New York, 2016Natalie Abbott offers answers for hurting listeners on her popular radio program. But she struggles to connect with her teenagers, with her daughter in an unhealthy relationship and her son uncommunicative and isolated. When one member of the family commits an unspeakable act, Natalie is forced to uncover who she truly is under the façade of her radio persona.New York, 1776Mercy Howard is shocked when her fiancé, Nathan Hale, is arrested and hanged as a spy. When she’s asked to join the revolutionary spy ring in Manhattan, she sees an opportunity to avenge Nathan’s death. But keeping her true loyalties hidden grows increasingly harder as the charming Major John Andre of the King’s Army becomes more to her than a target for intelligence.Mercy’s journals comfort Natalie from across the centuries as both women struggle with their own secrets and shame, wondering how deep God’s mercy extends.
Heidi Chiavaroli is a hope-inspired storyteller writing from the deep curiosity of her own heart. Her debut novel, Freedom's Ring, was a Carol Award winner and a Christy Award finalist, a Romantic Times Top Pick, and a Booklist Top Ten Romance Debut. Her Carol award-winning novel, The Orchard House, inspired her to create The Orchard House Bed and Breakfast Series, a contemporary twist on Little Women. Heidi makes her home in Massachusetts with her husband and two sons. Visit her online at heidichiavaroli.com.
Wow. I am a bit speechless and already feel sorry for whatever my next book might be.
The Hidden Side is a time slip novel and begins in the present day. I was drawn in immediately. How many Christian Fiction novels do you know that mention hiding Virginia Slims on page one? The entire novel is about hiding. Hiding things like cigarettes or truths from ourselves.
While I wasn't initially as engaged by the historical thread, I was pulled in and enjoyed Mercy's story. She was a strong woman that lived in tumultuous times. I loved how the author spoke in the language Mercy would have used in the late 1700s.
It was the modern day story that captured my heart. As a parent, it was difficult and terrifying to read. No parent is perfect. We all fall short.
Through both stories, the author points to the Light in which we can find comfort and hope.
6/5 stars. I started Heidi Chiavaroli’s novel weeks ago and found myself unable to continue—but not for the reasons you might assume. I just wasn’t in the right frame of mind and I knew…KNEW…this was one of those books that had tremendous power and there would be no going back once started. So I set it aside until I could devote a full, undivided attention to each page. Simply put, my heart needed to be ready.
I've read many good novels. Extremely good novels…but once in awhile, I come across something truly profound. The Hidden Side falls into this category. It hits hard and true. In my humble opinion, it’s literary and needs to be viewed as such. One of these days, I expect an inspirational author to win the Pulitzer. The skillful writing absolutely sucks the reader in. The Hidden Side is something that needs to be read and discussed on a wide-scale basis.
So that high praise said, let’s dive into why The Hidden Side is so evocative and timely. First of all, that beginning… A mother searches through her son’s drawers not certain what she is looking for. It’s beautifully juxtaposed with a dog-eared copy of The Velveteen Rabbit and memories of her hiding contraband in her drawers as a teenager. Something is wrong. She knows it…and indeed, with all the heart cry instincts of a mother, she’s right, even if the evidence isn’t clear.
For a long time he lived in the toy cupboard or on the nursery floor, and no one thought very much about him.
From there, we get a glimpse into the mother’s (Natalie) world. Her twin son (Chris) and daughter (Maelyn) are at odds with each other and Natalie can’t get through to either of them despite being a popular radio counselor. Little does she realize the depth of sorrow her children are going through. Bullying occurs at the public school with unimaginable consequences. Even a counseling degree or loving parent can’t always penetrate into the deepest pain, self-distortion and evil. At what length does abuse change a child or teenager? How should we treat mental illness? What happens when we put on a facade of perfection and isolate ourselves? And what lies do we tell ourselves and others to maintain that facade?
Prepare yourself. This story deals with a school shooting and like I said, dear reader…there is no going back with this one. Meanwhile, the reader is given a parallel glimpse of another world during the American Revolution and one woman’s struggle when the man she loves is hanged for being a spy and her decision to act against the forces that stole so much from her. The threads of past and present connect in marvelous ways, creating a tapestry of pain and grace and resilience. Heidi Chiavaroli is the master of parallel storylines. Profound questions arise. Does the end ever justify the mean? What role should grace play in tragedy?
