wish hand't happened. I know a they had to happen for the book and because of the story. It was just hard for me when Yeah, that was hard. And then when The second was actually harder for me in some ways. I felt really bad for him and even though they are still his friends, I am left wondering if things will be the same.
The ending is no less emotional and I really enjoyed it. I would say fans of the first book will enjoy this book. Highly recommend it!
September 13, 2021
Sean Crisden.. every time I listen to this I just smile so wide when you do Yumi. It's just precious. I love it. Love the boys. Always always
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Overall book rating: 5
Audio Book: Sean Crisden - 5
Book Cover: 4.5
WHAT THE HELL MATT????
I feel bruised and broken and totally unsettled.
This was a hard one to read. My heart broke for so many reasons.
All the
And
And Kira needing to forgive Matt for all of this chaos he brought into their lives!
There was a few times throughout this book that I wanted very much to do something bad to Matt, but at the same time I wanted very much to protect him from himself. Matt was his own worst enemy here.
And Kira... well Kira needs a medallion for putting up with all of this emotional chaos.
Seeing them drift apart the way they did was really so hard! Cause I LOVE them together people! And I got really upset with the "FAB FOUR" for their part in all this as well. Where the hell were they????
Cause I didn't feel like they had his back at all. It upset me. Cause Matt showed us such a vulnerable side of himself in this story and he NEEDS his boys! He needs his brothers!
In spite of all this (yeah yeah I know none of this makes any sense cause I'm mindlessly ranting) I still very much loved it. Cause I love Matt and Kira. I really really do.
This is one of my new favourite series. Full stop.
And again, Sean Crisden - AWESOME!!!!!!!
February 4, 2014
I wasn't expecting this book to be like this! I thought that it would be sweet, lovely like Point of No Return! But no, I suffered through this reading! I suffered with Matt and Kira! It was painful to read all those lies, those fights, and most of all, those two broken hearts!
Despite so much hurt, the story is incredible and I couldn't stop reading it!
Despite so much hurt, the story is incredible and I couldn't stop reading it!
May 15, 2018
So I’ve never read a NR Walker book that had me wanting to pull my hair out or junk punch a character so badly. Honestly I’d probably go with the junk punch. Why mess up my hair over a character being an ass? Anyways I was so ragey at times while reading this and I just wanted to shake the hell out of Matt. But it is still a testament to Walker’s writing that she had me feeling so many emotions. Now Kira is an absolute saint for putting up with Matt for the majority of this book. I truly love him. The secondary characters, especially Kira’s Mom add so much to this story. She is hilarious. Now the ending added a star to this book for me. So onto the next in the series and please FFS give these two some freaking happiness already.
September 5, 2018
Audiobook: ***5 ❤️***
Story: ***4.5 ❤️***
Story: ***4.5 ❤️***
November 27, 2013
Breaking Point is a fit title for the sequel to Point of No Return. Taking place approximately twelve months since the events of the first book, Breaking Point is charged with emotions and turmoil. No rainbow riding in this book, that's for sure.
This review will contain spoilers for the events of the first book. Proceed with caution if you have not read Point of No Return.
Breaking Point highlighted something I completely missed upon finishing the first book: that while the proverbial gun was pointed at Kira (and the women) in the hostage situation, they weren't the only victims of Tomic's actions that day. Matthew Elliot was as much a victim to the events that day, triggering the emotional spectrum of guilt, anger and grief.
And in the twelve months since then, he has been living with the consequences of this emotional turmoil. However, that doesn't mean he's unhappy with life. Kira and his parents have become Matthew's family, and the happiness of their presence has made it a good year. But when certain events forces Matthew to live a lie to his new family, his emotional lifesaver isn't enough to save him from the violent storm of his own guilt.
I think judging from other reviews I have read, many readers were angry with Matthew. That the angst and emotional problems were due to stubbornness and his inability to just talk about his guilt with Kira. And objectively, that probably isn't too far off the mark. And for the most part, I was cross with Matthew at certain points of the book. However, there wasn't a character I didn't want to throttle with the exception of Yumi and Sal (yup, even Kira made me frown at certain points). I don't think ANYONE handled the situation for a victim (yes, I am labeling Matthew as a victim) very well.
The story also takes a violent turn from book one, with a major focus on mixed martial arts (MMA). Therefore, if you're one to hate violence, then this might be a difficult read. The majority of the story takes place in a "fight club" where cage matches are fought. Yet the focus of the story is inside Matthew's very troubled mind. It's not just a battle of bodies, but that of the guilt Matthew feels for Kira, violence from feelings of abandonment and the grief of what he has lost.
And the breaking point was indeed reached. It was a slow burn downfall of sorts. People were hurt, relationships changed, and decisions were made.
Breaking Point is not an easy read, but it sure was a satisfying one. While the book made me feel like a cracked pane of glass, I was happy with the ending of a satisfactory conclusion.
This review will contain spoilers for the events of the first book. Proceed with caution if you have not read Point of No Return.
Breaking Point highlighted something I completely missed upon finishing the first book: that while the proverbial gun was pointed at Kira (and the women) in the hostage situation, they weren't the only victims of Tomic's actions that day. Matthew Elliot was as much a victim to the events that day, triggering the emotional spectrum of guilt, anger and grief.
And in the twelve months since then, he has been living with the consequences of this emotional turmoil. However, that doesn't mean he's unhappy with life. Kira and his parents have become Matthew's family, and the happiness of their presence has made it a good year. But when certain events forces Matthew to live a lie to his new family, his emotional lifesaver isn't enough to save him from the violent storm of his own guilt.
