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The Romanian: Story of an Obsession
Winner of the 2004 Prix de Flore—one of France's most distinguished literary prizes—a wildly romantic, true-life love story
History follows a trail of sputtering desire, often calling upon the delusions of lovers to generate the sparks. If it weren’t for us, the world would suffer from a dismal lack of stories," writes Bruce Benderson in this brutally candid memoir.
What astonishes and intrigues is Benderson’s way of recounting, in the sweetest possible voice, things that are considered shocking,” wrote Le Monde. What’s so shocking? It’s not just Benderson’s job translating Céline Dion’s saccharine autobiography, which he admits is driving him mad; but his passion for an impoverished Romanian in "cheap club-kid platforms with dollar signs in his squinting eyes,” whom he meets while on a journalism assignment in Eastern Europe.
Rather than retreat, Benderson absorbs everything he can about Romanian culture and discovers an uncanny similarity between his own obsession for the Romanian (named Romulus) and the disastrous love affair of King Carol II, the last king of Romania (1893-1953). Throughout, Benderson— "absolutely free of bitterness, nastiness, or any desire to protect himself,” wrote Le Monde—is sustained by little white codeine pills, a poetic self-awareness, a sense of humor, and an unwavering belief in the perfect romance, even as wild dogs chase him down Romanian streets.
History follows a trail of sputtering desire, often calling upon the delusions of lovers to generate the sparks. If it weren’t for us, the world would suffer from a dismal lack of stories," writes Bruce Benderson in this brutally candid memoir.
What astonishes and intrigues is Benderson’s way of recounting, in the sweetest possible voice, things that are considered shocking,” wrote Le Monde. What’s so shocking? It’s not just Benderson’s job translating Céline Dion’s saccharine autobiography, which he admits is driving him mad; but his passion for an impoverished Romanian in "cheap club-kid platforms with dollar signs in his squinting eyes,” whom he meets while on a journalism assignment in Eastern Europe.
Rather than retreat, Benderson absorbs everything he can about Romanian culture and discovers an uncanny similarity between his own obsession for the Romanian (named Romulus) and the disastrous love affair of King Carol II, the last king of Romania (1893-1953). Throughout, Benderson— "absolutely free of bitterness, nastiness, or any desire to protect himself,” wrote Le Monde—is sustained by little white codeine pills, a poetic self-awareness, a sense of humor, and an unwavering belief in the perfect romance, even as wild dogs chase him down Romanian streets.
401 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2004
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December 15, 2023
Famous liner on why many favor (het/hs) pross de touts: They leave after an hour.
In fact, I knew a French film producer who'd say, c 8 am, "Cherie, you must go now. The maid will be here shortly." If you dont understand these 2 grafs, you know nothing of life.
Herein, author Benderson, in his mid50s+, who has been around, arrives in Budapest to do an article on the underbelly sex trade, and, first night, meets a lad (Romulus, age 24) and instantly is smitten beyond belief. Romy is allegedly het, but his willy is always stiff, even for gf who works as a whore for a wretched chink. "Welcome to Budapest!" Or Prague or Bucharest. Song: "Love for sale."
Benderson comes across as an inexperienced (but nice?) jerk from Syracuse, NY, where his Jewish mutti is needy and dying. Over the next 8 mos, Romy does nothing but watch TV -- what do these two talk about?? -- while author translates a Celine Dion tasket of trash. I have no idea who Romy is...(probably a composite of 3 or 4 types)... and the author's smug story of his "obsession" goes nowhere. It is a bore. Remember the riveting story of Philip & Mildred by MOM ? You couldnt put it down ! Mildred was electrifying. (I just browsed again to confirm).
Why did this 400 page novel win big French award, and so on??
Author stuffs his novel's hole, a big hole, with a history of Queen Marie of Romania (remember the Dot Parker couplet?), her son Prince Carol and his sssh! Jewish mistress Lupescu, which he brazenly but smoothly relates to Mutti (hence Euro award?), and then, OY !, adds more plot with Brancusi inserts. Hey, we're not done yet ! ~~ Amid bits of E Euro anti-sem we are confronted, minus humor or irony, with reminders of Communist vs Fascist vs Capitalist horreurs.
"Calling Anita Loos for a rewrite!"
