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White people debate it. We live it.
MY NAME IS MY NAME - Chimene Suleyman
But tradition is an inescapable trait of our communities - those who cannot rely on land or home for their identity. Our parents, and their parents, and theirs before, have little more to leave us beyond their names, beyond their language. We have inherited the knowledge that community means to remain. When we cannot return to our homes - or are waiting for them to be taken from us again - we must get the hang of how to recreate it elsewhere.
[...] Know that for many of us to be proud of our nationality is a death sentence.
[...] ‘Change your name to an English one,’ my mother suggested before I move to New York. ‘I’m worried they’ll wonder what kind of Muslim your name belongs to.
YELLOW - Vera Chok
[...] But when I wanted to be heard, people looked puzzled despite English being my first language. They still do, despite my not having a Malaysian accent. A yellow foreign body gets in the way.
Powerlessness is a particularly heavy weight to fling off. In order to be attractive to men of any colour, we are expected to be small and pliable. I know there is an alternative stereotype – the cold, automaton, dominatrix, femme fatale Asian women – but we don’t seem to be mail-ordering as any of them lot. There was a point in the past when I stopped dressing ‘prettily’ because when I was out with ANY white man, no matter his age or looks, I was talked over and looked down on. It was assumed that I was his escort or mail-order bride.
KENDO NAGASAKI AND ME - Daniel York Loh
Even now, the ‘victory’ we ‘politically correct killjoys’ have ‘won’ has come at a price, in that we’re rarely allowed to out the indignities of having one’s rave/ gender/ orientation/ disability used as the butt of jokes without being implored to ‘get a sense of humour, for God’s sake.
IS NISH KUMAR A CONFUSED MUSLIM? - Nish Kumar
[...] It was a person being Islamophobic I was therefore being racially abused and not even correctly. The only thing worse than racism is inaccurate racism.
FORMING BLACKNESS THROUGH A SCREEN - Reni Eddo-Lodge
To be an immigrant, god or bad, is about straddling two homes, whilst knowing you don’t really belong to either. It is about both consuming versions of blackness, digging around in history until you get confirmation that you were there, whilst creating your own for the present and the future.
BEYOND ‘GOOD’ IMMIGRANTS - Wei Ming Kam
It’s easy to cling to a position of privilege when it acts as protection from the ever-present danger of being seen as outsiders, but playing to the myth of the ‘good immigrant’ does not lead to real equality, or even acceptance. Breaking out of the ‘model minority’ box and looking beyond that statues towards humanity and freedom is the long game.
CUTTING THROUGH (ON BLACK BARBERSHOPS AND MASCULINITY) - Inua Ellams
[...] To put it mildly then, it is insulting, reductive, counter-productive, lazy, disingenuous and deeply, deeply, deeply problematic to attach a single label - one of Western invention as a shield against racism, one as porous a description of skin pigmentation, as ‘black’ - to a group of people so vastly varied and numerous. Whenever we beg for nuances, for our differences to be articulated, for more diversity and accuracy in how our communities are described, in the characters written for ‘black’ actors on stage, on television, or in film, our voices are either silenced or ignored.
WEARING WHERE YOU’RE AT: IMMIGRATION AND UK FASHION- Sabrina Mahfouz
[...] What I’ve found interesting and worrying in varying degrees is the extent to which my ethnic identities can be validated, dismissed, or even proven offensive to others in the U.K., just from me wearing a particular piece of clothing, arguably a luxury others who look ‘less white’ don’t ever get.
AIRPORTS AND AUDITIONS- Riz Ahmed
As children in the 80s, when my brother and I were stopped near our home by a skinhead and a knife was put to his throat, we were black. A decade later the knife to my throat with held by another ‘Paki’, label we wore with swagger in the Brit–Asian subculture and gang culture of the 90s. The next time I found myself as helplessly cornered, it was in a windowless room at Luton airport. My arm was in a painful wrist–lock and my collars pinned to the wall by British intelligence officers. It was ‘post 9/11’, and I was now labelled a Muslim.
As a minority, no sooner do you learn to polish and cherish one chip on your shoulder, it’s taken off you and swapped out for another.
The last kid who search led me, a young Muslim boy with an immaculate line-beard and goatee, was particularly apologetic.
‘Sorry, bro. If it makes you feel any better, they search me before I fly too.’
We laughed, not because he was joking, but because he was deadly serious. It was the perfect encapsulation of the minority’s shifting and divided self, forced to internalise the limitations imposed on us just to get by, on the wrong side of the velvet rope even when (maybe especially when) you’re on the right side of it.
SHADE - Salena Godden
[...] In the first minutes of meeting you, people have to figure out what shade you are and this is your superpower, it buys you valuable time. People will show their hand and ask,
‘Where do you come from?’
And if you reply, ‘I just jumped on the tube at Tottenham Court Road,’ they’ll tut and shake head.
‘No,’ they say, ‘where do you come from, as in...’
Pause. ‘... come from, come from?’
You earn time to chameleon, to camouflage, to make your shade darker or lighter. To morph into what is required or expected. Whatever it takes to survive, whatever it takes to be heard, whatever it takes to get the job. Whatever armour you must wear that day. It’s all positive discrimination. Right? No.
Wrong. Very. Wrong.
The shade of your skin is not the whole content of you and your work. The shade of your skin should not be the measure of your worth. The shade of your skin is not your only audience nor should it be a limitation.
The universal job of being a writer is to write, to write with empathy, to be brave and honest, to find joy conveying a journey and in sharing your passion. Your ink is replenished by your life experiences, by taking off the mask and using your limitless imagination, by stepping out of the shade and into the light. As a woman may write in the voice of a man, I don’t see why a writer cannot imagine the voice of another shade and culture, that is what imagination is all about. Whatever shade you are, as a writer, you have just one task each day, one battle, and that is you against the blank page.
THE WIFE OF A TERRORIST - Miss L
[...] But very rarely do I get to play a role that isn’t defined by the preconceptions made about the colour of my skin.
What really gets me is that all the roles are so helpless, and this is something that’s often true of a lot of female roles. Every role I go up for that is specifically Middle Eastern is a woman that is basically having her life controlled, and her story is that she is either suffering through it or trying to escape it.
Yes, I will play the role of a wife or wife-to-be. Yes, I know that I sometimes get work purely because I’m a good diversity box-ticker. Yes, I’ll never be cast in Pride and Prejudice. But none of that really matters because I get to represent a bunch of incredible women who are vastly unrepresented.
THE UNGRATEFUL COUNTRY- Musa Okwonga
It was as if, even though we had been born here, we were still seen as guests, our social acceptance only conditional upon our very best behaviour.