I think judging from other reviews I have read, many readers were angry with Matthew. That the angst and emotional problems were due to stubbornness and his inability to just talk about his guilt with Kira. And objectively, that probably isn't too far off the mark. And for the most part, I was cross with Matthew at certain points of the book. However, there wasn't a character I didn't want to throttle with the exception of Yumi and Sal (yup, even Kira made me frown at certain points). I don't think ANYONE handled the situation for a victim (yes, I am labeling Matthew as a victim) very well.
The story also takes a violent turn from book one, with a major focus on mixed martial arts (MMA). Therefore, if you're one to hate violence, then this might be a difficult read. The majority of the story takes place in a "fight club" where cage matches are fought. Yet the focus of the story is inside Matthew's very troubled mind. It's not just a battle of bodies, but that of the guilt Matthew feels for Kira, violence from feelings of abandonment and the grief of what he has lost.
And the breaking point was indeed reached. It was a slow burn downfall of sorts. People were hurt, relationships changed, and decisions were made.
Breaking Point is not an easy read, but it sure was a satisfying one. While the book made me feel like a cracked pane of glass, I was happy with the ending of a satisfactory conclusion.
November 26, 2013
Looking back at my review for Point of No Return I found that book to be a quick read with a lovely romance and a good light beach read. In this second book, all that has changed.
Breaking Point is dark where Point of No Return was light. Told from Matt's POV, we watch as Matt struggles with the aftermath of Kira's abduction and torture one year after the first book. While Kira has seemingly worked through those events, Matt has struggled with what happened and the feeling that he failed to protect Kira. When the book starts we learn that Matt has decided to retire from the police force and take up MMA training in order to compete. There is more going on however, and soon Matt's unresolved issues are pulling him further into an emotional downward spiral, putting him in danger of losing Kira and possibly his life.
It was difficult to read through Matt's inner turmoil. His despair and his inability to discuss things with Kira was sometimes frustrating, but ultimately heart breaking. Watching the couple I loved so much in the first book falling apart made for an emotional read. While there was never any doubt that the two love and are devoted to each other, Matt's failure to work through the past ultimately takes a toll on the pair.
This was so different from any other N.R. Walker book I have read. While there are still moments of happiness and humor and of course sexy times, the depth of emotion displayed in this book was a surprise. There are appearances from Matt's coworkers on the force, Kira's parents are back lending support (and some comic relief) and Matt's new friends at the Fight Club were good additions to the cast of secondary characters.
I am looking forward to a final happy ever after for Matt and Kira in the next book, hopefully they won't have to work as hard for it this time around.
Breaking Point is dark where Point of No Return was light. Told from Matt's POV, we watch as Matt struggles with the aftermath of Kira's abduction and torture one year after the first book. While Kira has seemingly worked through those events, Matt has struggled with what happened and the feeling that he failed to protect Kira. When the book starts we learn that Matt has decided to retire from the police force and take up MMA training in order to compete. There is more going on however, and soon Matt's unresolved issues are pulling him further into an emotional downward spiral, putting him in danger of losing Kira and possibly his life.
It was difficult to read through Matt's inner turmoil. His despair and his inability to discuss things with Kira was sometimes frustrating, but ultimately heart breaking. Watching the couple I loved so much in the first book falling apart made for an emotional read. While there was never any doubt that the two love and are devoted to each other, Matt's failure to work through the past ultimately takes a toll on the pair.
This was so different from any other N.R. Walker book I have read. While there are still moments of happiness and humor and of course sexy times, the depth of emotion displayed in this book was a surprise. There are appearances from Matt's coworkers on the force, Kira's parents are back lending support (and some comic relief) and Matt's new friends at the Fight Club were good additions to the cast of secondary characters.
I am looking forward to a final happy ever after for Matt and Kira in the next book, hopefully they won't have to work as hard for it this time around.
September 10, 2018
Edited to include audio review:
Book Review:
I know most people have said "poor Kira" about this story, but for me, it was "poor Matt", from start to finish. Matt was a master at hiding his pain and guilt from Kira, his police team, and the psychologists, so I hold no ill will towards them for missing his hidden agenda. I do blame the team for allowing him to stay in the ring after he purposely allowed himself to be beat. That was a serious red flag that Matt was screwed up and they chose to ignore it.
Kira is awesome, and with his spectacular mother and wonderful father it is not surprising that he turned into such an amazing man. He was exactly the man that Matt needed to get his life back on track. The unconditional love between them was simply beautiful.
I was glad that Kira saw the pain that was inside Matt (at the end) and didn't hold it against him, like he had every right to. Matt was one lost puppy and had Kira left him for good then Matt would not have recovered. There would be a book 3 where he would be found dead, no doubt. Mitch came through at the end, and the rest of the guys too, but I am still mad that they left him unprotected for so long.
So where does Matt go from here? I guess we will have to wait for Turning Point #3 and find out. I, for one, can not wait.
Audio Review: Sean Crisden takes a book I’d read more than a few times and created an even better world through his awesome performance. I totally love both his Matt and Kira voices, but his Kira’s momma’s voice was hilarious. Loved every minute. Now, I know most people have said “poor Kira” about this story, but for me, it was “poor Matt”, from start to finish. Matt was a master at hiding his pain and guilt from Kira, his police team, and the psychologists, so I hold no ill will towards them for missing his hidden agenda. I do blame the team for allowing him to stay in the ring after he purposely allowed himself to be beat. That was a serious red flag that Matt was screwed up and they chose to ignore it.
