A debut novel narrated by Elouise May. El's life couldn't have been happier, she had married her soul mate, they'd bought their own home and had all the love and security anyone could wish for. Then in a 'click of a finger' it all changes and El is thrust into the life of a widow. Not knowing how to get through, she then discovers online dating. In her state of grief, she unwittingly begins looking for what she has lost, eventually realising she will never find it.
Widowed in her late thirties, Elouise May began writing, wanting to convey how grief and loneliness can affect a person's mental health and decision making. She drew on her own experiences to write her debut novel, Saudade.
An incredible story of loss, love and laughter. This book had me laughing and crying. I was hooked from the moment I started reading and didn’t want to put it down- always wanting to find out what happens next!