Sex work requires a fortitude and an alternative view of labor, sex, and commerce that most people don't have. Logan Pierce, writing under the pen name J.R. Verlin, understood this from the beginning of his career as a straight porn star in Los Angeles, a career he bumbled into while on an internship during his final year as an undergraduate at Temple University. Between the Sheets: Rise of a Working Stiff chronicles his beginnings in the business and culminates with his AVN award win for Best Male Newcomer. Readers need to come to a book like this with their judgments held in check and ready themselves for a (kind of) joyride.
It does seem joyous from the start. One can feel the palpable glee Verlin/Pierce feels as he ditches the Rust Belt and propels himself into the world of porn where limitless sex, fun, and satisfaction await. One of the reasons for his rapid ascent in the industry is that he truly is what he appears on the surface: a diminutive, affable boy next door with a comparatively good head on his shoulders and a strong work ethic. Showing up is half the battle but it is especially important in such a topsy-turvy, fly-by-night industry. Verlin gives readers a rollicking story, albeit not as sexual or pornographic as one might expect. True, there are plenty of graphic sex scenes in this book but I've read hotter stuff in books that are much more literary. Drug use abounds in the book, with Pierce and his cohorts merrily smoking and snorting just about anything that will give them a high. Many cliches about the adult entertainment industry populate this book, but its faults go deeper than that.
Between the Sheets inhabits the hazy space between memoir and autofiction. The fact that Logan Pierce (his stage name) felt the need to adopt an additional persona (J.R. Verlin) to craft this self-published typo-riddled tale says a lot about the veracity of the story being told and which of his identities takes primacy. One of my problems with the book is that the author lacks enough self-awareness to see his actions and those around him as destructive or symptomatic of larger issues within themselves and society. One could argue that Between the Sheets emblemizes reinventions of Millennial masculinity, the cultural embrace of commodified sex, the legitimization of hedonism, or radical individualism gone too far. Those are big topics and they thrum beneath the surface of this text.
Pierce, like so many men of his generation, has decided to curate his life in such a way that long-term concerns (e.g. healthcare, career stability, retirement) simply don't factor into his life. He never touches on how lucrative his work is (I cannot imagine that it is) or how he is able to sustain a living in LA strictly on a porn star's salary. No one in the book ever challenges his choice to do sex work. The only people who come close are his mother and his ex-girlfriend Allie, and neither of their protests merit much consideration. This is folded into Pierce's notion that as a sex worker the judgments of others is just a work hazard, like STIs and rampant drug use. As engaging as the book is, it lacks much-needed perspective. I wanted to see Pierce defend his career and lifestyle a little more.
At the end of each book I read, I ask myself what the author wanted me to take away from the book, what's the lesson. I suppose one could claim that the message of Between the Sheets is to follow one's dream no matter what. Being a porn star may not be most people's dream come true, but Logan Pierce unquestionably loves his work. Straight men tend to have the longest careers in porn, and if he maintains a level head and keeps the darker elements of the business at bay, Pierce may very well continue working for decades, evolving his screen persona as he ages. Others have. Regardless of what "civilians" may think, this industry serves a function within society. It's dirty work but somebody's got to do it.