This brings up another issue for me : author photos ...the more dreary the author, the bigger the photo. I see Joan Didion and wanna OD. Well, that's one example. Here, author has semi-hed shot with haunted eyes that say, "Sex in EEuro may be fun, but there's always stress."
In fact, I knew a French film producer who'd say, c 8 am, "Cherie, you must go now. The maid will be here shortly." If you dont understand these 2 grafs, you know nothing of life.
Herein, author Benderson, in his mid50s+, who has been around, arrives in Budapest to do an article on the underbelly sex trade, and, first night, meets a lad (Romulus, age 24) and instantly is smitten beyond belief. Romy is allegedly het, but his willy is always stiff, even for gf who works as a whore for a wretched chink. "Welcome to Budapest!" Or Prague or Bucharest. Song: "Love for sale."
Benderson comes across as an inexperienced (but nice?) jerk from Syracuse, NY, where his Jewish mutti is needy and dying. Over the next 8 mos, Romy does nothing but watch TV -- what do these two talk about?? -- while author translates a Celine Dion tasket of trash. I have no idea who Romy is...(probably a composite of 3 or 4 types)... and the author's smug story of his "obsession" goes nowhere. It is a bore. Remember the riveting story of Philip & Mildred by MOM ? You couldnt put it down ! Mildred was electrifying. (I just browsed again to confirm).
Why did this 400 page novel win big French award, and so on??
Author stuffs his novel's hole, a big hole, with a history of Queen Marie of Romania (remember the Dot Parker couplet?), her son Prince Carol and his sssh! Jewish mistress Lupescu, which he brazenly but smoothly relates to Mutti (hence Euro award?), and then, OY !, adds more plot with Brancusi inserts. Hey, we're not done yet ! ~~ Amid bits of E Euro anti-sem we are confronted, minus humor or irony, with reminders of Communist vs Fascist vs Capitalist horreurs.
"Calling Anita Loos for a rewrite!"
This brings up another issue for me : author photos ...the more dreary the author, the bigger the photo. I see Joan Didion and wanna OD. Well, that's one example. Here, author has semi-hed shot with haunted eyes that say, "Sex in EEuro may be fun, but there's always stress."
July 13, 2007
Few projects can sound less promising than a 400-page chronicle of a pudgy middle-aged Jew's erotic obsession with a scraggly Romanian hustler, but Bruce Benderson has written a minor classic. What so easily might have been pretentious soft-core sociology intent on justifying its author and titillating its readers has been transformed into a tale that is by turn comically masochistic, depraved, psychologically lacerating and finally luminous. There's no redemptive arc, no gratuitous groveling or ersatz wisdom. Benderson's honesty and deeply civilized, codeine-infused, depressed and decadent style lift this book echelons above the usual run of memoir.
November 9, 2012
Benderson had to publish outside of the U.S. his brilliant, funny, wildly pitched account of his relationship with a straight Romanian rent boy. I've had my own run-ins with Romanians of various sexual orientations and every word of this account rings more than true. Steeped in both culture and history and also firmly committed to his own obsessions, this is the kind of gay writing apparently American homosexuals don't want to read any more, which is more than too bad, it's a great loss.
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June 8, 2022What's rather odd is that Bruce Benderson, despite his fuck-you, avant-perv, rough-trade attitude at the beginning, really tells a much more universal story, that of a toxic relationship. Furthermore, despite his attempts at being a louche, tobacco- and codeine-hazed sensualist, there are so many times when -- I say as someone who has spent a lot of time in what can loosely be called the third world -- I thought how sweetly provincial and American he seemed, despite his protestations to the contrary. For instance, he's shocked when the titular Romanian tells him that a middle-aged American man buying treats for a bunch of Bucharest street urchins actually seems pretty damn suss. Really, man? You needed someone to tell you that?
And so it's really a rather sweet melodrama about the lengths we go for the people we project our love onto, who enter our lives and our beds, but whom we cannot love. Something, regrettably, it's awfully easy for me to relate to.
And so it's really a rather sweet melodrama about the lengths we go for the people we project our love onto, who enter our lives and our beds, but whom we cannot love. Something, regrettably, it's awfully easy for me to relate to.
