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The Protectors #11
Shattered
I failed Caleb once because I was a coward. And he ended up paying the price.
Never again...
Ten years of war and the loss of nearly his entire family have left thirty-four-year-old former sniper, Jace Christenson, with nothing to come home to. And he prefers it that way. Life consists of his work in an underground vigilante group, the near-constant search for the last remaining link to who he used to be, and a string of meaningless sexual encounters that serve only one purpose... to make it easier to not feel anything anymore.
But when Jace gets the call that the young man he saved two years earlier has gone missing, he's forced to deal with the truth he's been trying to deny from the moment he laid eyes on Caleb Cortano.
That the young man is so very much more than just the exception to all his rules...
You know how if something shatters when it breaks, there's no way to find all the pieces to put it back like it once was? Maybe sometimes it's better not to even try...
Nineteen-year-old Caleb Cortano has been barely hanging onto his sanity in the two years since the truth about his father's depravities came to light. A victim of the man's crimes himself, Caleb has only managed to find any semblance of peace when he's in the presence of the man who saved him once before.
But when he finally comes to accept that Jace Christenson wants nothing to do with someone who's shattered beyond repair, Caleb finds another way to seek solace from the pain inside.
As the fear of being reunited with the father he both fears and misses becomes more and more likely, desperation has Caleb doing something foolish that brings him face to face with the only man he's ever wanted... but who doesn't want him back.
Caleb stays with me until we get some answers... just me...
When Caleb's life is threatened, Jace refuses to walk away a second time. Even if protecting Caleb means he's risking his own heart, Jace isn't going anywhere. At least not until he can put some of the missing pieces of Caleb's life back together.
But will Caleb be able to do the same for the equally broken Jace?
Will two shattered men be able to find all the missing pieces to be who they were truly meant to, or is Caleb right? Some things just aren't worth trying to fix...
NOTE: While this book has all the elements of my romances including plenty of steamy times, some lighter moments and the ever-important HEA, IT IS A VERY INTENSE READ, so PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE PROCEED WITH CAUTION. While I've done my best to find a balance between sensitivity and realism in relation to dealing with the issue of sexual assault against a minor, this book does not gloss over the subject and some readers may find it difficult to read.
Trigger Warning: Sexual Assault Against a Minor, Other triggers may be considered "spoilerish" so they can be found by using the "Look Inside" feature or by downloading the sample and going to the section entitled "Trigger Warning."
*Can be read as a standalone novel.
The Protectors series crosses over with some of my other series, so for the most enjoyment, they should be read in order, but it is not required. You can find the correct reading order at the beginning of each book. I've also bundled all my series in the correct reading order under the title of A Family Chosen: The Protectors and Barrettis.
Never again...
Ten years of war and the loss of nearly his entire family have left thirty-four-year-old former sniper, Jace Christenson, with nothing to come home to. And he prefers it that way. Life consists of his work in an underground vigilante group, the near-constant search for the last remaining link to who he used to be, and a string of meaningless sexual encounters that serve only one purpose... to make it easier to not feel anything anymore.
But when Jace gets the call that the young man he saved two years earlier has gone missing, he's forced to deal with the truth he's been trying to deny from the moment he laid eyes on Caleb Cortano.
That the young man is so very much more than just the exception to all his rules...
You know how if something shatters when it breaks, there's no way to find all the pieces to put it back like it once was? Maybe sometimes it's better not to even try...
Nineteen-year-old Caleb Cortano has been barely hanging onto his sanity in the two years since the truth about his father's depravities came to light. A victim of the man's crimes himself, Caleb has only managed to find any semblance of peace when he's in the presence of the man who saved him once before.
But when he finally comes to accept that Jace Christenson wants nothing to do with someone who's shattered beyond repair, Caleb finds another way to seek solace from the pain inside.
As the fear of being reunited with the father he both fears and misses becomes more and more likely, desperation has Caleb doing something foolish that brings him face to face with the only man he's ever wanted... but who doesn't want him back.
Caleb stays with me until we get some answers... just me...
When Caleb's life is threatened, Jace refuses to walk away a second time. Even if protecting Caleb means he's risking his own heart, Jace isn't going anywhere. At least not until he can put some of the missing pieces of Caleb's life back together.
But will Caleb be able to do the same for the equally broken Jace?
Will two shattered men be able to find all the missing pieces to be who they were truly meant to, or is Caleb right? Some things just aren't worth trying to fix...
NOTE: While this book has all the elements of my romances including plenty of steamy times, some lighter moments and the ever-important HEA, IT IS A VERY INTENSE READ, so PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE PROCEED WITH CAUTION. While I've done my best to find a balance between sensitivity and realism in relation to dealing with the issue of sexual assault against a minor, this book does not gloss over the subject and some readers may find it difficult to read.
Trigger Warning: Sexual Assault Against a Minor, Other triggers may be considered "spoilerish" so they can be found by using the "Look Inside" feature or by downloading the sample and going to the section entitled "Trigger Warning."
*Can be read as a standalone novel.
The Protectors series crosses over with some of my other series, so for the most enjoyment, they should be read in order, but it is not required. You can find the correct reading order at the beginning of each book. I've also bundled all my series in the correct reading order under the title of A Family Chosen: The Protectors and Barrettis.
302 pages, Kindle Edition
First published December 14, 2017
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December 15, 2017
Finally !!! Caleb and Jace !! I know I am not the only one who has been anxiously waiting for their story and I am very glad to say, that the wait was definitely worth it ;)
I have been a fan of these two, since they were introduced in "Forsaken", which was Eli and Mav's story. Caleb was Eli's, then 17 years old, stepbrother. It was pretty obvious Caleb and Jace had something magical between them, but I also agreed with Sloane, that Caleb had some growing up to do first ;)
Normally I would say, that all Sloane's books can be read as stand alones. I wouldn't advice doing so, with this one though... I think, that to fully understand what is going on between Jace and Caleb, you shoud read Eli's story first (and all the ones after that) !!
Two years have passed, since Jace rescued Caleb, from a mental facility. Caleb is now 19 years old, but things haven't gotten much better for him. When he finds out what happened at his (step)brother Eli's hearing, he freaks and runs away.
