A living nightmare relived in veritable real time, reading The List in 2019 is like reading the obituary of a nation while its democracy is being yanked, violently, from its only glimmers of life support. Like Siskind, I remember, in early 2017, wondering how anyone could “keep up” with all the things that were happening in the Trump Administration at warp speed. The most shocking news on Wednesday was always outmatched and forgotten by more terrifying, grotesque, and heartless news on Thursday, and so on.
While most Americans are capable of accepting narcissism, arrogance, and ignorance in the White House, what I and so many others find to be so repulsive is the diabolically evil and intentionally harmful actions of this administration on both Americans and human beings around the world, from the wildly aggressive efforts to unhinge citizens from their existing health care under the ACA to the disgustingly ruthless disregard for Puerto Rico in its most vulnerable moments of health and safety in the aftermath of Hurricane Maria. Perhaps most overlooked, but repeatedly addressed by Siskind as reports came in during that first year, are the ongoing vacancies of diplomacy throughout this administration, a gap in public service akin to operating a hospital or a school with one or two doctors or teachers, respectively. Until The List, I also had not realized the levels to which Mr. Trump has sought to and successfully enriched his own pocketbook, perhaps more than at any time in his prior life as a mere brand name.
To read through The List is to subject yourself to truths most of us would prefer either to ignore or suppress. It took me a month to work through every page, but I made a point of reading through every number of every week of that first year. And much as I need to vomit, I also find myself more compelled to speak out on the need for not only a responsible impeachment, but for an urgent return to competent, fulfilled, and steady governance lost and arguably irreparable by this administration.