I'm at a loss of words. Okay, that's a lie because I'm typing a review.
I. EFFING. LOVE. THIS.
I must type faster before the post-reading-amazing-story melancholy descends upon me because once I finished this masterpiece, my extreme elation battled with the sense of finality.
Nicole Pyland, you have a new follower. And, in the most complimentary way possible, I could tell you used to be a (very skilled) fanfic writer. Why? Because you know how to service the reader. You've given even everything into their story into an epic story of a wonderful length. I could sing thank you and play it on a loop for you. That's my love song to you for this love story to me. Okay, I'm being sappy and weird.
Characters, plot, setting, drama (killed me!), sensuality, feel-good moments, laughs. It had it all. It's been a while where I felt so nervous that the fluffy moment would end too soon (happens a lot in lesfic), but no, she spoils us, truly. I can see how this kind of immersion into total romance/declaration of feelings would repel some readers. But, as a fic lover such as myself, it's something I crave in the published world. Sometimes, a girl just wants to wade in romantic feels. Thank you again for making the crossover!
Are the main characters, Lennox and Kenzie (awesome names), gorgeous, talented feminine actresses? Yes, but they're so much more than that. Little by little, we get more sides of their personalities and insecurities. We see it early for Kenzie, as she's on the autism spectrum, which is AMAZING. I haven't read enough of that in lesbian romances. Everyone doesn't have to be neurotypical for it to be astounding. And yes, it is.
The sparks fly early between the two mains. Though, it doesn't immediately end up in bed where we never revisit what they have in common. They have ups and downs, questions, and tons of conversation. Lennox's character may have blossomed into a wonderfully queer character, but we explore this without stamping her with a label. On that note, her character makes me swoon and I'd definitely would stan her if she were real. Hell, Kenzie, too. LenZie ftw!
The required drama made since and it still gave me major anxiety. I needed LenZie to be happy always. Falling head over heels for their relationship is the best. The ending put me six feet under because ROMANTIC. Love, love I'm in love.
Did I mention sex? THERE'S SEX. A very handsome amount. Mmm.
I am just drunk. And sadly, being book drunk isn't serving the most convincing review. And I don't really mind. This is actually more of me expressing myself than persuading others. Pyland deserves to have some super gushy posts like this. Please keep writing forever!
Five stars, if it's not obvious enough.