I don't believe in reincarnation, but if I did...I'd be Janis Joplin. Many say this, but I always thought I truly was. I've got this book from the library and never got around to it, so I finally settled on buying the book many years ago. This summer I was determined to finish it to get it off the stack next to my nightstand that comes up to my waist. It deserved more than getting picked up, the book underneath removed, and getting placed back on top for "next time, maybe." And now that I've finished it, I can't believe it took me this long to read it. (Shame.)
I fully believe in destiny and I have often wondered if people are born knowing they're meant to be "something" but don't know how to achieve it. Maybe they were brought up/conditioned by the parent whose personality they don't take after (opposites attract), hindering their success? All the way throughout this book, I found Janis to be very much a visual thinker (like myself) and highly observant to every small detail. That's what makes great artists - they capture one or many small details and run with them in a direction that sets them apart from all the others. She knew she was meant to be something since she was a small child, she was just too overwhelmed with the gift of sensory to keep her head on straight. I have found that people with this level of sensitivity to life have the greatest challenge in holding on to the reins.
Her life was as wild as I imagined. She was as bold/direct as her music shows her to be. As with many wild celebrities (i.e. Jim Carrey), I always feel bad for their parents. Children are pretty overwhelming, but Janis was impossible. Reading her story, I watched carefully if the reason for Janis's "screwed-uppedness" came from lack of parenting ("a child is the product of their environment" as they say) - I must say I cringed with her parents and had no idea how I would have handled the situations they found themselves in thanks to Janis's wild charades. They did manage to punch through her world and leave her with a conscience and a solid foundation as to how she was to treat others. She was a wonderful friend, co-worker, roommate (the story of her sharing a house with all the members of Big Brother & the Holding Company, their wives, their children, and all their animals was a testament of her heart and personality. No way could I have done that with the finesse she was able to. What a weird situation!)
Overall I was impressed with how reasonable she was as a 20-something. In her photos, she looks like she's in her 40's, I chalk that up to the stress she encountered by not being able to figure herself out at a young age (which would be the only solution to accepting bullies as messed up people themselves, and therefore keeping her away from the need to do drugs as a coping mechanism when life got hairy as an adult). Deep down past all the showiness and narcissism while trying to reach the top, she was also a very old soul.
The book, overall, was a fantastic glimpse into American history. (Many whine that the book lacks a decent form of writing - they're correct, it's written like a conversation, not an art form. It's dull in parts, hard to keep the people straight in the book, but it's still worth the read.) Laura does a decent job of capturing history and Janis's personality through stories of Janis's friends, co-workers, roommates, lovers, fellow musicians, and many others she encountered. All of them had a soft spot for her (many of which painstakingly left her side when she would use dope...the sign of a true friend that was not going to enable it anymore.) There were some holes missing in the story that either Laura could not fill or maybe was so in the middle of it all that she might not know the reader would be interested in this or that tidbit. How she handled the life Janis experienced when it came to her fans was not only overwhelming but sad to see how ridiculous humans can get (it was thought that someone stole her dog out of her car because it was "Janis Joplin's dog." I would have been devastated. Janis was brokenhearted since George was always her constant companion, but she handled the hurt by getting multiple dogs from the pound and dog shows....see, she was a crazy dog lady just like me!)
The book leaves me wondering about so many other things I hadn't thought about. And of course I wonder what Janis would be doing if she was alive today. Probably still living in Northern California, maybe helping other musicians reach their dreams of hitting it big in the music industry. I feel she would have frequented Nashville as she reached mid-life. But the story of how her unfortunate (and accidental) death touched so many and inspired people to do great things is what is the most electrifying thing about her...the story that lives on in her memory is proof of what a fantastic person she was. Some may think it's not important, but to those people I say, "what kind of inspiration are YOU putting out there? Would you still be able to change society for the better after you've gone?" That's quite a feat! (I started a dog rescue in her honor, it's called Piece Of My Heart Rescue. I contacted Laura in 2010 and told her about it and she was thrilled!) Neat stuff. Not a book for the "meh...Janis is okay" person (you will get quite bored.) But if you're a fanatic like me - if upon hearing her name you say, "...that's what I'm talkin' about" - then maybe you should put this book on the stack next to your nightstand. :)