A very quiet, elegiac book, memories linked one to the next--that's the train, the M train. In tone it reminded me more of the works of W.G. Sebald than of her earlier book Just Kids. It has none of the exuberance of that memoir of youth--in which she recaptured the tone, the feeling, of youth. This is the voice, the mind, of an older person looking back through a tangible scrim of loss. And yet, her memories are very much a child showing you the contents of his pockets, his array of child-treasures. It's an image that recurs in various ways throughout the book, from "what she carried" in her own lightly packed bags on journeys from Tangier to Japan to London… contents of pockets, of drawers, tiny bits of sacredness.
In my favorite section of the book, she and her then-new husband Fred Sonic Smith voyage to the prison of Saint-Laurent-du-Maroni in French Guiana, once the jumping off place to Devil's island, closed in 1930 as inhumane. It was crazy yet thoughtful pilgrimage in honor of Jean Genet, the criminal turned writer and a hero of Patti's--who always wanted to be imprisoned there, the very pinnacle of a French criminal career. He never succeeded, but she went to find a stone to bring back for Genet, who was still alive at the time.
Though she never completed that circuit--until late in the book, when she took the stone to Genet's grave in France--this early episode has many of the earmarks of the entire book: a peek into the life she shared with a man who fully embraced who she was, and possessed many of the eccentricities and enthusiasms she did. Who understood that we live on the symbolic as well as on the real level (as Tennessee Williams says in Night of the Iguana, the realistic and the fantastic.). It is a pilgrimage, and Patti is nothing if not a literary and artistic pilgrim, doing much to revisit the sacred spots of an artist's legacy. I adored this aspect of the book, as a great lover of such pilgrimages--maybe it's part of being a writer, which is about preservation of human memory.
So many pockets with so many treasures--stones, pens, leaves, tickets, a lost toy Fred Smith always liked to keep with him, a shred of one or another true cross. Her apartment full of such treasures, autographs, memorabilia--bits of the Real, imbued with the symbolic. Photographs of her travels, odd and full of secret meaning-- including the mysterious Sebald-like photographs in the book, all shot with a square Polaroid camera. Of course she would photograph with a Polaroid--it is unique, in that there's only one image-- there's no negative, only an original. So a Polaroid itself becomes a sacred and irreplaceable artifact.
Patti Smith has a very strong relationship with physical objects which she handles, owns, wears. When she loses her faithful coat, she mourns it as if it was a child or a friend. Naturally, a person like this always wears the same things, eats the same things, sits in the same place in her favorite cafes--a certain self-monasticizing which isn't so much about spartan-ness as the necessity for a deep emotional investment in the ritual object.
Pilgrimage and treasure, ritual objects, lost worlds and people form the fabric of this intensely moving and yes, sad book. The feel of it haunts you long after you finish reading it. I didn't get so much of a "jump up and make everybody read this" reaction to the book that I had with Just Kids, its more a difficulty shaking it off, like a dream that speaks to you so deeply, you can't just run around doing your thing the next day, you carry it around with you, turn it over in your palm at odd moments. It's a pocketful of treasures, of things and times lost, that you want to handle and dream about.