I dare not give too much away at the risk of spoilers but this novel could very well be my pick of the year. I can’t see how any other novel will challenge as much as this one has. It is moving, devastating, and you may even find your previously held assumptions challenged or jettisoned. 6 out of 5 stars for a provocative read. I was provided a copy by Tyndale and NetGalley for an unbiased review. My thoughts are my own.
Heidi Chiavaroli caught my attention last year with her debut novel, Freedom’s Ring, and I can easily say that she surpassed herself with The Hidden Side. I admit that it took me several days to read the first fifty pages, not because it was a slow read or not keeping my attention, but rather because I knew what was coming, and I wasn't sure if my heart could bear it. I can't imagine the emotional agony that the Abbots endured, and I imagine that it takes a certain amount of bravery to face the emotional upset that Chiavaroli may have experienced while writing this finely crafted story.
The story takes place in both past and present. While I wasn't sure how the story of Natalie Abbot and her family would tie in with that of Mercy Howard, by the end, I was in tears over how things end for both story lines. It was almost more realistic and compelling then her first novel because there is no secret tie to the past; just a mother and daughter who find solidarity in a woman from long ago, one who is torn between her duty to country and a man she comes to love. Natalie, Maelynn, and Mercy are each at one point both the betrayed and the betrayer. Their characters speak to the complexity of human nature, the depth of how far one can go, but still not be so far as to negate grace.
The first-person narration is superb, and though at first I was surprised by sixteen year old Maelynn's point of view, it became an unexpectedly riveting lens through which I viewed the story. There is clear distinction between each of the characters, and though I am often eager to get back to the historical story line, that wasn't the case here. Rather, each side created a nice foil for the other. When events in the present are heart-rending, events in the past may be a bit more subdued, yet subtly dangerous. There is a strong sense of foreboding in the past, yet the present is such an intense array of emotions that there is little "rest" to be had there. Honestly, I could hardly put the book down no matter when in the story I found myself.
This book deals with some heavy topics in both past and present, including gun violence, rape, and death. Though nothing is described gratuitously, Chiavaroli is honest about the impact of it all. She reaches a depth of emotion that I don't often experience reading fiction. She doesn't choose sides yet doesn't make excuses, doesn't shy away from what the world deems ugly, broken, and past redemption. Each and every one of us are struggling in this hard and terrible world, where sometimes things are beyond explanation and understanding. This story has the ability to peel away self-righteousness and reveal what it really means to believe, yet doubt, what it means to judge, yet not condemn, and what it means to love unconditionally. This is not a story to be read on an idle whim; it’s a story that demands the reader’s attention. I was moved to empathy for so many, real people who have experienced these same things, while reading this story, and I believe it will do the same for many readers. The Hidden Side is one of my favorite reads this year. Highly recommended.
I received an advanced copy of this novel from the publisher. This review is my honest opinion.
There have been a few books I’ve read in the last year that I just want to give either the author or the publisher a bravery medal for—this book is one of those. Tackling a sensitive subject that has hit too many close to home, school shooting are becoming all too frequent and are times in which the whole nation grieves. Shinning the light where it needs to be—individuals, grace, leaning on God—and not getting sideswiped by political outrages for or against gun control. I had no idea what the book was about before I picked it up and the writing was so compelling that by the third chapter I had an ominous feeling in the pit of my stomach. As a reader you can’t help by deeply feel the pain and struggle of the Abbot family and the author does a splendid job of wrenching your emotions all around. This is a book that will make you feel deeply, see differently, and pray harder.
The Hidden Side is a powerful, grab you by the heart, kind of story. In actuality, it is two stories as it is a time-split novel, and both storylines are equally compelling.
This was not an emotionally easy novel for me to read. But if you are looking for a book that will stretch you and make you open your heart and delve into some uncomfortable questions, then this is a great story to grab hold of.
I appreciated the raw emotion and valid questions that were raised in both time periods, past and present. The author was able to bring forth the stories of a woman from the past and a family from the present who were dealing with almost incomprehensible loss and make the emotions real to the reader.