Kira is awesome, and with his spectacular mother and wonderful father, it is not surprising that he turned into such an amazing man. He was exactly the man that Matt needed to get his life back on track. The unconditional love between them was simply beautiful. Kira was a warrior but he was fair and loved Matt with all his heart, but he was not a pushover, which Matt learned the hard way. Sean did an amazing job of getting into Matt’s head where I easily felt his pain. He also performed Kira perfectly. I could easily see Kira being caring but stoic.
I was glad that Kira saw the pain that was inside Matt (at the end) and didn’t hold it against him, like he had every right to. Matt was one lost puppy and had Kira left him for good then Matt would not have recovered. There would be a book 3 where he would be found dead, no doubt. Mitch came through at the end, and the rest of the guys too, but I am still mad that they left him unprotected for so long.
So where does Matt go from here? I guess we will have to wait for Turning Point #3 and find out. I, for one, can not wait to see how Sean Crisden ends this series. I have no doubt it will be another home run.
Overall Impression: I loved it!
Book Review:
I know most people have said "poor Kira" about this story, but for me, it was "poor Matt", from start to finish. Matt was a master at hiding his pain and guilt from Kira, his police team, and the psychologists, so I hold no ill will towards them for missing his hidden agenda. I do blame the team for allowing him to stay in the ring after he purposely allowed himself to be beat. That was a serious red flag that Matt was screwed up and they chose to ignore it.
Kira is awesome, and with his spectacular mother and wonderful father it is not surprising that he turned into such an amazing man. He was exactly the man that Matt needed to get his life back on track. The unconditional love between them was simply beautiful.
I was glad that Kira saw the pain that was inside Matt (at the end) and didn't hold it against him, like he had every right to. Matt was one lost puppy and had Kira left him for good then Matt would not have recovered. There would be a book 3 where he would be found dead, no doubt. Mitch came through at the end, and the rest of the guys too, but I am still mad that they left him unprotected for so long.
So where does Matt go from here? I guess we will have to wait for Turning Point #3 and find out. I, for one, can not wait.
Audio Review: Sean Crisden takes a book I’d read more than a few times and created an even better world through his awesome performance. I totally love both his Matt and Kira voices, but his Kira’s momma’s voice was hilarious. Loved every minute. Now, I know most people have said “poor Kira” about this story, but for me, it was “poor Matt”, from start to finish. Matt was a master at hiding his pain and guilt from Kira, his police team, and the psychologists, so I hold no ill will towards them for missing his hidden agenda. I do blame the team for allowing him to stay in the ring after he purposely allowed himself to be beat. That was a serious red flag that Matt was screwed up and they chose to ignore it.
Kira is awesome, and with his spectacular mother and wonderful father, it is not surprising that he turned into such an amazing man. He was exactly the man that Matt needed to get his life back on track. The unconditional love between them was simply beautiful. Kira was a warrior but he was fair and loved Matt with all his heart, but he was not a pushover, which Matt learned the hard way. Sean did an amazing job of getting into Matt’s head where I easily felt his pain. He also performed Kira perfectly. I could easily see Kira being caring but stoic.
I was glad that Kira saw the pain that was inside Matt (at the end) and didn’t hold it against him, like he had every right to. Matt was one lost puppy and had Kira left him for good then Matt would not have recovered. There would be a book 3 where he would be found dead, no doubt. Mitch came through at the end, and the rest of the guys too, but I am still mad that they left him unprotected for so long.
So where does Matt go from here? I guess we will have to wait for Turning Point #3 and find out. I, for one, can not wait to see how Sean Crisden ends this series. I have no doubt it will be another home run.
Overall Impression: I loved it!
August 16, 2018
4.5 stars
Wow, this was probably the most angst-filled N.R. Walker book I've ever read. Let's not do that again, mmkay!
But wow, this was something. I liked it even more than the first book, as what happened in that book bleeds over into this one and we get at the heart of the issue Matt is facing.
Matt fucks up in this book. There's no doubt about it. He doesn't talk to Kira, at all, and that shows a sign of distrust, even if he doesn't mean to. But he didn't trust Kira enough to tell him all his fears, if only because he didn't want to bother Kira with his fears and pain just because Kira seemed to be doing so well and what had happened, had happened to Kira.
But when you're with someone, when you love them and they're your partner, you're not supposed to go it alone.
Does it mean they have to know every single thing? No, but the big things? Definitely YES. Always. Without that communication, relationships fracture and break.
And their relationship broke in this because Matt refused to talk about his problems, then used what he was doing as an excuse not to talk to Kira.
But I get fear, I get not wanting to hurt the one you love, not wanting to be the cause of any suffering, physical or emotional, and I understood why Matt was doing what he was doing. How even when you have everyone around reassuring you something isn't your fault, and even when they say they love you and don't blame you...you won't believe it until you believe it yourself, and forgive yourself.
Well, Matt had a long road to doing that. First, he had to hit rock bottom though.
It was a hard to read him continually lying to Kira and breaking apart more and more of it because of his guilt.
Honestly, I wanted to see more of the aftermath, more of him groveling and making it up to Kira and talking it through with Kira. We spend the whole book not getting him actually talking to Kira, and then it's just skipped over? That's frustrating. I hope we see it in the next book, because at least it didn't end with "everything's okay and happy and there are no problems." There's still work for them to be done.