Jace has always felt guilty for leaving Caleb behind two years ago. He knows Caleb had a crush on him, but he was just so damn young. Jace also didn't think he was good for anybody and he didn't deserve Caleb's hero worship. Seeing how bad Caleb is actually doing, has him regretting his decision even more. But maybe he can make things right again.....Maybe he will be able to protect Caleb this time around, even if he has to hurt his own heart in the process.
And maybe, after two years, they will finally be able, to fix each other's broken pieces.... Even though Caleb is not sure he can be fixed....
"You know how if something shatters when it breaks, there's no way to find all the pieces to put it back like it once was? Maybe sometimes it's better to not even try..."
Thankfully Jace is not one to give up that easily ;)
"No matter how many times you fall and shatter into a million pieces, I'll spend every day of the rest of our lives helping you find any pieces that remain."
Jace and Caleb are two of my favorite characters out of all Sloane's books. I genuenly liked both of them. They were so sweet together. From the moment Jace met Calebm all he wanted to do was take care of him. And Caleb, who has been through so much...my heart broke for him. He was so strong, even though he definitely didn't see himself that way.
I think the previous 2 books have been a bit, dare I say, "mild" in comparison to all the other books in this series. This one is a bit heavier on the angst and emotions again. Which is also why Sloane has added a trigger warning in the beginning of the book.
Now this book didn't make me cry as much as my favorites "Finding Hope" and "Redeeming Rafe" or even some of the others that gutted me, but it was still very emotional at times. This book deals with sexual child-abuse/rape and selfharm, so please take note if this is a trigger for you.
I myself am a big fan of the "more angsty" books. It's one of the reasons I got hooked on this series. That's not to say that I won't read any of the others...I will read anything Sloane writes down, but the angsty/suspence/emotional ones definitely have my preference.
Higly recommended and yes....I am now anxiously waiting for Aleks' book....I love him !!
My reviews are posted on DirtyBooksObsession
December 16, 2017
Re-read July 2023
I just needed me some Sloane Kennedy.
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Lovely new addition to the Protectors series. It has all the ingredient Sloane Kennedy is known for, so it’s no surprise I ate this up.
19 year old Caleb thinks he is broken. He feels shattered beyond repair because of the things he has experienced. He has been abused by his father for many years and that only stopped because his stepbrother (who was abused too) finally tells the truth. (See Eli’s book, even though smart to read that book first, it's not completely necessary for the story)
Jace rescued Caleb when he was 17 by getting him out of a mental institution his father put him in. Jace feels an immediate connection to the broken 17 year old, but since Caleb is so young Jace knows he has to keep his distance. That works until Caleb is 19 and Jace gets a call that he is missing.
When Jace finds Caleb he knows Caleb is far from alright. It turns out Caleb’s father has been acquitted of the charges Eli filed against him. Of course there is still the trail for Caleb’s charges, but for now, his father is ‘innocent until proven guilty’. And Caleb is not taking that news well.
When it is clear that someone is out to kill Caleb, Jace has to do everything in his power to protect him…
I was a bit afraid Jace would be too stubborn and there would be a lot of push and pull in this story, but I was happy to see it was minimal. This focused mostly on Caleb’s trauma and his recovery and a bit about Jace and his past.
These guys were pretty sweet together and I also loved the tender sex scenes (tender, but hot!). I really liked that Caleb and Jace spent so much time alone together without interruption. That way they could really get to know each other.
This had plenty of hurt/comfort to make me a very happy girl.
I just needed me some Sloane Kennedy.
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Lovely new addition to the Protectors series. It has all the ingredient Sloane Kennedy is known for, so it’s no surprise I ate this up.
19 year old Caleb thinks he is broken. He feels shattered beyond repair because of the things he has experienced. He has been abused by his father for many years and that only stopped because his stepbrother (who was abused too) finally tells the truth. (See Eli’s book, even though smart to read that book first, it's not completely necessary for the story)
Jace rescued Caleb when he was 17 by getting him out of a mental institution his father put him in. Jace feels an immediate connection to the broken 17 year old, but since Caleb is so young Jace knows he has to keep his distance. That works until Caleb is 19 and Jace gets a call that he is missing.
When Jace finds Caleb he knows Caleb is far from alright. It turns out Caleb’s father has been acquitted of the charges Eli filed against him. Of course there is still the trail for Caleb’s charges, but for now, his father is ‘innocent until proven guilty’. And Caleb is not taking that news well.
When it is clear that someone is out to kill Caleb, Jace has to do everything in his power to protect him…
I was a bit afraid Jace would be too stubborn and there would be a lot of push and pull in this story, but I was happy to see it was minimal. This focused mostly on Caleb’s trauma and his recovery and a bit about Jace and his past.
These guys were pretty sweet together and I also loved the tender sex scenes (tender, but hot!). I really liked that Caleb and Jace spent so much time alone together without interruption. That way they could really get to know each other.
This had plenty of hurt/comfort to make me a very happy girl.
April 7, 2019
4,5 stars! I loved this book!!
It deals with sexual abuse so it was really hard and painful to read some parts😢 but I absolutely loved both main characters! As I got used by now, this author is brilliant! I've enjoyed all the descriptions, especially the boat! I am a huge fan of boats and sailing ☺️
And after a lot of action, suspense and bullets, blood and pain, we get such a sweet ending! 😍 Oh and the hot scenes were amazingly written! 🔥 I've recently read an MMM book by this author, Finding Hope, and loved it to pieces! So great job Sloane Kennedy!!!
It deals with sexual abuse so it was really hard and painful to read some parts😢 but I absolutely loved both main characters! As I got used by now, this author is brilliant! I've enjoyed all the descriptions, especially the boat! I am a huge fan of boats and sailing ☺️
And after a lot of action, suspense and bullets, blood and pain, we get such a sweet ending! 😍 Oh and the hot scenes were amazingly written! 🔥 I've recently read an MMM book by this author, Finding Hope, and loved it to pieces! So great job Sloane Kennedy!!!
January 2, 2018
Shatter is terribly angsty, but I expected no less. Please read the trigger warnings and the author’s note, as this book deals heavily (and vividly) with sexual abuse.
As an adolescent, Caleb was repeatedly raped by his father. This is the same monster who abused his stepson, Eli. I remember Eli and Mav’s story from the fourth The Protectors book, Forsaken, so I was happy to see them get their HEA here.
Caleb and Jace get a HEA too, but not before barely escaping with their lives more than once.
