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129 pages, Paperback
First published October 1, 2003
I have never had a relationship with a woman that made me happy.
That is why I am unhappy.
I do chase the young skirts, but I never get anywhere.
Nowhere. But I cannot feel young unless I have a young skirt. But in order to acquire one I have to expend 20 times as much energy. And now I am exhausted…
I don't even like the bucolic-sentimental-cosmic junk I wrote 20 years ago! In fact, I hate it. The early junk keeps getting reissued because so many people get stuck in a rut in their twenties and want to listen to music for nostalgic purposes. Fuck 'em. I am into the present. I hate nostalgia.
There's no such thing as talent. Just emotions and paying attention to them and hard work. That's the formula… And in the long run, you can't lose.
…what girl would want me? I'm an old man now. I'm tired and sleepy all the time. I've got diabetes and restless leg disorder. I can hardly get it up anymore.
PICTURE: Munch's "The Scream"
CAPTION: Pedestrian crossing the third and brand-new Carroll Avenue Bridge.
All pieces of music appear to be linear. But no piece of music is linear. All pieces of music are circular and eternal. All pieces of music return to their beginning. There may be sidesteps, stumbles, diversions, excursions, but they all come back to homeostasis.