May 7, 2018
His penis slit down my throat like an eel into an inky pond
OK, that's about as graphic as the gay sex gets. By this point I'd already double-checked whether the narrator was female or not. The autobiographical angle should've been mentioned on the jacket. Later on, he refers to Death in Venice in a time of illness. This book reads like its modern, Romania-set cousin. Perhaps with a hint of Lolita, since Romulus the Romanian feels more like a gay-for-pay hustler than a bisexual.
what did you expect, Benderson ? Love ? His obsession is pathetic and infuriating.
So I picked this based on the title and the jacket description: loving travelogue, parallels with Carol II of Romania and his Jewish mistress. There is that. The royal stories are heartfelt*. The impressions of Romania's cities and countryside are far less engaging, unless he starts extolling the Transylvanian peasant in the style of Panait Istrati. The ugly side of Romania ...is true, unfortunately, with child beggars and have-nots on minimum wages (Romulu's family) that contrast sharply with the conspicuous consumption of Bucarest's young elite.
*The Playboy King: Carol II Of Romania by Paul D. Quinlan
The Last Romantic: A Biography of Queen Marie of Roumania by Hannah Pakula
OK, that's about as graphic as the gay sex gets. By this point I'd already double-checked whether the narrator was female or not. The autobiographical angle should've been mentioned on the jacket. Later on, he refers to Death in Venice in a time of illness. This book reads like its modern, Romania-set cousin. Perhaps with a hint of Lolita, since Romulus the Romanian feels more like a gay-for-pay hustler than a bisexual.
what did you expect, Benderson ? Love ? His obsession is pathetic and infuriating.
So I picked this based on the title and the jacket description: loving travelogue, parallels with Carol II of Romania and his Jewish mistress. There is that. The royal stories are heartfelt*. The impressions of Romania's cities and countryside are far less engaging, unless he starts extolling the Transylvanian peasant in the style of Panait Istrati. The ugly side of Romania ...is true, unfortunately, with child beggars and have-nots on minimum wages (Romulu's family) that contrast sharply with the conspicuous consumption of Bucarest's young elite.
*The Playboy King: Carol II Of Romania by Paul D. Quinlan
The Last Romantic: A Biography of Queen Marie of Roumania by Hannah Pakula
October 11, 2012
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I could not, for the life of me, like this story. I tried and tried, I even re-read some parts, but no.
Maybe because it's such a depressing and dark story, if you ask me. Because Romulus is nothing more than a glorified thief and prostitute, the people Bruce meets through him are the same and the Bucharest he sees is gloomy and dejected, which is not true now and wasn't true back when Benderson wrote his book.
Maybe because I never once considered that Romulus might have real feelings for Benderson or vice versa. It's an obsession and a wicked one too.
Maybe because the correlations and comparisons that Benderson makes, between his relationship with Romulus and that of Carol the second and Elena Lupescu, never felt right for me.
Maybe because I was never tempted of giving in and understanding his obsession with the young romanian or the way he managed to put him on a pedestal.
Maybe I couldn't even begin to understand the petulant and teenager like attitude that the author had towards his mother and that annoyed the crap out of me.
Maybe I just didn't like his writing or understood this book but bottom line: I did not like it.
I could not, for the life of me, like this story. I tried and tried, I even re-read some parts, but no.
Maybe because it's such a depressing and dark story, if you ask me. Because Romulus is nothing more than a glorified thief and prostitute, the people Bruce meets through him are the same and the Bucharest he sees is gloomy and dejected, which is not true now and wasn't true back when Benderson wrote his book.
Maybe because I never once considered that Romulus might have real feelings for Benderson or vice versa. It's an obsession and a wicked one too.
Maybe because the correlations and comparisons that Benderson makes, between his relationship with Romulus and that of Carol the second and Elena Lupescu, never felt right for me.
Maybe because I was never tempted of giving in and understanding his obsession with the young romanian or the way he managed to put him on a pedestal.
Maybe I couldn't even begin to understand the petulant and teenager like attitude that the author had towards his mother and that annoyed the crap out of me.
Maybe I just didn't like his writing or understood this book but bottom line: I did not like it.
February 7, 2010
The writing itself is more than fine, I just didn't like what the book is about-it wore on me. Somewhat affluent (not too cute)gay man from New York falls "in love" with Romanian hustler and I think we're supposed to sympathize with writer but I just felt sorry for the 21 year old Romanian.
July 14, 2013
Liked: insight into and information on Central/Eastern Europe and its people, reminding me of my own trips to Budapest, Transylvania, and Bucharest.