What I really appreciated is that being with Jace does not “cure” Caleb. He has to work hard to regain control of his life. Watching Caleb struggle broke my heart.
I am not a violent person. I’ve never actually hit anyone (besides once throwing a pillow at an ex who really deserved it), yet I could pull the trigger on any child molester because I don't consider them worthy of life.
But Caleb is not the only one suffering. Jace has his own ghosts and is looking for his missing sister whom he believes is a victim of sexual trafficking.
I’m not sure this book would work well as a standalone. I suggest reading Forsaken first, as that’s where Jace and Caleb first meet (two years prior).
The story is relationship focused but also very fast paced; indeed, some of the action scenes are quite heavy handed. I wanted the guys to just catch a break already!
But simple is not this author’s forte. I think she tends to overwrite at times to the point that some of the internal monologues feel redundant and the angst manufactured (rather than believable).
Even so, I found myself engaged in the story and rooting for Jace and Caleb. My favorite moments were the ones the men spent on the boat, alone and sheltered.
I am really looking forward to Aleks’ story (warning: the sneak peak chapter for the next book ends with a cliffie!)
As an adolescent, Caleb was repeatedly raped by his father. This is the same monster who abused his stepson, Eli. I remember Eli and Mav’s story from the fourth The Protectors book, Forsaken, so I was happy to see them get their HEA here.
Caleb and Jace get a HEA too, but not before barely escaping with their lives more than once.
What I really appreciated is that being with Jace does not “cure” Caleb. He has to work hard to regain control of his life. Watching Caleb struggle broke my heart.
I am not a violent person. I’ve never actually hit anyone (besides once throwing a pillow at an ex who really deserved it), yet I could pull the trigger on any child molester because I don't consider them worthy of life.
But Caleb is not the only one suffering. Jace has his own ghosts and is looking for his missing sister whom he believes is a victim of sexual trafficking.
I’m not sure this book would work well as a standalone. I suggest reading Forsaken first, as that’s where Jace and Caleb first meet (two years prior).
The story is relationship focused but also very fast paced; indeed, some of the action scenes are quite heavy handed. I wanted the guys to just catch a break already!
But simple is not this author’s forte. I think she tends to overwrite at times to the point that some of the internal monologues feel redundant and the angst manufactured (rather than believable).
Even so, I found myself engaged in the story and rooting for Jace and Caleb. My favorite moments were the ones the men spent on the boat, alone and sheltered.
I am really looking forward to Aleks’ story (warning: the sneak peak chapter for the next book ends with a cliffie!)
March 30, 2018
4.5 stars
Well, that was worth the wait. I've been itching to get to Caleb and Jace's book for a while and it didn't disappoint. This was the hardest book to read in the series (with Eli's book coming in a very close second), what Caleb endured at the hands of his revolting father made for hard reading at times.
There was the usual push and pull that SK likes to put in her books, but the way she paces it works for me.
I've loved getting up to date with this series, now the wait for Aleks' book.
Well, that was worth the wait. I've been itching to get to Caleb and Jace's book for a while and it didn't disappoint. This was the hardest book to read in the series (with Eli's book coming in a very close second), what Caleb endured at the hands of his revolting father made for hard reading at times.
There was the usual push and pull that SK likes to put in her books, but the way she paces it works for me.
I've loved getting up to date with this series, now the wait for Aleks' book.
December 23, 2017
YES : another winner from Sloane Kennedy. This is the 11th book from the Protector series, which I tag as a real saga.
For all the fans, no worry : all the ingredients are there : endearing characters, scorching chemistry, scalding sex, angst (and this time, even though it’s not an easy issue to write about, it was carefully handled and without going too overboard) and a reliable support group from the Protectors and the Barrettis.
Caleb, Eli’s stepbrother, and Jace were introduced in Forsaken. Caleb was the one to reveal the abuse Eli was victim of while in the care of his stepfather.
But Eli was not the only victim : Caleb shared that ordeal and has a hard time dealing with all that happened to him and his family. Only Jace, the older man who got him out of his father’s clutches, seems to soothe him a bit, but their sporadic relationship is rocky to say the least.
Caleb’s father’s trial is like ripping a bandage on an infected wound : revelations upon revelations that are going to shred Caleb and Jace into pieces before they can raise together.
A lot of emotions, a great amount of angst, two amazing characters and an unexpected salvation coming from Jace’s sister. Once again, Sloane Kennedy wrote a story that got me totally engaged and I couldn’t put it down.
11 books and still a fan. I’m looking forward to Alek’s story now. Soon, very soon !!
For all the fans, no worry : all the ingredients are there : endearing characters, scorching chemistry, scalding sex, angst (and this time, even though it’s not an easy issue to write about, it was carefully handled and without going too overboard) and a reliable support group from the Protectors and the Barrettis.
Caleb, Eli’s stepbrother, and Jace were introduced in Forsaken. Caleb was the one to reveal the abuse Eli was victim of while in the care of his stepfather.
But Eli was not the only victim : Caleb shared that ordeal and has a hard time dealing with all that happened to him and his family. Only Jace, the older man who got him out of his father’s clutches, seems to soothe him a bit, but their sporadic relationship is rocky to say the least.
Caleb’s father’s trial is like ripping a bandage on an infected wound : revelations upon revelations that are going to shred Caleb and Jace into pieces before they can raise together.
A lot of emotions, a great amount of angst, two amazing characters and an unexpected salvation coming from Jace’s sister. Once again, Sloane Kennedy wrote a story that got me totally engaged and I couldn’t put it down.
11 books and still a fan. I’m looking forward to Alek’s story now. Soon, very soon !!
January 6, 2018
*** A sadistic, despicable man, Caleb's Dad, has caused so much pain. This story tells of the abuse, so brace yourself for these re-tellings.
Jace, ex Marine, sniper extraordinaire, fierce warrior,
has always wanted Caleb, but he was too young.
Caleb now 19, has been found,
rescued by Jace, 34, and Caleb is in need of protection, and they'll be thrown together. We see Jace's impressive sniper skills in the rescue.
These characters are flawed but deeply caring, and sturdy. The action is intense, with lots of suspense and excitement. We do see some of the folks from Lucy Lennox's Made Marion series, which was terrific.
Our story of love and trust is a slow burn, because Caleb is still reeling from his ordeal, and is "cutting" to take away the mental pain.
