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Asylum
An unplanned fall into a harbor brings together two men from different worlds
Colin, an activist on immigration issues, is in Provincetown for the wedding of his best friend—a man he'd once loved. So he does what anyone in that situation would do. He gets blind drunk. Later, after Colin tumbles into the harbor, he's rescued by a gorgeous, kind man who makes sure he gets safely back to his hotel room. Colin feels he owes the man a debt and wants to repay it as soon as possible, while also getting to know his handsome savior better.
Hernán had family, college, and a future in El Salvador until a vicious gang targeted him as gay. Threatened with murder if he stayed, he braved a nightmare journey toward a new life. Now, haunted by his trek, he hides from immigration enforcement and prays to pass in Provincetown unnoticed. When Hernán is exploited due to his immigration status, Colin has to battle Hernán at every step to give his assistance and to earn his trust.
As they grow closer, Colin finds his own strength and learns how far he will go to keep Hernán safe. But will Hernán’s demons destroy their chance at a future together?
Asylum is a standalone gay romance novel but contains spoilers for the prior novel September. Trigger warnings for brief references to off-page sexual abuse of a child and adult.
Colin, an activist on immigration issues, is in Provincetown for the wedding of his best friend—a man he'd once loved. So he does what anyone in that situation would do. He gets blind drunk. Later, after Colin tumbles into the harbor, he's rescued by a gorgeous, kind man who makes sure he gets safely back to his hotel room. Colin feels he owes the man a debt and wants to repay it as soon as possible, while also getting to know his handsome savior better.
Hernán had family, college, and a future in El Salvador until a vicious gang targeted him as gay. Threatened with murder if he stayed, he braved a nightmare journey toward a new life. Now, haunted by his trek, he hides from immigration enforcement and prays to pass in Provincetown unnoticed. When Hernán is exploited due to his immigration status, Colin has to battle Hernán at every step to give his assistance and to earn his trust.
As they grow closer, Colin finds his own strength and learns how far he will go to keep Hernán safe. But will Hernán’s demons destroy their chance at a future together?
Asylum is a standalone gay romance novel but contains spoilers for the prior novel September. Trigger warnings for brief references to off-page sexual abuse of a child and adult.
430 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 2, 2018
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About the author
Robert Winter
19 books351 followersRobert Winter is a recovering lawyer who likes writing about hot men in love much more than drafting a legal brief. Once upon a time, he went to Georgetown University law school. Upon graduation, he moved to New York to work in a large law firm, but later returned to Washington, DC. The legal work was entertaining and Robert spent a lot of time in bankruptcy court, usually representing either groups of creditor or the debtors themselves. But legal work didn’t satisfy the urge Robert felt to tell stories.
When he turned 50, Robert left behind the (allegedly) glamorous world of international law firms and bankruptcy court to pursue his real passion. Now he spends time with his husband in Montreal, QC.
When Robert isn’t writing, he loves to cook Indian food. The aromas of the spice blends excite and challenge him. Although he’s never been to India, the food seems comforting and home-like. Add a trip to the Golden Triangle to the bucket list!
When he turned 50, Robert left behind the (allegedly) glamorous world of international law firms and bankruptcy court to pursue his real passion. Now he spends time with his husband in Montreal, QC.
When Robert isn’t writing, he loves to cook Indian food. The aromas of the spice blends excite and challenge him. Although he’s never been to India, the food seems comforting and home-like. Add a trip to the Golden Triangle to the bucket list!
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July 31, 2018
Cross-posted at Shelf Inflicted and at Outlaw Reviews
I’ve read all but one of Robert Winter’s books and loved them. I jumped at the opportunity to read Asylum, even though it is the sequel to September, the one book of Winter’s that I haven’t read yet. I was assured this is a standalone story, so I jumped right in. Apparently, there are some spoilers for the first book, but I didn’t feel bad about reading out of order. This just makes me even more excited to get my hands on September.
This story starts with a drunken plunge into Provincetown Harbor. Though Colin is happy his best friend, Brandon, is getting married, the event is a bittersweet one as he remembers he had feelings for him. Hernán, who is from El Salvador and now illegally in the US, happens to be nearby and saves Colin. The attraction is instant, but their encounter is brief. Hernán is guarded because of his past and his immigration status. Colin works for a non-profit organization that helps immigrants and has an opportunity to help Hernán. Colin knows he is vulnerable, particularly when he overhears a threatening conversation while dining at the restaurant Hernán works at.
The author has based Hernán’s story on true events. There were times I felt I was being beaten over the head with a message, but the details of Hernán’s persecution by a gang and violent attack because of his sexuality, the harrowing journey to the US and the abuse and deprivation he suffered at the hands of smugglers was gripping and utterly heartbreaking. Even though my views on immigration lean toward the conservative side, I couldn’t help but root for Hernán and hope he finds safety, peace, and love in the US.
Colin comes from a very wealthy family and keeps that fact well hidden, even from his closest friend. He doesn’t want to use his skills in the family business. His true satisfaction comes from helping others. I love his determination to fight on Hernán’s behalf and the growing attraction between the two men. They have hurdles to overcome and trust takes time, particularly considering Hernán’s history. Their love scenes were deeply passionate and sensitively rendered. I liked how they work through difficulty openly and honestly, without unnecessary angst.
The ending felt a little rushed. Otherwise, this was a well-written, engaging, and thoughtful story.
*This book was provided by the author via IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review.
I’ve read all but one of Robert Winter’s books and loved them. I jumped at the opportunity to read Asylum, even though it is the sequel to September, the one book of Winter’s that I haven’t read yet. I was assured this is a standalone story, so I jumped right in. Apparently, there are some spoilers for the first book, but I didn’t feel bad about reading out of order. This just makes me even more excited to get my hands on September.
This story starts with a drunken plunge into Provincetown Harbor. Though Colin is happy his best friend, Brandon, is getting married, the event is a bittersweet one as he remembers he had feelings for him. Hernán, who is from El Salvador and now illegally in the US, happens to be nearby and saves Colin. The attraction is instant, but their encounter is brief. Hernán is guarded because of his past and his immigration status. Colin works for a non-profit organization that helps immigrants and has an opportunity to help Hernán. Colin knows he is vulnerable, particularly when he overhears a threatening conversation while dining at the restaurant Hernán works at.
The author has based Hernán’s story on true events. There were times I felt I was being beaten over the head with a message, but the details of Hernán’s persecution by a gang and violent attack because of his sexuality, the harrowing journey to the US and the abuse and deprivation he suffered at the hands of smugglers was gripping and utterly heartbreaking. Even though my views on immigration lean toward the conservative side, I couldn’t help but root for Hernán and hope he finds safety, peace, and love in the US.