Didn't like: the author's gloomy masochism on one hand and his self-indulgence on the other. The tale of obsession seems to be with the author himself, which made this story go on and on. instead, the book could have made its points in half the pages. At points In several sections I wanted to yell, "ok... I get it, you've made your point, please move on."
Didn't like: the author's gloomy masochism on one hand and his self-indulgence on the other. The tale of obsession seems to be with the author himself, which made this story go on and on. instead, the book could have made its points in half the pages. At points In several sections I wanted to yell, "ok... I get it, you've made your point, please move on."
March 7, 2016
Found the regurgitated history/art material tedious and irrelevant, any linkage was tenuous. Overall the work was fantastic... but unfortunately not in a good way. The narrator is a fantasist imaging or manufacturing "dramatic" situations. If you block book a sex worker to the exclusion of all other clients it doesn't mean you are in a relationship. The narrator sometimes displays flash of realizing that he is self-deluded but continues to behave in the same illogical manner.
January 4, 2017
Odlicno!!!
January 20, 2019
It's easy to be distracted by Benderson's lusts, obsessions, and dubious life choices. (GR reviewers, you choose a Bruce Benderson book, and you're expecting nice people doing sensible things? Umm.) But the guy can write. On interactions with his mother:
I can picture her so clearly right now, frail but enlivened by the favorite topic of me --- leaning forward on the very edge of her seat at the kitchen table so as not to miss a word, scrutinizing me with attentive, worried eyes, asking probing questions and desperately hoping for all the false answers; hoping I'll materialize by some magic into the prudent, cautious traveler I wasn't.
February 13, 2008
I had a hard time liking this book, mostly because Bruce Benderson seems way too impressed with his own wickedness. The historical bits and the bits with his mother are well done and interesting; the bits with Romulus (the titular Romanian) made me pretty deeply uncomfortable, if only because I felt like I was being involved in a threeway relationship that was none of my business and in which one of the parties was oblivious of my presence. (Bruce Benderson, I do not want to mess around with you behind your boyfriend's back.)
January 21, 2008
I wanted a book on contemporary Romania and came across this--a memoir of one middle-aged white American's relationship/obsession with a young Romanian hustler. Reading it made me want to become friends with Bruce Benderson--he doesn't flinch away from examining anything that might be too revealing or taboo, there is a rare honesty there, and for that reason alone, I'd say this is a memoir very well worth reading.
September 16, 2009
Benderson tangles Romanian History with his own as he develops a one-sided relationship with a Romanian hustler he picked up on the street. He has an unlikely affair with Romulus-a boy who is gay for pay. Benderson's descriptions of the setting of modern and archaic Bucharest in all of the wretched poverty and the pride and survival that is necessary to the proud gypsies is captivating. Benderson's phrasing is at times, stunning. He is also an admitted exploiter. I loved this book.
August 10, 2017
A fascinating well described story
The unhealthy relationships in this memoir are given a philosophical gravity due to the author's deep insights into his own obsessions. While if he were a friend I would want to slap him, few readers will not have lived through similar if less dramatic self destructive romances.
The unhealthy relationships in this memoir are given a philosophical gravity due to the author's deep insights into his own obsessions. While if he were a friend I would want to slap him, few readers will not have lived through similar if less dramatic self destructive romances.
April 27, 2018
I read a Croatian edition, though I couldn't find it on Goodreads.
August 11, 2012
Seeing a quote of this book today made me remember reading it, I think probably 3 or 4 years ago. This is not an easy book to read, you have to be in a certain state but it’s worth the time you put into it( it’s pretty long – I read the Romanian translation and it’s almost 500 pages). I think a single word can sum up everything about this book: REAL. It’s real, it’s obsessive , it’s painful, it’s life……. for some of us. So if you like to read about happily ever after ( which I do), better skip this book. If you want a different perspective on a gay man's life this could be the book for you. Not that the author needed to be gay, the story of obsession is universal.
This book really has an impact on the reader. Testimony to this is that I can still remember how it made me feel even after years of reading it. Not may books manage this. I actually can say I read books only 2 month ago that even if I enjoyed at the moment, can’t really remember much about.
What I appreciated about this book was the breath of air it gives you at the end. You agonize throughout the whole book with the author, you want sometimes to escape him, to slap him, to make him see some sense. At the end I feel you are in some way rewarded. Because he offers us some perspective with a few pages written some years after his stay in Romania. It’s not a happy ending, it’s not the best outcome by any means, but it’s life and it goes on, one way or another .
