The New Year is starting off with lots of new-to-me-authors, and I’m liking the way things are clicking thus far as I dig into the stack of TBRs and new ARCs.
I went into this story completely blind knowing nothing about this author or any of her backlog of books. I was totally unprepared for the unexpected that lie ahead. Lauren Runow’s new stand-alone introduces Mackenzie Thomas and Connor Hayden in a best friend’s older brother trope with a side of so much more.
Don't let that cover fool you -- this is not Gene Kelly's "singing in the rain" happy dance. Yeah, you might get a glimpse of a slow dance with raindrops falling all around, along with a few kisses shared behind a big red umbrella, but your heart is going to break when the cloudy days arrive, and downpours leak from your eyes on those stormy days. I've read my share of similar plots, and although there were parts I found equally as emotional here, it still didn't kick butt and wreck me emotionally – or earn top billing either -- Bright Side, by Kim Holden remains the best and my absolute favorite.
Here, the opening scenes threw me off-kilter and I didn't much care for Mackenzie's sneaky masked setup for a one-night stand with Connor. Nothing good ever starts with a dirty trick being played on an unsuspecting soul. But then shortly thereafter Connor disappointed me with the way he responded to finding out who his hookup had been. Beginning with those first several encounters, it was like a wall went up between me and them, and I never fully allowed myself to be completely won over by either Connor or Mackenzie. I’m not totally without sympathy and feelings, so I was caught up in their pain and sadness as the story moved forward. Even so, I remained less taken by them as individuals and more enthralled with the overall story.
Dual points of view from both Mackenzie and Connor allow readers to peek into the inner thoughts of both characters. I’m a reader who favors more than one POV – the more information you’re allowed, the better. And frankly, I just love getting inside a guy’s mind.
I don’t want to go into many details from here on out because – well, you know why. SPOILERS – and I don’t like them. Finding out the details all on your own is what makes reading so special. Take that away and there’s nothing to look forward to discovering.
The blurb does throw you off a bit. This really isn’t a second chance at love story. And it doesn’t have the typical happily-ever-after either. There is indeed a reconnection and it involves a girl in love with her best friend’s older brother. The relationship is very fast-paced – feels insta-lovish (is that even a word?).
However, nothing seemed to diminish the romance once it had begun. It is beautiful, emotional, powerful and sexy, too. Connor is certainly prime boyfriend material. I questioned his feelings at first, but he made a true believer out of me without too much difficulty. He was sincere, noble and magnanimous. Actually, both Connor and Mackenzie ended up being a special couple – and I truly believed in their love and devotion for each other. They share some very special moments - ones I won't soon forget. You’ll want to keep the Kleenex nearby.
TIME OUT FOR A LITTLE RANTING . . .
The writing did not blow me away. At times it seemed to lose its way. My two biggest gripes while reading this book centered on the number of typos and the confusion in properly setting out the age difference between Connor and his sister, Tracy and Mackenzie, along with substantively identifying secondary characters that popped up without warning here and there with no clearly-stated identity.
The author missed the mark and lost me completely as she referred to the ages of the characters at various stages in the saga, and her math was wrong on the age difference between Connor and Mackenzie and Tracy. It stated in black and white that he was 28 and Mackenzie and Tracy were 25, but more than several times the difference was set out for readers as being four years – not three! If it had only been a one-time slip, I might overlook it. Then Connor mentions that the last time he saw MacKenzie was eight years ago and that she was fifteen. Okay, 15 + 8 = 23, right? Well, obviously the author doesn’t think so because, like I said above, it’s stated in black and white that MacKenzie is 25! Simple math!
Then there were those former girlfriends “Sarah” and “Amy” whose identities were never fully established. They were just haphazardly tossed in helter-skelter. I never did figure out who Connor’s “The One” was through high school and college. Who is SARAH? Was she “The One”? “Sarah” came out of nowhere and her name was used only one time with no explanation. I kid you not! And, then there is AMY . . . but I’m not sure exactly how she fits into the picture. Did she cheat on Connor with Alan, or did she cheat on Alan with Connor? There was nothing to ever indicate that Alan and Amy were presently together, married or otherwise. And Connor and Alan have several encounters in present day time sharing beers and because Alan is a doctor, he is a great help to Connor with questions he needs answers to. But at the end of the book, Amy and Alan have had a baby girl that was born just a few months ago. WTH? It made absolutely no sense to me.
You think you’re confused. Color me doubly so, because not only did the author confuse me, but so did the reviews. Not a single reviewer has mentioned this problem – nope everyone raved about perfect writing.
This book really needed a final proofread to knock out some simple editing problems and clarify secondary characters before being published.
END OF LITTLE RANT
This author is very capable at expressing deep feelings with her words and left a message well-worth consideration. The nature of the subject matter shredded my heart and left me questioning: Why do we worry so much about the small stuff when life might end with your next breath? Make the most of all that is offered. Laugh, love, & treat others like you want to be treated – and don’t regret the chances you didn’t take.
Love like there’s no tomorrow.