I appreciated that the storyline that took place in the present did not get political, but instead walked the reader through the lives of the family members who were dealing with the aftermath of tragedy and what their new lives were going to be like. I could hardly set this book down!
I received a complimentary copy of this book. All opinions are my own.
I received the first "official" copy of this book, my sophomore novel, a few days ago. No matter how I try, I can't resist reading it through one more time!
I'm pleased to be able to put The Hidden Side in the hands of my readers in just one month from today! This story pushed me outside of my comfort zone as I wrote it, and I am anxious to hear your thoughts on these characters who have come to mean so much to me. Thank you for trusting me to deliver you a worthwhile story.
One detail I was pleasantly surprised with were the Discussion Questions in the back of the book, put together by my brilliant editor, Caleb. These are truly thought-provoking, and I think they will be wonderful for individual use or with your Book Club. If you are part of a book group and would like to Skype with me to talk about the book, please visit the contact page on my website, www.heidichiavaroli.com. I look forward to hearing from you!
Whoa! Was this a different book! Heidi Chiavaroli can write! Traveling right now, review to come.
Later.................
First: The book cover. You think this book, by the looks of it, is straight from the 18th century. Most of the book is actually current day with some events from 1750 timeframe.
As I re-read this review three years later I think I might hide most of it as some may consider it spoiler material.
On a side note: Part of me wondered if Ms. Chiavaroli is anti-gun (and if you read the book you’ll see what I mean), but whatever her views, she wrote one amazing book I could not put down. I am such a fan.
To say I enjoyed this novel (which is true) seems to fall flat for the depth of subject matter explored in The Hidden Side. Both the historical and contemporary pieces were equally well written, but I was drawn to the contemporary one even more, which is rare for this fan of histfic. While the two timelines weren't as intricately connected as I felt they were in Freedom's Ring, I give this book five stars for the immersive experience, the depth of emotion conveyed, and above all, for skillfully and sensitively tackling such a charged topic in the contemporary story. I found the conclusion satisfying and hopeful, even without the typical "happily ever after."
Renowned as one of the most dynamically intelligent new authors in the CBA in the past two years, Chiavaroli holds the rare honour of keeping readers captivated equally in both the historical and contemporary strands of her piece. Poetic. Heart-rending. Relevant and with a keen perspective of how the past marries the present with potent resonance.
If you want to see an author's heart on the page, look no further. I quite enjoyed the pacing and intricate plotting and the light that crept under the edges of a dark tale that under a lesser pen may have read bleakly.
Chiavaroli is a rare new talent and while Freedom's Ring was a great read, Chiavaroli's sophomore piece is where we truly see her mastery: of language, subject and of the inimitable handling of tragedy intercepted by grace.
This is one of the top 5 heaviest books I’ve ever read. It’s more than I care for, in that I read more for enjoyment and I wouldn’t say I enjoyed this. I would say it is extremely well written and well researched. I am also not a fan of split time/story novels. I felt and empathize more with the Abbotts in the contemporary storyline than I did with Mercy, a spy during the Revolution. I really appreciated the hope in Jesus that was brought full circle in both stories. There is always hope in the Lord even when we can’t see it.
Heidi Chiavaroli has written another poignant novel that slips between a heart-wrenching present-day story and a tragic one set during the Revolutionary War. The Hidden Side explores the raw humanness of characters who are confronted with unimaginable sorrow and the secrets they keep to protect themselves and the people they love. Heidi does a remarkable job demonstrating how God's love and mercy can break through the darkest shame while honoring the immense pain experienced by hurting victims. I couldn't put this book down!
Heidi Chiavaroli has left an indelible mark on my heart with her second novel. I attribute this primarily to the emotional depth she employs in her writing.
Author Heidi Chiavaroli gave me an Advance Reader Copy of her latest book, THE HIDDEN SIDE, a split time novel, available May 8, 2018 from Tyndale House Publishers. My mind is still reeling and grappling with these two tough stories: Mercy Howard, a spy for the Patriots during the American Revolution, and Natalie Abbott, wife and mother, living through a horrific family tragedy. Heidi does a thorough job of getting readers inside the minds and emotions of her characters. So well, I couldn’t sleep. Though both protagonists suffer great loss through their unimaginable experiences, God doesn’t leave them without hope. I believe THE HIDDEN SIDE can go far in helping people empathize with and understand one another. I highly recommend this book.
