Whoever said that the quiet ones are the most are deadliest had Mayhem Bailey in mind. According to everyone in the Windy City, Mayhem has an icebox in place of his heart and no lady has ever been able to penetrate it. That is, until he meets Xenobia Bell. Mayhem falls fast and hard for Xenobia, and in his eyes, their relationship is picture perfect. However, their relationship is ruined when Xenobia does the unthinkable, shattering Mayhem’s heart into a million pieces. That was eight years ago, and the heartache still feels fresh to Mayhem.
Olena Hill, the polar opposite of Mayhem, is the free spirit that mothers warn their sons about. She lives her life unapologetically with no concern for what anyone thinks of her. Olena is content with keeping a rotation of male lovers until she is cornered aggressively by Mayhem, who claims her as his woman. The once free Olena finds her bright spirit being diminished by the aggressive Mayhem who craves control and grows enraged when he doesn’t have it. As Olena learns to take the beast as he is, she discovers a new side of Mayhem. That side of Mayhem is keeping a secret from Olena; a secret that has to do with how he become broken in the first place.
Will Mayhem set aside his relationship paranoia to be the man that Olena wants, or will he take Olena down the same path of hurt that Xenobia took him down?
This story was different from other urban fiction stories I read. I did not expect Mayham to be Dom. But I felt like some of the things he did and said weren't did not fit with his personality. First he was super kind and empathetic to the struggles of a single mother, even stepped up to help, then he would kill without a second thought and not look back at child ever again. Also the killings were over the top unrealistic. He seemed more psychotic and not sexy at all. I like take charge leading men characters but this one was a little to twisted to me to find lovable for any women. He
I thought Malice was something else, but damn! When you compare him to Mayhem, It's like comparing a house cat to a lion. I was not ready for Mayhem. He is definitely a force to be reckoned with. I must say, he does have his work cut out for him with Oleana though. She takes no mess, and I love that about her. I am most definitely looking forward to book 2!!!
I have no words other than can we get part two tomorrow lol. I'm interested to see how this will play out. I hope Nobie coming back doesn't mess up what May & Olena are building . & Santana just eww he needs to tell his wife he screwing for studio time
Why did you end like that????Omg where to begin...Mayhem is fifty shades of crazy for real. Him and Olena relationship is like omg but I love how she handle his behind. I wonder now since it ended like that was he that way with Xenobia as well and why he named both of them kitten...You would think he would’ve had a different name since he blocked Nobie out and don’t like talking bout her. She was wrong in so many ways smh. Olena ended Mayhem though to tame her from her crazy lifestyle from jumping man to man. I don’t know what is going to happen in part 2 but I’m ready bae.. Can’t wait to see what Mayhem gone do, along with Olena reaction to him calling Nobie kitten too.I think he will help her son because like his therapist said he never got over her and never got that closure...that’s if he don’t kill her first. I think Nobie still loves Mayhem and wants him back. Like she was saying when she was asking for a divorce, she miss that lifestyle where she didn’t have to worry about nothing. I don’t think he is going to leave Olena he loves her too much but part 2 is going to be too good...I can’t wait
OMG this book was definitely a great read the author Bianca great author can't wait for book two Mayhem Love.
Mayhem Bailey had some deep rooted issues from having his heart broken by Xenobia Bell. He has made every woman pay for her betrayal he refused to let another women break his heart that was 8 years ago. Then he meets Olena Hill who gives him a hard time he wants her submitted to him he wanted to control her. Mayhem aggressively pursed her until she gives in they didn't define their relationship he was extremely jealous and had trust issues. Olena Hill keep men at arm length she wasn't really ready for a committed relationship until Mayhem but could trust him with her heart. Mayhem was a bit obsessive and compulsive he act off emotion rollercoaster of feelings it was a lot for Olena to deal with how much of herself would she have to give up. Mayhem was borderline psychotic. Also he in love with two women one he never got over Xenobia Bell . Mayhem and Olena was in a relationship they didn't put a tile on it both of them loved each other. Also Ankara daughter of Xenobia was trying to get in contact with Mayhem she wanted to build a relationship with him he was a father figure to her and tell him about her brother sickness. Ankara relationship with Mayhem was close and she is not as close to her stepfather Santana Bell he has own agenda going on. Xenobia Bell returns to Chicago to ask for Mayhem help to save her son life what if Marcus Allen is his son it confusion with that one or is it Eric the guy she had a affair with. Mayhem thought his life was complicated now will he let his past angry and emotional hurt go move on help her and her son. Mayhem is still angry with Xenobia will he shoot her or let it go. Will Olena Bell walk away or will she stay by his side because this is not her issue will he tell Olena about Xenobia. Why wouldn't Mayhem tell Olena about Xenobia emotional he still has feelings for her that haven't been resolved if he was over her doesn't want Olena to see him vulnerable it was a difficult time for him it left him emotional scared. What will this mean for Mayhem and Olena relationship how many more obstacles will they face in this emotional rollercoaster of love are will it end before they discovered they need each other. What is Xenobia Bell agenda besides needing money for her son cancer treatment out of the country did she needed to apologize to get closure or is hoping to rekindle the flame you miss a great relationship when it gone. What about her marriage to Santana Bell and his hidden secret affair will she discovered the truth. What if Olena Hill pregnant with his child. So many scenarios who to knows it going to be another book Mayhem 2 or book 3 Mayhem Love. This could end crazy or left hanging in this love triangle. Can't wait for Mayhem Love 2 book it definitely be worth the wait.
