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303 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 5, 2014
Before taking out his knife he said, "After studying the client's file you must submit a brief note on how you propose to kill your first client and how you will display his body in the city. But that doesn't mean that what you propose in your note will be approved. One of our specialists will review the proposed method and either approve it or propose a different method. This system applies to professionals in all phases of their work – even after the training phase has ended and you have taken the test. In all phases you will receive your salary in full. I don't want to go into all the details now. I'll brief you on things gradually. After you receive the client's file you cannot ask questions as you could before. You have to submit your questions in writing. All your questions, proposals, and written submissions will be documented in your personal file. You absolutely may not write to me about work matters by e-mail or call me on the phone. You will write your questions on a special form that I will provide you with later. The important thing is that you now devote your time to studying the client's file carefully and patiently."The interview doesn't end until the last sentence. The speaker above continues talking the whole time. A client is never actually given to the interviewee. When the interview is finished, I think it not too much a spoiler to give that last sentence, where the original narrator again speaks.
Then he thrust the knife into my stomach and said, "You're shaking."
We will go to the cemetery, to the mortuary, and ask the guardians of the past for permission. We'll take the dead man out of the public garden naked and set him on a platform under the ripe orange sun. We'll try to hold his head in place. An insect, a fly buzzes equally around the living and the dead. We'll implore him to relate the story to us. There's no need to kick him in the balls for him to tell the story honestly and impartially, because the dead are usually honest, even the bastards among them.
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Thank you, dear writer, for brushing the fly from my nose and giving me this golden opportunity. I disagree with you only when you try to make the readers frightened of me by describing me as a bastard. Let them judge for themselves, I beg you, and don’t you too turn into a rabid dog. Congratulations on being alive! Just don't interfere with the nature of the animal that you are.
In the olden days, when our eyes were like magnifying glasses, the moon was a giant that rose above the rooftops, and we wanted to break it with a stone. In those days Marwan and I were like a single spirit. One autumn evening we lit a fire in a barrel of trash and swore an oath to be forever loyal to each other. We played often, and invented our own secrets, built our own world out of the strangeness of the world around us. We watched the adults' wars on television and saw how the front ate up our elders. Our mothers baked bread in clay ovens and sat down in the sunset hour, afraid and with tears in their eyes. We would steal sweets from shops, climb trees and break our legs and arms. Life and death was a game of running, climbing, and jumping, of watching, of secret dirty words, of sleep and nightmares.… their parting words …
I remember both of you well. I felt like a third wheel when we all started high school. I was jealous of you!
Marwan and I would chase the coffins. We would wait for them to reach the turn off the main road. The war was in its fourth year by this point.
I hope that when I wake up I can't hear you anymore and you're completely out of my life.I was deeply moved by the story, though I doubt I really comprehended what was related.
Me too, you fuck.
Everyone staying at the refugee reception center has two stories – the real one and the one for the record. The stories for the record are the ones the new refugees tell to obtain the right to humanitarian sylum, written down in the immigration department and preserved in their private files. The real stories remain locked in the hearts of the refugees, for them to mull over in complete secrecy. That's not to say it's easy to tell the two stories apart. They merge and it becomes impossible to distinguish between them. Two days ago a new Iraqi refugee arrived in Malmo, in southern Sweden. He was in his late thirties. They took him to the reception center and did some medical tests on him. They gave him a room, a bed, a towel, a bedsheet, a bar of soap, a knife, fork, and spoon, and a cooking pot. Today the man is sitting in front of the immigration officer telling his story at amazing speed, while the immigration officer asks him to slow down as much as possible.So begins the refugee's story, the one for the record. But he is confused, and the reader is slowly drawn in and dwells with the man in his confusion. He can't seem to understand what is happening to him, he tries to sort out what is real and what not – what to expect will happen the next moment, hour, day or week.
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They told me they had sold me to another group; they were very cheerful. They stayed up all night drinking whiskey and laughing. They even invited me to join them in a drink, but I declined and told them I was a religious man. They bought me new clothes, and that night they cooked me a chicken and served me fruit and sweets. It seems I fetched a good price. The leader of the group even shed real tears when he said goodbye. He embraced me like a brother.
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I think I stayed with the first group just three months. They had kidnapped me on that cold accursed night. That was in the winter of 2006. We had orders to go to the Tigris; it was the first time we had received instructions from the head of the emergency department in the hospital. At the bank of the river the policemen were standing around six headless bodies.