Colin comes from a very wealthy family and keeps that fact well hidden, even from his closest friend. He doesn’t want to use his skills in the family business. His true satisfaction comes from helping others. I love his determination to fight on Hernán’s behalf and the growing attraction between the two men. They have hurdles to overcome and trust takes time, particularly considering Hernán’s history. Their love scenes were deeply passionate and sensitively rendered. I liked how they work through difficulty openly and honestly, without unnecessary angst.
The ending felt a little rushed. Otherwise, this was a well-written, engaging, and thoughtful story.
*This book was provided by the author via IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review.
April 24, 2018
Just about ***3 Stars*** and it seems like I have to work on my meditation techniques...
All my 'ommm'-ing and hoping and praying to higher powers in an attempt to make this story work better for me than September only lasted up to half of the book. Up until then it was actually on its way straight into my book hall of fame (= code for a top-notch read). I almost felt giddy because I loved everything about the first 50%: the characters Colin and Hernán -well, especially Hernán...
... the topic of the story which was intriguing because I haven't read anything similar before so kudos to the author for picking it up, the slow-building relationship between both men, and the authenticity that was Hernán's painful past. I felt for him. I raged against everyone hurting him. My BR partners and I already began to dig a grave to secretly hide their bodies. His escape out of El Salvador, what happened to him prior to and during his excruciating and traumatic journey had me tied up in knots because it felt so real and I wept with relief when he was safe. Well, as safe as he could be as an illegal immigrant in the U.S.
And then suddenly all of it fell apart and it went downhill from there pretty quickly. It was as if the first half of the book has been written by a completely different author and in the second half he fell back into his old patterns of which I'm known to be not a fan of (like his creativity in describing sex scenes or the cheese in his writing style, especially in the Epilogue. Sorry, Christelle, this time I couldn't hold myself back in using the bad word).
Everything happened way too fast and too convenient for me. Only a few hours after he told his story he ended up having sex (although not penetrating) with Colin and even took charge in bed to show a dominant side which was in such a total contrast to his vulnerability and shyness before, it completely threw me and for me he totally fell out of character. I get that he might have felt relieved about it finally coming out in the open, but somehow it didn't sit right with me. Since I was pretty much the only one who felt like this during our buddy read, feel free to ignore me, though.
And as if everything Hernán went through was not already enough, life threw him another curve ball that made it all too much and the solution to his situation was way too convenient in so far, that Colin has the necessary wherewithal as a trust fund baby and the connections and knowledge due to his job in a non-profit Immigraton Initiative to help him and handed it to him on a plate. It was pretty much the same MO as in September: rich guy meets poor guy, they fall in love, something bad happens to poor guy and rich guy is able to save the day. I wish the author would have found a better solution to stick to the authentic feel the first half of the book exuded. It all ended up in a big drama that was way too over the top for me, culminating in an action scene towards the end that was so ridiculous, it was not even funny. I know this is fiction after all, but though I'm the first who makes grabby hands to get a great action plot I couldn't buy it here since it felt entirely anticlimactic to the story before.
To top it all off, the L-word came at 53%, when both guys knew each other for roughly three weeks and almost 20% of the story so far was about Hernán's escape, so for me it came out of thin air.
Maybe I should just resign myself to the fact that this author and I don't really gel. I think there was once again not one sex scene where I didn't roll my eyes, LMAO or wanted to slam my head on my desk. This time it was the spike of a cock that did not only leak like a faucet - hell noooo - it erupted come like a geyser which turned into a fountain later on. Trust me, you did not want to be inside my head when I read this and I'm still on a heavy dose of brain bleach here. And don't get me started on Colin giving his dildos weird names or the portable enema kit...
Sorry for my rant, I always try not to be rude, but sometimes I get carried away a bit. If I could divide my rating I would give the first half five and the second half one star. I'm completely in the minority, though, so don't let yourself being kept from enjoying this book, if you are a fan of this author I'm sure you will love it from beginning to end.
I was the one within our little group who liked this book least of all, but my partners in crime, Karen, Josy and Christelle once again put up with my b*tching and were their usual supportive selves. Yes, they are awesome like that! Thank you for all the fun we once again had during this BR and our lovely stalkers moral supporters Shile, Anne and Ariana for stopping by now and then and for your input.
All my 'ommm'-ing and hoping and praying to higher powers in an attempt to make this story work better for me than September only lasted up to half of the book. Up until then it was actually on its way straight into my book hall of fame (= code for a top-notch read). I almost felt giddy because I loved everything about the first 50%: the characters Colin and Hernán -well, especially Hernán...
... the topic of the story which was intriguing because I haven't read anything similar before so kudos to the author for picking it up, the slow-building relationship between both men, and the authenticity that was Hernán's painful past. I felt for him. I raged against everyone hurting him. My BR partners and I already began to dig a grave to secretly hide their bodies. His escape out of El Salvador, what happened to him prior to and during his excruciating and traumatic journey had me tied up in knots because it felt so real and I wept with relief when he was safe. Well, as safe as he could be as an illegal immigrant in the U.S.
And then suddenly all of it fell apart and it went downhill from there pretty quickly. It was as if the first half of the book has been written by a completely different author and in the second half he fell back into his old patterns of which I'm known to be not a fan of (like his creativity in describing sex scenes or the cheese in his writing style, especially in the Epilogue. Sorry, Christelle, this time I couldn't hold myself back in using the bad word).
Everything happened way too fast and too convenient for me. Only a few hours after he told his story he ended up having sex (although not penetrating) with Colin and even took charge in bed to show a dominant side which was in such a total contrast to his vulnerability and shyness before, it completely threw me and for me he totally fell out of character. I get that he might have felt relieved about it finally coming out in the open, but somehow it didn't sit right with me. Since I was pretty much the only one who felt like this during our buddy read, feel free to ignore me, though.
And as if everything Hernán went through was not already enough, life threw him another curve ball that made it all too much and the solution to his situation was way too convenient in so far, that Colin has the necessary wherewithal as a trust fund baby and the connections and knowledge due to his job in a non-profit Immigraton Initiative to help him and handed it to him on a plate. It was pretty much the same MO as in September: rich guy meets poor guy, they fall in love, something bad happens to poor guy and rich guy is able to save the day. I wish the author would have found a better solution to stick to the authentic feel the first half of the book exuded. It all ended up in a big drama that was way too over the top for me, culminating in an action scene towards the end that was so ridiculous, it was not even funny. I know this is fiction after all, but though I'm the first who makes grabby hands to get a great action plot I couldn't buy it here since it felt entirely anticlimactic to the story before.
To top it all off, the L-word came at 53%, when both guys knew each other for roughly three weeks and almost 20% of the story so far was about Hernán's escape, so for me it came out of thin air.
