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As Wide as the Sky
Amanda Mallorie wakes to the knowledge that her son Robbie is gone. And a new chapter of her own life must begin. She has spent four years as her son's only support, desperately trying to understand the actions that landed him on death row and to change his fate. Now Amanda faces an even more difficult task--finding a way, and a reason, to move forward with her own life.
Before the tragedy that unfolded in a South Dakota mall, Robbie was just like other people's sons or daughters. Sometimes troubled, but sweet and full of goodness too. That's the little boy Amanda remembers as she packs up his childhood treasures and progress reports, and discovers a class ring she's never seen before. Who does it belong to and why did Robbie have it in his possession? So begins a journey that will remind her not only of who Robbie used to be, but of a time when she wasn't afraid--to talk to strangers, to help those in need, to reach out. Robbie's choices can never be unmade, but there may still be time for forgiveness and trust to grow again. For a future as wide as the sky.
Before the tragedy that unfolded in a South Dakota mall, Robbie was just like other people's sons or daughters. Sometimes troubled, but sweet and full of goodness too. That's the little boy Amanda remembers as she packs up his childhood treasures and progress reports, and discovers a class ring she's never seen before. Who does it belong to and why did Robbie have it in his possession? So begins a journey that will remind her not only of who Robbie used to be, but of a time when she wasn't afraid--to talk to strangers, to help those in need, to reach out. Robbie's choices can never be unmade, but there may still be time for forgiveness and trust to grow again. For a future as wide as the sky.
239 pages, Paperback
First published July 31, 2018
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December 13, 2018
Four and a half stars.
Imagine if your son was accused and convicted of killing nine people in a shooting spree at a shopping centre. This novel takes that situation and explores it just after Amanda Mallorie’s son has been executed for just such a crime. It also gives the viewpoints and repercussions of those who either lost loved ones in the shooting or were affected in other ways by what happened. Now, with her son Robbie’s death, four years after the fateful shooting that changed so many lives, Amanda must find a way to move on with her life. That includes moving closer to her daughter Melissa, who she has rarely seen in the last few years. While packing to move, among Robbie’s things Amanda finds a class ring. She has no idea who it belonged to or where it came from. But she is determined to find out. Will she find a way to live with events and the guilt that still consumes her?
The cover of this book announces it is, ’In the vein of Jodi Picoult’s Nineteen minutes.’ I think that does this book a disservice. This book needs to be read and judged on its own merits. While I would not call it an enjoyable novel given the subject matter and tragedy that ensued at Robbie’s hands, it got me in right from the start. It is an interesting novel. I liked the way it showed the ripple effect of actions that affect, not just those directly involved the situation but those around it as well. It shows the self-serving nature of some people and the compassion and grace of others. I found it an engaging read that is thought provoking and I liked that it explored other viewpoints interspersing them with Amanda’s. Amanda, in particular, is very easy to feel sympathy for.
Only one negative. There is a bit of repetition at times and I thought the title cropped up too many times, so it lost a bit of the impact. But that was a minor quibble it what is an easy to read depiction of a situation that sadly, has occurred more than once recently in our world. Not an author I had read before, although it seems she has written plenty of books under another name, I would be interested to read more by this author. Definitely a recommended read for anyone who likes a story told in numerous viewpoints and with a thought provoking theme.
Imagine if your son was accused and convicted of killing nine people in a shooting spree at a shopping centre. This novel takes that situation and explores it just after Amanda Mallorie’s son has been executed for just such a crime. It also gives the viewpoints and repercussions of those who either lost loved ones in the shooting or were affected in other ways by what happened. Now, with her son Robbie’s death, four years after the fateful shooting that changed so many lives, Amanda must find a way to move on with her life. That includes moving closer to her daughter Melissa, who she has rarely seen in the last few years. While packing to move, among Robbie’s things Amanda finds a class ring. She has no idea who it belonged to or where it came from. But she is determined to find out. Will she find a way to live with events and the guilt that still consumes her?
The cover of this book announces it is, ’In the vein of Jodi Picoult’s Nineteen minutes.’ I think that does this book a disservice. This book needs to be read and judged on its own merits. While I would not call it an enjoyable novel given the subject matter and tragedy that ensued at Robbie’s hands, it got me in right from the start. It is an interesting novel. I liked the way it showed the ripple effect of actions that affect, not just those directly involved the situation but those around it as well. It shows the self-serving nature of some people and the compassion and grace of others. I found it an engaging read that is thought provoking and I liked that it explored other viewpoints interspersing them with Amanda’s. Amanda, in particular, is very easy to feel sympathy for.
Only one negative. There is a bit of repetition at times and I thought the title cropped up too many times, so it lost a bit of the impact. But that was a minor quibble it what is an easy to read depiction of a situation that sadly, has occurred more than once recently in our world. Not an author I had read before, although it seems she has written plenty of books under another name, I would be interested to read more by this author. Definitely a recommended read for anyone who likes a story told in numerous viewpoints and with a thought provoking theme.
August 31, 2019
I signed up to read this book at NetGalley because I love Josi Kilpack's books, but I knew this was going to be something quite different from her usual writing, because of the pen name Jessica Pack. I wasn't sure how much I was going to like it once I read the book blurb, but I was pleasantly surprised by how much I really liked this book, even though the subject matter is serious and not my usual romantic happily-ever-after-ending type of read.
The story opens with Amanda Mallorie waking up to the realization that her son, Robbie, is dead. The day of his execution had arrived. Amanda goes through the ordeal of packing up the home where she raised her daughter and son; going through the boxes of items in Robbie's room, deciding what few things mean the most to her. She's moving to live by her daughter because her reason for staying--fighting for Robbie's life--is gone.
I think every parent's worst nightmare would be their child committing a horrible act that would land them in prison. Do you stop loving them? Would people blame you or judge you for your adult child's actions? This is what Amanda goes through in As Wide as the Sky. We learn why she's cut herself off from people who used to be her friends, why she works from home via computer. I don't see how she did it. I would've probably moved to a different state and gone back to my maiden name. "These last years--nightmares every one of them--had pushed her away from people, connections, relationships, and anything other than the most basic of interactions. She had no friends. She had pulled away from family. She asked nothing of anyone, but in the process, she gave nothing to anyone either."