Another thing I’d like to mention is its take on Romania and Romanians. I am from Romania and it was very interesting to sit back and see it through the authors eyes. I guess I could have been easily offended but why bother. The truth is just that….the truth. I didn’t feel however that the author tried to paint a bad picture of Romania while reading it. They were just his experiences. Were they real? Probably. Can they happen nowadays? I’m sure of it. But that doesn’t mean that all Romanians are the same. It’s just a perspective, as are others.
One thing that I strongly believe is that you only have one life and you’re in your right to live it however you see fit and doing what makes you happy. Without others telling you what to do, what is right for you or imposing their lifestyle or choices on you. Would I have acted like the author? No, at least I hope not. Is it frustrating to see him living his life like that? Yes. Do I think he was wrong? No, because, as I said, it’s his life. As long as he knows what he’s doing it will remain his choice and only his.
This book really has an impact on the reader. Testimony to this is that I can still remember how it made me feel even after years of reading it. Not may books manage this. I actually can say I read books only 2 month ago that even if I enjoyed at the moment, can’t really remember much about.
What I appreciated about this book was the breath of air it gives you at the end. You agonize throughout the whole book with the author, you want sometimes to escape him, to slap him, to make him see some sense. At the end I feel you are in some way rewarded. Because he offers us some perspective with a few pages written some years after his stay in Romania. It’s not a happy ending, it’s not the best outcome by any means, but it’s life and it goes on, one way or another .
Another thing I’d like to mention is its take on Romania and Romanians. I am from Romania and it was very interesting to sit back and see it through the authors eyes. I guess I could have been easily offended but why bother. The truth is just that….the truth. I didn’t feel however that the author tried to paint a bad picture of Romania while reading it. They were just his experiences. Were they real? Probably. Can they happen nowadays? I’m sure of it. But that doesn’t mean that all Romanians are the same. It’s just a perspective, as are others.
One thing that I strongly believe is that you only have one life and you’re in your right to live it however you see fit and doing what makes you happy. Without others telling you what to do, what is right for you or imposing their lifestyle or choices on you. Would I have acted like the author? No, at least I hope not. Is it frustrating to see him living his life like that? Yes. Do I think he was wrong? No, because, as I said, it’s his life. As long as he knows what he’s doing it will remain his choice and only his.
May 2, 2009
A decent travel essay could probably be extracted from what is otherwise an atrocious memoir about a middle-aged gay man who claims to have been obsessed with a Romanian prostitute. I'm not familiar with the Prix de Flore, but am mystified as to how this book could even be nominated for a major literary prize. Where to begin with what is wrong here? The problems start with the author's voice, which is mostly humorless and embarrassingly vain. Bruce Benderson is way too proud of his transgressive behavior and this "memoir" feels contaminated by the apparent influence of his need to gather material for publication. Was he really THAT obsessed with Romulus (if that was indeed his really name...) or did he keep going back to Romania to gather more anecdotes for this book? It doesn't take long to figure out that the author's true obsession here is not with Romulus but with himself. Where the book completely goes off the rails is in the merciless descriptions of the author's apparently overbearing 96-year old mother. No shot is too cheap and the reader must awkwardly endure repeated digs at his mother's affinity for discount clothing. It is beyond pathetic how Benderson delights in his mother's ignorance of his bad behavior. Here is where I have to admit to jumping ship with only 100 pages left. There is value here in observing the author's lack of self-awareness, but it was just too irritating to go on. Is it possible that a good memoir by definition recounts extraordinary challenges endured/overcome at a time when the author's actions where not influenced by potential book profits?
April 19, 2024
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Frank Ocean isn't just a musician; he's a whole aesthetic. His music is introspective, his lyrics hit you right in the gut, and that effortlessly cool visual style...it just makes sense. It's no surprise his fans are as passionate as they come. And if you're part of that Frank Ocean-loving crew, there's no better way to show your dedication than by rocking some seriously cool merch.
Whether you've been on board since his mixtape days or discovered the magic with 'Blonde', this guide is your deep dive into all things Frank merch. We'll cover the must-haves, where to score the good stuff, and maybe even geek out a bit about the thrill of finding those rare pieces and the amazing creations coming directly from his fanbase.