Maybe I should just resign myself to the fact that this author and I don't really gel. I think there was once again not one sex scene where I didn't roll my eyes, LMAO or wanted to slam my head on my desk. This time it was the spike of a cock that did not only leak like a faucet - hell noooo - it erupted come like a geyser which turned into a fountain later on. Trust me, you did not want to be inside my head when I read this and I'm still on a heavy dose of brain bleach here. And don't get me started on Colin giving his dildos weird names or the portable enema kit...
Sorry for my rant, I always try not to be rude, but sometimes I get carried away a bit. If I could divide my rating I would give the first half five and the second half one star. I'm completely in the minority, though, so don't let yourself being kept from enjoying this book, if you are a fan of this author I'm sure you will love it from beginning to end.
I was the one within our little group who liked this book least of all, but my partners in crime, Karen, Josy and Christelle once again put up with my b*tching and were their usual supportive selves. Yes, they are awesome like that! Thank you for all the fun we once again had during this BR and our lovely s
April 2, 2018
I've read, and loved, every book Robert Winter has published so far. He quickly became and auto-buy author for me.
Asylum is book 2 in the Pride and Joy series. This one easily reads as a stand-alone. However, it does contain major spoilers for book 1. So, if you haven't read September, stop, go read it now. It was one of my favorite books of 2017.
Asylum features Colin, one of the secondary characters in September, and a new character, Hernán, cousin to Rudy from the previous book. It is the story of an illegal immigrant seeking asylum in the U.S. It is a fictionalized account of a true story. Winter gives us the details in the Author Notes at the beginning of the book:people, "chickens" across the borders is spine chilling. It's easy to forget, considering today's atmosphere in the USA, that this country still means safety and opportunity to people in many other parts of the world. I can't help but think a book like this is a timely reminder.
Delivered wrapped in a sweet romance, this story is impactful and eye-opening.
*3.5 stars*
P.S. Loved the quick shout-out to the Nights at Mata Hari series. :-) Now, I NEED Rudy's story. Maybe a certain character can be redeemed?
This book was provided by the author via IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review.
Asylum is book 2 in the Pride and Joy series. This one easily reads as a stand-alone. However, it does contain major spoilers for book 1. So, if you haven't read September, stop, go read it now. It was one of my favorite books of 2017.
Asylum features Colin, one of the secondary characters in September, and a new character, Hernán, cousin to Rudy from the previous book. It is the story of an illegal immigrant seeking asylum in the U.S. It is a fictionalized account of a true story. Winter gives us the details in the Author Notes at the beginning of the book:
I based Hernán’s past on the specific experiences of two young men who came to the United States without visas, and the things they endured. Certain details and locations have been altered or fictionalized, but the core of their journeys—as related by Hernán—is a combination of two true stories.Hernán's story depicts the horrors of life in El Salvador growing up as a gay boy. Targeted by a ruthless, murderous gang as a young man, Hernán has no choice but to run for his life. The absolute nightmare of what that run entails at the hands of coyotes shuffling
Delivered wrapped in a sweet romance, this story is impactful and eye-opening.
*3.5 stars*
P.S. Loved the quick shout-out to the Nights at Mata Hari series. :-) Now, I NEED Rudy's story. Maybe a certain character can be redeemed?
This book was provided by the author via IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review.
April 24, 2018
3.5 stars rounded down after a lot of procrastination and because still no 1/2 stars here on GR.
Once upon a time, in a land far, far away there was...
No this isn't a fairy tale and while it is a work of fiction sadly and I say sadly with all sincerity it is based on real life events...things that never should have happened, did.
In writing this story the author has accomplished a few things...one he's told us a story that for the most part is interesting, entertaining and a testament to the strength of the human soul and it's ability to endure.
Hernan is a young man born and raised in El Salvador until he comes under the scrutiny of a gang known as 'Cuernos del Diablo (Horns of the Devil) for being gay. Hernan has struggled with this all his life knowing that he dare not tell a soul about himself...being gay and living in El Salvador is not good for a person's continued existence. Unfortunately Cuernos del Diablo doesn't really ask if a person's gay they just decided. After being stabbed by members of Cuernos, Hernan is forced to flee his homeland. With only his Tio Juan (Uncle) to help him Hernan undergoes a journey that no one should have to experience.
Finally arriving in America, Hernan begins life as an illegal immigrant fearing only the long arm of Cuernos but that of ICE (Immigration & Customs Enforcement). If he's caught it means being departed back to El Salvador where he's sure he'll meet with certain death.
Hernan doesn't trust people and truthfully I wouldn't if I was him either. What he doesn't count on is meeting a man who's honorable and simply wants to help him. Colin Felton knows that he's lived a blessed life. He's been raised amidst a level of privilege that few can truly lay claim to. He also tries to keep this little fact about himself from becoming public knowledge. He just wants to do his job and live a quiet life...maybe, meet someone he can share that live with one day and one day is coming sooner than he realizes when he goes for a walk in P-town following the wedding of his best friend Brandon to his fiance David. It was fun seeing the men from September again...well, except not so much with Gerald and Ethan...I really can't say I've missed these two, but we did decide that they'd be a really good couple, however, I'll pass on that story thank you very much.
It takes more than a little effort on Colin's part to convince Hernan that not only can Colin help him, but Hernan can also trust him.
This one started out really good and we were loving it...yes, I say we, not the royal we or even the 'hey, she's got a few screws loose we', no by we I mean my Buddy Read Besties...Josy, Simone and Christelle...the awesome ladies who continue to go on book adventures with me and we had not one...not two...but three stalkers... I mean cheerleaders...yes, cheerleaders...no actually they were awesome friends who stopped by from time to time to visit. A big thank you to Anne, Shile and Ariana your insight and shared thoughts only made things that much more enjoyable.
So for most of this story I was looking at 4 stars not a problem...sure there were a couple of things that maybe felt a little problematic for me but over all I liked what the author was doing here. You see Hernan's experience is based on the real life experiences of two young men who have lived through circumstances similar to what happens to Hernan and these are stories that need to be told...if for no other reason than to remind those of us who are luck enough to live in countries where not only can we speak our mind but we can be who we are...we can be gay, straight, bi, trans...we can be a rainbow and we can celebrate that rainbow.
I think I got a little further along in the story before things started to tank for me but sadly they did. One of my biggest niggles was Colin...or more accurately his money...all the money...for me it felt like he started out rich and...well, I believe what I said to my friends was I know he's a trust fund baby but it feels like he started with 'money' and then he had 'Money' and suddenly it was Colin has 'MONEY!!!' and yes, I know Colin didn't want people to know how rich he was, I get that but nope, sorry I just can't reconcile this with how it all came out and more importantly that his best friend seemed to be more concerned that Colin kept this from him than with the fact that his best friend was possibly in a great deal of danger, but hey, even though it didn't feel quite right, it still didn't spoil the story for me. It takes a lot to really spoil a story for me...I mean full out make me feel like I want those hours of my life that I lost reading that story back spoil and that wasn't happening.