This is my first story regarding the dominate lifestyle so I was shocked because I thought it was just another thug love story. It was interesting but I'm wondering what else does Mayhem do? And when does he find the time because he's a very sexual person. Olena and Kharisma weren't the only two he were doing. I felt like he and Olena were a match because she had a "hoe rotation" going. I did think that he was being selfish wanting her to give up hers but keeping his own going. He was stalker like though because he always knew when she was talking to someone. He obviously had a camera somewhere but it was never said where and when it was placed. I also thought he took things too far when he killed Jacoby I wasn't feeling the bruises he kept putting on Olena though because he had her looking abused and his family was questioning her about that. Are he and Malice twins? The story is about Mayhem but the cover also has Malice and I'm thinking it implies something. Now I'm wondering what Nobia coming back means for Olena because I think Mayhem still loves her. This was a good story, had me thinking. I will be reading part 2 to get all my questions answered.
Xenobia had did a number on Mayhem, when it came to trust issues, in women, and relationships. I can't believe that Mayhem did everything for her, and she betrayed him in the worse way imaginable. Mayhem was so invested into their relationship, and he showed it to Nobia in many ways. Mayhem was a very complicated individual, and his sex life was something out of this world. Nobia had been his first love, and his first Kitten. Now the same man who's heart Nobia broke, is the same man she has to ask for help.
Olena was an independent, free-spirited woman, that was very nonchalant when it came to sex. The last thing that Olena wanted was to be tied down in a relationship. Work was her joy, and she had a list of men in rotation, like a revolving door. The crazy thing was that her list of men all knew about each other. The one thing I loved about Olena, was her honesty.... she never lied to anyone. Olena was the one that was going to break Mayhem, in more ways than he could ever imagine. The book actually gave me more insight on BDSM lifestyle. I'm wondering will Olena go back to her old days?
Author Bianca I'm your new reader Dee Dee! I'm glad I checked you out. You did an excellent job with this and I'm looking forward to reading more of your books 😘 Now I can't remember those questions at the end but I am go give my most honest best review. All I'm go say is I hope Mayhem dont allow that tramp Nobie to come and mess up for him and Olena. Olena and Mayhem are so good together. She didn't come there to save her dying son. She came for more and Olena is pretty stupid if she don't see that. I'm go hate May if he do give that broad another chance when he swore he would kill her if he ever ran into her again. He pulled his weapon out and I damn sho hope he use it! I hate Nobie. I'm team Olena. If he do go back to Nobie Olena better grow some balls and do all she can to cause problems for them. Even team up with Kharisma if she have too and do everything possible to make their lives miserable. All the fun Mayhem ruined for Olena, even had a dude he killed, Jacoby, who was ready to settle down with her and give her a good life. I can't stand dudes like Mayhem. It's burning me up 😂 man oh man let me get on to book 2 and see what's 👆
you know what bianca it took me 3 days to read this book. after I read the part about the dinner fiasco I was like I'm done I'm not reading no more I'm a just leave my review which was a 5 star, not because I didn't like it but because I loved it and mayhem had me ready to fight him. I really didn't think nothing was wrong with olenas life style I mean dudes do it everyday and she was up front with all her dudes. I think olena might shake on him for cool minute for not being honest. But I think they are just what eachother need and what they have is strong enough to with stand. I think he definetly got himself caught because he had plenty of opportunities to talk to her about his past situation especially when she asked about the person that was messaging her. I think that no matter what mayhem has a good heart and that he won't just leave them hanging. I think she wants that old thang back. I don't think his I'll feelings will change but if they do he a fool, cause what he has already is good and he'll be crazy to dip on that.
