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232 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2012
The shock of the news has made me sad. I am sad at the mention of his death. He was so much a part of my life for the past forty-eight years. Somehow, I don't know what I will do without him being there. He was always there, always in my head, and just a telephone call away. Am I relieved, or am I frightened? The emotions tumble through my mind.
Suddenly, I begin to shake and my heart races. I hear his voice - that very familiar voice. 'Sugar pie, if I should die before you, you must not tell anyone about our secrets. You must not write about them or tell anyone. You will cause hurt to my family, and to yours if you do! And, you know you don't want to hurt anyone. Remember, you must never tell anyone about our secrets!'
His voice is so clear. I look around to see where the voice is coming from.
Beads of sweat cover my forehead, my hands are damp, and my breath is short. Is Thigpen controlling me from the grave? I have been worried what additional triggers he may have planted within my subconscious. I have constantly asked my associates if this is possible - now it seems to be here.
Why is he calling out to me now? In my conscious mind I know he is dead. He can no longer hurt me. He can no longer control me. He can no longer do... No, I promised I won't tell anyone about that. I can't talk about all of those times. He made me promise. He said I would cause hurt to his family if I told. He said I would hurt my family too.