This book is messy as hell
Whewie, where do I start with this book. I have a lot of thoughts. The Flowers Need Watering, is a novel by Marcus Lopes on Kindle Unlimited. It's about one Mateo reconciling with his father’s death despite being estranged from his parents when he died. Let me preface with what I thought I was gonna get with this book. So I was really excited to find a Black author why writes gay romance with Black people. I’m so tired of reading about cis masc white men so it was refreshing to find a Black author writing about Black people. So when I started this book I thought I was going to get Black love. This is one of those books you keep reading because even though you hate the characters and the plot is melodramatic, you can't stop reading because it's so messy but you want to know how it ends. I think I’ll do a character breakdown so I can go through why I sort of disliked this book but couldn’t put it down. If you like dysfunctional family stories with melodrama, this is the book for you. All the characters have their own baggage and mess but they’re also so dislikable I was getting annoyed.
I’ll get the big issue out the way. Down with the swirl agenda. I don’t mind a swirl romance once in a while but I feel like the romance is over-saturated with interracial couples and its tired. Anyways, I was a little disappointed that the love interest was a white man, but took it with a grain of salt and moved past it. I would have looked past it if there was only one swirl couple in the book but THREE out four of the siblings are partnered with white people. Like what is going on. The book sort of acknowledged that and made some glib jokes about it, but I wasn't amused. I kid you not, there's a line in the book where the main character’s brother is like “Betty’s parents were against me because I was Black, and my parents were against Betty because she was white”. Like spare me the Loving v. Virginia bullshit. I can deal with one swirl couple in a book (begrudgingly), but three is just too much. And all of them were partnered with white people like...what’s going on? Can we at least get some interracial couples with non-white people?
Now let’s get into the characters starting with the main character, Mateo. Mateo is one of those people because they carry around trauma they let the bitterness fester and infect other people. Mateo is a bitter person and he takes that out on all the other characters. He’s always closed off and on the defensive with everyone, and he has a me against the world mentality. It’s not attractive which made it really difficult for me to understand why everyone was bending over backwards to protect his feelings and his best interests. Every single character centered Mateo in their storyline and they were doing all this work to get his approval and love and I was just like why? This nigga doesn’t care about y’all and he wouldn’t take the same consideration of your feelings. So yeah I didn’t like Mateo which made it hard for me to understand why everyone made him the topic of conversation.
Next character is Melinda, Mateo’s sister. She’s just annoying. She’s one of the dizziest characters I’ve ever read. She’s always in everybody’s business especially Mateo’s and trying to manipulate certain outcomes that she wants. And she does all this meddling but it doesn’t even yield the results she wants so she does all this extra stuff nothing. She’s the most annoying character in the book because she can’t leave anybody alone. Couldn’t stand her.
Next is Liam, a white man who returns from NY because he no longer finds his life fulfilling and he comes back to try to rekindle a relationship with Mateo. I ultimately found Liam’s character to be kind of pointless. I really wanted to skip his POV every time he came up because he just wasn’t giving anything. I didn’t feel anything for him. Liam also let Mateo talk to him crazy and that kind of annoyed me. If someone talked to me they way Mateo talked to him we’d be hurling insults at each other not taking it lying down. Liam was entirely too passive when Mateo was being rude to him. All he’d say was “you’re being mean” and start tearing up. Like if someone’s being rude be rude back to them, fuck their feelings because obviously Mateo doesn’t care about yours.
On to Simon. Simon is Mateo’s current white partner. They’ve been together for five years, but their relationship is threatened when Liam comes back. Simon is messy as hell, but for some reason I was kind of rooting for him. Spoiler warning: Simon is a cheater. He cheated on Mateo half way through their relationship because he felt neglected and lonely. Normally, I don’t feel anything for cheaters, but I don’t know I kind of felt for him. Simon is the character I liked the most, he’s messy and insecure but for some reason I was rooting for him. There were so many times when I wanted Simon to leave Mateo behind. Mateo wasn’t communicating within since his father died and Simon was frustrated because he felt unsure of what to do in their relationship. I really wanted him to just make a grand exit and move on with his life, but he just kept crawling back to Mateo, which I just didn’t get. Like Mateo is not someone I’d want validation from.
The rest of the characters were just there. For some reason the author told a chapter from Liam’s mom’s perspective and that was just especially pointless. I feel like I know too much about Mateo’s brother, Benjamin, and his white wife. Their backstory added nothing to the story. The clear antagonists in the story and Mateo’s mother and his oldest brother. They’re Bible-thumping homophobes who don’t approve of Mateo because he’s gay. Obviously, they are the springboard off which Mateo begins his journey of self -acceptance.
That’s my rundown of the characters. Most of them are unlikeable. As for the writing, there were some choices that didn’t quite work. Some of the POVs were very unnecessary. Only POVs that were needed were Mateo’s, Liam’s, and Simon’s. Also the author would do this thing where one character would have this secret and somehow another character would already know what the secret is, but never explained how they knew. It happened more than one time in the book so it stood out. Overall, I didn’t enjoy reading this book but at the same time I couldn’t put it down either. I guess this is what it means to “hate read” something even though I don’t “hate” this book, per se. I just hated the characters but there was so much mess happening that I needed to know how it ended. I'll give Marcus Lopes another chance, but if the next book doesn’t turn out well then I think I’ll have to let him go.