I know a couple of my friends were bothered by a life changing event that happened to Hernan and/or how it played out at a point where he should have been feeling safe, feeling like things were finally going to get better and while I agree that it was unfortunate I think we all agree that it was almost inevitable...sadly, the writing was on the wall for this to occur.
Now, here's the part that took me from 4 stars to well...a rather shaky 3.5...please bare with me on this. I'm going to ramble a bit. I love a good HEA as much as the next person...hell, there are times that I live for them, but and this is a big but for me...I really, really need to feel that HEA, it has to be believable and real. I want to feel it in my heart. I want happy tears, I want to be able to sob and think 'Oh thank heavens. Hernan got to be happy, he found that person who deserved his love and whose love he deserved. They fit, they work in a way that is real. Sadly that wasn't how I was feeling by the end of this...somewhere along the line my happy ending turned into a cookie cutter Disney romance where Prince Charming...played by Colin Felton rode to the rescue of the Princess (in this case another Prince named Hernan) and his fairy godmother (Colin's father) waved his magic wand (got out his 'black' credit card...because black is the color that says "I am rich beyond your wildest dreams bitches!") and fixed everything...well everything except for the fact that while I was willing to overlook a lot of the niggles in this book that weren't feeling quite right for me because there was a bigger picture story that needed to be told and it was real and at times brutal and gut wrenching and for so many people too many people it's so very real because somewhere in there were words that resonated with them...suddenly it just all turned into a fairy tale. I'm sure if most of us think about it we'll realize that we've known more than one immigrant in our lives and I have to say the ones that I've known have been incredibly strong and amazing people...
Men and women who were doctors, nurses, lawyers, teachers and held other well educated and high paying professional positions in their homeland and now...well now they get to drive cabs and work as home support workers, waiters, generally as unskilled labor and even then there's still some kind of course or training that they need to take, so yes, while much of Hernan's story felt real and brought out my protective instincts and had me sitting on the edge of my seat and praying...praying that his ordeal would end soon. that he'd be ok, he'd get his happily ever after. When it came to the ending where he got his prince and they rode off into the sunset in their golden carriage on behalf of the immigrants that I've had the privilege to know both legal and illegal...I have to say I'm sorry but I can no longer suspend my disbelief.
Maybe, this was someone's happy ending but somehow on top of all the other amazing things that happened to Hernan...and yes, I realize he also endured a great deal of tragedy...the ending for me rather than being enough...was just too much and maybe that's the cynic in me having a bad day...I know, let's call it that and move on because at the end of it all this was a story worth telling and mostly, worth reading.
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An ARC of 'Asylum' was graciously provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.
Once upon a time, in a land far, far away there was...
No this isn't a fairy tale and while it is a work of fiction sadly and I say sadly with all sincerity it is based on real life events...things that never should have happened, did.
In writing this story the author has accomplished a few things...one he's told us a story that for the most part is interesting, entertaining and a testament to the strength of the human soul and it's ability to endure.
Hernan is a young man born and raised in El Salvador until he comes under the scrutiny of a gang known as 'Cuernos del Diablo (Horns of the Devil) for being gay. Hernan has struggled with this all his life knowing that he dare not tell a soul about himself...being gay and living in El Salvador is not good for a person's continued existence. Unfortunately Cuernos del Diablo doesn't really ask if a person's gay they just decided. After being stabbed by members of Cuernos, Hernan is forced to flee his homeland. With only his Tio Juan (Uncle) to help him Hernan undergoes a journey that no one should have to experience.
Finally arriving in America, Hernan begins life as an illegal immigrant fearing only the long arm of Cuernos but that of ICE (Immigration & Customs Enforcement). If he's caught it means being departed back to El Salvador where he's sure he'll meet with certain death.
Hernan doesn't trust people and truthfully I wouldn't if I was him either. What he doesn't count on is meeting a man who's honorable and simply wants to help him. Colin Felton knows that he's lived a blessed life. He's been raised amidst a level of privilege that few can truly lay claim to. He also tries to keep this little fact about himself from becoming public knowledge. He just wants to do his job and live a quiet life...maybe, meet someone he can share that live with one day and one day is coming sooner than he realizes when he goes for a walk in P-town following the wedding of his best friend Brandon to his fiance David. It was fun seeing the men from September again...well, except not so much with Gerald and Ethan...I really can't say I've missed these two, but we did decide that they'd be a really good couple, however, I'll pass on that story thank you very much.
It takes more than a little effort on Colin's part to convince Hernan that not only can Colin help him, but Hernan can also trust him.
This one started out really good and we were loving it...yes, I say we, not the royal we or even the 'hey, she's got a few screws loose we', no by we I mean my Buddy Read Besties...Josy, Simone and Christelle...the awesome ladies who continue to go on book adventures with me and we had not one...not two...but three stalkers... I mean cheerleaders...yes, cheerleaders...no actually they were awesome friends who stopped by from time to time to visit. A big thank you to Anne, Shile and Ariana your insight and shared thoughts only made things that much more enjoyable.
So for most of this story I was looking at 4 stars not a problem...sure there were a couple of things that maybe felt a little problematic for me but over all I liked what the author was doing here. You see Hernan's experience is based on the real life experiences of two young men who have lived through circumstances similar to what happens to Hernan and these are stories that need to be told...if for no other reason than to remind those of us who are luck enough to live in countries where not only can we speak our mind but we can be who we are...we can be gay, straight, bi, trans...we can be a rainbow and we can celebrate that rainbow.
I think I got a little further along in the story before things started to tank for me but sadly they did. One of my biggest niggles was Colin...or more accurately his money...all the money...for me it felt like he started out rich and...well, I believe what I said to my friends was I know he's a trust fund baby but it feels like he started with 'money' and then he had 'Money' and suddenly it was Colin has 'MONEY!!!' and yes, I know Colin didn't want people to know how rich he was, I get that but nope, sorry I just can't reconcile this with how it all came out and more importantly that his best friend seemed to be more concerned that Colin kept this from him than with the fact that his best friend was possibly in a great deal of danger, but hey, even though it didn't feel quite right, it still didn't spoil the story for me. It takes a lot to really spoil a story for me...I mean full out make me feel like I want those hours of my life that I lost reading that story back spoil and that wasn't happening.