Mannnn look I have no idea what's about to happen in part 2. Did Mayhem get himself caught up in a difficult situation by not letting Olena know about Nobie? That's hard to say! Olena has been honest from the jump! He's had plenty of opportunities to say something! He's making her pay for what she did. She may feel that he still loves her. If he doesn’t harm Xenobia, I think that he is going to help her and her son but not for her for the daughter. I believe that Xenobia doesn't only want his money, I think that a part of her wants that old thing back. I don't think Mayhem’s feelings are going to come rushing back simply because the love is over shadowed by the betrayal. If it does that leaves Olena stuck between a rock and a hard place because of how he is when it comes to her. I'm anxious to read part 2.
Wow! I stopped doing my Bookies Challenge when I saw this book had dropped! I’m dying for part two!!
I think Mayhem is gonna lose it for a bit, Olena is too but then she’s gonna be the one to make Mayhem hell that little boy or she’s gonna do it herself. But Nobie is gonna try her hand and end up either really hurt emotionally or physically....maybe both!!!
Nobie would stay in a heartbeat if Mayhem offered that. But I truly think he’s wants nothing to do with her and it’s gonna take time for him to see past his hurt, not kill her and help those kids. Ankara will be a link to help Nobie.... I guarantee Mayhem still has a soft spot for her and will begin to be her father regardless now.
Bianca you did an amazing job with this book. I pray part two is on it’s way sooooooon!
Mayhem and Olena is definitely made for each other, they both 100 types of crazy. Honestly it's plenty women living Olena's lifestyle but is afraid to admit it like she said she single and can do what she want. I believe Mayhem is going to help Nobie's son because no matter what he still has the giving spirit. Now I think he should have told Olena about Nobie so she wouldn't be blind-sided plus she would know where his hoe action came from. I believe he is going to hurt Olena's feelings because she hasn't had any closure when it comes to Nobie. And we all know a girl loves her daddy so Ankara definitely play a part in all decisions. Part 2 is going to be crazy and I can't wait!!!
Wow.Mayhem MayhemMayhem 🤔never wouldve thought his quiet ass had it in him knew he was a Boss ,but he surprised the heck out of me sheeeeesh 😳He should have told Olena what was up with Nobia .I don't think he will want her but I think she will use her being his first experience to a lot of stuff that he had Olena thinking she was the first too against him. I can just see Nobia trying to get Mayhem back but she really needs to worry about why her husband grown ass smelling like shit 😱. Can't wait for book 2 I have faith in Mayhem he in love + he bout to be a daddy to his real child 😉.
Wow, Bianca you really did it with this book. I always felt that Mayhem had his heart broken that's why he was so cold when it came to relationships. I believe he met his match when it comes to Olena. She is strong willed and doesn't back down. Glad she was able to get Mayhem to gradually break down that wall he's been holding up since he was betrayed by Xenobia. Now that Xenobia is back in Chicago will he help her son and will his feelings for her resurface or is he completely over her and ready to start building a relationship with Olena. So many questions...Can't wait for part 2.
I’m... Ummm... My God! This book was a not what I was expecting from Author Bianca, but as always she NEVER has disappointed me. Mayhem... OMG! I’m going crazy just think about him and how he is. I love me some Olena baby! Hands up and I’m rocking with her all day! I’m afraid of what’s going to happen next, because I can’t believe Mayhem would do something like that, but then again it’s Mayhem! Part 2!!! I NEED it because my mind is still boggled and I’m a daze from this DOPE read! 😭❣️ I’m not here for no one else but Olena and Mayhem! As always, job well done Author Bianca! Whew, I need a drink! Lol.
Ok so I'm gonna be honest I had to skip over parts and almost stopped reading because of the down low foolery in this book. I am not one to read or partake in a man on the downlow it will most definitely turn me away from a book. If I didn't enjoy reading about the other characters I would have deleted the whole series as I downloaded all three. Mayhem and Olena's character is hilarious. Mayhem is a trip. The two of thing together are just too much. That ending though wow. I know its about to go down. Hopefully the next book doesn't include the foolery, it's sooo not needed.