This well written time split is connected by the story of Mercy Howard during the Revolutionary War and her journal. The book's focus is on what we hide from others, our focus, family, and faith. The present day timeline surrounds the Abbott family who has lost one child and has a set of teenage twins. Hidden secrets along with bullying by others may tear this family apart. In the historical thread, Mercy Howard is hiding things from her family and friends as she takes a stance during the Revolutionary War. Each of these story lines displays the cost of keeping things hidden.
Chiavaroli did an excellent job with this page turner especially in tying the two threads together seamlessly. Excellent time split read.
There are some stories that I can't begin to imagine the journey the author went through to write them. There's a certain responsibility when writing difficult stories because at the same time you're not assuming to know what it means to go through these situations, you want the readers to have a glimpse, to connect, to not let these stories be forgotten so we may pray that they may not be repeated. Hence, I believe as challenging as they might be, they must be written and we readers should search for them.
I've been impressed with Heidi Chiavaroli's writing since her debut novel, and, honestly, I'm having a hard time to believe this is only her sophomore novel. "The Hidden Side" is told from three points of view: Natalie and Maelynn Abbott's in the present and Mercy Howard during the 18th century. I was never lost, never bored, and can't possibly pick a favorite. Each characters' journey is unique at the same time they echo and intwine somehow with each other.
The Abbott's household is hit by a tragedy and they are left to ponder: why? how could this happen? where was God? And they have to somehow pick up the pieces and continue their normal routine though it's impossible for things to go back to the way they were. In midst of heartache, Natalie finds solace in Mercy's diary. Though both women share a broken heart, only one is because of a man with a noble cause.
Both women are trying to understand what happened and if they truly knew their loved ones after all. Their hearts are burdened and a need to do something starts nudging them; a need to believe there is still good they can do to offer love and hope. It's not easy, it's not straightforward, but to live any other way will be to not live at all for you're giving darkness the last say.
This is not a beach read or a book to pick up for leisure. I would never pick it up before bedtime for I knew it could challenge me, and I wanted to be fully committed to every word and every pain. This book investigates suffering beyond what you might imagine at first; the actions are never condoned, but there's a nagging question: is this it? is this truly the end? And it's not. We are NOT called to conform; but to do something we need to have our eyes opened, as well as our hearts. I believe this book can play a roll in that so I couldn't recommend it enough. Bravo, Heidi Chiavaroli. Very well done!
* I received a review copy from the publisher. All opinions are my own.
Chiavaroli took my breath away with The Hidden Side. The raw emotion she managed to put in between the pages cuts straight to your heart and doesn’t let up. I found myself thinking about this story all day long, even when I was reading, and for days afterwards. The present day story felt so real to me, probably because it’s something that seems to happen frequently in this world. But to get inside the mind of the family who is suffering from this experience the most was absolutely mind blowing.
Here’s the thing. When we see something horrific happen, and a young person is responsible, many people are quick to judge the parents. To say they missed the warning signs, or didn’t raise their child right, or whatever. Let me tell you this – The Hidden Side will absolutely change your mind on that. You get an inside peek, and while yes I understand this is a fictional novel, Chiavaroli has perfectly and beautifully depicted the thoughts and emotions of the family members left behind. They were real. Not forced, not written just to fill the pages of a book, and not thrown together to make it look good. I could see mothers, fathers, sisters and brothers out there reacted and feeling like these characters. And through it all, Chiavaoli has managed to make me second guess my reactions in the past, and has challenged me to really stop and think before I react to situations in the future. I was so glad that she included both Natalie and Maelynn’s POV’s in the present day storyline. It added so much depth to the story, and really enhanced the reading experience for me.
