Kirk Tobak’s life isn’t the greatest. He’s short, friendless, fatherless, on his own a lot, and definitely not living up to his potential (according to most of his teachers), and his mom spends more time with alcohol than she does with him. But he’s fantastically witty – if only in his head and in his writing (which no one else ever sees) – and he loves literature. After a sarcastic interchange with his honors English teacher, Kirk is forced to drop the class and take English with a bunch of low lives who couldn’t care less. In fact, one of them makes it his personal mission to give Kirk a hard time – until he hears some of Kirk’s writing and decides he’d rather have him as a friend. Thus begins an unlikely, but ultimately rewarding friendship. Glenn and Kirk hang out after school and Kirk writes lyrics, which Glenn incorporates into his music. Through Glenn, Kirk meets Lauren, who becomes his first girlfriend, his first relationship. Kirk also gets a new job reading to a blind young woman who shares his love of language. And for a few weeks, everything seems to be going right for once. Then his mom announces that she’s moving the family to California. She and her on-again off-again boyfriend are going to open a restaurant, get themselves cleaned up, and find their destinies in the sunshine state. That’s when Kirk puts his foot down – no, absolutely not.
Mom and her guy fly out there anyway, figuring Kirk will come to his senses, and they eventually deciding to sell the house out from underneath him. While they’re away, all the good things in Kirk’s life start to unravel. Lauren’s feelings for him are way too intense and he just can’t reciprocate – mostly because he’s fallen for Callie, the woman he’s been reading to. But when he tells Callie what he’s feeling, she rejects him, saying she’s never felt anything for him beyond friendship. This is terribly embarrassing for Kirk. In his confusion and anger, Kirk gets into a bar fight at Glenn’s first show – and Lauren’s new boyfriend kindly rearranges his face for him. And that’s when his mom finally reappears to drag him off to California. Kirk digs in his heels, however, realizing that he can fix all of the things that have gone wrong, make amends, and get his head on right. He and Callie work out an arrangement where he can finish out the school year in New Jersey (home) while living with her, and then reevaluate the California move.
I loved Kirk’s way of dealing with all of his problems. He’s so stubborn and yet imaginative. And although he’s a little sad, he’s also incredibly funny. It’s nice when other people get to know him and appreciate him for being who he is. His situation is painful, but Kirk’s way of looking at it makes it manageable. It’s clear that things are going to blow up in his face as soon as his mother leaves town, but he’s able to pick up the pieces and find a way to start over. This was a great coming of age novel, with an outsider protagonist that you can’t help but hope for.