Because I'm researching my second crime novel about an Iraqi War vet who returns to the US exceptionally upside down emotionally, I'm reading as many books as I can about the Iraq War experience, both from boots on the ground heroes like Huesing to photographers and journalists who interviewed Iraq War vets. Each book I've read has a different focus. Some of them are difficult to review and give 'stars' to because there's a need to separate the author from the body of work from the events themselves.
On a certain level, everyone who has served in a war deserves far more than five stars or a medal or a commendation. In this way, I am thankful for Huesing's contribution, no matter my personal feelings about this particular event in American military history. Huesing writes:
"But to date, I have never really had a metric for success of our purpose in Iraq. I suppose the only metric I have for myself is that I brought as many Marines home back safely with me as I possibly could."
What a beautiful statement, something personal and integral to who this author is as a person and a military warrior.
As for this book, who would I recommend it for? Certainly, it would appeal to people like me who are hungry for as much information as they can glean about that time in our history. However, I'd most recommend this book for fellow Marines, families members/friends of marines, others who served in Iraq, social service workers/medical staff who help returning vets, and Americans who are interested in military history.
While Huesing provided overall exposure to important dates, events, specific corporals/sergeants/terps/casualties, etc., I can't say I got super-deep into Huesing's experience over there. Mostly, I got the overview of a period in time as well as events that moved him emotionally. I really appreciated his sharing about the emotional fallout that occurred years after he returned. I loved that he calls his condition PTS rather than PTSD. I'll remember that one, for sure. Maybe the searching emotional inventory I'm looking for in books to prepare me for the novel I'm writing is not possible in this type of book. Perhaps, Huesing is able to live his life without falling apart, fight in such 'shithole' conditions, and ultimately come back home able to function is about his ability to keep some distance between himself and the work he had to do. Were he to internalize everything that he experienced, he could become paralyzed. In the moment of battle, a vet once told me that it's important to keep detached and insulated for survival, both literally and internally.
So, while I may have to find other books to search for the 'heart of darkness' as it were or the 'dark night of the soul' in Iraq's War, I'm thankful for having found this book and wish this author continued healing from the harrows of his Iraq War experiences. I thank him for all he has done to help others.