I was just as happy with the story of Mercy. She was such a strong woman, and I found myself admiring many things about her. Mercy was not afraid to take a stand for what she believed, even if she did go about it in a secretive way. But here’s the thing Mercy learned. Even our enemies are just people at the end of the day. There are more to them then just war, or whatever the difference may be. Another important lesson to be learned. We need to stop and thinking about people on the other side. They have feelings, they have strengths and weaknesses. And at the end of the day, they are just fighting for something they truly believe in, whether it is right or wrong. It doesn’t make them any less of a person then we are!
Chiavaroli is one of my favorite time-slip authors. The talent this woman has is absolutely amazing. She writes like a seasoned pro. Her faith themes are woven through so delicately, and yet send such a clear message. At one point in the book, a character was wondering if God left them, or did they leave God. WOW. Such a powerful statement right there that jumped right off the page at me. The answer is simple really – God will never leave us. And yet sometimes we go through trials that feel like He did, simply because we have distanced ourselves from Him. An important lesson for this character, but an even more important lesson for the reader.
This is a story that will not be forgotten by this reader. Oh my goodness, I could keep talking about it for another week, month even. If by some chance you have never read this novel, I highly encourage you to. Yes, there are some difficult topics, but it is so worth the read! I received a complimentary copy of this book. I was not required to write a favorable review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
I won this book from Goodreads Kindle Giveaways. I love historical fiction and I was intrigued that this novel was set during the Civil War for part of the story and then the other half was set in modern day. This is also a Christian Fiction novel. I don't want to give away spoilers but the modern day story shocked me and I had trouble with it. I am a teacher and I had a really tough time reading about what happened. The mother is a Christian radio jockey and she has twins who are in high school. She had a younger son as well but he died when he is younger. The mother's older son is being bullied at school mainly by his twin's sister's boyfriend. This causes the son to do something horrific. The second story was about Mercy who becomes a Patriot Spy but finds herself falling for someone she shouldn't. Overall I felt the book was very disjointed. I had to push myself to finish. If I had not won this book I would have stopped reading after the beginning incident. The message was good but this book was tough to read material wise and really did not hold my interest. I'm giving it 3 stars because of the message and it did force me to think about difficult situations but I did not love this book.
This story was heavy…it is the kind of story that will stay with me for a long time and caused me to think a lot about the issues that were presented.
I had a hard time getting into the story…it took me about 150 pages to really start to enjoy it but once I hit that point, I flew through the book. I became very invested in the characters (past and present) and learned a lot about historical events.
I love how the author took a story from the past and present and connected them. I also loved the faith content in the story. There are many quotes from scripture and references to the Lord as our “hiding place”, which I loved.
Overall, I really enjoyed this story, it just took a bit of time for me to become invested in it (but once I did, I was hooked!).
My Rating: 4 stars
I received this book from the publisher. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
This review can be summed up in one word: Wow. Just, wow. I ran through so many different emotions while reading, from nostalgia to sorrow to bittersweet hope, and it really threw me for a loop. I wanted- no, scratch that, I HAD - to read more, but at the same time I didn't. The emotions and angst were all too real, but I still needed to read more to find out that it was all going to be okay at the end.
Once in a while (unfortunately, it can be rare) you'll come across this one book that not only grabs you but pulls you in, into the emotion and drama, and your heart bleeds. Maybe there's a happy ending, maybe there's not, but it's so lifelike and you come away from the book different than what you were before. THIS is one of those rare jewels.
Normally I'm not one for books about mothers in their forties with teen kids- I just can't relate because I'm still in the teenage world myself. Natalie's story was different, though. I could relate to her, and I felt for her. The POV switched many times to her daughter Maelynn, which enriched the story to see another side of things, and her side was equally as interesting and heartfelt. Mercy's parts of the story tended to start out slow and I found myself looking forward to Natalie's story more, but about halfway through that changed, and I was ferociously switching from Natalie to Maelynn to Mercy with intensity.
The Hidden Side was a hard book to read and had to have been an even harder story to tell, but Chiavaroli writes it with grace, faith and realism. It should definitely be on everyone's to-read list!
I received this book from the author in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.
