DNF Chapter 9
I'm the one to blame. I knew reading the blurb, that this book was way out of my comfort zone. I don't like friends to lovers romances, because there are always tons of OW the hero slept with, while the heroine remained a virgin or had few lovers. But I just thought that this could be very much a good read. And the model on the cover is really hot. So sue me.
The blurb is a little bit misleading. "and she thought I was a manwhore". Well she didn't think it, he was a manwhore. I don't think I've read a book about such a manwhore. He slept with all the friends of the Heroine. Gross. And he slept with everything while in college. Because secretly he wanted the heroine, but he couldn't have her, so he needed to bang every women available. While secretly thinking about Heroine all the time. Gross.
Hero admits that he didn't have sex with anyone before coming to live with the heroine. A few weeks of celibacy. Wow, that is so nothing to write home about. A few weeks? And then he's telling us how hard it is not to sleep with women anymore. And that this few weeks were the longest time he spent celibate since he was a teenager. So, he's 27 now. You can start counting the number of women he had in the 9-10 years.
The hero had dick picks on his phone!
All of the above could be ignored, even by me (and I hate manwhores) but the very cherry on top was, that hero has feelings for another woman. Emily. He met her, had a short fling with her and developed feelings. She then turned him down, got back together with the ex. Then Emily realized what a mistake she made, and contacts the Hero and they meet up. Heroine sees them sitting, cuddling in a cafe.
So this hero, who thinks he has feelings for the heroine, but isn't sure of said feelings (it definitely isn't love) meets up with an ex-fling, Emily. He has feelings for her, and he could definitely see them having a future together. He nearly went to her home after the date. But decided at the last second against it.
I don't get it. He isn't in love with the Heroine, he just finds her hot and wants to bed her. So why is this a romantic interest in this book? Will he fall in love later on?
And he's a total hypocrite. He warns her how dangerous a ONS is. Heroine wants to use a callboy, but Hero is so against it. Heroine could be hurt, or get a STD or whatever. But the Hero had no such problems sleeping with every woman that moved for 10 years. And he never thought of the safety of himself and of all the women. No he just needs to get off, because otherwise he feels uncomfortable.
So that's it. I'm so disappointed right now. Why would anyone want to read about this? And even if they come together, then what? Does he really love her? Will he be faithful to her? What about all the friends he slept with. Awkward as hell.
In the future I'm going to be much more careful in choosing my books.