I've been waiting FOREVER to read this, and I've finally had the time to while driving back back from Nebraska.
If you noticed, I started it today, and finished it today. I just couldn't put it down! And maybe that's because I personally know Russell and what he's been through, but I think it's more that his writing is HIS writing. I could read it in his voice and the way he writes is so... him.
Russell Clark was my very first youth director and, I think, one of the many reasons why I have such a strong relationship with God and why I believe what I believe. He was the foundation of my spiritual growth for me, and that's very apparent in this book. I have some of the same feelings and viewpoints on these topics, and I don't think that's by coincidence! He is able to articulate his (and my) outlook on God and life in such a logical manner.
But this is just who Russell is. Even when I was a youth member, he always showed unconditional love to EVERYONE and made sure EVERYONE felt included. Back then, I didn't know his backstory. I only knew he was OWESOME and I loved him for it. As a young teen, I wanted others to see me how I saw him, and made that a priority to me in the ruthless environment that is high school.
But that was just the beginning. I think I speak for a lot of people when I say it was extremely hard to see him go... And, as I grew older and began to understand what really went on "behind-the-scenes" in those days, it only solidified how I wanted to be: different, accepting of everyone, loving to all, and caring towards those who needed it the most not just because I'm a Christian, bit because that's who God MADE us to be. And Russell embodies this whole-heartedly not just as a pastor, but as a human being.