Mayhem is a different kind of crazy and that is all because of Nobie. She hurt that man like no other. Now Olena is feeling his wrath with all of it. I wasn’t expecting Mayhem to be into BDSM, it was different. I think that Mayhem should have mentioned Nobie to Olena cause now there is going to be a problem. Nobie may have been married for the last 8 years but her feelings for Mayhem have never left. Now she has made it back to Chicago to get some help or try to. Not sure what’s going to happen in part but I’m about to find out. Bianca never seems to disappoint.
Nothing really going on… Alright but nothing really going on with this one to pull you into the story seeing as though his issues were based off a past relationship. I can’t see him ending her especially with his “daughter” there or the reason on why she’s there. Now the dirty husband is something to follow just to see how the author spins that one. Hopefully we can get a glimpse at how married women contract all kinds of disease from their husbands and how the industry has so many dl men moving funny. I can really careless about the relationship with Mayhem and Olena, if the two don’t care about sharing then who cares.
Mayhem did not disappoint at all. I really think he crazier than Malice. Olena was not bowing down at alllllllll. I knew he had his heart broken before but this Nobi thot is a bit much. She gots to go. Santana wow my heart kinda wen tout to him because some people really do be doing that. Kharisma poor tink tink. She too petty for me. Kam and Malice made appearance and Kam was like ain’t no woman to womaning me. I loved it. That ending through me for a loop I can’t wait for part two.
Oh my Mayhem was the truth i think he liked to be in control but Olena was his match an when she submit to him it took them to other heights thats why he feel in love. he was scary an intriguing making u want to go on the wild side. poor Nobi now she has to face the person she hurt the most. i hope he help her though. i think her being there things going to get ugly. Olena loves him so lets see how it turns out. definitely a page turner makes u want to keep reading. Felicia
Man this read was GREAT. A page Turner is what it is.Mayhem is something else,but I love him. Him and olane is the perfect couple ,I just wish he wasn't punishing her for the stupidity of Nobie. Olane is a mess and her personality is funny.She didn't care what ppl thought of her she go do what she wanted and not even let Mayhem change her ways unless he was willing to commit to her. With him having such a bad pass from love he scared and don't know how to act. Hopefully everything works out!!!
B you out did yourself with this book here. You deserve about 20 stars. This is most definitely a must read...anyone that doesn’t read or want to read it will definitely be missing out on something great. I sooooo love Mayhem. I want him and Olena together. I think it’s ok he didn’t tell her about Zenobia and I believe he’s going to help her son and she wants him but not going to be able to get him. I can’t wait to read part 2...when I say you did the darn thing with this book. Malice who????
Yes ,this was a 🔥🔥🔥🔥 read. Mayhem and Olena is a match made in heaven. Mayhem should have told Olena about Nobia and what had happen with them. Nobia is going to want more than that money from Mayhem. She will be bringing some type of drama with her. I think with her back Mayhem will start having more trust issues with Olena because he has not dealt with the hurt from his past. I think in the end he will help Nobia out with her son expenses to Haiti. I feel like there's more to come to come out. Santana? Bianca never disappoints. I need pt 2ASAP.
This is a good book. I love Olena n Mayhem together. I can fully understand his pain and the wall he built up to protect himself but he was selfish at first. Olena catching hell from him but he also catching it from her. She ain't no punk though. I could never do her job but her she bringing that bag in so that's all that matters. I pray Nobie get what she needs to help her son but she needs to leave Mayhem alone and find out what her nasty ass husband is doing. I can't wait to read part 2.
I feel like she is single and living her life! I feel like he is going to get back with Nobia and she is going to mess up agian but Olena is going to have moved on. I think he should have told Olena about Nobia by now and she is going to be hurt he didn't. I think he will help Nobia son if he doesn't kill her. Nobia definitely wants that old thing back. His feelings are going to come back and Olena is going to be hurt and eithef revert back to her old ways or find someone else. I can't wait for book 2!
Bianca..... Let me applaud you for stepping out into a different genre!!!! Loved it....Mayhem needs to get his mind right, Xenobia truly messed his mind up, he loved her something awful... Hope he can help her with their son.. Olena wow what a transformation to the point Mayhem did not know she was the girl he helped. Never knew that Doms were so insecure, that they dont like other men around their subs... Interesting... Xenobia's hubby is gay? Bi? WTH why does she not know that one?? Looking foward to book 2...