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444 pages, Kindle Edition
Published March 29, 2018
I'll straight up tell you to your fucking face - drugs and drinking - it's something I chose. I can't call something I chose addiction, can I? It's a choice I'm making knowing damn well what it'll do to me. Addiction to anything, drugs, alcohol, adrenaline...it begins and ends in your mind. What you give power to has a power over you...
I have scars. Emotional. Physical...and some, well, I hide them pretty fuckin' good if you ask me. It's the kind of scars one would understand if they'd grown up too fast, abandoned too soon, and are hardened by life. It's downright hatred fueled by a once juvenile ignorance and an ever-growing anger. Or hell, maybe it's the chemical destruction of my brain. I embrace it. I'm lost, I'm soulless, and I'm eaten by hatred. Hatred compunded by being betrayed by the one person who should have loved me unconditionally. Nothing matters to me. Live fast and die young...
Loving Tiller isn't easy, and that's why I love him the most. It's just like me to want a man who's gnarly and with history. The ones whose eyes hold meaning and life forced them to be that way. And Tiller, he's exactly that. Abrasive and controlling, hard and stubborn, but when you least expect it, he's tender and sweet.

You're enough.