"You know how if something shatters when it breaks, there's no way to find all the pieces to put it back like it once was? Maybe sometimes it's better not to even try..."
Jace is understanding and by his side, no matter what.
We also have Jace's past and abusive childhood, plus his missing sister, Maggie, 24, that we are concerned with. Deeply thought-filled men, truly sexual scenes and firsts. Trust and love are found.
It's well written by the amazing Sloane Kennedy, with breathtaking horrors, balanced with exquisite love and extremely giving, caring group of men.
The terrifying trip to Germany is not what was expected when they went to get Maggie. Then, Caleb's next ordeal and rescue, and other events are a rollercoaster ride.
Lucky for us there is a HEA. New characters were introduced, so we will see what the next installment will be. These books are able to stand alone, but of course, more profound when you know the pasts of all of the men.
I highly recommend this one. ENJOY !
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Jace, ex Marine, sniper extraordinaire, fierce warrior,
has always wanted Caleb, but he was too young.
Caleb now 19, has been found,
rescued by Jace, 34, and Caleb is in need of protection, and they'll be thrown together. We see Jace's impressive sniper skills in the rescue.
These characters are flawed but deeply caring, and sturdy. The action is intense, with lots of suspense and excitement. We do see some of the folks from Lucy Lennox's Made Marion series, which was terrific.
Our story of love and trust is a slow burn, because Caleb is still reeling from his ordeal, and is "cutting" to take away the mental pain.
"You know how if something shatters when it breaks, there's no way to find all the pieces to put it back like it once was? Maybe sometimes it's better not to even try..."
Jace is understanding and by his side, no matter what.
We also have Jace's past and abusive childhood, plus his missing sister, Maggie, 24, that we are concerned with. Deeply thought-filled men, truly sexual scenes and firsts. Trust and love are found.
It's well written by the amazing Sloane Kennedy, with breathtaking horrors, balanced with exquisite love and extremely giving, caring group of men.
The terrifying trip to Germany is not what was expected when they went to get Maggie. Then, Caleb's next ordeal and rescue, and other events are a rollercoaster ride.
Lucky for us there is a HEA. New characters were introduced, so we will see what the next installment will be. These books are able to stand alone, but of course, more profound when you know the pasts of all of the men.
I highly recommend this one. ENJOY !
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December 17, 2017
4.5 stars for this great episode of The Protectors ! I love this series - the flow, camaraderie, and the awesome characters. This being Caleb & Jase’s story which was beautiful. While there were terrible traumas and abuse associated to this story it was handled with compassion and empathy. Jase was stunning as he slowly became undone and his vulnerability began to show all the while Caleb helped put him back together and allowed himself to heal, one small piece at a time. Even though Jase was the protector, both men supported each other as they bravely moved forward in their lives. I love the inclusion of previous characters- this is an awesome family who love and fiercely protect their own. Yup, another great read ❤️
February 12, 2020
4 Stars!! 💔😭 Heartbreaking and emotional at times, but still a steamy and romantic story🔥😍.
Going in, I knew that Caleb's story was going to be a tough one and not knowing enough about Jace, I wasn't sure whether the chemistry between them would work.🤷♀️ But I should never have doubted Ms. Kennedy and her writing abilities.. because Jace and Caleb were completely "made for each other" 😍💞
It has been 2 years since Caleb was rescued (Protectors 4: Forsaken) from his abusive father and given a home at his brother Eli and (his fiance) Mav's place. But in those 2 years what no one knows is that Caleb has struggled everyday to fit in and found harmful ways to cope with his pain. The verdict in Eli's case against their father becomes a trigger for him to spiral out of control and disappear. Only one man has the skill and ability to find him and keep him safe; Jace. But Jace is not the only one looking for Caleb; there is also an unknown threat to Caleb's life. So Jace does what he does best, he goes off the grid with Caleb; no contact with family or friends... no ways for the killers to track them down either.
However, staying in such close quarters with just each other for company brings it's own risk, is Jace ready for that? He fled the last time he started to develop feelings for Caleb, but what will do this time when the attraction has only gotten stronger? Can Caleb move past his traumatic experiences to let himself fall for Jace and trust him to take care of him? And who are these killers trying to kill Caleb? Is it his evil father reaching beyond the prison walls or someone else from his painful past?
This is definitely a tough story to read, making you angry sometimes😡, really sad and emotional at times😭, but it will make you believe that happiness is possible even for the people who have gone through such trauma and betrayal😢. Caleb shows real courage and maturity when it's needed and the HEA that he and Jace get in the epilogue is well deserved. 💝💞
Going in, I knew that Caleb's story was going to be a tough one and not knowing enough about Jace, I wasn't sure whether the chemistry between them would work.🤷♀️ But I should never have doubted Ms. Kennedy and her writing abilities.. because Jace and Caleb were completely "made for each other" 😍💞
It has been 2 years since Caleb was rescued (Protectors 4: Forsaken) from his abusive father and given a home at his brother Eli and (his fiance) Mav's place. But in those 2 years what no one knows is that Caleb has struggled everyday to fit in and found harmful ways to cope with his pain. The verdict in Eli's case against their father becomes a trigger for him to spiral out of control and disappear. Only one man has the skill and ability to find him and keep him safe; Jace. But Jace is not the only one looking for Caleb; there is also an unknown threat to Caleb's life. So Jace does what he does best, he goes off the grid with Caleb; no contact with family or friends... no ways for the killers to track them down either.
However, staying in such close quarters with just each other for company brings it's own risk, is Jace ready for that? He fled the last time he started to develop feelings for Caleb, but what will do this time when the attraction has only gotten stronger? Can Caleb move past his traumatic experiences to let himself fall for Jace and trust him to take care of him? And who are these killers trying to kill Caleb? Is it his evil father reaching beyond the prison walls or someone else from his painful past?
This is definitely a tough story to read, making you angry sometimes😡, really sad and emotional at times😭, but it will make you believe that happiness is possible even for the people who have gone through such trauma and betrayal😢. Caleb shows real courage and maturity when it's needed and the HEA that he and Jace get in the epilogue is well deserved. 💝💞
July 10, 2018
***3.75 Stars***
Full review to come, but I just wanted to jot down some initial thoughts.