Each chapter is another person's viewpoint with a countdown clock, and as you read you find out what the countdown point is in that person's life. All of the people in the book are somehow connected to Robbie (pre or post mental illness) or Amanda. It was nice to see some of them come together in the end.
I really liked how the author showed so many emotions in the book through the different characters. Reading it I went through so many emotions--mostly sadness at how Amanda's "friends" treated her, anger at the media for not really wanting the truth, amazement at the strength Amanda had for fighting for her son's life. Helplessness when an adult child makes bad decisions. I thought I was going to cry when I read the part about the handprints and the sledgehammer. I thought the author showed the complexity of dealing with a mental illness, such as schizophrenia. That it takes counseling in addition to getting the medication correct.
There's also hope and renewal in this story as Amanda moves several states away to live closer to her daughter, son-in-law, and granddaughter she's neglected since Robbie's actions turned her life into a living nightmare. Amanda does get a chance to start a new happier chapter in her life and reset her clock.
Even though I found this book heartbreaking at times, I loved it. Thank you to NetGalley and Kensington Publishing for allowing me to read and review this wonderful book.
The story opens with Amanda Mallorie waking up to the realization that her son, Robbie, is dead. The day of his execution had arrived. Amanda goes through the ordeal of packing up the home where she raised her daughter and son; going through the boxes of items in Robbie's room, deciding what few things mean the most to her. She's moving to live by her daughter because her reason for staying--fighting for Robbie's life--is gone.
I think every parent's worst nightmare would be their child committing a horrible act that would land them in prison. Do you stop loving them? Would people blame you or judge you for your adult child's actions? This is what Amanda goes through in As Wide as the Sky. We learn why she's cut herself off from people who used to be her friends, why she works from home via computer. I don't see how she did it. I would've probably moved to a different state and gone back to my maiden name. "These last years--nightmares every one of them--had pushed her away from people, connections, relationships, and anything other than the most basic of interactions. She had no friends. She had pulled away from family. She asked nothing of anyone, but in the process, she gave nothing to anyone either."
Each chapter is another person's viewpoint with a countdown clock, and as you read you find out what the countdown point is in that person's life. All of the people in the book are somehow connected to Robbie (pre or post mental illness) or Amanda. It was nice to see some of them come together in the end.
I really liked how the author showed so many emotions in the book through the different characters. Reading it I went through so many emotions--mostly sadness at how Amanda's "friends" treated her, anger at the media for not really wanting the truth, amazement at the strength Amanda had for fighting for her son's life. Helplessness when an adult child makes bad decisions. I thought I was going to cry when I read the part about the handprints and the sledgehammer. I thought the author showed the complexity of dealing with a mental illness, such as schizophrenia. That it takes counseling in addition to getting the medication correct.
There's also hope and renewal in this story as Amanda moves several states away to live closer to her daughter, son-in-law, and granddaughter she's neglected since Robbie's actions turned her life into a living nightmare. Amanda does get a chance to start a new happier chapter in her life and reset her clock.
Even though I found this book heartbreaking at times, I loved it. Thank you to NetGalley and Kensington Publishing for allowing me to read and review this wonderful book.
July 30, 2018
Amanda's son is dead because of his choices and now she must move on. There are many pivotal moments in life that affect us. Life is full of resets and I love the way this mother's story unfolded with resets playing such a key part.
Every other chapter is from Amanda's point of view and the chapters between are characters who had something to do with Amanda or Robbie, her son. Realistic development occurs because the reader is treated to tiny memories and vivid moments, touching emotion and gripping thoughts, and many miraculous coincidences. This author does a fantastic job of transporting the reader into the head of Amanda and I developed a lot of empathy and understanding.
I felt like Amanda was like many moms--wondering where she went wrong, waffling between love and horror, and feeling alone in her position in life, that she came to be in through no fault of her own. Not every mom deals with what she did, but a lot do on a much smaller scale, with disappointment of failed expectations. The nuggets of wisdom that she comes upon along her journey to move forward are so tender.
The writing style is very expressive and the whole story comes together in a way that is deeply moving--this is a story that stayed with me for many days and I'm excited to see what Jessica Pack will come up with next.
Content: mild+ violence (nothing too graphic); mild language
*I received a complimentary copy. All opinions expressed are my own and were voluntarily given.*
Every other chapter is from Amanda's point of view and the chapters between are characters who had something to do with Amanda or Robbie, her son. Realistic development occurs because the reader is treated to tiny memories and vivid moments, touching emotion and gripping thoughts, and many miraculous coincidences. This author does a fantastic job of transporting the reader into the head of Amanda and I developed a lot of empathy and understanding.
I felt like Amanda was like many moms--wondering where she went wrong, waffling between love and horror, and feeling alone in her position in life, that she came to be in through no fault of her own. Not every mom deals with what she did, but a lot do on a much smaller scale, with disappointment of failed expectations. The nuggets of wisdom that she comes upon along her journey to move forward are so tender.
The writing style is very expressive and the whole story comes together in a way that is deeply moving--this is a story that stayed with me for many days and I'm excited to see what Jessica Pack will come up with next.
Content: mild+ violence (nothing too graphic); mild language
*I received a complimentary copy. All opinions expressed are my own and were voluntarily given.*
July 24, 2018
Where do I begin? I absolutely loved this book. It is one of my favorite reads of the year. The way the author told this story was thought provoking and inspiring. You are truly able to see so many sides of this heartbreaking, yet triumphant story. The pages turned quickly as I wanted to see how Amanda and the others try to pick up the pieces of their lives. Each character is a treasure and each character has a purpose. Without giving too much away, I loved how this story was told. I loved the "countdowns" that began each chapter. I enjoyed figuring out what each one meant for each character. Every character was important and cherished each one. A couple were wonderful surprises that brought smiles every time they were on the page. And the ending, well, basically the last few chapters, are the perfect ending to a beautiful story.
