4 stars
I’m not sure why this book was on my to-read list. On getting it out of the library, I had no memory of the premise. I think perhaps I just liked the cover (I know, I’m terrible, but it’s so pretty).
Apple and Rain is shelved as YA but, not long into it, I discovered that the main character is 13. This worried me cause I’m 20 and I don’t really want to read books aimed at 13 year olds.
I’m definitely glad I stuck with it.
Although perhaps the intended target audience is younger than me, it’s definitely not a children’s book.
The book follows Apple Apostolopoulou (real name Apollinia, which is apparently greek, so not so stupid after all). She’s 13 and lives with her Nan since her mum disappeared when she was 2 and her dad seems generally unwilling to be her parent.
The issue with Apple’s Nan is that she is overprotective, basically treats Apple like she’s about 8 which is, understandably, frustrating. Apple, however, very much to her credit, doesn’t make too much of a fuss about it, although she does express annoyance over it.
Another indicator of Apple’s maturity is how much she doesn’t hate her dad, even though she probably should. He’s rubbish and clearly doesn’t want anything to do with her, even though he is her father but Apple doesn’t really seem to blame him – she even says that he was just unfortunate enough to be dating her mother when she got pregnant. This annoyed me quite a bit actually, because her father is as responsible as her mother for her existence and he should step up and be her father. When you have a child, you have to make sacrifices, even if you never wanted that child. If you brought them into the world, they’re your responsibility.
I do feel that Apple is upset about her father’s lack of caring or involvement in her life, she expresses upset that she only sees him about twice in the year and at one point says ‘even though Dad doesn’t want me to live with Mum, he never says I should live with him…he could at least offer.’
She’s clearly aware of how rubbish he is at parenting but it’s all she’s ever known from him and she’s pretty much given up on him. Basically he’s dreadful and I hate him and I think Apple is admirable in not bashing his head in with a brick.
This is what I like about her though. So many 13-year-olds in books are immature and whingey and she isn’t. Sure, she leaves her Nan to go and live with her admittedly crap Mum but she’s generally pretty mature and never whines about how crap her life is, she just gets on with it and makes do and hopes things will get better. She’s not perfect but she’s not a stereotypical whiney teenager and that is very nice.
Apple’s mother, when she turns up, is basically a rubbish parent – she’s already been disappeared for 11 years, and then she lets Apple miss school, encourages her to drink, encourages her to have a relationship with a 17-year-old and is generally an incapable parent but somehow, the thing that annoyed me most about her was how she only seemed to come back so she could use Apple as a babysitter for her other daughter – Rain.
She’s rubbish and she can’t cope but there’s nothing amazingly well-done about the character. She mostly drinks and runs off on ‘auditions’. There’s no impression that she’s really trying to be a better parent, she’s just reluctant to be a parent.
That brings us, of course, to Rain. She’s 10 years old, making her only 3 years younger than Apple but she is far, far less mature and seems to be having some mental health issues. She carries around a doll names Jenny and treats it as much as she can like a real baby – feeding it milk, changing its nappies, starting to decide Jenny’s ill and insisting she must be taken to the doctor. This, of course, is all signs of Rain’s inability to cope, desperate need for some guidance by a less useless adult than her mother. Additionally, as it’s pointed out by another character, Rain’s insistence that Jenny be taken to the doctor as Rain’s way of admitting that she knows she needs to see a doctor.
I think Sarah Crossan’s way of writing Rain and of dealing with her mental illness is really very admirable. She’s done this well.
Overall, I do like the characters, I think they were well done and well written but somehow I wasn’t as emotionally attached as I could have been. I don’t know why but the book didn’t really make me feel anything too strongly, although that may be in part due to my being a little too old for it.
Despite that, this book is good - like, really pretty good but it didn’t move me that much and it didn’t change my life. I also don’t feel like the plot itself was that original but the way it was handled and the way it was written did make it feel knew and special. The foundations, perhaps, were not that special but it was done well.