"Time existed to keep everything / from happening at once // and was running out, so / everything clamored to happen // at the cost of what was happening."
This is, without a doubt, one of the most illuminating poetry books I've read. Gregory's writing is disorienting, self-effacing, even, and requires an immense precision of attention to digest. I see that as a testament to the sheer richness of this book, with my reading oscillating between utter confusion and complete harmony with the words on the page; by which Gregory acknowledges the inability of language to capture its essence, how it finds itself / we find ourselves "driven against the sky", pressing against the empty, beating, and bleeding heart of what poetry can accomplish -- language is limited in nature and in scope, yet it remains a bridge to our true nature.
The reader's job, then, is to "lift" . . . "the universe by its corners", or to use language -- and its infinite permutations -- to bridge ourselves to an end which begins and ends with us. Like "the moon" shedding "its singleness", we face the constant dichotomy of living in a world of human meanings, yet confronting the vapidity of these meanings on a daily basis, as we identify with the abstractions upon abstractions of our raw, conscious experience, which is simply consciousness itself, with "light" (or to be less metaphorical, the pure 'knowing' of all experience, of which all experience is made [and which is the substance of all experience]) being the "index" of all that is known. In other words, the value of language, and by association, the value of our experience, is to make a "bridge" from concepts to experience, and to guide us to the place within ourselves from which everything grows.
The singleness of our nature -- the unity and oneness of reality -- is "vacant of origin" and of end, simply due to it being an end in itself; the nature from which our experience derives, and into which our experience collapses.
This is probably an unconventional reading of this book. Perhaps I'm reaching a bit. But what I love so much about literature is that each reader is given the opportunity to bring their own understanding to a reading of a particular work -- meaning is found in conversation between the reader and the text, with the denotation of words themselves (especially as poetry) providing only some elements of what makes reading such a rich activity. Gregory's hesitance in her language use, and constant self-corrections, illustrate this point, and also indicate that there is something primary to language, and thus incapable of being captured by language itself. Language's job is to rid itself of language -- to free itself from its form. All of this, as you might've guessed based on my goodreads profile, is informed by my spiritual pursuits (yes, typing that made me vomit in my mouth a little), and particularly by the non-dual understanding. But I simply had to read this book from that perspective. There's so much in here that reminds me it, and of myself, and what it means to be a "sufferer" in a world through which suffering can remind us of who we truly are, and free us from the constant identification we have with the form of our experience, rather than the nature of it.