***I was provided an Advanced Readers Copy in exchange for an honest review***
Well shit on a stick.... yet another author to gush over like a giddy little fangirl. Seriously, cheese and crackers comrades. This book was perfect. I really enjoyed reading this and when I say I read it one sitting, I definitely read it in two hours. It was amazing.
I loved the characters - FLIPPING LOVED THEM.
Sophie was a huge treat. In many romance novels, you get this nerdy girl figure type who has socially awkward skills, I love the nerdy types. I always think it adds something to the chemistry in the long run, or rather the development of the character dynamics to get to the HEA. Sophie was a different breed of nerd that was refreshing. She says what is on her mind, she doesn't fiddle stick around the truth, she is extremely smart, hilarious and just generally the sweetest thing. I also adored that she is so misunderstood by her family, mostly by her sister and mother yet Cain sees past her awkward flaws, taking her at face value, she is just a huge ball of amazing. Everything from her personality, how she views the world, everything - she was just beautiful.
Of course Cain also took a treat for me, it was definitely a hate/love for his character. At first I am really reserved for him, he seems rather guarded personality, hostile, broody alpha male with some questionable lifestyles - definitely the drinking irked me. Going in, I didn't understand what motivated this, but tickle my pickle I was curious, there had to be something and boy was it. It was a damn good backbone to the story. He was a hot mess that is for sure, but it was unjustified. I definitely sympathized for him, many moments of his perspective I just wanted to reach out and hold him, Cain was definitely broken.
I say love/hate for Cain for basic reasons. A lot of this had to do with the chemistry and their dynamics together. On the one hand, Cain treats Sophie with the respect she deserves, he honestly treats her like an adult, a human being. They explore her sexuality together. It is a beautiful thing, honestly I know it sounds weird, but what started their relationship was just something I found to be phenomenal, it was beautifully written. However what became adamant on my dislikes towards Cain is that they were both becoming this all consuming, obsessive couple, really depending on one another to get over their internal conflicts. It was Cain though that really had a lot of internal demons. One that really tortures the growth of the feelings towards one another. Both with his mistrust, family issues, plus his budding alcoholism that was drowning out his pain - this in turn reflected on their relationship. At many points he crossed the line of being too compulsive, too addicted on their passion which boiled into something of a rage filled impulse.
On the other hand though I liked it. I needed it to happen. I needed his rage to finally open his eyes, be the man he was meant to be. Cain was a complicated individual, Sophie really opened his eyes to another world, to him growing as an individual. I loved their chemistry. The connection between Cain and Sophie was just on another level.
Overall, I adored this book. It was the perfect blend of angst feels with believable drama and the sweetest, most swoon worthy moments. I enjoyed the chemistry so much, everything simply slayed me. I honestly could not say that enough - it was perfection.
I highly recommend reading this book, I am super excited to continue reading other works from McCarthy. Plus the announcement for the cover and synopsis for book two, THE BREAKUP is on Goodreads and holy snack crackle and pop I am ready! Do I need to offer up anything for a ARC? Because I am prepared to sale my husband...