But, despite that, the ending did make me smile, and I was happy that they were FINALLY working on their relationship and communicating.
It just feels unsatisfying, to me, after all the hurt and pain, not to get a cathartic scene of Kira letting Matt rightfully have an earful (heh) and Matt having to explain why he did what he did and basically...yeah, grovel. He needed to. So that left me disappointed and that's why I had to give .5 off, because the ending wasn't quite as satisfying as I hoped it would be.
But for all the pain and angst in this book, it was really good and engaging, more engaging than the first book, for me, and I couldn't put it down. It also did show, despite the angst and pain, how much Matt loves Kira. Yeah, he fucked it up, but Kira is his everything, the love of his life.
But, in real life, love isn't always easy-peasy, it isn't always an easy road to travel. But boy, is it worth it.
And now I can't wait to read the third, so I can hopefully (*fingers crossed*) see Matt and Kira becoming as rock solid as Matt had thought they were at the start of this, and fall even more in love, and heal from the events of this book.
Wow, this was probably the most angst-filled N.R. Walker book I've ever read. Let's not do that again, mmkay!
But wow, this was something. I liked it even more than the first book, as what happened in that book bleeds over into this one and we get at the heart of the issue Matt is facing.
Matt fucks up in this book. There's no doubt about it. He doesn't talk to Kira, at all, and that shows a sign of distrust, even if he doesn't mean to. But he didn't trust Kira enough to tell him all his fears, if only because he didn't want to bother Kira with his fears and pain just because Kira seemed to be doing so well and what had happened, had happened to Kira.
But when you're with someone, when you love them and they're your partner, you're not supposed to go it alone.
Does it mean they have to know every single thing? No, but the big things? Definitely YES. Always. Without that communication, relationships fracture and break.
And their relationship broke in this because Matt refused to talk about his problems, then used what he was doing as an excuse not to talk to Kira.
But I get fear, I get not wanting to hurt the one you love, not wanting to be the cause of any suffering, physical or emotional, and I understood why Matt was doing what he was doing. How even when you have everyone around reassuring you something isn't your fault, and even when they say they love you and don't blame you...you won't believe it until you believe it yourself, and forgive yourself.
Well, Matt had a long road to doing that. First, he had to hit rock bottom though.
It was a hard to read him continually lying to Kira and breaking apart more and more of it because of his guilt.
Honestly, I wanted to see more of the aftermath, more of him groveling and making it up to Kira and talking it through with Kira. We spend the whole book not getting him actually talking to Kira, and then it's just skipped over? That's frustrating. I hope we see it in the next book, because at least it didn't end with "everything's okay and happy and there are no problems." There's still work for them to be done.
But, despite that, the ending did make me smile, and I was happy that they were FINALLY working on their relationship and communicating.
It just feels unsatisfying, to me, after all the hurt and pain, not to get a cathartic scene of Kira letting Matt rightfully have an earful (heh) and Matt having to explain why he did what he did and basically...yeah, grovel. He needed to. So that left me disappointed and that's why I had to give .5 off, because the ending wasn't quite as satisfying as I hoped it would be.
But for all the pain and angst in this book, it was really good and engaging, more engaging than the first book, for me, and I couldn't put it down. It also did show, despite the angst and pain, how much Matt loves Kira. Yeah, he fucked it up, but Kira is his everything, the love of his life.
But, in real life, love isn't always easy-peasy, it isn't always an easy road to travel. But boy, is it worth it.
And now I can't wait to read the third, so I can hopefully (*fingers crossed*) see Matt and Kira becoming as rock solid as Matt had thought they were at the start of this, and fall even more in love, and heal from the events of this book.
November 1, 2013
I am an emotional wreck right now and I'll post a more coherent review later, when I've calmed the fuck down. God, this book hurt. But it hurt so good.
LATER
Okay, I still haven't calmed the hell down, but I'm going to give this review a go. Because I want the story and the emotions it made me feel to be fresh in my mind. Although, I'm pretty sure it's going to stick with me for a LONG time. Point of No Return remains my favourite M/M romance novel of all time, so I was looking forward to this book as soon as I heard it was being written. And I really did love this so much, but I have no idea where to begin with this review.
So firstly, let me just start by saying this: WHY?! WHYYY MATT?!! WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING YOU BLOODY BEAUTIFUL NUMPTY?!
Okay, I'm fine... really. But this book just made me scream and shout and cry and feel like a complete emotional wreck. But honestly? I loved every bloody second of it. Even when my heart broke into a million tiny pieces for Matt and Kira. Jesus, Matt really did break my heart. He was hurting so much and I wanted to jump into the pages of the book and somehow make it all better. But he was also being a massive idiot, and if he'd just TALKED to Kira about everything instead of bottling it up then perhaps things would have been different... GAH! You wouldn't believe the amount of times I said "MATT! What the hell are you doing?!" or shouted "JUST BLOODY TELL HIM!" while reading this.
Not only did Matt go through a hell of an ordeal in Breaking Point, both mentally and physically, but poor Kira suffered too. He was so worried about Matt and he was trying so hard to support him, but Matt just kept pushing him away and lying to him. It really was a big ol' mess of emotion and lack of communication.
Having said that, their love for each other was never in any doubt. Their love was beautiful, but it broke my heart that they had to go through so much.
