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“If you are still inside my library when the sun rises, you will die.”

Kendra White did not believe him, even after the world around her exploded into sights, sounds, smells and other sensations she could not understand. She screamed into the chaos but still did not believe.

Her day had begun with a frightening Rorschach Test in her therapist’s office, and had only gotten stranger since. Now she struggles to make sense of her surroundings, her pain and a threat that she feels is only an illusion.

It is not—if she can’t pass the Librarian’s test, she will die at dawn. For having been accidentally brought part-way into the Seven Domains, she will now need to embrace them fully or never see another day.

But even if Kendra survives her night in the Library, it is only the beginning. For she is new to this strange world that lives alongside our own. She will need to learn its ways quickly… or be sacrificed as a pawn in a six thousand year old game.

238 pages, Paperback

First published November 26, 2017

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Andy Havens

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I've been writing speculative, fantasy and science fiction since I was eight. I write for a living as a marketing manager and still enjoy writing fiction and poetry on my own time. I've written at least 30% of five different novels but always stopped because they just weren't that interesting to me. Then the Side Ways came along, and I began writing with a new interest and energy for a fantasy world entirely of my own making.

I've always enjoyed being the game/dungeon master for live, pen-and-paper role playing games with friends. Having done that for 30+ years, I knew that one of my favorite parts was the detail work of creating entire cultures, histories and systems beyond simple characters. Because whenever I'd add a new character, the question always persisted: why do they do the things they do?

The Side Ways is an entirely alternate history, with the addition of seven magical Domains ruled by seven Houses that exist in parallel to the world you and I know. The power of the Reckoners within these Domains comes from the unique viewpoints of each House. The connections and conflicts between the the Houses reach back before the beginning of mankind.

Now... with every new chapter and character and scene, I get to think and take notes and write about that world, those Domains and their interaction with our view of history.

I'm having a lot of fun with it. I hope you enjoy reading. And let me know if you discover that you're allied with a particular House. I get that from a lot of my readers. ;-)

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14 reviews2 followers
September 16, 2019
Refreshingly new and interesting

Even before it gets all flying monkeys crazy the protagonist and milieu draw you in. Figuring out how the world works with new eyes along side her is pure adventure. The obvious question to ask a new reader is, "what House are you?" But then you realize one has to get right through the book before one could even begin to answer.
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April 14, 2025
Author Andy Havens takes the reader on a journey where you will question what is real and what is a hallucination. While the world can be difficult to perceive and follow at the start (likely done intentionally), the end result is a fascinating, intriguing fantasy tale with near boundless room for more.
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549 reviews27 followers
December 26, 2017
A great debut novel. It reminded me a bit of Neal Stephenson and Erin Morgenstern at times (don't ask me why, though!) - in a good way. :D

Looking forward to reading book 2, which is already out.
Book 1 can actually be read for free on the author's website, but I'd recommend buying a copy. ;)
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Author 15 books34 followers
November 20, 2022
whimsical and poetic

New favorite series. Twists turns magic and poetry all wrapped in one fantastic story. Can’t wait to read more from this author!
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88 reviews5 followers
September 15, 2018
In this fantasy novel, the first in a series, a teenaged girl comes of age in a world that’s suddenly not the one she thought she knew. It’s way more interesting.

I don’t want to reveal too much, but watching Kendra realize that her hallucinations are actually a view into the world as it really is—full of magic and creatures and alternate realities—is a delight. The reader cheers for her throughout the story as she discovers more and more people in her life are in on the deception, and she faces down threats without fully understanding her own power or theirs.

There’s no way to avoid being drawn in to the world with her, watching her figure out the rules, possibilities, and limitations while learning to trust her own instincts.

The author (who, full disclosure, is a personal friend of mine) does a great job at revealing this magical realm slowly, giving readers the outline of its hierarchy and purpose without delving too deep into the mechanics. I don’t often read series—too much of a commitment—so this slow reveal confused me at first. I finished the book with question marks still around what this all means for Kendra and what she’s ultimately capable of. But, of course, I’ll have to read the next two or three forthcoming books for that part of the story!

And I will continue with this series. Kendra is too likeable, and the world too threatening, to abandon her after Book One. I look forward to enjoying Book Two as much as I enjoyed Book One!
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225 reviews5 followers
February 23, 2018
I thought this book was very entertaining. I read it quickly and in one whole day. The pacing is really good. It keeps moving forward. The characters are wonderful.
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