POSITIVES
- I really loved Caleb and Jace's chemistry. They were so patient and supportive of each other. The tenderness and intimacy of their relationship was a huge standout while reading.
- Readers should definitely heed the trigger warnings. The author does not gloss over Caleb's history or his coping methods.
- I continue to love the "chosen family" theme that runs deep in Sloane Kennedy's books.
- As per usual, Sloane has me salivating for the story of a future couple. Yep, I'm staring you down hard Dalton and Silver!
NEGATIVES
- I had issue with how serious and how quickly Jace and Caleb's relationship progressed. Caleb has major issues to deal with and address and I don't think he should be focusing on marriage and fatherhood when he hasn't fully dealt with his abuse and trauma
- I ESPECIALLY have a problem with what I mentioned above when you add in the fact that Caleb is only 19. Yes, someone can be mature beyond their years...but when you look at the big picture, Caleb has SERIOUS issues to work through that need professional assistance and can't be solved with love and good dick.
Even though in the epilogue (which takes place about 6 months later) we find out that he's seeing a therapist, he's still taking a huge step in his life after already having a huge responsibility thrown in his lap and very little time to deal with that and his traumatic past. It's okay to take your foot off the gas pedal, Sloane Kennedy.
Full review to come, but I just wanted to jot down some initial thoughts.
POSITIVES
- I really loved Caleb and Jace's chemistry. They were so patient and supportive of each other. The tenderness and intimacy of their relationship was a huge standout while reading.
- Readers should definitely heed the trigger warnings. The author does not gloss over Caleb's history or his coping methods.
- I continue to love the "chosen family" theme that runs deep in Sloane Kennedy's books.
- As per usual, Sloane has me salivating for the story of a future couple. Yep, I'm staring you down hard Dalton and Silver!
NEGATIVES
- I had issue with how serious and how quickly Jace and Caleb's relationship progressed. Caleb has major issues to deal with and address and I don't think he should be focusing on marriage and fatherhood when he hasn't fully dealt with his abuse and trauma
- I ESPECIALLY have a problem with what I mentioned above when you add in the fact that Caleb is only 19. Yes, someone can be mature beyond their years...but when you look at the big picture, Caleb has SERIOUS issues to work through that need professional assistance and can't be solved with love and good dick.
Even though in the epilogue (which takes place about 6 months later) we find out that he's seeing a therapist, he's still taking a huge step in his life after already having a huge responsibility thrown in his lap and very little time to deal with that and his traumatic past. It's okay to take your foot off the gas pedal, Sloane Kennedy.
August 25, 2018
4.5 🌟🌟🌟🌟
I had to work up the courage to begin Shattered as I knew it was going to be an emotional tough read considering everything Caleb has been through as a child and he is still suffering two years later for what his father did to him and his brothers.
There was an instant connection between Caleb and Jace after Jace rescued Caleb from the hospital two years ago and when Caleb goes missing Jace is called in by Memphis to help find him.
After Jace finds Caleb and Caleb's life is in danger, Jace takes Caleb away into hiding with radio silence from everyone Caleb knows Jace only trusting his one true friend Dalton.
The relationship between these two was not an easy one Caleb is struggling with everything and Jace can be cold and distance at times, with time they begin to talk and their relationship turns physical but they take it slow at Caleb's pace.
There is a twist in this story that is heartbreaking but also heart warming at the same time and this makes Jace and Caleb a family and they both FINALLY except the rest of the guys as their extended family.
My heart broke for Eli again but I loved catching up with him and Mav.
Shattered was s tough read at times, very emotional, funny and some nail biting moments that had me scared.
To understand this one it is recommended you read the fourth book in The Protectors series Forsaken first which is Eli's book were we first meet Caleb and Jace.
I am looking forward to reading Dalton and Silver's book in the future.
I had to work up the courage to begin Shattered as I knew it was going to be an emotional tough read considering everything Caleb has been through as a child and he is still suffering two years later for what his father did to him and his brothers.
There was an instant connection between Caleb and Jace after Jace rescued Caleb from the hospital two years ago and when Caleb goes missing Jace is called in by Memphis to help find him.
After Jace finds Caleb and Caleb's life is in danger, Jace takes Caleb away into hiding with radio silence from everyone Caleb knows Jace only trusting his one true friend Dalton.
The relationship between these two was not an easy one Caleb is struggling with everything and Jace can be cold and distance at times, with time they begin to talk and their relationship turns physical but they take it slow at Caleb's pace.
There is a twist in this story that is heartbreaking but also heart warming at the same time and this makes Jace and Caleb a family and they both FINALLY except the rest of the guys as their extended family.
My heart broke for Eli again but I loved catching up with him and Mav.
Shattered was s tough read at times, very emotional, funny and some nail biting moments that had me scared.
To understand this one it is recommended you read the fourth book in The Protectors series Forsaken first which is Eli's book were we first meet Caleb and Jace.
I am looking forward to reading Dalton and Silver's book in the future.
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April 22, 2021DNF
I don’t like it. I was either immensely bored or highly triggered.
I don’t like it. I was either immensely bored or highly triggered.
January 14, 2018
Another happy couple
It took me a while to remember everything about Jace and Caleb since I didn’t have time to reread anything. This was pretty good but had the disturbing matter of Caleb’s past and Jace’s sister. Much like most of the books, there’s danger and trauma and reluctant admissions of love. That all happened a little too fast and not very smoothly in the narrative. One minute Jace is being a jerk, icing out Caleb, even knowing how Caleb handles stress., which Caleb somehow avoids. Then one short conversation and they’re vowing true love forever. But, that’s the way the author rolls.
Of course, happy endings are a given, after a little extra angst. Past and future characters are mixed throughout, including Aleks, who I can’t really remember either, and the mysterious Dalton, Jace’s friend. So, onward to the next...
It took me a while to remember everything about Jace and Caleb since I didn’t have time to reread anything. This was pretty good but had the disturbing matter of Caleb’s past and Jace’s sister. Much like most of the books, there’s danger and trauma and reluctant admissions of love. That all happened a little too fast and not very smoothly in the narrative. One minute Jace is being a jerk, icing out Caleb, even knowing how Caleb handles stress., which Caleb somehow avoids. Then one short conversation and they’re vowing true love forever. But, that’s the way the author rolls.