August 31, 2018
Really intriguing, interesting premise and I enjoy Josi Kilpack as an author but, it just wrapped up in a bow too much for me.
July 31, 2018
I really honestly don't know what to say. Shocking I know, especially for those who know me and my ramblings when I write reviews. But this novel was one that I wanted to read, and yet was hesitant about as well. It is a subject that is a little close to my heart for personal reasons that I'm not going to go into detail about. But those reasons were what made me hesitant. And yet, I love this author's work under her other pen name. The other genres she writes under have been so well done that I decided to just try reading it and if needed I could stop and set it aside. I didn't end up setting it aside, I finished it. I was completely hooked as I read further and further into the book.
The author switches characters each chapter and let me say that I loved the little glimpses into the different characters. I loved feeling the emotional connection to them. Each characters' voice was different and well written. I felt the ache and longing, the pain and sorrow, the release and healing that was throughout the book. I thought it was amazing that the author could write these emotions, connected to the situation of this book, so well that showed each individuals' personal struggle and journey.
Each chapter starts with a countdown. Each character has a different countdown from something that happened in their life, and most of them are interconnected. I really liked the ending how everything came about and was tied together. It was a story of forgiving, healing and most importantly understanding. A need to understand that each of our lives are ever changing and affected by different circumstances. We can't fully understand and comprehend how those circumstances will affect every individual differently. But we can understand the need for love, friendship, acceptance, healing, forgiveness and time. Everyone needs those elements in their lives. How will we react for others when they are in such need for peace and healing? Will we walk away or will we embrace them, struggles and all, even if it makes us uncomfortable?
I'm grateful for those who embraced and offered love and comfort, and those who still do constantly through any moment of my life. They are my dear friends and family and without them life would be even harder than it is in some moments. I truly hope that all of us can find those who would offer that love and support and surround ourselves with them. As well as learning how to be the one who offers love and support.
I haven't really talked in a lot of detail about the book, but I promise that all my rambling thoughts really do pertain to the book. I don't believe in coincidences. I don't believe that small moments that seem random are random. I believe that there is a higher power, guiding and directing us and those around us that moments of "randomness" or "coincidences" are truly set into motion by a loving Heavenly Father who is helping and offering us moments of strength, love, help, understanding, peace, and so much more.
This book was well written and one that may not be for everyone. But, if you're hesitating like I was, can I possibly give you a little nudge and say just try it. Try it and see. Close it if it doesn't work, but try it. There is sorrow, heartache, longing, pain and all kinds of emotions within. But I came away with so much more than those emotions. I came away with a greater understanding for all those around me.
Content: Clean. A couple very mild swearwords. Talk about mental illness, alcoholism, mistakes, a shooting, murder, loss. There are some sensitive issues talked about, but this was written very well and not in a graphic nature.
I received a copy from the author. All thoughts and opinions in the review are my own.
Happy Reading!!!
The author switches characters each chapter and let me say that I loved the little glimpses into the different characters. I loved feeling the emotional connection to them. Each characters' voice was different and well written. I felt the ache and longing, the pain and sorrow, the release and healing that was throughout the book. I thought it was amazing that the author could write these emotions, connected to the situation of this book, so well that showed each individuals' personal struggle and journey.
Each chapter starts with a countdown. Each character has a different countdown from something that happened in their life, and most of them are interconnected. I really liked the ending how everything came about and was tied together. It was a story of forgiving, healing and most importantly understanding. A need to understand that each of our lives are ever changing and affected by different circumstances. We can't fully understand and comprehend how those circumstances will affect every individual differently. But we can understand the need for love, friendship, acceptance, healing, forgiveness and time. Everyone needs those elements in their lives. How will we react for others when they are in such need for peace and healing? Will we walk away or will we embrace them, struggles and all, even if it makes us uncomfortable?
I'm grateful for those who embraced and offered love and comfort, and those who still do constantly through any moment of my life. They are my dear friends and family and without them life would be even harder than it is in some moments. I truly hope that all of us can find those who would offer that love and support and surround ourselves with them. As well as learning how to be the one who offers love and support.
I haven't really talked in a lot of detail about the book, but I promise that all my rambling thoughts really do pertain to the book. I don't believe in coincidences. I don't believe that small moments that seem random are random. I believe that there is a higher power, guiding and directing us and those around us that moments of "randomness" or "coincidences" are truly set into motion by a loving Heavenly Father who is helping and offering us moments of strength, love, help, understanding, peace, and so much more.
This book was well written and one that may not be for everyone. But, if you're hesitating like I was, can I possibly give you a little nudge and say just try it. Try it and see. Close it if it doesn't work, but try it. There is sorrow, heartache, longing, pain and all kinds of emotions within. But I came away with so much more than those emotions. I came away with a greater understanding for all those around me.
Content: Clean. A couple very mild swearwords. Talk about mental illness, alcoholism, mistakes, a shooting, murder, loss. There are some sensitive issues talked about, but this was written very well and not in a graphic nature.
I received a copy from the author. All thoughts and opinions in the review are my own.
Happy Reading!!!
July 31, 2018
Oh. Wow. I really, really wasn't expecting that. Yeah, I don't really read blurbs for books of authors I am familiar with and trust. I like the surprise of it all and wow, was this book a complete surprise for me.
This story is told from alternating points of view, every other chapter being Amanda, the mother. Honestly, I was completely overwhelmed as a reader a few times and had to put the book down and take a breather. It was hard for me to digest all of Amanda's feelings and emotions in such a small space of time. Which is a good thing, right? I was feeling so many emotions and as a mother, it was so intense for me. There was so much to try to reason out in my mind as I grappled with Amanda's many thoughts. Emotional, intense. Those are the two words that keep coming back to me.
This definitely isn't a fluffy story. It's not romance. It's not light. It deals with several real and difficult issues. Mental heath, divorce, alcoholism, and of course, a mass shooting. That is intense stuff. I loved the added bits of "smart stuff" that had me thinking as well. The timers at the start of every chapter were interesting and had me thinking until I finally figured out what it was about. I like things like that.
