This book made me slow down — not just physically, but mentally. Some books ask to be read; this one asked to be experienced. At first, I thought I was bored (up until around 30%), but I wasn’t reading it right. I wasn’t present. Once I adjusted my pace, letting the words really sink in, everything shifted.
It took me five days to finish — very unusual for me. I’m a fast reader, but this one demanded patience. It reminded me a lot of how I felt reading Brothers of the North Sea: detached, admiring the story from a distance rather than being fully immersed. I think Harper Fox’s writing requires a very specific mood, and knowing myself... I’m not often in that place. Sadly :(
Once I found my rhythm, I appreciated it more — though the narrative still felt like wandering through a foggy moor. But that worked, because Rufus’s mind is exactly that: foggy, broken, guilt-ridden. And I love him. I want him to have peace more than anything. He deserves it.
The structure is bold — two parts, with the first (“The Labyrinth”) told entirely from Rufus’s POV. It makes sense thematically, but it also made the story feel unbalanced. I kept waiting for Archie’s voice, and when it finally came in part two? The fog lifted. Archie is just... incredible. A pure, stubbornly kind soul with a quiet strength, and his POV brought a needed breath of air — even when he was stressing about saving his old chap 😅
And I loved Archie’s inexperience but enthusiasm, his eagerness to love, to learn, to heal. I loved Rufus finally receiving love without boundaries, no conditions. That moment when Rufus started clearing his mind — letting go of the guilt and confusion — it was so powerful. And the rescue scene? Incredible. I was holding my breath the entire time. Also, can we talk about the bike ride? The imagery, the sense of freedom, the escape — it was so good.
I really enjoyed the mystical, paranormal thread running through the story. There are little inexplicable events all throughout, and the wrap-up doesn’t over-explain them, which I appreciated. It added a beautiful, eerie undertone that worked so well.
The historical theories and little facts scattered throughout also added something special. It felt like the past was constantly bleeding into the present — echoing Rufus’s own experience of being haunted by what came before.
Now, about the intimate scenes… I struggled. The emotional buildup was there, the love was believable — but the scenes themselves felt oddly cluttered with unnecessary small talk or tangents that broke the mood. I felt disconnected from those moments. I believe in their love, I really do, and I trust their future. But I was hoping for something more raw and immersive. Sigh…
That said, the slow, dreamlike pace of the first 70% actually made the last 30% hit so much harder. And wow — it did. Fuck the Brigadier. Fuck Rosemary (though she kind of redeemed herself). And fuck Winborn too. The rage I felt toward these people was visceral.
Rufus and Archie are two damaged souls, but what they build is real. It happens fast — six days, an “I love you” — but it felt earned. They were both so starved for care, for someone who saw them, that once they did, there was no turning back.
And the found family? Beautiful. Maria, Drusilla, Adrasta, Alice, later David — and of course, the battle-scarred pup Pippin. They made the world warmer. The women especially — so powerful, independent, complex — I adored them.
It’s not a perfect book. It’s slow, heavy, and sometimes frustrating. But it’s also full of love, pain, magic, and hope. It made me work for it, but in the end, it gave me something that stayed.
"I’ll always be this way,” he said roughly, turning to Archie. “If you won’t be shaken off, you’ll have to be this way too. Forever and ever.”
Archie caught his breath. “Forever and ever, Rufus?”
“You heard me.”(...)
"Don’t you feel trapped?”
“Not with you. With you, a purer freedom than anything I’ve ever known.”