Riveting and real—two stories—one unearths secrets of 21st Century America’s worst nightmare, and one the divided loyalties of Patriots and Tories alike in days leading to our country’s painful birth. How do we navigate turbulent waters? How did they? Chivaroli’s ability to write two equally compelling timelines and connect them through raw emotion, deep conflict and fulfilled need in one novel is stunning. The Hidden Side—a novel for all.
Wow. This book. As I started flipping pages I realized how much this book was not what I was expecting, it was better! This is a dual timeline, which I love! The modern day story line was the one I really got into, though both are good. This story takes you right into the middle of the mess of a school shooting and the family of the shooter. Holy goodness this was a difficult read! I had really never thought about how the family must feel if their own child was the shooter. This was dealt with so well and it really made me think. I finished this book a few days ago and it is still sticking with me. This book could also bring up interesting conversation. I loved how the characters grew and while it wasn't an easy read it was well worth it. The historical aspect was difficult for me to love so that makes me give this book a four star rating.
Four Stars.
"I received this book from Tyndale Publishing for free. All opinions are my own."
Heidi Chiavaroli did an amazing job of writing dual storylines that paralleled one another in theme (hiding one's true self). Although the settings and events were vastly different, the characters in the present and past experienced the same emotions throughout the story. I tend to choose contemporary over historical, but both stories were engaging, and I appreciate the research the author did to write about the spy ring during the Revolutionary War. The subject matter can be intense at times, but that is the unfortunate reality of the world we live in now and of the world Mercy lived in. The author treated the subject matter skillfully and without compromising her book as a "Christian" read.
First of all, I liked the intelligent writing of Heidi. If you read this book, you're going to have to pay attention to the words, not just skim and speed read. Mrs. Chiavaroli does have a gift, a talent from God for writing interesting historical fiction. The book was very interesting, and even grippingly suspenseful at some points. Gritty, even. Part of the story revolves around a school shooting.
There were 2 rape scenes in this book, so be forewarned. She mentions Chris Tomlin as a Christian musician. In my opinion, he's not. Christian Contemporary Music has successfully watered down most worship into carnality and idolatry. This book, in my opinion, could present a stronger, firmer Christian perspective than what it does.
Now, if God gives you a talent, and you tell people you're a good Christian, shouldn't you use that talent to glorify Him as much as possible? In my opinion, I think the author, in her own way, was trying her best to present all 3 main stories, and sub-stories, in a good way, but I must say I didn't like the shaky morality in her book, and, her philosophy of no moral absolutes was easily recognized through her book. Each character hid behind a facade, and the fiance of the hanged Nathan Hale, Mercy, was the one who rationalized her lies more adamantly than Natalie, the mother of Chris and Maelynn.
I can't say her book was uplifting spiritually, and some of the factors that helped me come to this conclusion were: some of the character's rationalizing of habitual, lifestyle lies, her mention of Yoga (!) and "vibes", which are both evil, and so foreign to true Christianity that it should not be used in conjunction with Christianity. So, vibes and yoga, were strikes against it, then she mentioned the movie, The Patriot, which should NEVER be in the video library of ANY serious, born again Christian. The Patriot has graphic violence, and that, my friend, is something Jesus does not condone ANYWHERE in a Christian's life. Also, one of her characters had gone through a horrible ordeal, and she has the woman thinking the Word of God might be lies. Blasphemy! Jesus says: Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers.
The thing that bothers me MOST about this book is, it's marketed as being CHRISTIAN Historical Fiction. If Mrs. Chiavaroli had sold this book under secular, non-Christian advertising, I'd have no problem with it. She won an ACFW Genesis award. What's ACFW? https://www.acfw.com/about ~ "ACFW's mission is to advance Christian Fiction by inspiring writers to join with God in the creative process, training them in the craft, and educating them in the publishing industry."
In my opinion, this is not a Christian book, it's a secular book. No where in the bible does God condone lying, or worshiping other gods, (Hinduism, et al.) which is what yoga is. To make one of the main characters practice yoga is inconsistent with pure Christianity. I was dismayed to see these things presented in a good light.
I did like her story about Natalie, Mike, Chris, and Maelynn. It brought up a good point: parents are sometimes CLUELESS and in denial about their teens, which can lead to all kinds of sin and disaster. She took a heavy subject, and at least brought some awareness of the problems that contribute to tragedies like that in families.
