“Was he a good man? That was the question he had asked himself. He had decided that he was just a man. And yet… And yet, to be faced with an earlier self, a self that had first decided to be more than just a man, to be a hero, and one who somehow went about that with some dignity too, well here was perspective. A bit too much bloody perspective.”
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“He felt suddenly weak. He had to lean on the old police box to keep upright: the strain of remaining himself. In all his years of life in this incarnation, he had finally learned some lessons about human life that his other selfs had not. He had enjoyed, for decades, the dream of a normal existence. He had had love, long-lived love — he still wore his wedding ring. This time, if he allowed the regeneration to happen, he wouldn’t just be sacrificing some iconic hero, he would be losing a life. He would be losing it anyway, so why not… Why not simply… Yes, he had made up his mind.”
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“The sound of hope came to a terrible place, in what had been a terrible day. It came twice, it sang to itself. With a wheezing, groaning sound, two police boxes appeared side-by-side on the battlefield.”
4.5 stars. These novelizations continue to impress me. Granted, I’ve only read two, but they were fantastic. This one gives essential context and provides an internal monologue for the Doctor which I thought only enhanced the themes and gravity of the story.
You really get a feel for the Doctor’s history in this book, in a way that wasn’t emphasized in the special. The 12th Doctor reflects on his life from the point when he was the 1st Doctor onward, and we see a natural progression between the two. Events are mentioned and reminisced upon, like the events of The Waters of Mars and the Time War, which make the Doctor think about who he is, what he will be, and what he has become. Both incarnations are confronted with the reality of who they will be, and they both learn from each other.
In this book, Paul Cornell focuses on the personal reflections of the Doctor and why he won’t regenerate. His internal monologue gives us valuable and important musing about why he wants to die (“This time, if he allowed the regeneration to happen, he wouldn’t just be sacrificing some iconic hero, he would be losing a life.”) — we get to know exactly how he feels and why he feels the way he does. This gives further context to the ending, and that’s context really bolsters the emotional and thematic climax of his whole arc.
One detail this book puts an emphasis on is his history with River and how he found true, real love in his 12th incarnation. This was something that wasn’t emphasized much at all in the special, but it was truly perfect because it fits right in with his final season and his character arc as a whole. It also makes the moment where his wedding ring falls off after he regenerates all the more impactful.
This book is a fantastic companion to the special. The special has a deeper emphasis on the fallout of war and its effect on people, which thematically closes the Doctor’s arc about facing his past and going home; but the book provides context to how he feels about this incarnation of his life. Both are vastly important, and both thrive in the medium which they are portrayed in. Much like the Day of the Doctor novelization, this one is for those who loved the special and want more context for the story and character arc.
The novelization also doesn’t focus much on the 1st Doctor’s arc. In the special, he went through a specific arc where he learned that meddling with time is small ways to save lives is worth it. This is something he struggled with throughout his run, and to have him finally come to that conclusion definitively was perfect. This novel covers that, of course, but doesn’t give it the time I think it deserves.