I really am blown away with the amounts of intense feelings and emotion captured in this book. It's hard to imagine the place the author had to go to to achieve this level of emotional depth and understanding. She must have been completely wrung out every time she stopped writing. I am grateful for the place this book led me to. I have never really given much thought to the struggle of families of mass shooters left behind other than fleeting thoughts of how awful. Which it is. This book just leaves me with the reoccurring thoughts that the world needs more love. More kindness. More understanding.
Pick this book up. Be prepared for a gripping, emotional journey. This is like no other book that I have read.
Content: mental illness, alcohol abuse, divorce, mass shooting, death, mild swearing
- I received a complimentary copy of this book. All opinions expressed are my own.
This story is told from alternating points of view, every other chapter being Amanda, the mother. Honestly, I was completely overwhelmed as a reader a few times and had to put the book down and take a breather. It was hard for me to digest all of Amanda's feelings and emotions in such a small space of time. Which is a good thing, right? I was feeling so many emotions and as a mother, it was so intense for me. There was so much to try to reason out in my mind as I grappled with Amanda's many thoughts. Emotional, intense. Those are the two words that keep coming back to me.
This definitely isn't a fluffy story. It's not romance. It's not light. It deals with several real and difficult issues. Mental heath, divorce, alcoholism, and of course, a mass shooting. That is intense stuff. I loved the added bits of "smart stuff" that had me thinking as well. The timers at the start of every chapter were interesting and had me thinking until I finally figured out what it was about. I like things like that.
I really am blown away with the amounts of intense feelings and emotion captured in this book. It's hard to imagine the place the author had to go to to achieve this level of emotional depth and understanding. She must have been completely wrung out every time she stopped writing. I am grateful for the place this book led me to. I have never really given much thought to the struggle of families of mass shooters left behind other than fleeting thoughts of how awful. Which it is. This book just leaves me with the reoccurring thoughts that the world needs more love. More kindness. More understanding.
Pick this book up. Be prepared for a gripping, emotional journey. This is like no other book that I have read.
Content: mental illness, alcohol abuse, divorce, mass shooting, death, mild swearing
- I received a complimentary copy of this book. All opinions expressed are my own.
June 2, 2018
As Wide as the Sky begins with a grieving mother, unable to reconcile the son she raised, with the man he became.
She struggles to understand what drove him to commit such an awful crime, how to be there for him when everyone else has turned their backs or labeled him a monster, and how impossible it is to move on with her life when all her thoughts and feelings bring her back to her little boy.
When someone commits a heinous crime, it’s easy to identify with the victims and their families, and rightly so, but this book adds a new perspective to the debate - how difficult it is for the family members of perpetrators. Amanda Mallorie knows her son did wrong, and accepts that he should be punished, but that doesn’t mean that she can forsake him, or cut the ties of love between a mother and her child.
This story is told through multiple character chapters, which was a little hard to follow at first, it felt that maybe there were too many voices, and the overuse of introspective questions in the character’s narratives grated on my nerves a little, but as the story went on and the connections began to take shape, these voices helped to weave together the notion that our actions, good and bad, have an unknownable number of consequences.
Compelling, moving, and incredibly raw, this book was an eye-opening experience and wholly un-put-downable, I give it 4.5 stars. Thank you to Jessica Pack, Kensington Books, and NetGalley for an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.
She struggles to understand what drove him to commit such an awful crime, how to be there for him when everyone else has turned their backs or labeled him a monster, and how impossible it is to move on with her life when all her thoughts and feelings bring her back to her little boy.
When someone commits a heinous crime, it’s easy to identify with the victims and their families, and rightly so, but this book adds a new perspective to the debate - how difficult it is for the family members of perpetrators. Amanda Mallorie knows her son did wrong, and accepts that he should be punished, but that doesn’t mean that she can forsake him, or cut the ties of love between a mother and her child.
This story is told through multiple character chapters, which was a little hard to follow at first, it felt that maybe there were too many voices, and the overuse of introspective questions in the character’s narratives grated on my nerves a little, but as the story went on and the connections began to take shape, these voices helped to weave together the notion that our actions, good and bad, have an unknownable number of consequences.
Compelling, moving, and incredibly raw, this book was an eye-opening experience and wholly un-put-downable, I give it 4.5 stars. Thank you to Jessica Pack, Kensington Books, and NetGalley for an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.
May 29, 2018
Thank you to Net Galley and the publisher for a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
This book was very similar to other authors that I love that give the perspective from different characters, has a twist, and relates to a current societal problem. Amanda's son Robbie, has done the unthinkable, and we start out in present day, when he is paying for his tragic decision.
The story goes through many different characters as they relate to Amanda and Robbie, and there is a twist toward the end, that brings it all together.
I really enjoyed this story and would recommend those that love Jodi Picoult (as I do!)
This book was very similar to other authors that I love that give the perspective from different characters, has a twist, and relates to a current societal problem. Amanda's son Robbie, has done the unthinkable, and we start out in present day, when he is paying for his tragic decision.
The story goes through many different characters as they relate to Amanda and Robbie, and there is a twist toward the end, that brings it all together.
I really enjoyed this story and would recommend those that love Jodi Picoult (as I do!)
May 27, 2018
"There but for the Grace of God go I"" is what came to my mind while reading this beautifully written, honest novel.
The emotions that Amanda had as she realized her young son Robbie was executed for murder were heart breaking.
The guilt that she had as her son became paranoid and delusional and then did the unthinkable were gripping.
"Relieved. Unburdened. Free." These feelings needed to be accepted to allow Amanda to move forward for her life to continue. A story of resilience and determination to take back her life. Amazing book!
The emotions that Amanda had as she realized her young son Robbie was executed for murder were heart breaking.
The guilt that she had as her son became paranoid and delusional and then did the unthinkable were gripping.
"Relieved. Unburdened. Free." These feelings needed to be accepted to allow Amanda to move forward for her life to continue. A story of resilience and determination to take back her life. Amazing book!
March 18, 2019
I really enjoyed this book. It was emotional and hard to put down. The main character is a women whose son has just been executed for a horrible crime, and the book follows her and other characters as they attempt to move on with their lives. I loved how the book explored the ripples we as humans have on each other—for bad but also for good. The book gave me a lot to think about and left me with a feeling of hope.