Frank Ocean Merch Must-Haves: A Breakdown by Category
Apparel: Wear Your Fandom with Pride
The classic Frank Ocean tee is a non-negotiable. It's like your membership card to the fan club:
*Channel Orange & Blonde: The Iconic Album Tees You can't go wrong with these – think Frank in that blonde helmet or the vibrant 'Channel Orange' cover art. They're instantly recognizable and a staple for any fan.
* Lyric Tees & Graphics: For the True Stans If you can recite every word of "Nights" or a line from "Thinkin Bout You" breaks your heart a little, a graphic tee with your favorite lyrics is a must. These are your not-so-secret signals to fellow Frank enthusiasts.
* Tour Merch: The Rarest of the Rare If you were lucky enough to catch Frank live, that tour tee holds serious bragging rights. These usually have limited-edition designs you won't find anywhere else – a true collector's item.
But Frank's merch game goes way beyond tees:
*Hoodies & Sweatshirts: For Max Chill Vibes Nothing beats throwing on a cozy 'Blonde' hoodie on a rainy day and sinking into those introspective vibes. Look for subtle logos, album art, or those heart-wrenching lyrics.
* Hats: The Low-Key Way to Rep Your Love Sometimes you want to rep your love for Frank without shouting it from the rooftops. A beanie with the 'Blonded' logo or a cap referencing 'Channel Orange' adds a cool, understated touch to any look.
Accessories: The Details Matter
The real Frank Ocean fans know that the magic's in the little touches:
*Phone Cases: Everyday Merch Moments Turn your phone into a mini Frank shrine with a case featuring his album artwork or the iconic 'Blonded' radio graphics.
* Jewelry: Subtle But Meaningful Look for delicate necklaces with pendants referencing Frank's imagery (think suns, cars, birds) or even pieces engraved with your favorite lyrics. It's a personal way to carry his music with you.
* Pins & Patches: Customize Everything Add some personality to your denim jacket or backpack with limited-edition pins referencing tour dates, album artwork, or fan-made patches celebrating all things Frank.
Home Goods: Let the Frank Ocean Vibes Take Over
Why stop at wearing your fandom? Let those Frank Ocean vibes transform your living space:
* Posters: Art for Your Walls High-quality prints of album covers or iconic Frank photos make for the ultimate wall decor. Bonus points for getting them framed!
* Vinyl: Because the Ritual Matters There's something extra special about dropping the needle on a Frank Ocean record. It becomes part of your self-care routine. Bonus: 'Blonde' on colored vinyl is pure collector's gold.
* Tapestries & Art Prints: Next-Level Aesthetics Find tapestries, art prints, or even framed magazine covers featuring Frank's striking visuals. These seriously level up the atmosphere of your space.
Frank's Fans: A Creative Force
One of the coolest things about the Frank Ocean merch scene is the sheer creativity of his fanbase. Talented artists and designers are constantly pushing the boundaries, offering their own unique takes on Frank's iconic imagery. You'll find everything from hand-painted jackets and reworked vintage pieces to custom jewelry and phone cases on platforms like Etsy and Depop. This isn't just about buying merch; it's about supporting a whole community of artists inspired by Frank's work.
Where to Buy Frank Ocean Merch
Blonded: The Official Source
Start with Frank's official store on https://shop-frankoceanmerch.com/. But be warned – drops are few and far between, and they sell out fast. It's part of the thrill!
Fan-Made & Vintage: For the Unique Gems
Sites like Etsy, Depop, or even dedicated resale sites are treasure troves for dedicated fans. Score vintage tour merch, one-of-a-kind designs, and support independent artists. Just be sure you're buying responsibly!
Twitter: https://twitter.com/frankocean39
Merch and Frank's Approach to Art
Frank Ocean's merch isn't just about selling stuff – it reflects his entire artistic approach. The limited-edition drops, the curated aesthetic, the focus on visual storytelling…it all mirrors the way he releases music or builds anticipation around those rare live performances. His merch tells a story, and it's one that keeps us hooked.
The Emotional Connection to Merch
Let's be real, owning a piece of merch from your favorite artist is more than just having cool stuff. It's about that feeling of connection. Maybe your Channel Orange tee reminds you of a summer road trip where you played the album on repeat, or you scored your Blond hoodie at a festival where you met some amazing people who also love Frank's music. Merch holds memories. My absolute favorite is my Blonded tee – it's faded, slightly stretched, and I'll never part with it because it's a reminder of those early days as a fan, discovering his music for the first time.
