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300 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 23, 2018















I'm going to break you. I'm going to love making you bleed.
We both know what this is. One night. That's all we signed on for. That's all it can be.
Slowly though, I learn ways to survive. I learn that if I keep myself calm and control my breathing-center it-I can manage the pain better. I learn that when he beats me, no matter the tool, it hurts worse when my body is tight, so I try to focus and keep my muscles soft and loose. I learn to accept the pleasure he grants, knowing it will help when the pain comes.
I've stolen time. Stolen a night with a man who in turn stole my heart.
He will be my lifeline. he will be the light I cling to when things get dark.
One night. One messed-up, beautiful night is all we had together, and yet I feel like I've been with him every night since then. Because in many ways, I have. He's been in my thoughts, my dreams, my memories, like a dark knight who never left my side, even when I left his.


Two savage beasts after one sacred deer, who will win, the Boyka actor or that MOTHERFUCKER sadist? The author tried to give them both redeeming qualities but all I could see is red. I swear to God that I was plotting that fictional character's death the whole time. I'm so conflicted and I don't know what to rate this story, it's too dark and it gave me a lot of anxiety but I couldn't stop reading to the very horrid end which doesn't happen very often because I needed to know. I DIDN'T SLEEP THE WHOLE NIGHT.