July 17, 2018
Opening line:
"Two hours, forty-three minutes."
AS WIDE AS THE SKY is a heavy, enlightening, hopeful book about a mother and the ramifications of a single act of her son.
The book opens with Amanda waking up and wondering about her son and his death. I was immediately pulled in and wanted to know why he was dead and why the chapter started with a sort of count down. The more I read the more I understood that Amanda's son, Robbie, had committed a heinous crime for which he got the death penalty and was given a lethal injection that morning.
But that's not what makes up the book.
The book is a lot about introspection and making the right choices and coming to terms with those choices and it's consequences. A mother can only do so much with the influence she has over her children. They grow up and make their own choices, good or bad.
But what if your child killed another? Amanda goes through so many memories and emotions as she tries to not only grapple with her sons death, but the deaths he created.
There are other characters too, affected by the tragedy, that get their own chapters. I loved how Ms. Pack wove all their stories together.
Thanks to netgalley for the early read!
"Two hours, forty-three minutes."
AS WIDE AS THE SKY is a heavy, enlightening, hopeful book about a mother and the ramifications of a single act of her son.
The book opens with Amanda waking up and wondering about her son and his death. I was immediately pulled in and wanted to know why he was dead and why the chapter started with a sort of count down. The more I read the more I understood that Amanda's son, Robbie, had committed a heinous crime for which he got the death penalty and was given a lethal injection that morning.
But that's not what makes up the book.
The book is a lot about introspection and making the right choices and coming to terms with those choices and it's consequences. A mother can only do so much with the influence she has over her children. They grow up and make their own choices, good or bad.
But what if your child killed another? Amanda goes through so many memories and emotions as she tries to not only grapple with her sons death, but the deaths he created.
There are other characters too, affected by the tragedy, that get their own chapters. I loved how Ms. Pack wove all their stories together.
Thanks to netgalley for the early read!
July 31, 2018
4.5 stars.
As Wide as the Sky by Jessica Pack is an emotionally compelling journey of healing and new beginnings.
Amanda Mallorie is grieving the loss of her son, Robbie, whose time on death row has finally come to an end. After her son decides not to file any more appeals for his conviction, Robbie's sentence has been fast-tracked and his sentence has been carried out. Now it is time for Amanda try to repair her tattered relationship with her daughter, Melissa. Finally going through Robbie's possessions as she prepares to move, Amanda's discovery of someone else's class ring piques her curiosity and her resulting search for the ring's owner is life altering.
In the years since Robbie's inexplicable act of violence and incarceration, Amanda has become increasingly isolated as she continues to support her son. Understanding why he committed such a horrific act of violence is impossible, but Amanda still loves Robbie very much. She is quite reflective as she tries to move forward and she finally allows herself to look back on happier times. Compelled to return the ring to its owner, Amanda is hoping the story of how the ring came into Robbie's possession will provide her with another positive memory to hold close.
Although mainly narrated through Amanda's point of view, there are numerous chapters written from other characters' perspectives. These chapters provide an interesting peek into the lives of the people who have affected by Robbie's crime and the continuing ripple effects his actions have on their lives. However patience is required since some of the connections do not become clear until closer to the novel's conclusion.
As Wide as the Sky is a very touching, thought-provoking novel that is deeply moving. Jessica Pack presents a compassionate look into the struggles family members experience as they continue loving and supporting their loved ones in spite of their crimes. This beautifully rendered novel is poignant, heartfelt and brimming with strong emotions. A tear-inducing yet ultimately uplifting novel that I absolutely loved and highly recommend.
As Wide as the Sky by Jessica Pack is an emotionally compelling journey of healing and new beginnings.
Amanda Mallorie is grieving the loss of her son, Robbie, whose time on death row has finally come to an end. After her son decides not to file any more appeals for his conviction, Robbie's sentence has been fast-tracked and his sentence has been carried out. Now it is time for Amanda try to repair her tattered relationship with her daughter, Melissa. Finally going through Robbie's possessions as she prepares to move, Amanda's discovery of someone else's class ring piques her curiosity and her resulting search for the ring's owner is life altering.
In the years since Robbie's inexplicable act of violence and incarceration, Amanda has become increasingly isolated as she continues to support her son. Understanding why he committed such a horrific act of violence is impossible, but Amanda still loves Robbie very much. She is quite reflective as she tries to move forward and she finally allows herself to look back on happier times. Compelled to return the ring to its owner, Amanda is hoping the story of how the ring came into Robbie's possession will provide her with another positive memory to hold close.
Although mainly narrated through Amanda's point of view, there are numerous chapters written from other characters' perspectives. These chapters provide an interesting peek into the lives of the people who have affected by Robbie's crime and the continuing ripple effects his actions have on their lives. However patience is required since some of the connections do not become clear until closer to the novel's conclusion.
As Wide as the Sky is a very touching, thought-provoking novel that is deeply moving. Jessica Pack presents a compassionate look into the struggles family members experience as they continue loving and supporting their loved ones in spite of their crimes. This beautifully rendered novel is poignant, heartfelt and brimming with strong emotions. A tear-inducing yet ultimately uplifting novel that I absolutely loved and highly recommend.
October 12, 2018
This was a slow starter, but it was also a very busy time for me with less reading time than normal. Once it got underway, it was a nice, heartwarming story that I enjoyed.
June 13, 2018
Wow, this was a tough book to read, but don't let that fool you, it is SO good. It is worth reading. It tugged at my heart strings, especially as a mom of two boys who constantly worries about raising them to be good people. Even people who have done horrific things, have mothers who may be hurting because of choices their children have made. Society doesn't allow people to be compassionate of them though. The lessons learned in this book are so valuable, I had tears several times while reading. It changes perspectives between different characters, which allows you to see the whole picture and the way people view things. This allows you to reflect a little bit about how we as humans, tend to jump to conclusions because we THINK we know how a person is feeling, when in reality we may not have a clue. The main character, Amanda, is a mother of a boy who made a horrific choice. Her thought process is so realistic, and the struggles she goes through to understand the choices of her son.
