Reviewed by Lee A. Gooden, 8/5/21
“I looked at the phone in my hand, and thought: So, I’m going to prison for the next four years...”
Thus in 1987, unknown to Dr. Karen Gedney (also known as Dr. G) those “four years” would be the beginning of a thirty something year journey as a prison doctor in an all male medium security prison. The National Health Corp sent her as a physician to the prison to pay back her medical scholarship. 1987, the year her tenure started, was just before all human services organizations including prisons, started to move away from old school punitive methods and evolve to a more (albeit, no matter how temporary) person-centric proactive and rehabilitative model. Entering the prison system in the late eighties, Gedney’s innocence, naiveté, sense of human decency and her strong belief in Hippocrates’s maxim: “first, do no harm,” gave her agency and armor against archaic ideologies perpetuated by underpaid, under-trained and overworked employees.
"Thirty Years Behind Bars" is a memoir that at times reads like a novel. Dr Gedney’s writing style superbly balances humorous, as well as heart wrenching anecdotal incidents with underlined philosophical soul searching ideas based on her long term observation and experience. She juxtaposes emotional undertones, intelligence and her inner voice with the harsh reality of trying to be a doctor in a flawed and broken system operated like an Orwellian bureaucracy. She also discusses rehabilitative prison reform, advanced education for corrections workers, arts as therapy and the treatment of incarcerated HIV patients. All of those issues are as relevant today, if not more, than they were thirty years ago. Her ability to show all sides of an argument makes readers look beyond black and white judgements and half-assed solutions. Through her example, we learn not to point fingers and to pick our battles, understanding that sometimes compromises can be triumphs, not genuflecting or settling. She writes dialogue that crackles on the page. There are unforgettable conversations between unforgettable people. They are entertaining and enlightening.
Dr. Gdeney, creates a dialectic for herself as character with the other characters that transcends her book, shared between her as the author and her readers. For example, in the memoir, her husband Coley, a Vietnam Veteran, explains to her how he recognized that he had PTSD. She writes, “You don’t realize that you have PTSD until you are willing to question how the event, and your actions following the event, affect the people around you. Especially the ones who love you.”
While immersed in Dr. Gedney’s narrative, it is not only easy for me to forget that I am reading a book, but it is also easy for me to forget that I was reading a work of non-fiction. Each time I went searching for specific passages in the book to use in the review, I got sucked back in. I’ve read the book cover-to- cover multiple times. After each read, I gleaned new knowledge on myriads of levels. Dr. Gedney writing shows a genuine self-deprecating humor, along with great insight into people of all types. Readers will grow and evolve with her in her book, their inner voice will harmonize with hers and become a whole new shared voice in the narrative.
In "30 Years Behind Bars", with no punches pulled, she writes about being taken hostage, raped and witnessing the bloody violent death of her abductor. As I read that mind-bending and soul-stripping section in her memoir and learned that she still returned to work as the prison Doctor, I heard that squeaky voice again. It said, “I can’t believe she didn’t quit. Why didn’t she quit? I would’ve quit. Lee, why didn’t you quit after that guy tried to bite off your ear? Why don’t you quit?” Her answers to those questions are now my answers. Dr. Gedney writes, “People over the years have asked me why I stayed in the prison system after I was taken hostage. Looking back, I realized that the prison brought out the best in me. It heightened my compassion for individuals that were damaged on a physical, emotional, psychological and spiritual level…helped me become stronger and more resilient.”
Dr. Gedney writes, “Some of the men had been thrown away as children, some had been thrown away by society, and some had thrown themselves away. Abandonment, whether it was physical or emotional…from it came fear, anger, and all the coping skills-like drugs and alcohol-that put the people at the highest risk into prison.” Dr. Gedney continues, “We have the highest incarceration rates per capita of any country in the world and it will only change if we approach it in a holistic, systematic way with a clear goal in mind…to reduce the amount of people we put behind bars by focusing on what society can do to prevent them from entering or re-entering prisons.”
"30 Years Behind Bars" is Dr. Gedney’s testimony of her baptism of fire in the prison system. Her exemplary writing is enhanced by the brilliant and devastating artwork of former inmate, Ismael Santillanes, poet, artist and author of “Indelicate Angels” a book on poetry. As an inmate, Santillanes knew the same people that Dr. Gedney knew. The fact that Santillanes agreed to do the artwork for her book, demonstrates how much she was trusted. They shared the same space and had common life experiences on opposite ends of the spectrum and completely different perspectives. But her prose and his art meet somewhere in a neutral middle ground where they give and increase each other’s power, autonomy, authenticity and humanity.
"30 Years Behind Bars" is Dr. Gedney’s first foray at authoring a book (Hopefully, more written works will come from her pen in the future.) Board certified in Internal Medicine and Anti-Aging and Regenerative Medicine, she is a renowned speaker and mentor. Recognized in both the medical and correctional fields, she won the ‘Heroes for Humanity Award in Nevada. She was noted as “One of the Best In Business” by the American Correctional Association. She hopes that this memoir will be instrumental in changing the American societal perspective of corrections and the prison system. She writes, “My mission the next thrifty years is to act as a catalyst to help change the current paradigm of “corrections from one of punishment to one of prevention, healing and re-integration…the corrections world and the medical world suffer from the same problem. They both spend an inordinate amount of money, energy and time on the symptoms vs the causes of the problem.”
Dr. Gedney’s life-time’s work, seeking and teaching forgiveness, empathy and kindness-the best and preventive medicine for the human condition-is deftly summed in the following quote by her husband, Coley. She writes, “The real reason you need love and humanity is that they make you actually value life, so you aren’t willing to destroy it.”
Lee A. Gooden 8/5/21