I found this book on the shelf of my public library while looking for Taner Akçam's book 'A Shameful Act.' I'm very grateful I did. In the past year, I've been reconnecting with my Armenian identity and delving into the history of the genocide to better understand my family's own history (2 of my great-grandparent are genocide survivors).
I read this book quickly, perhaps too quickly. I read over half in one day, and the next day fell ill. I think the emotional toll of hearing the survivors' stories was greater than I expected. I encourage Armenians reading this book to take care of themselves and tend to their spirits and souls before, during, and after reading. Many of the images described are haunting. Reading this book felt itself like an act of mourning.
I'm very grateful to the Millers and the survivors they interviewed for their important work. One of the survivors describes running away from a surrogate family after being orphaned during the deportations - she was treated well in her surrogate family but still left because "'I thought that if I ran away, some Armenians, someplace, would take care of me'" (183). To me, the act of telling our history and recording it for future generations so we can know our legacies is an act of care-taking. Though devastating, this book is a reminder that there are Armenians out there, someplace, many places, writing, remembering, and taking care of one another.
On a different note, I felt the authors balanced their inclusion of secondary research and archival research in an expert way that allowed the oral histories of survivors to shine in their full context. Reading, I could tell great care was taken to honor the survivors' stories and do them justice.