”The two lions crouched on top of their pedestals, frozen in preparation to leap. One was snarling, its stone teeth menacing in the late-afternoon shadows, while the other stared out with disdain at the broad sweep of empty soybean fields that lay just across the state highway, a disdain made all the more pointed because the lion was missing its left eye.
“The missing eye was their only flaw.“
A well-respected all-boys preparatory school, where young men are trained for their promising futures in a setting that brings to mind Dead Poets Society, among these fine young men are two who become good friends over these four years, Matthias and Fritz. Soon it will be time for college, and then their lives beyond as men, aware of the promise the future holds - providing they remember all they’ve been taught. Fritz disappears one evening, shortly after words came between him and Mathias over the honor code.
”Don’t lie. Don’t cheat. Don’t steal. Don’t permit others to do those things, either. Simple.”
Matthias goes off to the college of his choice, and becomes a writer. He lives the ‘high’ life for a while, and then, Matthias returns years later. He’s now a published author of a book, which did quite well, but he’s been unable to write another book since, the muse that inspired his debut novel seems to have abandoned him.
”The unchanging school had reminded them of how they had changed, and conjured in them sorrow at the loss of intangible things, innocence and youth and time.”
Ten years have passed since Matthias graduated, and left for college. In returning to the site of his friend’s disappearance, Matthias has still never accepted that Fritz will never be found. The memories associated with this place, the memory of their friendship, everywhere he looks is another memory.
”And all of this came to nothing, a void that grew around the hole that Fritz had left behind him, a hole that exerts its pull on us still.”
I was completely pulled into this world, it felt so insular, so far from the everyday world we know. Elite, yes, but almost as though it were enclosed in a bubble, knowing that life goes on outside, but why would anyone want to leave this lovely, peaceful, tranquil space set in the hills of Virginia? And yet… inside this world once again, Matthias seems to unravel even more, unwilling to accept the unresolved fate of Fritz, unwilling to accept that his family’s willing to let go, to give up.
This is told through Matthias as both a student, and a teacher, alternating times from days preceding and immediately after Fritz’s disappearance to ten years later when Matthias returns to teach. A coming-of-age tale to a re-discovering yourself tale, and finding a new way of life once the old has disappeared, when life or love have failed you.
This book has a slow build-up, but it’s so well-written I was enjoying every bit of this story, and then around the story picks up momentum and there was nothing in this that even hinted at the ending, which I loved. Part mystery, and partly a story of redemption, and, of course, the lasting bonds of friendship, and the influence those friendships have on us, and how we view the world.
Many thanks, once again, to the Public Library system for the loan of this book!