I know a couple of my friends were bothered by a life changing event that happened to Hernan and/or how it played out at a point where he should have been feeling safe, feeling like things were finally going to get better and while I agree that it was unfortunate I think we all agree that it was almost inevitable...sadly, the writing was on the wall for this to occur.
Now, here's the part that took me from 4 stars to well...a rather shaky 3.5...please bare with me on this. I'm going to ramble a bit. I love a good HEA as much as the next person...hell, there are times that I live for them, but and this is a big but for me...I really, really need to feel that HEA, it has to be believable and real. I want to feel it in my heart. I want happy tears, I want to be able to sob and think 'Oh thank heavens. Hernan got to be happy, he found that person who deserved his love and whose love he deserved. They fit, they work in a way that is real. Sadly that wasn't how I was feeling by the end of this...somewhere along the line my happy ending turned into a cookie cutter Disney romance where Prince Charming...played by Colin Felton rode to the rescue of the Princess (in this case another Prince named Hernan) and his fairy godmother (Colin's father) waved his magic wand (got out his 'black' credit card...because black is the color that says "I am rich beyond your wildest dreams bitches!") and fixed everything...well everything except for the fact that while I was willing to overlook a lot of the niggles in this book that weren't feeling quite right for me because there was a bigger picture story that needed to be told and it was real and at times brutal and gut wrenching and for so many people too many people it's so very real because somewhere in there were words that resonated with them...suddenly it just all turned into a fairy tale. I'm sure if most of us think about it we'll realize that we've known more than one immigrant in our lives and I have to say the ones that I've known have been incredibly strong and amazing people...
Men and women who were doctors, nurses, lawyers, teachers and held other well educated and high paying professional positions in their homeland and now...well now they get to drive cabs and work as home support workers, waiters, generally as unskilled labor and even then there's still some kind of course or training that they need to take, so yes, while much of Hernan's story felt real and brought out my protective instincts and had me sitting on the edge of my seat and praying...praying that his ordeal would end soon. that he'd be ok, he'd get his happily ever after. When it came to the ending where he got his prince and they rode off into the sunset in their golden carriage on behalf of the immigrants that I've had the privilege to know both legal and illegal...I have to say I'm sorry but I can no longer suspend my disbelief.
Maybe, this was someone's happy ending but somehow on top of all the other amazing things that happened to Hernan...and yes, I realize he also endured a great deal of tragedy...the ending for me rather than being enough...was just too much and maybe that's the cynic in me having a bad day...I know, let's call it that and move on because at the end of it all this was a story worth telling and mostly, worth reading.
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An ARC of 'Asylum' was graciously provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.
April 24, 2018
*3,5 stars*
The scenario of Asylum is intriguing and immediately called out to me.
The MCs are two nice, relatable guys and I was looking forward to see how Colin and Hernan would work out.
I was totally engrossed up to about 40%.
This is where Hernan starts telling his back story. And it is awful and heartbreaking and no doubt very well researched, but then, it goes on, and on. And although awful, heartbreaking and very well researched (you know what I mean ...) it ripped me totally out of the actual plot. without wanting to trivialise the harrowing experiences of these asylum seekers, I feel that - in the context of the book - a more concise and shorter retelling would have been enough to let us feel compassion and anguish for Hernan.
When we finally get back to Hernan in the present the poor guy gets hit with yet another devastating blow. I understand there is a very good chance that this might happen, but I couldn't help shouting 'too much, too much'!! Effectively what bothered me even more was how Colin and Hernan deal with these news.
It is difficult to discuss this without dropping a massive spoiler which I don't want to do. All I can say is - I'm sure Robert Winter did his research in this too, but I was left feeling very uncertain about the whole issue.
What I loved was how Hernan and Colin's relationship develops slowly, how they talk about sex, what is okay and what's not for Hernan and how they gradually work things up until they go all the way. There are lots of firsts there (love that theme!) dealt with in a sensitive manner.
However, it seems that Hernan goes from totally clueless and virginal to sex kitten in 0,2 seconds. And as for all the names of the toys - so NOT working for me.
The next surprise was when the three little words come so soon in the book it almost knocked me over. These guys have hardly known each other and even though it is under difficult circumstances which might explain this a bit better... I really found it hard to wrap my mind round that.
I'm afraid the second part of the book didn't manage to draw me back into the story again.
There was an abundance of legal talk and a few eye-raising moments like ...
... but nothing that really got me deeply emotionally involved. I think at times the writing is simply too factual for me, too much describing and not quite enough depth of feeling.
And sometimes Robert Winter's use of language does not help.
And yes, these guys blush a LOT.
So unfortunately what started out with great promise ended a little bit on the disappointing side.
The scenario of Asylum is intriguing and immediately called out to me.
The MCs are two nice, relatable guys and I was looking forward to see how Colin and Hernan would work out.
I was totally engrossed up to about 40%.
This is where Hernan starts telling his back story. And it is awful and heartbreaking and no doubt very well researched, but then, it goes on, and on. And although awful, heartbreaking and very well researched (you know what I mean ...) it ripped me totally out of the actual plot. without wanting to trivialise the harrowing experiences of these asylum seekers, I feel that - in the context of the book - a more concise and shorter retelling would have been enough to let us feel compassion and anguish for Hernan.
When we finally get back to Hernan in the present the poor guy gets hit with yet another devastating blow. I understand there is a very good chance that this might happen, but I couldn't help shouting 'too much, too much'!! Effectively what bothered me even more was how Colin and Hernan deal with these news.
It is difficult to discuss this without dropping a massive spoiler which I don't want to do. All I can say is - I'm sure Robert Winter did his research in this too, but I was left feeling very uncertain about the whole issue.
What I loved was how Hernan and Colin's relationship develops slowly, how they talk about sex, what is okay and what's not for Hernan and how they gradually work things up until they go all the way. There are lots of firsts there (love that theme!) dealt with in a sensitive manner.
However, it seems that Hernan goes from totally clueless and virginal to sex kitten in 0,2 seconds. And as for all the names of the toys - so NOT working for me.
The next surprise was when the three little words come so soon in the book it almost knocked me over. These guys have hardly known each other and even though it is under difficult circumstances which might explain this a bit better... I really found it hard to wrap my mind round that.
I'm afraid the second part of the book didn't manage to draw me back into the story again.
There was an abundance of legal talk and a few eye-raising moments like ...
... but nothing that really got me deeply emotionally involved. I think at times the writing is simply too factual for me, too much describing and not quite enough depth of feeling.
And sometimes Robert Winter's use of language does not help.
And yes, these guys blush a LOT.
So unfortunately what started out with great promise ended a little bit on the disappointing side.