The Elusive Merch Drops
Part of what makes scoring official Frank merch so special is how unpredictable it is. You never know when he'll drop a new design or restock a classic tee. So, when you finally snag something, it's even sweeter. Stay in the loop by following relevant social media accounts or signing up for those Blonded store email alerts.
A Few More Things to Keep in Mind
- Quality Over Quantity: Frank's merch ain't cheap, but you're paying for a certain level of artistry and exclusivity. Invest in pieces made with good materials that'll last.
- Sizing Matters: Merch often runs unisex, so consult size charts before you buy.
- Price Point: Start small if you're budget-conscious. A classic tee or a cool accessory is still a way to show your love.
Conclusion
Frank Ocean merch is about way more than owning things. It's your way of saying "I get it. Frank gets me." It's a badge of belonging to this incredible community of fans who connect deeply with his music, his creativity, and that effortlessly cool vibe he embodies.
Now, it's your turn! What are your must-have Frank Ocean merch pieces? Drop a comment below and let's talk about it!
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July 15, 2009
"Don't you know sex is dangerous?" - Romulus, 24 year old Romanian prostitute.
I found this memoir fascinating and beautifully written.
I was incredibly frustrated with the author. Nearly screaming through the first half of the book- 'This isn't love, Bruce Benderson.' Knowing that the full title is 'A Story of Obsession' I read on. Nervously waiting for whatever events that finally cause the author to come to the realization that his paid relationship with a heterosexual Romanian could not possibly be love. Instead, by the end, maybe I'm wrong.
A great and sometimes hilarious mix of cultures, history, language, art, sexuality, relationships AND Celine Dion! I found the story particularly timely as the author struggles with his idea of an ideal relationship and how it does not mesh with the world's increasingly accepting yet narrow idea of homosexuality. His mother just wants him to find a 'charismatic middle aged' man with a decent income and 'well-appointed living room'.
Bruce Benderson-
"Now that gay life has grown blander and duller, it seems more and more identical to the world of family values I thought I was escaping."
"Everything attractive about Romulus stems from his heterosexuality, and of course, that's the very quality that prevents me from possessing him entirely."
Unexciting Zombie Reference!
"It turned me into a zombie with a fixed stare."
I found this memoir fascinating and beautifully written.
I was incredibly frustrated with the author. Nearly screaming through the first half of the book- 'This isn't love, Bruce Benderson.' Knowing that the full title is 'A Story of Obsession' I read on. Nervously waiting for whatever events that finally cause the author to come to the realization that his paid relationship with a heterosexual Romanian could not possibly be love. Instead, by the end, maybe I'm wrong.
A great and sometimes hilarious mix of cultures, history, language, art, sexuality, relationships AND Celine Dion! I found the story particularly timely as the author struggles with his idea of an ideal relationship and how it does not mesh with the world's increasingly accepting yet narrow idea of homosexuality. His mother just wants him to find a 'charismatic middle aged' man with a decent income and 'well-appointed living room'.
Bruce Benderson-
"Now that gay life has grown blander and duller, it seems more and more identical to the world of family values I thought I was escaping."
"Everything attractive about Romulus stems from his heterosexuality, and of course, that's the very quality that prevents me from possessing him entirely."
Unexciting Zombie Reference!
"It turned me into a zombie with a fixed stare."
February 20, 2008
I felt troubled about this book - in, I guess, a good way. Member of the White Gay Literati and Friend of Camille Paglia Bruce Benderson was assigned to write a magazine story in Romania, where he met and fell in love with a hustler named Romulus. The book chronicles the initial meeting, numerous trips back to visit, a short period of time in which Benderson moved in with Romulus, and finally their bitter break-up. There is obviously plenty of room for there to be weird power issues in the relationship - and there were - and it's unclear the extent to which Benderson assumes the reader will pick up on these (thereby acknowledging them himself, albeit somewhat mercurially), or if he just isn't interested in thinking too much in that direction. In any event it's important, from a certain anti-Western perspective, that much is made of Romulus not identifying as "gay" - and Benderson's related analysis of their affair. An interesting article, written by Benderson during a good period of their relationship, is here.