I know it sounds like I'm complaining a lot in this review, but it's actually the complete opposite. I love how this book made me feel, and it's truly the sign of a great author when they can make you feel all these different emotions and make your heart ache so much for the characters. When I finished Breaking Point, I was left feeling exhausted and emotionally drained. But I loved that feeling. I didn't even want to pick up another book straight after like I usually do, because I didn't want to ruin that feeling of having just finished such a powerful book.
And rest assured, the ending was actually really nice. It didn't quite make up for all of the shit that Matt and Kira had to go through, but it was still a lovely end. But please, N.R. Walker, don't put them through any more drama! Let them lead nice, happy, easy lives from now on (and help to keep me sane!).
There we go, that's my attempt at a coherent review. I think I may have failed there, but never mind... I'm still recovering, it's not my fault!
LATER
Okay, I still haven't calmed the hell down, but I'm going to give this review a go. Because I want the story and the emotions it made me feel to be fresh in my mind. Although, I'm pretty sure it's going to stick with me for a LONG time. Point of No Return remains my favourite M/M romance novel of all time, so I was looking forward to this book as soon as I heard it was being written. And I really did love this so much, but I have no idea where to begin with this review.
So firstly, let me just start by saying this: WHY?! WHYYY MATT?!! WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING YOU BLOODY BEAUTIFUL NUMPTY?!
Okay, I'm fine... really. But this book just made me scream and shout and cry and feel like a complete emotional wreck. But honestly? I loved every bloody second of it. Even when my heart broke into a million tiny pieces for Matt and Kira. Jesus, Matt really did break my heart. He was hurting so much and I wanted to jump into the pages of the book and somehow make it all better. But he was also being a massive idiot, and if he'd just TALKED to Kira about everything instead of bottling it up then perhaps things would have been different... GAH! You wouldn't believe the amount of times I said "MATT! What the hell are you doing?!" or shouted "JUST BLOODY TELL HIM!" while reading this.
Not only did Matt go through a hell of an ordeal in Breaking Point, both mentally and physically, but poor Kira suffered too. He was so worried about Matt and he was trying so hard to support him, but Matt just kept pushing him away and lying to him. It really was a big ol' mess of emotion and lack of communication.
Having said that, their love for each other was never in any doubt. Their love was beautiful, but it broke my heart that they had to go through so much.
I know it sounds like I'm complaining a lot in this review, but it's actually the complete opposite. I love how this book made me feel, and it's truly the sign of a great author when they can make you feel all these different emotions and make your heart ache so much for the characters. When I finished Breaking Point, I was left feeling exhausted and emotionally drained. But I loved that feeling. I didn't even want to pick up another book straight after like I usually do, because I didn't want to ruin that feeling of having just finished such a powerful book.
And rest assured, the ending was actually really nice. It didn't quite make up for all of the shit that Matt and Kira had to go through, but it was still a lovely end. But please, N.R. Walker, don't put them through any more drama! Let them lead nice, happy, easy lives from now on (and help to keep me sane!).
There we go, that's my attempt at a coherent review. I think I may have failed there, but never mind... I'm still recovering, it's not my fault!
November 26, 2013
I have just finished this book, and I gotta tell you I am emotionally exhausted. I want to fall in a heap on my bed and just stare for bit. This was a roller-coaster of emotions. I think I felt them all through this book, I laughed, I worried, I sighed, I got mad (this happened a lot) and I cried. At times I wanted to reach into my kindle and shake Matt hard, “what you are doing” I would scream at him in my head!
Now, I loved
, it was an awesome read. And at the end I knew it was a HFN ending and in book two there would be bumps in the road. But OMG, I wasn’t expecting hug damn holes in the road!!!
Matt is undercover posing as a cage fighter, he can’t tell Kira about it. And on top of that he is dealing with his guilt over what happened to Kira which he blames himself for. He is determined to keep Kira safe and lying to him seems the best way. NO NO NO I want to tell him!! There were times in this book where I felt I was on the verge of just not liking Matt at all!! I was so damn mad! But then Iw would be reminded how deeply he loved Kira. And how despite what was happening between them he felt if he truly loved Kira he had to do it this way. Poor twisted and confused Matt…..
What I did miss and wish the story included more of was Kira’s POV. I really wanted to know what was in Kira’s head, not just what Matt knew or could see what was there. At times i wished Kira would just dump Matt’s lying butt. but then i would remember Kira truly deeply loved Matt and I just couldn’t see Kira doing it. But still, someone should pin a medal on Kira, the man deserves one!
This was another absolutely fabulous couldn’t put my Kindle down for a moment read!
Now, I loved
, it was an awesome read. And at the end I knew it was a HFN ending and in book two there would be bumps in the road. But OMG, I wasn’t expecting hug damn holes in the road!!!Matt is undercover posing as a cage fighter, he can’t tell Kira about it. And on top of that he is dealing with his guilt over what happened to Kira which he blames himself for. He is determined to keep Kira safe and lying to him seems the best way. NO NO NO I want to tell him!! There were times in this book where I felt I was on the verge of just not liking Matt at all!! I was so damn mad! But then Iw would be reminded how deeply he loved Kira. And how despite what was happening between them he felt if he truly loved Kira he had to do it this way. Poor twisted and confused Matt…..
