I was torn on the rating for this book for several reasons:
1. The documentation of my aggravation below!! This had a pretty BIG impact!!
2. In spite of quite a few things that DID aggravate me, there's no denying the fact that I DID finish the book, and I did find myself quite engaged!!
3. It's VERY obvious this book is one of many and that the mystery or thriller in the book pretty much runs through the entire series, which of course is why nothing is wrapped up in this book in THAT sense!! The thing is - and I will in fact check - I'm unsure of whether this specific couple has another book or not, so I would have liked for them to have had much more closure than they did!! Don't get me wrong, they DO profess their love for one another and they DO get a good HFN, but I felt like we were left hanging at the end! Though it's understandable why the plot as a whole feels unfinished, the fact that the romance here does too DOESN'T make sense!!
4. There is quite a lot of tell here and not enough show! I don't need to elaborate on this one; it should be quite clear why this is problematic!!
All in all, I probably would have given this book 3 stars, but there were far too many detractors for me to comfortably say I LIKED the book! I enjoyed this book well enough this time around, but I couldn't ignore everything else that actively annoyed me here!! I hope the other books get much better!! We shall see!
*****
One of my updates [at around @56]::
"// We as readers talk about how we need more gender empowering characters, that we've had enough with stereotypes and stigmas! But we talk about the books and NOT the authors! GUYS, it's the author's doing and it's the author's FUCKING FAULT! Take this author as an example, "like a girl" this and "like a girl" that, HOLY FUCKING SHIT! It's the author's own stigma reflected here (what else could it be) and it's WRONG!!"
Seriously, where is this author's [and it definitely seems like the AUTHOR'S] negative association to the female gender coming from and WHY feed into such a negative and potentially damaging stigma?!!? I've counted more than FIVE instances where the MC draws on "like a girl" or "I'm not a girl, so ... " examples, and I have to wonder about the author ... ! I mean, WHY do it?!!? WHY throw your character/MC under the bus like that?!? I am NOT holding the character/MC accountable, nor do I think he's an asshole because of it [in the spirit of reading, I'm giving him proverbial life and am disassociating him from this issue], I think it's THE AUTHOR making a really asshole move for CHOOSING to write it that way :-/!! And it's obvious it's the author's issue because it doesn't even sound believable coming out of the MC's mouth >:-o!!!!!!! Does the author think it makes her more relatable?!? Is she a lemming following the trend of stereotypes and stigmas?!!? Why breath life into bullshit like that, and as a WOMAN no less [whose main readership, generally speaking, are probably women]???!!!!! It just pisses the fuck out of me!! Also, it's NOT because I'm a woman that I feel this way, NOT AT ALL, hey, if I were a guy, I'd feel the same way! I have a BIG issue with stigmatization, injustice, and the perpetuation of it, and I've had ENOUGH of "like a girl" or "like a guy" or "like an [ANYTHING]" comments!! I'd react JUST as vehemently to ANY type of prejudice, gender bias/judgement, stigmatization, or anything of that sort!! This just REALLY rubs me the wrong way!!!!
If this book gets a bad rating, it's ENTIRELY because of the author and NOT the book!! I own this series, so I WILL read the rest of the books, but I'll be re-evaluating purchasing ANY other books by this author if I continue to get a sense that there are more or continuing reasons to dislike her!!!!
P.S. I WILL note also that I don't feel the need to penalize the MCs [either of them] because I feel/it definitely SEEMS like the author imposed HER thoughts onto BOTH MCs and used them as her mouthpiece! It seemed like it was a reflection of HER thoughts, NOT theirs!!
Also, generally speaking, I don't get why authors do this because a) It doesn't make your characters look good and I don't believe they deserve the injustice; b) It doesn't make the AUTHOR look good!!
Frankly, I am unimpressed! If this is what happens in all these author's books [and I own quite a few of them], we're going to have an issue :-/!!!!!! We shall see!!
// End vent!!
******************************************
Re-reading this and plan on giving this a proper NEW try! While this book definitely didn’t work for me the first time around, I have the feeling that with the proper try and the right mindset, I might actually REALLY enjoy this book! So I’m willing to give this another try! Plus, I own the whole series and I want to try THIS book before continuing on with the rest of the series; I want to start on the RIGHT foot (and I WANT to really like all the books) :-)!
Re-trying a failed reading attempt does not always work and so I do NOT do this often, but I’m very positive/confident it will definitely work here :-)!!
So here we go ... !!
******************************
Initial rating was ONE star, unfortunately :-/!!