July 11, 2009
I must say I really enjoyed this book. Yes, there was an experience of voyeurism in reading this book, especially in regards to homosexual desire and practices. But I what I especially appreciated from Benderson is his portrayal of his keen awareness that the only reason why he has access to a beautiful younger man is because of his position of privilege coming from the West. Benderson portrays his privileges as a product of the West, who now has access financially and legally to cross to underdeveloped countries and purchase concession, access to a beautiful body if not real affection. Such bordercrossing is ambiguous and does not easily give him all the satisfaction of being a hero, as so many expatriots naively think. Instead he portrays himself as ludicrously naive as well, caught up with the hopes of romantic love. I also really enjoyed his meditations on exactly what are the parameters that consitute homosexual desire.
January 6, 2011
Finally made it out.
The story in this book is one vastly outside my personal life experience, and, as is often the case in such reading endeavors, has resulted in exposure overload.
It was difficult to get through as I had so much trouble relating to much of it, but the book ended up a sledgehammer, laying waste to heaping, black pockets of my ignorance.
Another challenge/reward bundle comes in Benderson's supreme intellect and talent. What a writer!
The four-star in lieu of five-star rating here represents my own shortcomings. On many occasions, Benderson's thoughts journey beyond my grasp. My suspicion is that a rereading of The Romanian would result in a five-star rating. Lucky for me I own the book.
The story in this book is one vastly outside my personal life experience, and, as is often the case in such reading endeavors, has resulted in exposure overload.
It was difficult to get through as I had so much trouble relating to much of it, but the book ended up a sledgehammer, laying waste to heaping, black pockets of my ignorance.
Another challenge/reward bundle comes in Benderson's supreme intellect and talent. What a writer!
The four-star in lieu of five-star rating here represents my own shortcomings. On many occasions, Benderson's thoughts journey beyond my grasp. My suspicion is that a rereading of The Romanian would result in a five-star rating. Lucky for me I own the book.
June 11, 2012
I picked up The Romanian at the bed and breakfast I stayed at in Valencia, Spain. It had a vivid cover, which initially drew me. On the heels of Middlesex, the subject matter was easily accessible. Basically, it's a (semi-autobiographical) docudrama about a male journalist who becomes emotionally and physically entangled with a Romanian street hustler. It's one of those odd books that I couldn't put down.
The author, Bruce Benderson, won the French literary Priz de Flore, as the only American to win this award designed to recognize youthful authors. It's a pretty frank book, but one that rings true. I highly recommend this one to those who enjoy reading about characters redefining themselves mid-life.
The author, Bruce Benderson, won the French literary Priz de Flore, as the only American to win this award designed to recognize youthful authors. It's a pretty frank book, but one that rings true. I highly recommend this one to those who enjoy reading about characters redefining themselves mid-life.
May 26, 2018
Beautifully written, lyrical exploration of the gay obsession of the American writer for a Romanian male - fine portraits of Bucharest, the once-totalitarian capital with its expanses of tall concrete apartment blocks and the primal rural rhythms of the Romanian countryside - highly recommended for those interested in gay creative non-fiction, post-Communist Romania and the peasant remnants of a long lost European farming tradition from my perspective to someone who married a Romanian woman and journeyed into the heart of the country from Bucharest.....
July 23, 2018
The first half of the memoir reminds me of a Hubert Selby Jr. novel. It was dark and gritty with almost too much realism. Nothing was overly graphic, but the events themselves were disturbing. Toward the middle it lightens up and the author/narrator becomes more self-reflective. I learned quite a lot about modern, pre-communist Romanian history from the constant references to them as a framework for what the author was experiencing. I finished the novel with the impression that the writer is very talented, but he created his own suffering.
May 27, 2007
Fabulous re-telling of author's obsession with a young Romanian street hustler. What makes this book so interesting is the way Bruce Benderson flawlessly weaves Romania's history into an alluring narrative of his own experiences in the country.
May 1, 2008
Benderson plays with three themes in this quick read; lusty Romanian royals, his deeply ambivalent relation with his mother, and his personal obsession with a Romanian hustler. A bold effort to relate these themes to each other. I'm not certain that he was successful.
June 30, 2011
Challenges:
Book #167 for 2011
Book #87 for Off the Shelf!
Book #167 for 2011
Book #87 for Off the Shelf!
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