Of course, happy endings are a given, after a little extra angst. Past and future characters are mixed throughout, including Aleks, who I can’t really remember either, and the mysterious Dalton, Jace’s friend. So, onward to the next...
March 12, 2019
This was a story filled with anguish and strong emotions. Caleb's tale broke my heart, and I saw how hard it was for him to separate the image of the father he should have had with the monster who haunted him, and deal with all that was done to him and the emotions it caused inside. Even though in the beginning he didn't seem to get any better, in the end he found that inner strength I knew he had and stood up to his scariest monster. It was awesome! I loved the moment when he realized that his life was worth living, that he was worth fighting for. With the support and understanding from his family he finally is able to deal with all his issues safely.
At first I was conflicted about Jace. I understand why he had to leave Caleb but I think cutting off all the contact with him did a lot of damage that could have been avoided. Jace's past shaped him to be independent to the point of not asking for help to the detriment of his own safety. Caleb showed him what being a family meant again and that it was alright to ask for help from people who loved you.
The whole situation with Caleb's father made me sick to my stomach. As far as I'm concerned he got off easy. And the things that Caleb shared were horrifying - something like that should never happen to a child. And Jace's quest to find his missing sister turns up bittersweet but yet full of hope and a promise of bright future. Like with all the protectors, while some things are lost others are found to help them heal and live happily forgetting the bad and cherishing the memories of the good. Wonderful read! I highly recommend it!
At first I was conflicted about Jace. I understand why he had to leave Caleb but I think cutting off all the contact with him did a lot of damage that could have been avoided. Jace's past shaped him to be independent to the point of not asking for help to the detriment of his own safety. Caleb showed him what being a family meant again and that it was alright to ask for help from people who loved you.
The whole situation with Caleb's father made me sick to my stomach. As far as I'm concerned he got off easy. And the things that Caleb shared were horrifying - something like that should never happen to a child. And Jace's quest to find his missing sister turns up bittersweet but yet full of hope and a promise of bright future. Like with all the protectors, while some things are lost others are found to help them heal and live happily forgetting the bad and cherishing the memories of the good. Wonderful read! I highly recommend it!
May 4, 2019
RE-READ 06.28.24
I think the key was not to read the books in this series back-to-back, as I did originally. By the time I hit Shattered I was tapped out and my original review reflects that. Having read it again I'm feeling much more generous. So, I'm going to read two more follow-up books. I may be a gluten for punishment but I don't think so (says a much kinder, gentler reader these days.)
Original review:
I nearly DNF’d around 80%. I guess I just got tired of the same old same old. Repackaged but the same nonetheless.
Traumatized young man meets another traumatized man, a little older. They compare trauma, build a slow attraction then have phenomenal sex. Looks good at about 50% then all hell breaks looks. Outside forces set out to destroy them which must be defeated. Check. But wait, here’s another outside force. Check. And another. Check. Now, let’s introduce a character for the next book. Check. Now let’s have sex one more time. Check. A page or two of gushy sweetness. Check.
Oh. And one final thing. In each book I have read in the first sex scene the traumatized young man has his arms held above his head by the older traumatized man. Check.
I’ve spent weeks basically reading the same story over and over.
Big mistake on my part. Individually I can see the appeal.
I think the key was not to read the books in this series back-to-back, as I did originally. By the time I hit Shattered I was tapped out and my original review reflects that. Having read it again I'm feeling much more generous. So, I'm going to read two more follow-up books. I may be a gluten for punishment but I don't think so (says a much kinder, gentler reader these days.)
Original review:
I nearly DNF’d around 80%. I guess I just got tired of the same old same old. Repackaged but the same nonetheless.
Traumatized young man meets another traumatized man, a little older. They compare trauma, build a slow attraction then have phenomenal sex. Looks good at about 50% then all hell breaks looks. Outside forces set out to destroy them which must be defeated. Check. But wait, here’s another outside force. Check. And another. Check. Now, let’s introduce a character for the next book. Check. Now let’s have sex one more time. Check. A page or two of gushy sweetness. Check.
Oh. And one final thing. In each book I have read in the first sex scene the traumatized young man has his arms held above his head by the older traumatized man. Check.
I’ve spent weeks basically reading the same story over and over.
Big mistake on my part. Individually I can see the appeal.
March 10, 2022
4-4.5 stars
Compared to the others in this series it was one of my favorites even though the subject matter was so heavy and dark.
I think that is why I liked it, it didn’t feel like the characters were all about getting it on, they had to build trust and their connection before they got down and dirty.
I can’t wait for Silver and Daltons book, that one will be a ride. also I am patiently waiting for Aleks book to be on Audio, this one just came out today.
Compared to the others in this series it was one of my favorites even though the subject matter was so heavy and dark.
I think that is why I liked it, it didn’t feel like the characters were all about getting it on, they had to build trust and their connection before they got down and dirty.
I can’t wait for Silver and Daltons book, that one will be a ride. also I am patiently waiting for Aleks book to be on Audio, this one just came out today.
December 16, 2017
3.5*
not my favorit, maybe I had too many Sloane Kennedy books this year
January 31, 2018
I'm finally all caught up with the series!
I must admit that the sheer volume of Protectors books I've read back-to-back prompted me to check who the MCs were but I figured out who they were by the checking out the series map. :-)
Moving on,
Caleb's history with the monster that was his father and the lengths he went through just to cope made for some somber reading. I was happy when he finally started to get better( though his final conversation with his father was a bit difficult to believe because of how he broke down mentally the previous time he saw the man).
Jace's past brought us 2 new characters who would be interesting together AND I made the mistake of reading the sneak preview to Aleks and Vaughn's book so now the book restlessness is killing me slowly. I need that book like yesterday!
Somebody help me!!
I must admit that the sheer volume of Protectors books I've read back-to-back prompted me to check who the MCs were but I figured out who they were by the checking out the series map. :-)
Moving on,
Caleb's history with the monster that was his father and the lengths he went through just to cope made for some somber reading. I was happy when he finally started to get better( though his final conversation with his father was a bit difficult to believe because of how he broke down mentally the previous time he saw the man).
Jace's past brought us 2 new characters who would be interesting together AND I made the mistake of reading the sneak preview to Aleks and Vaughn's book so now the book restlessness is killing me slowly. I need that book like yesterday!
Somebody help me!!