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March 12, 2018My new book Asylum will be released on April 2. Here is a little tease:
A man silhouetted in moonlight teetered drunkenly at the end of the pier. Crying out, his legs flew up, and his body disappeared from sight. Hernán was running toward the water’s edge before he even heard the splash. Rejecting thoughts about how cold the water would be, he threw himself into Provincetown Harbor.
Even though the mid-September weather was mild, his hands and face numbed quickly in the chilly water. He thrust himself to the surface.
“¡Mierda!” he shouted, tossing hair out of his eyes as he sought out the man who had fallen.
There he was. About ten feet away, the man thrashed and then went down. Hernán swam over with strong strokes, dove under and wrapped his arms around from behind. He tugged the flailing man to the surface, nearly receiving a black eye for his troubles.
“Cálmese,” he shouted, and then added in English, “I’ve got you. Stop hitting!”
The man went limp. Hernán hooked his waist more securely with one arm, and with the other swam them both toward the boat launch ramp about twenty yards away. The weight of their waterlogged clothes threatened to drag them down. The stranger gasped, but Hernán kept paddling with one hand, kicking hard, drawing closer to the ramp. Water slapping against the seawall shoved back on Hernán, swirling around his jeans and sweatshirt as it tried to pull away the man he held.
A man silhouetted in moonlight teetered drunkenly at the end of the pier. Crying out, his legs flew up, and his body disappeared from sight. Hernán was running toward the water’s edge before he even heard the splash. Rejecting thoughts about how cold the water would be, he threw himself into Provincetown Harbor.
Even though the mid-September weather was mild, his hands and face numbed quickly in the chilly water. He thrust himself to the surface.
“¡Mierda!” he shouted, tossing hair out of his eyes as he sought out the man who had fallen.
There he was. About ten feet away, the man thrashed and then went down. Hernán swam over with strong strokes, dove under and wrapped his arms around from behind. He tugged the flailing man to the surface, nearly receiving a black eye for his troubles.
“Cálmese,” he shouted, and then added in English, “I’ve got you. Stop hitting!”
The man went limp. Hernán hooked his waist more securely with one arm, and with the other swam them both toward the boat launch ramp about twenty yards away. The weight of their waterlogged clothes threatened to drag them down. The stranger gasped, but Hernán kept paddling with one hand, kicking hard, drawing closer to the ramp. Water slapping against the seawall shoved back on Hernán, swirling around his jeans and sweatshirt as it tried to pull away the man he held.
August 20, 2022
~ 3.5 stars ~
I just finished reading this book and I think I need to write down some of my thoughts as long as they are still fresh in my mind. I probably won't make much sense but here goes:
First off, I loved the topic!! It was heartbreaking and stories like Hernán's need to be heard, especially in today's world where new and changing immigration laws are high on the agenda every other month.
Second, I loved the MCs! On their own, they were great guys who, despite their pasts and experiences, were strong in their own way and fought for what they believed was right. Together they made me feel their connection. I felt for them and rooted for them and wanted only the best for them! They struggled, learned to trust, were patient with each other, talked to each other, and it all paid off!
This brings me to a point that made me really angry! See, Hernán had a really shitty life and he went through hell to get to the U.S. were he hoped he could be safe. And once he reaches this goal and actually has a hope of a better life, he gets hit with another life-changing tragedy. I know that the possibility of this happening to him was very high but I still felt like it wasn't necessary to put even more anguish and hurt on his already high pile.
Now the reason why my rating isn't higher is the last 15 or 20%. Suddenly the plot went all over the place and to be honest, it got kinda ridiculous. I was waiting and waiting and waiting for the resolution to the problems that were still unresolved and suddenly it all went down in a rush that felt totally OTT.
The other thing that yanked me out of the flow of the book was that after the first 60% or so the story began to feel different. I can't really describe it. My BR partner Simone said it felt like part of the story was written by a different person and after some thinking, I had to agree with her. For me, it actually made sense because the first half especially includes events of RL stories. The author mentions in the author's note that Hernán's past is based on the "specific experiences of two young men who came to the United States without visas, and the things they endured." Now I'm sure the author used his own words to tell these experiences and make them into Hernán's journey but after the RL background faded away, the "feel" of the story was different - and I'm sorry to say it wasn't for the better.
One other thing I had a somewhat hard time with is the convenience of the story. Hernán probably met the one person who was best suited to help him in his situation. I don't want to give too many details because I don't want to spoil anything but Hernán couldn't have met anyone better than Colin and his friends that came with this relationship. On the one hand, I was happy about that because I only wanted the best for Hernán and hoped that all would end well for him. On the other hand, I couldn't help but wonder how other immigrants - legal or otherwise - would think of this book and the good fortune Hernán found after meeting Colin. Would they take strength from such a positive and seemingly easy outcome or would they feel the injustice because they can only hope for such a perfect happy end?
Since the author mentioned the input of sensitivity readers and because I never was in a situation like this, I won't judge this part of the story but it made me think.
Soooo, lots of thoughts and ramblings but that's all I've got for now.
Once again, I have to thank my lovely BR ladies Karen, Simone, and Christelle for reading this story with me! I had lots of fun and even if our opinions differ once in a while, it's always awesome to talk about it with you all! ~BIG hugs~
To our dedicated stalkers Ariana, Anne, and Shile (we have a crowd now so that must mean we are famous, lol!): thank you for popping in and sharing your thoughts with us!!
I just finished reading this book and I think I need to write down some of my thoughts as long as they are still fresh in my mind. I probably won't make much sense but here goes:
First off, I loved the topic!! It was heartbreaking and stories like Hernán's need to be heard, especially in today's world where new and changing immigration laws are high on the agenda every other month.
Second, I loved the MCs! On their own, they were great guys who, despite their pasts and experiences, were strong in their own way and fought for what they believed was right. Together they made me feel their connection. I felt for them and rooted for them and wanted only the best for them! They struggled, learned to trust, were patient with each other, talked to each other, and it all paid off!
This brings me to a point that made me really angry! See, Hernán had a really shitty life and he went through hell to get to the U.S. were he hoped he could be safe. And once he reaches this goal and actually has a hope of a better life, he gets hit with another life-changing tragedy. I know that the possibility of this happening to him was very high but I still felt like it wasn't necessary to put even more anguish and hurt on his already high pile.
Now the reason why my rating isn't higher is the last 15 or 20%. Suddenly the plot went all over the place and to be honest, it got kinda ridiculous. I was waiting and waiting and waiting for the resolution to the problems that were still unresolved and suddenly it all went down in a rush that felt totally OTT.