What I did miss and wish the story included more of was Kira’s POV. I really wanted to know what was in Kira’s head, not just what Matt knew or could see what was there. At times i wished Kira would just dump Matt’s lying butt. but then i would remember Kira truly deeply loved Matt and I just couldn’t see Kira doing it. But still, someone should pin a medal on Kira, the man deserves one!
This was another absolutely fabulous couldn’t put my Kindle down for a moment read!
November 4, 2013
This is the second installment of the Breaking Point series. Matt and Kira are facing even tougher situations than in the first book.
When Matt enrolls in a fight club, Kira is concerned, but helps to train him. Kira doesn't know though that Matt has signed up to illegal cage fights to uncover a drug cartel. Matt sinks deeper and deeper into the club and guilt begins to destroy his relationship with Kira.
There were times I hated Matt and I thought Kira could do so much better without him. Then there were times I felt so sorry for Matt. He had to hide his pain and guilt from Kira and was dying inside.
I loved the supporting characters. Yumi and Sal, Kira's parents and Arizona, Cody and Boss, Matt's new friends at the fight club. Hopefully we'll read more about them in the future. Oh, and I loved the ending. I'm a sucker for sappy HEAs.
Overall Breaking Point is an exciting, intriguing, angst-ridden love story and I'm looking foward to the third installment.
October 25, 2013
I loved the original. The second book blows it out of the water (and me out of my mind).
I love Kira. Always have. When Matt does...well, what Matt does, I wanted to pull Kira from the book and give him all kinds of love.
Five stars wasn't enough for this book.
I love Kira. Always have. When Matt does...well, what Matt does, I wanted to pull Kira from the book and give him all kinds of love.
Five stars wasn't enough for this book.
June 17, 2018
Told from narcotics detective, Matthew Elliot's, single POV Breaking Point begins almost a year after Matthew and Kira Franco met in Point of No Return and they are still very much in love.
The story begins with Matt seemingly retiring from the police force to become a MMA cage fighter. To give too much away would spoil the drama, which I really don't want to do, but you need to know Breaking Point is a roller coaster of emotion with the angst dialed up to 11, folks.
There's lots of drama, action, and even heartbreak. N.R. Walker puts Matt and Kira through the wringer, testing their bond and love for one another to the breaking point.
This was an entertaining listen. I absolutely love Sean Crisden's performance of these characters and he (and N.R. Walker) even managed to drag a couple of tears out of me...again. Yes, there were tears but we are given a wonderful, sweet HEA ending to make up for everything we're put through to get there.
If you read/listened to and enjoyed Point of No Return I highly recommend continuing the series with Breaking Point. Great narration, lots of action and emotion, and I am super glad I have the third, and final, installment in the Turning Point series, Starting Point, to jump into right away.
Audio copy of Breaking Point (Turning Point #2) provided by the author in exchange of an honest review.
This review has been cross-posted at Gay Book Reviews.
February 13, 2015
5 stars.
READ IT
This was good, damn good.
The feels? Oh, the feels.
Seriously, this book. Damn good. I put off reading this because I didn't want to ruin my image of Kira and Matt's relationship, which I had built up in my head after the first book. Going back to them and seeing their imperfections was worth it though. Totally worth it.
A year after the first book ends, Matt and Kira are living together happily. Or so it seems. While Kira has recovered from the Tomic incident, Matt still deals with serious guilt over what happened. He quits the police force , joins a fighting club and begins training, ostensibly for his new MMA career.
What follows is a whole lot of angst as Matt has to deal with balancing his personal life with Kira and his life at the fighting club. Being at the fighting club results in him losing old friends, making enemies, and puts considerable stress on his relationship with Kira. At the end of it all, Kira and Matt (with some help from Yumi and Sal) have to confront their issues and start on a blank page.
The book is angsty, gritty and will shatter any illusions you may have had at the end of Point of No Return. But, it was an amazing read.
So, in conclusion:
READ IT
This was good, damn good.
The feels? Oh, the feels.
Seriously, this book. Damn good. I put off reading this because I didn't want to ruin my image of Kira and Matt's relationship, which I had built up in my head after the first book. Going back to them and seeing their imperfections was worth it though. Totally worth it.
A year after the first book ends, Matt and Kira are living together happily. Or so it seems. While Kira has recovered from the Tomic incident, Matt still deals with serious guilt over what happened. He quits the police force , joins a fighting club and begins training, ostensibly for his new MMA career.
What follows is a whole lot of angst as Matt has to deal with balancing his personal life with Kira and his life at the fighting club. Being at the fighting club results in him losing old friends, making enemies, and puts considerable stress on his relationship with Kira. At the end of it all, Kira and Matt (with some help from Yumi and Sal) have to confront their issues and start on a blank page.
The book is angsty, gritty and will shatter any illusions you may have had at the end of Point of No Return. But, it was an amazing read.