December 15, 2017
Another great addition to this series
This book could have been a train wreck given the sensitivity of the subject and the age of one of the main characters but Sloane Kennedy answered all fears with an assured hand.
There was no magic dick cure for Caleb, it took time and patience and conversation and a creation of trust with Jase for the relationship to develop.
I'm not sure it needed the secondary dramatic plot with Jase's sister if I'm being brutally honest, there was enough drama with Caleb's situation.
But I guess it was needed to bring Dalton and Silver into the fold for their book later and I'm fascinated to find out more.
I also liked the realistic approach to Caleb's cutting, the sensitive way it was dealt with and the acknowledgement that he wasn't "cured" and that counselling would be a good idea.
There was also a satisfying end to the bad guy and the plot surrounding Caleb's father and it was nice to see the discussions with Caleb and Eli.
Jase was perfect for Caleb and their slow build up of trust as they began to act on them meant the sex scenes were doubly invested with meaning and lots of emotions.
Another great Protectors book and another wonderful cover from Jay Aheer and Wander's photography.
This book could have been a train wreck given the sensitivity of the subject and the age of one of the main characters but Sloane Kennedy answered all fears with an assured hand.
There was no magic dick cure for Caleb, it took time and patience and conversation and a creation of trust with Jase for the relationship to develop.
I'm not sure it needed the secondary dramatic plot with Jase's sister if I'm being brutally honest, there was enough drama with Caleb's situation.
But I guess it was needed to bring Dalton and Silver into the fold for their book later and I'm fascinated to find out more.
I also liked the realistic approach to Caleb's cutting, the sensitive way it was dealt with and the acknowledgement that he wasn't "cured" and that counselling would be a good idea.
There was also a satisfying end to the bad guy and the plot surrounding Caleb's father and it was nice to see the discussions with Caleb and Eli.
Jase was perfect for Caleb and their slow build up of trust as they began to act on them meant the sex scenes were doubly invested with meaning and lots of emotions.
Another great Protectors book and another wonderful cover from Jay Aheer and Wander's photography.
December 19, 2017
I think this is probably the one I have liked the most. It was a little more grittier and darker than the previous books in the series.
This was Jace and Calebs story who we had previously met when we met Eli.
The book is not for the faint hearted as it deals with child sexual abuse and self harming.
Once I started I couldn't put it down.
This was Jace and Calebs story who we had previously met when we met Eli.
The book is not for the faint hearted as it deals with child sexual abuse and self harming.
Once I started I couldn't put it down.
December 16, 2017
I knew going into this book that it would be hard to read. Mav and Eli’s book was very rough and this continues the story with Caleb, Eli’s brother.
Jace has stayed away for two years. But he can no longer do that. Caleb needs him. The trial for his father is fast approaching and someone wants to take him out.
Jace helps Caleb heal. He makes him feel safe and shows him that he is not the product of his past and has the rest of his life to find all of his missing pieces. He has a family to stand by him and a love to help strengthen him.
As I have said before, these men go through hell but the love surrounding them is nothing short of amazing. I cannot wait for Aleks and Vaughn’s story.
Jace has stayed away for two years. But he can no longer do that. Caleb needs him. The trial for his father is fast approaching and someone wants to take him out.
Jace helps Caleb heal. He makes him feel safe and shows him that he is not the product of his past and has the rest of his life to find all of his missing pieces. He has a family to stand by him and a love to help strengthen him.
As I have said before, these men go through hell but the love surrounding them is nothing short of amazing. I cannot wait for Aleks and Vaughn’s story.
December 15, 2017
4.25 stars.
You guys, this book absolutely destroyed me. It's not for the faint of heart and it's definitely not an easy read. If you do read this book, read the trigger warnings and the notes the author put up. This book deals with stuff not everyone will be comfortable with.
Caleb and Jace have had a rough life, especially Caleb. Dealing with abuse is never easy. Especially when it's supposed to come from someone who's supposed to love and protect you no matter what. What I loved though was that Jace didn't try to 'fix' Caleb. They worked together at a pace that helped. And my heart absolutely broke for both of the main characters.
There was a lot that happened in this book. It was very fast paced and at times, I do with that it was either a bit longer or she added another book for the main characters since there was so much information we were given throughout.
All in all, I'm happy with the way the book ended for Caleb and Jace. Shattered is one book that I will never forget and I'm excited for the next book. And it's Aleks' book. Eeep!
I didn’t want to live, but I was too afraid to die.
You guys, this book absolutely destroyed me. It's not for the faint of heart and it's definitely not an easy read. If you do read this book, read the trigger warnings and the notes the author put up. This book deals with stuff not everyone will be comfortable with.
Caleb and Jace have had a rough life, especially Caleb. Dealing with abuse is never easy. Especially when it's supposed to come from someone who's supposed to love and protect you no matter what. What I loved though was that Jace didn't try to 'fix' Caleb. They worked together at a pace that helped. And my heart absolutely broke for both of the main characters.
“You know how if something shatters when it breaks, there’s no way to find all the pieces to put it back like it once was? Maybe sometimes it’s better not to even try…”
There was a lot that happened in this book. It was very fast paced and at times, I do with that it was either a bit longer or she added another book for the main characters since there was so much information we were given throughout.
All in all, I'm happy with the way the book ended for Caleb and Jace. Shattered is one book that I will never forget and I'm excited for the next book. And it's Aleks' book. Eeep!
December 15, 2017
This is another solid installment to the series that follows along the same path as the others. Caleb is 19 years old, though we met him a few years ago when he was 17. He is a bit beyond his years due to the things he’s been through (you can get more of that background reading Eli’s (Caleb’s brother) book). He continues to suffer the aftermath of his past, and when it starts closing in on him, he crumbles a bit and goes on the run.
Jace hit it off with Caleb back when they met when Caleb and Eli came into the fold. However, with Caleb being so young and “damaged” and Jace’s history of sex being sex and a way to vent his feelings, he stayed away. Until he is told Caleb has run and needs to be found. When Jace finds him, things are worse than he was expecting. He takes Caleb into hiding to keep him safe and hopefully to help him heal a bit. It takes some effort on Jace’s part, as he has to give a little of himself to get Caleb to open up, but it eventually pays off for both of them.
Caleb has turned to self harm as a way to deal with the pain and stress. Cutting has been the only thing that has helped him survive and it isn’t all that easy to just stop, though he does realize it is wrong and makes an effort to quit. He falls back on it when things get tough, but Jace has definitely helped him and he continues to get better.