The other thing that yanked me out of the flow of the book was that after the first 60% or so the story began to feel different. I can't really describe it. My BR partner Simone said it felt like part of the story was written by a different person and after some thinking, I had to agree with her. For me, it actually made sense because the first half especially includes events of RL stories. The author mentions in the author's note that Hernán's past is based on the "specific experiences of two young men who came to the United States without visas, and the things they endured." Now I'm sure the author used his own words to tell these experiences and make them into Hernán's journey but after the RL background faded away, the "feel" of the story was different - and I'm sorry to say it wasn't for the better.
One other thing I had a somewhat hard time with is the convenience of the story. Hernán probably met the one person who was best suited to help him in his situation. I don't want to give too many details because I don't want to spoil anything but Hernán couldn't have met anyone better than Colin and his friends that came with this relationship. On the one hand, I was happy about that because I only wanted the best for Hernán and hoped that all would end well for him. On the other hand, I couldn't help but wonder how other immigrants - legal or otherwise - would think of this book and the good fortune Hernán found after meeting Colin. Would they take strength from such a positive and seemingly easy outcome or would they feel the injustice because they can only hope for such a perfect happy end?
Since the author mentioned the input of sensitivity readers and because I never was in a situation like this, I won't judge this part of the story but it made me think.
Soooo, lots of thoughts and ramblings but that's all I've got for now.
Once again, I have to thank my lovely BR ladies Karen, Simone, and Christelle for reading this story with me! I had lots of fun and even if our opinions differ once in a while, it's always awesome to talk about it with you all! ~BIG hugs~
To our dedicated stalkers Ariana, Anne, and Shile (we have a crowd now so that must mean we are famous, lol!): thank you for popping in and sharing your thoughts with us!!
May 1, 2018
Another winner from Robert Winter, with usual and less usual topics, great character development and eliciting a lot of thoughts and feels.
Even though it’s a standalone in the “Pride and Joy” series, I suggest to read September first as there are references to a few characters and situations from book1 that will make it more relatable.
Hernán flew from El Salvador to save his life and ends up as an illegal immigrant in Provincetown. Despite a heavy past and a less than comfortable existence, he doesn’t hesitate, one night, to rescue a stranger from an accidental drowning. Colin is very thankful and doesn’t know what to do to show his gratitude, especially as he can feel Hernán’s hesitation.
Even though Colin is reserved and lacks confidence, when he discovers Hernán’s predicaments, he jumps helping Hernán, especially as he has the means to do so.
It soon becomes clear that there also is an attraction that is nicely nurtured through trust building, dialogue and honesty.
The characterization of both Hernán and Colin, the growth of their individuality and their relationship, the obstacles to be overcome , the emotional journey leading to a sweet HEA, the hotness, the quality of writing…
For all these reasons, I was hooked right from the start.
I took one star back because of the twist inserted toward the end of the story. Imo, it was unrelated, unnecessary and distracting from the storyline. I would have much preferred to get more about the last steps of the asylum’s process. Basically, it felt like I was watching a captivating movie, but somebody switched the program near the end and I could only get back to my movie for the epilogue **sigh**
I loved reading about Hernán and Colin and I’m thrilled that Robert Winter will keep going on with this series.
Thanks to my usual partners in crime, I name Karen, Simone and Josy, for this BR and thanks for our stalkers
Even though it’s a standalone in the “Pride and Joy” series, I suggest to read September first as there are references to a few characters and situations from book1 that will make it more relatable.
Hernán flew from El Salvador to save his life and ends up as an illegal immigrant in Provincetown. Despite a heavy past and a less than comfortable existence, he doesn’t hesitate, one night, to rescue a stranger from an accidental drowning. Colin is very thankful and doesn’t know what to do to show his gratitude, especially as he can feel Hernán’s hesitation.
Even though Colin is reserved and lacks confidence, when he discovers Hernán’s predicaments, he jumps helping Hernán, especially as he has the means to do so.
It soon becomes clear that there also is an attraction that is nicely nurtured through trust building, dialogue and honesty.
The characterization of both Hernán and Colin, the growth of their individuality and their relationship, the obstacles to be overcome , the emotional journey leading to a sweet HEA, the hotness, the quality of writing…
For all these reasons, I was hooked right from the start.
I took one star back because of the twist inserted toward the end of the story. Imo, it was unrelated, unnecessary and distracting from the storyline. I would have much preferred to get more about the last steps of the asylum’s process. Basically, it felt like I was watching a captivating movie, but somebody switched the program near the end and I could only get back to my movie for the epilogue **sigh**
I loved reading about Hernán and Colin and I’m thrilled that Robert Winter will keep going on with this series.
Thanks to my usual partners in crime, I name Karen, Simone and Josy, for this BR and thanks for our stalkers
March 25, 2018
Full review to come when I'm at the laptop.
Oh this book was bloody fantastic! It's tackling a tough subject and one that some people may not wish to read so HEED the author's notes if you choose to pick it up. This romance will not be for everyone.
However, as a Brit with no axe to grind in the illegal immigrant argument, I found it utterly captivating. The horrors young Hernan has to go through, the abuses he suffers, the threat to his life is chillingly real and my heart was pounding with fear as I was reading that all would go horribly wrong.
But, eventually, he does arrive in the Promised Land and makes his way to Provincetown, where his cousin Rudy (of Book One fame if you've read the equally fabulous September by the same author) is legally living and working having been chucked out by the revolting Gerald.
Colin was an utter joy of a character. He's got his own hangups but he knows he has a privilege which comes from being a rich white boy and while he's shocked and angry at what Nan has been through, he's also determined to fight for him and to ignore the growing attraction he has for the El Salvadorian man because he doesn't want him to think he's like all the others who've only ever seen the surface and not the intelligent man beneath the beauty.
I've come late to the Robert Winter party but I have to say, of the two books I've read so far, I absolutely love his style of story telling, the way he plonks the reader firmly in the midst of all the narrative and lets you slowly absorb what's going on.
This book didn't capture me quite as much as September did, but it's a hell of a lot more serious in subject matter. But I have to say, the quality of writing and pace of the plot and setting were exemplary.
The slow burn of the romance perfectly suits the characters of both men, it takes time to build up trust, especially with everything Nan has been through, and I loved that Colin just let him become comfortable with everything.
There is also great conversation and dialogue between the two men, nothing is left to fester and fears are approached head on and with total honesty and I loved reading that.
#ARC kindly provided by the author in exchange for an honest and unbiased review
Oh this book was bloody fantastic! It's tackling a tough subject and one that some people may not wish to read so HEED the author's notes if you choose to pick it up. This romance will not be for everyone.
However, as a Brit with no axe to grind in the illegal immigrant argument, I found it utterly captivating. The horrors young Hernan has to go through, the abuses he suffers, the threat to his life is chillingly real and my heart was pounding with fear as I was reading that all would go horribly wrong.