*I received an ARC copy from the author for an honest review.
*Content*-This is Jessica Pack (Josi Kilpacks) national debut using her pen name. For those who are used to her other books, know that this book does contain mild language.
*I received an ARC copy from the author for an honest review.
*Content*-This is Jessica Pack (Josi Kilpacks) national debut using her pen name. For those who are used to her other books, know that this book does contain mild language.
September 24, 2018
This book was difficult to read, both because of its subject matter - mental illness, a horrific violent crime, and the aftermath - and because much of it was in monologue form, in the characters' minds. There were a few moments of actual "doing" in the story, of characters actually interacting with others in the here and now, but most of the book was just paragraph after paragraph of characters' thoughts. It took some wind of out the sails here.
It was interesting to see how the various characters' lives intersected, and many of them were likable and sympathetic. It was a bit odd that a few of the characters only showed up in one chapter and then we never heard from or about them again. But overall, this was an interesting story that gave me a lot of food for thought.
*Thanks to NetGalley for the ARC, provided by the author and/or the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
It was interesting to see how the various characters' lives intersected, and many of them were likable and sympathetic. It was a bit odd that a few of the characters only showed up in one chapter and then we never heard from or about them again. But overall, this was an interesting story that gave me a lot of food for thought.
*Thanks to NetGalley for the ARC, provided by the author and/or the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
October 9, 2018
This is one of the best books I've read in a long time. The blurb doesn't do it justice and I had some reservations when I saw it was next in my TBR stack. Centered around the people impacted by Robbie's killing spree in a North Dakota mall. Each chapter is narrated by someone that was involved. Amanda, Robbie's mother has the most chapters, in fact the story starts with her accepting the fact that her son was was put to death in prison. Narrators include, Jaxon a young man who was paralyzed and saw his father killed next to him. Steve, a man who Robbie helped a long time ago. There are chapters from a mom who lost a child, Robbie's lawyer and others who loop this story into a wonderful story. This book takes a subject that is horrific and looks at the story from many different points of view. If you only buy a few books a year make this one of them or get your name on the wait list at you library. You don't want to miss this book. I received a copy of this ARC in exchange for a fair and honest review.
July 31, 2018
I rarely read the back of books before I start reading, so this book was a surprise to me from the very beginning. I’ve never read any book quite like this one before. I really liked it.
This one has many characters. I loved the way each of them is able to relate their own perspective about Robbie Mallorie. The way each of their lives was intertwined with many of the others, without them knowing it, was a stroke of brilliance by the author. I loved figuring out just how everyone was connected.
This book is about a hard subject. Robert Mallorie was a young man who walked into a shopping mall right before Christmas and shot a bunch of people. Many died, and many were injured. Something this book pointed out was the guilt felt by those still living, both those who knew the shooter and those who survived the shooting, when their friends didn’t. That really touched me and made me think.
I really liked Amanda, Robbie’s mom. I felt terrible for her. She feels a lot more guilt than any one else. What could she have done differently. And everyone who finds out who she is persecutes her just a little bit. A lot of them treat her as if she was guilty by association to Robbie, even though she had nothing to do with his choices. It gets to the point in the book where she doesn’t tell people her name, or she uses her maiden name as her last name. I found it sad that she couldn’t be proud to be who she was, Amanda, Robbie’s mom, Melissa’s mom, grandma…
I also liked the way Amanda thought of his mental illness. Mental illness seems to be rampant right now, and it’s not something that gets talked about a lot. Although that seems to be getting better.
One of the very first things I noticed about this one is that everyone has a countdown on their chapters. It was really a fun thing to read and try to figure out just what each was counting from. They each have their own things. None of them had experienced exactly the same thing as any of the others.
I loved this book! It’s not something like you’ve ever read. But you’ll enjoy the story and it will make you think.
This one has many characters. I loved the way each of them is able to relate their own perspective about Robbie Mallorie. The way each of their lives was intertwined with many of the others, without them knowing it, was a stroke of brilliance by the author. I loved figuring out just how everyone was connected.
This book is about a hard subject. Robert Mallorie was a young man who walked into a shopping mall right before Christmas and shot a bunch of people. Many died, and many were injured. Something this book pointed out was the guilt felt by those still living, both those who knew the shooter and those who survived the shooting, when their friends didn’t. That really touched me and made me think.
I really liked Amanda, Robbie’s mom. I felt terrible for her. She feels a lot more guilt than any one else. What could she have done differently. And everyone who finds out who she is persecutes her just a little bit. A lot of them treat her as if she was guilty by association to Robbie, even though she had nothing to do with his choices. It gets to the point in the book where she doesn’t tell people her name, or she uses her maiden name as her last name. I found it sad that she couldn’t be proud to be who she was, Amanda, Robbie’s mom, Melissa’s mom, grandma…
I also liked the way Amanda thought of his mental illness. Mental illness seems to be rampant right now, and it’s not something that gets talked about a lot. Although that seems to be getting better.
One of the very first things I noticed about this one is that everyone has a countdown on their chapters. It was really a fun thing to read and try to figure out just what each was counting from. They each have their own things. None of them had experienced exactly the same thing as any of the others.
I loved this book! It’s not something like you’ve ever read. But you’ll enjoy the story and it will make you think.
July 6, 2018
As wide as the sky was a very surprising read for me. I must have read the synopsis wrong, because for some reason I wasn’t expecting finding the topic I found when I started reading the book. But it was interesting and it got me thinking about the other side of the story, the side we hardly ever see. Because yes, Robert Mallorie did something horrible, but he was also someone important for someone else, he was a son and his mother is left with a lot a feelings and thoughts.
Through this book we can learn many different stories, all related to Robbie´s life or to what he did. At first I thought there were just too many POV, too many characters, but as you continue reading you can see that everything is connected in some way and you start to understand. You start to see the silver lining, because there is always more to the story.