Tyndale House Publishers has provided me with a complimentary copy of this book.
"You are my hiding place; you protect me from trouble. You surround me with songs of victory." (p 365)
I'm not even sure how to review this one. So much to say but I really can't without posting a whole bunch of spoilers and I think it's best to experience The Hidden Side as the story unfolds because there really isn't any way to prepare you for what's to come.
It's a tough read -- the kind that singes your heart and forces you to look at things you'd rather not. That makes you uncomfortable as it stretches your capacity to understand your faith and accept grace in a whole new way. And, honestly, it will leave you feeling bruised and tender for some time to come.
Chiavaroli has courageously tackled some tough subject matter and exposes even more questions than answers by the time the story concludes. And that's a good thing because we need to be thinking and talking and listening. We need to be brave enough to come out of hiding; to tackle society's most difficult issues with compassionate honesty.
While this is a dual timeline novel, it's the present day story that held me captive. Mercy's historical viewpoint was interesting but I didn't feel a deep connection between the events of 1776 and those of present day. For me, the Abbott family's journey consumed me. I read each page with ever growing horror, reeling in despair as their lives unravel.. It took my breath away. It hurt. I was just as stunned and confused and grappling for answers as the characters were. But the author didn't leave us in that dark place. She reminds the Abbotts...and her readers...that we are not navigating through this complicated world alone.
"You are a broken mess. Your family is a broken mess. But your God is not." (p 361)
And when it comes to our brokenness -- we can choose to wallow in it or allow hope to carry us out of it.
"I chose the hope of something more in the center of our dire circumstances. I drew in a deep breath, made a decision to fall into His capable hands." (p 372)
Gut-wrenching. Sobering. Thought provoking. There's plenty to talk about so The Hidden Side would make a truly amazing Book Club selection. Definitely worth the time it takes to read and ponder.
". . . if only I had faith enough to reveal the raw, unflattering skin of my true self and entrust it all to Him." (365)
I did not know what to expect when I picked up The Hidden Side by Heidi Chiavaroli. I've heard great things for her first novel, Freedom's Ring. So I was looking forward to The Hidden Side. If you saw the cover, you would never expect it to be a dual-time storyline.
As a reader, do you like stories that open your minds and hearts to situations that you've never think of? Do you like a story that delve into human thoughts and emotions, while exploring the consequences of actions? Well, The Hidden Side was a story that dealt with a lot of trigger issues in both time periods. It's not a light read, nor will I say an overly emotional read, but powerful nonetheless. From secrets to tragedy to grief, readers will experience the relevance of what is written to the challenging issues we face today. Yet, what differentiate this is the effect of these issues, how they are handled, and how to face the brokenness, and all with faith and grace. Trust me when I say, The Hidden Side was a hard read, but one that kept going. It's hard to read about the darkness we see in others, but it's also hard to feel that brokenness from it, and the apprehension of our characters on what's next.
In all, author Heidi Chiavaroli crafted a poignant novel in The Hidden Side, with a sensitivity in language and plot that captivates readers. Heart-rending in more ways then expected, it's a story that spoke volumes on life, the meaning of grace during the difficult moments and gripping on hope.
"Mourn the darkness of the world, even of your own heart. But then, stow yourself in Him. And trust that He'll keep you there." (361)
Disclaimer: I received a copy of this book from the author/publisher. I was not required to write a positive review, and have not been compensated for this. This is my honest opinion.
One thing I have found out about Ms. Chiavaroli is that when she writes, she deals with the heavy stuff, the things no one else will touch, and for that, I will keep going back to her books. Heidi Chiavaroli has become one of my favorite author because of her ability to weave the tough and less than perfect sides of life into wonderful dual-time stories. So, what was it about this novel that I liked? The dual-time. I have long been a fan of this type of novel because I love both contemporary and historical, why not put them together? In The Hidden Side, the author does a wonderful job of weaving the two timelines together and making them seem so very real. The tough lessons learned within this story. There are no words to describe the hardships within this book. It was honestly a bit heavier than I had expected it to be, and yet I loved it. I loved that the author had such courage to write about such a serious subject matter, and still yet, I loved how she made me feel as though it was happening to me. The characters. These characters were so raw and real. I was able to connect with them in a real way because the struggles they faced were not fake or only 2D. No, they were very much realistic struggles that we all face and I appreciated that very much. In the end, I highly recommend this book to anyone who loves both contemporary and historical alike. Be warned though, this book does deal with rough content, so if you don’t enjoy heavy books, this book will not likely be for you.