So, in conclusion:
February 8, 2020
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4.5 stelle
Punto di rottura è il secondo capitolo della serie Turning point, è indispensabile aver letto Punto di non ritorno per conoscere come è iniziata la storia dei due protagonisti, ma soprattutto perché Punto di rottura è la conseguenza di ciò che è avvenuto un anno prima nella vita dei protagonisti. Chiunque mi conosce sa che la Walker è una tra le mie autrici preferite ma questa volta credo di averla un pochino odiata perché questa storia mi ha letteralmente spezzato il cuore per poi ricostruirlo, mi ha commosso e fatto talmente tanto empatizzare con i sentimenti di Matt, mi ha reso talmente partecipe in ogni cosa da lasciarmi senza fiato fino alla fine. È passato un anno e tutto cambia nella vita di Matt, il lavoro nella polizia con la sua squadra è un ricordo, la sua missione ora è allenarsi per combattere ed introdursi nei combattimenti clandestini. Una missione, un segreto che non può rivelare a nessuno tantomeno a Kira, il suo amore, l'uomo che ha rischiato di perdere a causa del suo lavoro. L'autrice con semplicità e fluidità ci fa immergere da una parte nella nuova vita di Matt, tra allenamenti estenuanti, combattimenti cruenti, interazioni con i lottatori di cui iniziamo a conoscere le storie non facili, assistiamo al cambiamento di Matt, alla fatica e il bisogno di dolore. Dall'altra parte viviamo la routine familiare con Kira, l'amore e la passione incredibile che li unisce, la devozione e completezza di due uomini che si amano, la gentilezza di Kira e il sostegno incondizionato che dà a Matt, i sensi di colpa di Matt ed il suo bisogno di sentire Kira costantemente vicino. Matt inizia a vacillare e cambiare, qualcosa inizia ad incrinarsi sotto il peso delle menzogne ed assistiamo ad un vero punto di rottura che potrebbe segnare la fine per il nostro eroe. Tutto è a rischio: l'amore, il futuro, la sua stessa vita. Il punto di vista di Matt è un'immersione totalizzante nella sua mente, ne vediamo i demoni che lo attanagliano, le debolezze che lo atterrano, siamo totalmente connessi a lui vivendone ogni risvolto psicologico, ogni emozione ed il dolore lancinante è come se fosse nostro. L'autrice è stata davvero grandiosa nel caratterizzarlo. Impeccabile nell'ambientazione sportiva, dettagliata ed accurata ci trascina in un vortice adrenalinico e di tensione, facendoci sentire ogni fatica e ogni colpo, preoccupare e temere per il peggio. È una storia psicologica coinvolgente ed emozionante, una storia di grande amore profondo ma soprattutto è la storia di lotta e sopravvivenza, di come si può perdere se stessi e tutto ciò a cui si tiene, di come si cade giù in un baratro e ci vuole tutta la forza possibile per risalire e andare avanti. Ho già detto che mi ha spezzato il cuore?
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4.5 stelle
Punto di rottura è il secondo capitolo della serie Turning point, è indispensabile aver letto Punto di non ritorno per conoscere come è iniziata la storia dei due protagonisti, ma soprattutto perché Punto di rottura è la conseguenza di ciò che è avvenuto un anno prima nella vita dei protagonisti. Chiunque mi conosce sa che la Walker è una tra le mie autrici preferite ma questa volta credo di averla un pochino odiata perché questa storia mi ha letteralmente spezzato il cuore per poi ricostruirlo, mi ha commosso e fatto talmente tanto empatizzare con i sentimenti di Matt, mi ha reso talmente partecipe in ogni cosa da lasciarmi senza fiato fino alla fine. È passato un anno e tutto cambia nella vita di Matt, il lavoro nella polizia con la sua squadra è un ricordo, la sua missione ora è allenarsi per combattere ed introdursi nei combattimenti clandestini. Una missione, un segreto che non può rivelare a nessuno tantomeno a Kira, il suo amore, l'uomo che ha rischiato di perdere a causa del suo lavoro. L'autrice con semplicità e fluidità ci fa immergere da una parte nella nuova vita di Matt, tra allenamenti estenuanti, combattimenti cruenti, interazioni con i lottatori di cui iniziamo a conoscere le storie non facili, assistiamo al cambiamento di Matt, alla fatica e il bisogno di dolore. Dall'altra parte viviamo la routine familiare con Kira, l'amore e la passione incredibile che li unisce, la devozione e completezza di due uomini che si amano, la gentilezza di Kira e il sostegno incondizionato che dà a Matt, i sensi di colpa di Matt ed il suo bisogno di sentire Kira costantemente vicino. Matt inizia a vacillare e cambiare, qualcosa inizia ad incrinarsi sotto il peso delle menzogne ed assistiamo ad un vero punto di rottura che potrebbe segnare la fine per il nostro eroe. Tutto è a rischio: l'amore, il futuro, la sua stessa vita. Il punto di vista di Matt è un'immersione totalizzante nella sua mente, ne vediamo i demoni che lo attanagliano, le debolezze che lo atterrano, siamo totalmente connessi a lui vivendone ogni risvolto psicologico, ogni emozione ed il dolore lancinante è come se fosse nostro. L'autrice è stata davvero grandiosa nel caratterizzarlo. Impeccabile nell'ambientazione sportiva, dettagliata ed accurata ci trascina in un vortice adrenalinico e di tensione, facendoci sentire ogni fatica e ogni colpo, preoccupare e temere per il peggio. È una storia psicologica coinvolgente ed emozionante, una storia di grande amore profondo ma soprattutto è la storia di lotta e sopravvivenza, di come si può perdere se stessi e tutto ciò a cui si tiene, di come si cade giù in un baratro e ci vuole tutta la forza possibile per risalire e andare avanti. Ho già detto che mi ha spezzato il cuore?
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June 13, 2022
2.5 rounded down because even though 2 feels harsh, 3 feels like too much (we need the half stars GR!!!). This was ok. At the beginning of this installment the 2 MCs are living together, somewhat happily. Then Matt goes down a self-destructing path which strains their relationship. I wasn't a fan of the MMA fighting setting, there were too many fight scenes for me. I still love Kira's parents. It wasn't bad but I'm not sold and the rest will be spoilery . I'm still gonna read book 3 because I really love Kira and need to see them just be happy.