There is a lot going on with the gang, as Eli is also involved with Caleb’s father being on trial, etc. Both Eli and Caleb have issues they are dealing with in relation to that, as well as with each other and their past roles. Eventually, communication is key, and they make strides in moving on.
I loved seeing the others involved in this series, and with there being so many at this point, it is fun to have the memories of their stories come back as they are reintroduced here. Of course, there is a sneak peek into the next installment and a promise of a future story for others. To be honest, I’m most looking forward to Silver and Dalton’s story to see how they are making out. They are two people who definitely need some love, and I can’t wait to see them get it. Anyhoo, I definitely recommend this story and the series as a whole. You really can’t go wrong if you like seeing young men overcome some pretty horrific pasts to get their HEA and find new families at the same time.
Review written for Love Bytes Reviews.
December 15, 2017
I want to say "That was sweet" but then again Caleb story is really really hard to read.
This is the thing with SK. She find the most traumatized men and put them together and make the sweetest romances...
It baffles me sometimes that I love those books so much because I AM NOT a family person and babies tend to make me flee. Yet, here I am, rushing to these books as soon as they're out and I really love them.
Completely OTT. Often over emotional. A lot of the stories are similar.
But again... Always a big win for me. Full of love and sexy times. It warmth my cold heart every time!
I just LOVE Sloane Kennedy's men... Again and Again.
This is the thing with SK. She find the most traumatized men and put them together and make the sweetest romances...
It baffles me sometimes that I love those books so much because I AM NOT a family person and babies tend to make me flee. Yet, here I am, rushing to these books as soon as they're out and I really love them.
Completely OTT. Often over emotional. A lot of the stories are similar.
But again... Always a big win for me. Full of love and sexy times. It warmth my cold heart every time!
I just LOVE Sloane Kennedy's men... Again and Again.
April 24, 2021
I liked this BUT it read so similar to some of the other books in the series. Strong older character is infatuated with young man who has been abused. The characters are actually starting to sound very similar and then I forget who is who. Speaking of which there are a lot of characters in this series and trying to remember them all can be just a little confusing. This wasn't an easy book to read and it definitely made me cry a time or two. Still I'm 11 books in and plan to continue the series.
December 15, 2017
Not my fave Protectors story, but not bad. The melodrama was strong with this one, Jack Cortano having fingers in more pies than Mr Kipling, but I was a tad disappointed at the nature of his comeuppance...I'm sure Jace, Mav and others could've thought of several creative and extremely painful ways to end his useless existence. 3.5 stars.
And yes, who couldn't have foretold that Silver would get together with Dalton at some point in the future, it was just sooo obvious, but that's the way the cookie crumbles with this series I'm afraid...you definitely do not have to be a mind reader. 🤔
And yes, who couldn't have foretold that Silver would get together with Dalton at some point in the future, it was just sooo obvious, but that's the way the cookie crumbles with this series I'm afraid...you definitely do not have to be a mind reader. 🤔
December 17, 2017
How much bad shit can happen to one person? According to Ms. Kennedy a lot of shit. Caleb poor damaged Caleb finally gets the life he deserves. Jace and Caleb are a long time coming and I was so happy to see their relationship play out. Classic protectors series and classic Kennedy, if you are fan this one did not disappoint. It's filled with crazy circumstances, action, sex, passion, and all those crazy circumstances surrounding these group of men. Next we will get Alexs story, which if the sneak peek is any indication, is going to be another mind fuck. Oh and Silver and Dalton, I can see that coming and I cant wait for that so Hint: If it's not in the works Ms. Kennedy, make it happen.
September 12, 2021
Been waiting for this story to come down the pipeline. These two were always going to get together, we've known that Jace was never going to be able to resist Caleb forever. While I don't love the age gaps in ever one of these stories, I do really enjoy the series altogether. I just pretend the age gaps aren't as large as they really are. ;) But at least at this point Caleb is now 19, but still suffering so much for everything that happened to him as a child. It's all coming to a head when his father gets off scot free for what he did to Caleb's brother Eli and now Caleb's terrified he's coming for him.
Of course the minute Jace finds out Caleb's missing he goes into overdrive and protector mode. Once he found Caleb again, it was always only going to be a matter of time. I did appreciate how their relationship developed and the time and space Jace gave Caleb. He never pressured him. In fact often it was Jace running from the intensity of things. Together these two found a really strong base together.
This story was a bit lesser on the suspense elements than other stories in the series. Those moments bookended things more than anything. The large middle of this story was really all just these two men finding out their space together. It was lovely.
Of course the minute Jace finds out Caleb's missing he goes into overdrive and protector mode. Once he found Caleb again, it was always only going to be a matter of time. I did appreciate how their relationship developed and the time and space Jace gave Caleb. He never pressured him. In fact often it was Jace running from the intensity of things. Together these two found a really strong base together.
This story was a bit lesser on the suspense elements than other stories in the series. Those moments bookended things more than anything. The large middle of this story was really all just these two men finding out their space together. It was lovely.
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March 8, 2019I feel like such a hypocrite (I 💖 Sterek/Steter for life) when I ask why so many teenaged young men making lifetime commitments? There's been several 19 year olds making big assed life decisions that I just don’t think they are equipped to make. They’ve all been traumatized at some point. They are in no shape or form ready for these relationships. My kid is in his early 20s. He’s not mature enough (I don’t care how grown he thinks he is), so how is a teen that’s NEVER really had a chance to be a normal teen? I don’t get it.
January 23, 2018
Not sure if I was expecting much beyond a delightful age gap and some steamy moments but this was definitely more than that. I’ll be honest, I don’t usually read these sort of books to be that sucked into the plot, but I couldn’t help but be here. It has me itching to go back and read the others, if only to get all the names right and read their steamy bits as well.
Well written, believable, but no joke with the trigger warnings. If you think it might bug you, skip it. That said, all of it was written well and treated appropriately.
Yup. Definitely liked this one. And I’m pretty sure I need to go see if Silver’s story is out there yet.
Well written, believable, but no joke with the trigger warnings. If you think it might bug you, skip it. That said, all of it was written well and treated appropriately.
Yup. Definitely liked this one. And I’m pretty sure I need to go see if Silver’s story is out there yet.
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