Content warnings: A shooting (told about but not in much detail); mentions of blood and death; mentions of hanging and torture; traumatic events; mentions of rape; mentions of sever bullying; depression; PTSD.
** I received a copy of this book from the publisher but was not required to give a positive review. All opinions and thoughts in this review are my own.**
Heidi Chiavaroli's latest time slip novel "The Hidden Side" is a powerful and incredibly emotional story that captivates her readers as she bravely addresses the topic of school shootings along with the bravery and losses faced by individuals fighting on both sides during the Revolutionary War. As a parent and a teacher, the school shootings hit close to home for me as that is something that we are constantly educating and preparing our staff and students of how to react to should such a situation occur. This was one book that I could not put down. Chiavaroli eloquently addresses all aspects of the situation and allows the reader to feel absolute horror at the shooting and the loss of lives, while also feeling compassion for the severe bullying that the shooter went through at school through the reading of his journals. She shared how God's mercy provided comfort and compassion during extremely difficult times and how ordinary people bravely dealt with extraordinary circumstances. This was an incredible story, and I definitely recommend it!!!
I absolutely loved this book! It was very well written! I thoroughly enjoyed they 3 different point of views in this story. This book touches on some deep issues, but it is written in such a great way. It definitely changed my thinking about tragedy. I really loved the part of the story that took place during the Revolutionary War. I highly recommend this book to everyone! There’s a good message of hope in this book.
I received a complimentary copy from the publisher. I was not required to write a positive review. All opinions expressed are mine alone
Such an emotionally hard read! But very worth it. Chiavaroli is unflinching when dealing with tragedy and the resulting crisis of faith. I started out mostly for the RevWar thread but was very quickly invested in both timelines. (Having a special interest in the British side of the American Revolution, I did especially love the thread involving Andre.) Chiavaroli is fast becoming a favorite author!
This is one of the most heartbreaking books I’ve ever read. If I hadn’t been at my daughter’s ballet class when I finished reading it, I would have been a blubbering mess throughout its final chapters. In fact, I probably wouldn’t have been able to read the words at all, so perhaps it was better that I was somewhere I was forced to restrain my emotion! As it was, I still had to go digging for a tissue to surreptitiously wipe the tears that kept blurring my vision before streaming down my face. And yet, through that crippling heartbreak (I say crippling, because I have never had a book affect me so viscerally before) there is such a beautiful picture of our refuge in Christ.
The story is related from three different points of view: in the contemporary story, it’s Natalie Abbott and her daughter Maelynn who share the narration, while in the historical story, it’s Mercy Howard. Each of these women are hiding in different ways. In Mercy’s case, the hiding is a deliberately cultivated choice—essential to her success as a spy. For Natalie and Maelynn, hiding is an instinctive response to shame and brokenness.
It’s difficult to imagine a plot that would resonate with readers more than the contemporary plot in this book, but I’m warning you: it will take you to one of the most emotionally difficult places you could possibly go. Which is exactly what makes this such a powerful story. It not only shows a side of tragedy that most of us would give little thought to, but it portrays a convincing and utterly compelling journey from hiding in brokenness to hiding in God.
I was so firmly in the grip of the contemporary story that the historical story felt like an interruption at first, but it became a compelling story in its own right as it developed. It was the perfect complement to the contemporary story, showing in a very literal sense the kind of bondage that comes with hiding our true selves.
I’m of one mind with C.S. Lewis when he says, “Don’t use infinitely when you mean very; otherwise you’ll have no word left when you want to talk about something really infinite”, but this novel deserves all the positive superlatives I can come up with. Every single one of them would be justified.
I received a copy of this novel from the publisher. This has not influenced the content of my review, which is my honest and unbiased opinion.