It was a surprising read because I never thought I’d like it that much but I did. The writing style is profound, complex but easy to read at the same time. We have a lot of characters, but the ones we learn more about are very interesting and complex, like Amanda and Steve. The pace is also good, I found myself reading and getting into the story very easily. I read it only while I was at work, so it took me some time to finish, but I know if I had read it at home I would have finished it pretty quickly.
There were parts of the story that just broke my heart, and partly that’s why I liked the most about it, it made me feel, it made me think. I couldn’t avoid having a huge knot in the throat and watery eyes, because yes, it is a sad and heart-breaking story. However, the second part I liked the most, is that this is a story about moving up, letting go and about taking second chances when they come our way.
If you have the opportunity to read this book you should absolutely do so, it’s not an easy topic but I truly think it will be worth reading it.
Through this book we can learn many different stories, all related to Robbie´s life or to what he did. At first I thought there were just too many POV, too many characters, but as you continue reading you can see that everything is connected in some way and you start to understand. You start to see the silver lining, because there is always more to the story.
It was a surprising read because I never thought I’d like it that much but I did. The writing style is profound, complex but easy to read at the same time. We have a lot of characters, but the ones we learn more about are very interesting and complex, like Amanda and Steve. The pace is also good, I found myself reading and getting into the story very easily. I read it only while I was at work, so it took me some time to finish, but I know if I had read it at home I would have finished it pretty quickly.
There were parts of the story that just broke my heart, and partly that’s why I liked the most about it, it made me feel, it made me think. I couldn’t avoid having a huge knot in the throat and watery eyes, because yes, it is a sad and heart-breaking story. However, the second part I liked the most, is that this is a story about moving up, letting go and about taking second chances when they come our way.
If you have the opportunity to read this book you should absolutely do so, it’s not an easy topic but I truly think it will be worth reading it.
July 31, 2018
In her novel As Wide as the Sky, author Jessica Pack brings to life a powerful and tear-jerking story of a woman, Amanda Mallorie, and her killer and convicted son Robbie Mallorie. This is the type of story that women, especially mothers will easily relate to, whether children have followed the straight and narrow or gone astray. A uniquely, well-written, and captivating story told from the point of view of Amanda Mallorie, with every other chapter being from the point of view of someone that Robbie Mallorie knew. Although a bit depressing, this story is unexpectedly fantastic and one that reader’s emotions will dive deep into, as well as not soon forget!
Genre: women’s fiction, literary fiction
Publisher: Kensington Publishing Corporation
Publication date: July 31, 2018
Number of pages: 352
A review copy of this book was provided by the author via her street team. A review was not required and all views and opinions expressed are my own.
Genre: women’s fiction, literary fiction
Publisher: Kensington Publishing Corporation
Publication date: July 31, 2018
Number of pages: 352
A review copy of this book was provided by the author via her street team. A review was not required and all views and opinions expressed are my own.
July 31, 2018
In the beginning of reading Jessica’s Pack novel, I wasn’t sure how I would feel reading about a mass shooting. This topic hits too close to home. In my state, we’ve had two horrific mass shootings. One at a school and one at a movie theater. I like how this book focuses on the mass shooter’s mother and how she must move pass the horrible crimes and tragedy her son caused. She can only heal from this tragedy through her unconditional love for her son by serving others and letting go of the pain and accepting the future. Through this tragedy, she can aide and understand how the healing process can help those around her. I ended up liking this book because this book makes you think about what you need to heal from and how do you develop unconditional love towards others. The title is also something to ponder and analyze. This book also has book club questions at the end. I received a free copy of this book for my honest review.
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October 1, 2019
Exceptional book about a painful subject in today's society. The shooter and the victims are always given a description but this focuses on the impact to the shooter's Mom and family. How does one day and one person create a pounding wave across the family and can you ever keep from drowning? Authentic characters with wrenching narratives make this a book worth reading and sharing. Is a life defined by one day and action and what happens to the memories treasured before?
March 18, 2025
4.5 star rating.
Amanda and Steve both go through a bunch of trials. But they don’t let them stop them. I truly enjoyed this book. It was sad at times but it shows how much mental health can affect you if you don’t get the help. I am so glad I finally was able to read it and finish it!(: I loved it. Liked the characters. The way it made me laugh at times and smile. Thank you Jessica Pack for writing this wonderful book.
Amanda and Steve both go through a bunch of trials. But they don’t let them stop them. I truly enjoyed this book. It was sad at times but it shows how much mental health can affect you if you don’t get the help. I am so glad I finally was able to read it and finish it!(: I loved it. Liked the characters. The way it made me laugh at times and smile. Thank you Jessica Pack for writing this wonderful book.
July 26, 2018
Prepare to run the gamut emotionally.
My greatest fear, as a parent, is not the death of my child. That would not be the worst thing that could happen. I fear it would be far worse if my child were the cause of another family’s loss.
As Wide as the Sky is a compelling and insightful exploration of tragedy’s emotional and psychological aftermath as well as the tender mercies of divine intervention.
My greatest fear, as a parent, is not the death of my child. That would not be the worst thing that could happen. I fear it would be far worse if my child were the cause of another family’s loss.
As Wide as the Sky is a compelling and insightful exploration of tragedy’s emotional and psychological aftermath as well as the tender mercies of divine intervention.
May 30, 2023
i think she thinks too much
November 12, 2018
I really liked this book, I've read some books on characters who were mass shooters, but this gives you a whole new perspective, it's the mother and sisters point of view, and also the shooter and people who's lives he affected. Fresh perspective, well written and the characters felt believable. I'd recommend this book.
December 12, 2018
Basic Premise: Is there life after your son is executed for mass murder?
Short Plot Synopsis: Amanda Mallorie is starting her life over after her son Robbie is executed via lethal injection. (This is where the story starts ... with Amanda waking up on the morning of Robbie's execution.) Ever since Robbie killed 9 people with an assault rifle at a mall, Amanda's life has slowly vanished. Relationships with friends and family have disappeared or are strained. She works out of her home on a computer. Her life has been dedicated to Robbie and dealing with the aftermath of his crime. Basically, life as Amanda knew it stopped once Robbie committed his crime. But now Robbie is dead. What does this mean for Amanda? How does she make peace with Robbie's death and continue on? When she finds a class ring among Robbie's possessions, she decides to find out why her son had it and return it to its owner. This journey sets Amanda on a path of healing and reconnection with the world, including her daughter.
