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The start to a sexy new series from New York Times bestselling author, Kendall Ryan...
She's much too innocent for me, but that doesn't stop me from wanting the sweet, young librarian. I'm dominating and possessive, and my control streak runs a mile wide.
The way she looks at me—like I'm one of the heroes in the books she loves, like I'm broken, and she wants to be the one to piece me back together—it only complicates things further. I'm nobody's hero.
But there's no denying my tragic past reads like one of her favorite literary classics. It's raw. Visceral. Captivating. And together, we're a perfect mess.
How can I resist when the sexual sparks zapping between us set me on fire? The need to control, and claim her force my walls to come tumbling down, but when she learns about my dirty little secret, will my world come crashing down with it?
354 pages, ebook
First published September 14, 2017





"She was all wrong for me. Innocent where I was hardened, and sweet where I was rough. She’d want a tender lover, someone who was gentle and took his time warming her up, not some asshole who’d shove al nine inches in just to watch her gasp and struggle for breath…”
"I was a doe and he was a lion, stalking toward me with determined strides that made my knees go weak, even as I sat in my chair…”
“It started out as a dirty little secret, something to amuse myself with. I lived a boring existence—work, home, bed . . . and Gavin was a distraction. Maybe I should have left it there, but I hadn’t.”
“And every morning, promptly at ten to eight, Mr. Tall, Dark, and Sinful strolled inside and ordered a double shot of espresso to go.”
“Gavin Kingsley
President
Forbidden Desires”
“In that moment, I knew this wouldn’t be casual, knew I wouldn’t walk away from this in one piece.”
Dirty secrets. We all have them. We guard them fiercely, protecting them like a mother does a precious newborn infant, cradled to her chest, away from the world's prying eyes. Yet those dark, forbidden desires we crave won't stay hidden for long. They have a way of coming out-usually at the most inopportune time.
"May the best man win."






"She was all wrong for me. Innocent where I was hardened, and sweet where I was rough…”
"If he wanted me, he would have me, and I would be powerless to stop him. I was a doe and he was a lion, stalking toward me with determined strides that made my knees go weak.”
“I think you want to feel desired and experience passion, but you’re afraid to ask for it. You want a man to take control, to make you feel wanted, and you want to feel pleasure like you’ve never imagined.”
“The desire to ravage Emma was almost overwhelming. I didn’t know what kind of spell this demure little thing in my lap had put me under.”
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Dirty secrets. We all have them. We guard them fiercely, protecting them like a mother does a precious newborn infant, cradled to her chest, away from the world's prying eyes. Yet those dark, forbidden desires we crave won't stay hidden for long. They have a way of coming out-usually at the most inopportune time.
"May the best man win."


Gavin wasn't a fantasy. He was a nightmare.
"You want a man to take control, to make you feel wanted, and you want to feel pleasure like you've never imagined."
"Ride my fingers. Make yourself come."
"Do I frighten you?" he asked, amused.
"Of course not," I lied.
"Good, because you terrify me, he murmured."
If he'd asked, I would have given it to him. Everything.
"I never promised you a happy ending."
I knew this wouldn't be casual, knew I wouldn't walk away from this in one piece.


She was a classic next-door-type. A walking wet-dream. Something I had no right to desire, but I wanted all the same.”
Gavin made himself clear from the first second his mouth met mine. He took. This was a far cry from an exploratory first kiss. He had total control, pulling me close.”
He smelled of peppermint and leather, and tasted faintly of whiskey. It was an intoxicating combination, and like a lightning flash through the darkness, I was undone.”
Kendall Ryan