March 18, 2025
A fight for what’s right becomes a fight for his life.
This is a slow simmering story that leads to an explosive burn. The plot of this one, is in no hurry to unwind...when it does it's so slow and seems to take Matt's life with it along with his and Kira’s newfound relationship. We read of lies, both spoken and those that are told by simple omission, and we learn the consequences of doing the wrong things for what feels like all the right reasons.
The story opens as Matt who is no longer an LA detective is considering joining the cage-fighting game, He is also suffering from a heavy burden of guilt carried over from the events that happened in the last book, Point of No Return. Matt and the reader know that these things were way beyond his control...not in any way his fault, but he feels as though they absolutely were his fault... if only by association. The author hits the emotions of his conflicts right on the nail-head. This quickly and completely, draws the reader into all the heartache right along with our characters. It's fiction and only a story but still, it will literally break your heart and take your breath away. Matt had stayed with Kira...never left him alone through all of his recovery from the kidnapping, (book #1), but he had ignored the glaring reality that he had never dealt with the guilt that his job was what put Kira in danger and got him hurt, in the first place, and that’s the deep, dark hole that Matt has fallen into, and all we can do is watch as he flounders and stumbles over and over.
I discovered N.R. Walker's works several years ago. She has since joined the list of the "It's an imperative that I read all they write", authors. She takes the reader to, and through, the disaster that we can so easily see coming, causing us to not be able to put the book down or to turn the pages to get there fast enough. The anticipation is almost tangible by itself... then, in a frighting way...we watch Matt’s world crash and crumble around him and then see him lose everything under the weight of his guilt and lies. From the anticipation of it all coming down, to its inevitable conclusion, watching it all unfold with his family and friends, Ms. Walker so effortlessly catches us up in all the emotional fallout, right along with Matt and Kira.
Don't let all the seemingly endless heartbreak get to you...stick with it.... you'll be glad that you did. Like all of N/R. Walker's books, this is really a great story and a wonderful addition to the "Turning Point" series. It's filled with love, intrigue and danger, all wrapped up in characters that are way too easy to fall for and to love. 5-stars and on to the last one in the series.
This is a slow simmering story that leads to an explosive burn. The plot of this one, is in no hurry to unwind...when it does it's so slow and seems to take Matt's life with it along with his and Kira’s newfound relationship. We read of lies, both spoken and those that are told by simple omission, and we learn the consequences of doing the wrong things for what feels like all the right reasons.
The story opens as Matt who is no longer an LA detective is considering joining the cage-fighting game, He is also suffering from a heavy burden of guilt carried over from the events that happened in the last book, Point of No Return. Matt and the reader know that these things were way beyond his control...not in any way his fault, but he feels as though they absolutely were his fault... if only by association. The author hits the emotions of his conflicts right on the nail-head. This quickly and completely, draws the reader into all the heartache right along with our characters. It's fiction and only a story but still, it will literally break your heart and take your breath away. Matt had stayed with Kira...never left him alone through all of his recovery from the kidnapping, (book #1), but he had ignored the glaring reality that he had never dealt with the guilt that his job was what put Kira in danger and got him hurt, in the first place, and that’s the deep, dark hole that Matt has fallen into, and all we can do is watch as he flounders and stumbles over and over.
I discovered N.R. Walker's works several years ago. She has since joined the list of the "It's an imperative that I read all they write", authors. She takes the reader to, and through, the disaster that we can so easily see coming, causing us to not be able to put the book down or to turn the pages to get there fast enough. The anticipation is almost tangible by itself... then, in a frighting way...we watch Matt’s world crash and crumble around him and then see him lose everything under the weight of his guilt and lies. From the anticipation of it all coming down, to its inevitable conclusion, watching it all unfold with his family and friends, Ms. Walker so effortlessly catches us up in all the emotional fallout, right along with Matt and Kira.
Don't let all the seemingly endless heartbreak get to you...stick with it.... you'll be glad that you did. Like all of N/R. Walker's books, this is really a great story and a wonderful addition to the "Turning Point" series. It's filled with love, intrigue and danger, all wrapped up in characters that are way too easy to fall for and to love. 5-stars and on to the last one in the series.
July 7, 2015
Well...I have to say, I liked this one even better than the first one. This one is way more emotional than the first. I thought Matt was a dick...thank god he thought so himself too. Don't know if I'll be reading the next one right away, because I kind of like were it ended. Plus this one was kind of draining for me. I was so pissed, but i did understand were Matt was coming from, and I still loved him to pieces. I'm also pissed at the department and his former partner, for leaving him to fend for himself like that...nice going partner. I will be reading book 3, but I think I'll read something funny and fluffy first I think. Not that this was so very angsty and emotional, but just because I'm still a bit pissed hahah. What can I say....I hold a mean grudge ;)
I still like the more descriptive and longer sexscenes...but that's just personal preference.
4 stars from me
I still like the more descriptive and longer sexscenes...but that's just personal preference.
4 stars from me
October 22, 2017
4.4 Stars
I think this was my favorite of all the NR Walker books I've ever read.
I think this was my favorite of all the NR Walker books I've ever read.
July 13, 2021
2.5 this would’ve likely been a 2 if the last book I had hadn’t been so bad that this one still seemed so much better in comparison
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