The Good: I've always been fascinated by books that dealt with mass shootings by young people -- from Dave Cullen's excellent non-fiction "Columbine" to Lionel Shriver's fictional "We Need To Talk About Kevin." "As Wide As The Sky" looks at such a shooting from a mother's perspective. Can you still love your son after he committed such a horrible crime? How do you answer the question "Could I have prevented this somehow?" It's an interesting path to follow, and I wanted to find out where the story would lead. The parts dealing with Amanda's struggle to answer these questions was the best part of the book.
The Bad: The book is mostly told from Amanda's point of view, but it follows a few other people along the way to provide different perspectives (e.g., one of Robbie's lawyers who witnesses his execution, the owner of the class ring). What bothered me the most was how small the world felt in this book. Almost every character was tied to another one in a way that felt completely unbelievable. I just couldn't get past this, and I didn't feel it was necessary either. To be honest, it took away from the story because I was rolling my eyes at these connections. (Seriously. Here is one that really bothered me: A moving man who is packing up Amanda's home has to leave once he realizes who she is because he knew one of the shooting victims. He goes home and beats his girlfriend. Later in the story, Amanda deals with a school librarian in another state where she is trying to track down the owner of the class ring. That librarian is the mother of the moving man's girlfriend. Why do they have to be connected in this way? And it happens with other characters too. The lawyer who witnesses the execution is the son of the coach who used to coach the owner of the class ring. It just felt so engineered by the author.)
Final Thoughts: Although the book was readable and interesting at parts, I had a hard time getting over the various coincidences of how characters were related. This aspect just took me right out of the story and led me to give it three stars.
I received an Early Review copy of this book via Amazon Vine.
Short Plot Synopsis: Amanda Mallorie is starting her life over after her son Robbie is executed via lethal injection. (This is where the story starts ... with Amanda waking up on the morning of Robbie's execution.) Ever since Robbie killed 9 people with an assault rifle at a mall, Amanda's life has slowly vanished. Relationships with friends and family have disappeared or are strained. She works out of her home on a computer. Her life has been dedicated to Robbie and dealing with the aftermath of his crime. Basically, life as Amanda knew it stopped once Robbie committed his crime. But now Robbie is dead. What does this mean for Amanda? How does she make peace with Robbie's death and continue on? When she finds a class ring among Robbie's possessions, she decides to find out why her son had it and return it to its owner. This journey sets Amanda on a path of healing and reconnection with the world, including her daughter.
The Good: I've always been fascinated by books that dealt with mass shootings by young people -- from Dave Cullen's excellent non-fiction "Columbine" to Lionel Shriver's fictional "We Need To Talk About Kevin." "As Wide As The Sky" looks at such a shooting from a mother's perspective. Can you still love your son after he committed such a horrible crime? How do you answer the question "Could I have prevented this somehow?" It's an interesting path to follow, and I wanted to find out where the story would lead. The parts dealing with Amanda's struggle to answer these questions was the best part of the book.
The Bad: The book is mostly told from Amanda's point of view, but it follows a few other people along the way to provide different perspectives (e.g., one of Robbie's lawyers who witnesses his execution, the owner of the class ring). What bothered me the most was how small the world felt in this book. Almost every character was tied to another one in a way that felt completely unbelievable. I just couldn't get past this, and I didn't feel it was necessary either. To be honest, it took away from the story because I was rolling my eyes at these connections. (Seriously. Here is one that really bothered me: A moving man who is packing up Amanda's home has to leave once he realizes who she is because he knew one of the shooting victims. He goes home and beats his girlfriend. Later in the story, Amanda deals with a school librarian in another state where she is trying to track down the owner of the class ring. That librarian is the mother of the moving man's girlfriend. Why do they have to be connected in this way? And it happens with other characters too. The lawyer who witnesses the execution is the son of the coach who used to coach the owner of the class ring. It just felt so engineered by the author.)
Final Thoughts: Although the book was readable and interesting at parts, I had a hard time getting over the various coincidences of how characters were related. This aspect just took me right out of the story and led me to give it three stars.
I received an Early Review copy of this book via Amazon Vine.
September 24, 2018
I ended up on the fence about As Wide As The Sky. The premise of a novel centered on the Mother of a killer drew my attention. AWAtS was a little too much in the mother's head though, as well as in the other character's. I wanted more story rather than stream of consciousness. The subject matter is difficult, so I can't say I found the novel entertaining. I do think it might make a good selection for a book discussion group, perhaps a pairing with Lionel Shriver's We Need to Talk About Kevin or the memoir by the Columbine shooter's Mother, Sue Klebold.
June 17, 2018
This is the story of Amanda Mallorie whose son Steven has committed a mass murder and had been fast=tracked to execution. But it is not only Amanda's story because as As Wide As The Sky shows through chapters told through many different viewpoints, our actions good and bad, small and large have an impact on others' lives.
At first there were so many different viewpoints that I was confused about how they tied together, but it was really interesting to see how the author tied everything together in the end.
At first there were so many different viewpoints that I was confused about how they tied together, but it was really interesting to see how the author tied everything together in the end.
June 1, 2018
I need to preface this review by saying this book was nothing like Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult, except for the mass shooting and dragged out storyline. The book starts in present day and alludes to a catastrophic event changing their lives forever. You soon learn that Robbie opened fire in a mall and has since died. Now, Amanda, Robbie’s mother, is dealing with his death and the aftermath of his decisions. While going through his things, Amanda finds a high school class ring that does not belong to Robbie. She is determined to find its owner. While reading this book, I kept wondering whether the plot was about the Amanda’s feelings, the shooting, or the ring Robbie’s mom found. It was hard to read because it took so long to get to the plot. Each chapter is told from a different character's point of view. I liked this because you could see how each character was affected by the shooting. I thought the characters were well-developed and relatable; however, As Wide as the Sky took too long to get to the storyline and inevitably lost my attention. I would not recommend this book!
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