But, eventually, he does arrive in the Promised Land and makes his way to Provincetown, where his cousin Rudy (of Book One fame if you've read the equally fabulous September by the same author) is legally living and working having been chucked out by the revolting Gerald.
Colin was an utter joy of a character. He's got his own hangups but he knows he has a privilege which comes from being a rich white boy and while he's shocked and angry at what Nan has been through, he's also determined to fight for him and to ignore the growing attraction he has for the El Salvadorian man because he doesn't want him to think he's like all the others who've only ever seen the surface and not the intelligent man beneath the beauty.
I've come late to the Robert Winter party but I have to say, of the two books I've read so far, I absolutely love his style of story telling, the way he plonks the reader firmly in the midst of all the narrative and lets you slowly absorb what's going on.
This book didn't capture me quite as much as September did, but it's a hell of a lot more serious in subject matter. But I have to say, the quality of writing and pace of the plot and setting were exemplary.
The slow burn of the romance perfectly suits the characters of both men, it takes time to build up trust, especially with everything Nan has been through, and I loved that Colin just let him become comfortable with everything.
There is also great conversation and dialogue between the two men, nothing is left to fester and fears are approached head on and with total honesty and I loved reading that.
#ARC kindly provided by the author in exchange for an honest and unbiased review
April 2, 2018
Next up in Robert Winter’s Pride and Joy series, Asylum is an intimate look at one man’s quest for freedom and the trials he undergoes to achieve it. As is his way, Winter infuses so much emotion into his characters that it’s like we’re making the journey with them. Just a heads up, there are some trigger warnings for this one, which Winter delves into with depth and intensity.
While each book in this series could technically be read as a standalone, there are some huge spoilers if you don’t read the novel September first. I also think you’ll enjoy this one more with the background to those characters; plus September is a beautiful and compelling story and one of my all-time favorites.
Asylum opens with Colin, Brandon’s loyal friend in September, heartsore and feeling sorry for himself at Brandon and David’s wedding reception. Recognizing that being guarded and closed off isn’t earning him the kind of attention he wants, Colin knows it’s time to make some changes in his life.
Colin is kind and generous, and as it turns out, knows how to fight for what he wants. Plus his job is to assist immigrants in assimilating to life in the United States. When he meets Hernán he recognizes a soul in need, not to mention the man is gorgeous, so it’s natural he wants to help.
What happens in this story turns out to be much more than just a romantic connection for Colin. He grows as a person, overcoming his shy nature and lack of self-confidence, while he helps Hernán. Colin’s evolution and healing is a huge part of the story.
Hernán’s journey is also powerful and compelling and I’m not even going to try to do it justice here. In his author’s note Robert Winter mentions he bases some of Hernán’s story on a combination of true events, which are amazing and unfortunately not unique. Just know that despite the stigma he suffers growing up suspected of being gay in El Salvador, despite the trauma he endures making the journey to the United States, Hernán’s compassionate nature won’t allow him to pass by a soul in need. When he reaches out to Colin, this relationship turns out to be pivotal for both of them.
If you’re like me you’ll be anticipating the powerfully erotic scenes Winter is known for, and one of my favorite aspects of his novels. Due to the sensitive nature of Asylum there’s a long and highly developed build up to Hernán and Colin’s inevitable connection. Based on friendship and mutual respect, the romance between these men is slow moving and sweet. Trust me these two make it to sexy-times, but it’s after they both feel comfortable and the groundwork has been laid. It totally works here, and I promise you it’s worth the wait!
I’m reluctant to write any more about Asylum except to say it’s an exciting and fast moving story with some creative plot twists I didn’t expect (my jaw actually dropped more than once). I hope reviewers don’t give too much away and that everyone will be able to experience this one the way I did.
Looking ahead for this series, I’ve got my fingers crossed for Hernán’s cousin Rudy’s story. One of the nicest parts of this novel is getting to see what a lovely person Rudy is. I admit he didn’t make the best impression on me in September, but now that I know where he’s coming from, I can understand him. Rudy longs for love but knows he needs security, he believes the only way to get what he needs is to be a boy toy for someone like Gerald Nimble.
Ugh, David’s old friend Gerald Nimble. While I know there’s always more than one side to every story, Gerald is going to have to do some serious groveling to get into my good graces! Still, these two characters have history and a hot as hell age-gap I adore. If anyone can make me love them as a couple it’s Robert Winter. I’m sure even Gerald Nimble must have some redeeming qualities (in addition to the size of his bank account and the kinky skeletons in his closet).
If you have a chance, try to check out the charming trailer to Asylum on YouTube. You’ll get to view some of the places in Provincetown that inspire the beautifully descriptive narrative from this series. Robert Winter also appears on screen to set up and read from a scene which brings up some of the worst memories from Hernán’s past. The voice and inflections he uses in his representation of skeevy Gerald Nimble gave me the shivers, it’s so great.
Fans of September won’t want to miss the compelling tale that is Asylum, and I hope we won’t have to wait too long for the next book in this series.
While each book in this series could technically be read as a standalone, there are some huge spoilers if you don’t read the novel September first. I also think you’ll enjoy this one more with the background to those characters; plus September is a beautiful and compelling story and one of my all-time favorites.
Asylum opens with Colin, Brandon’s loyal friend in September, heartsore and feeling sorry for himself at Brandon and David’s wedding reception. Recognizing that being guarded and closed off isn’t earning him the kind of attention he wants, Colin knows it’s time to make some changes in his life.
Colin is kind and generous, and as it turns out, knows how to fight for what he wants. Plus his job is to assist immigrants in assimilating to life in the United States. When he meets Hernán he recognizes a soul in need, not to mention the man is gorgeous, so it’s natural he wants to help.
What happens in this story turns out to be much more than just a romantic connection for Colin. He grows as a person, overcoming his shy nature and lack of self-confidence, while he helps Hernán. Colin’s evolution and healing is a huge part of the story.
Hernán’s journey is also powerful and compelling and I’m not even going to try to do it justice here. In his author’s note Robert Winter mentions he bases some of Hernán’s story on a combination of true events, which are amazing and unfortunately not unique. Just know that despite the stigma he suffers growing up suspected of being gay in El Salvador, despite the trauma he endures making the journey to the United States, Hernán’s compassionate nature won’t allow him to pass by a soul in need. When he reaches out to Colin, this relationship turns out to be pivotal for both of them.
If you’re like me you’ll be anticipating the powerfully erotic scenes Winter is known for, and one of my favorite aspects of his novels. Due to the sensitive nature of Asylum there’s a long and highly developed build up to Hernán and Colin’s inevitable connection. Based on friendship and mutual respect, the romance between these men is slow moving and sweet. Trust me these two make it to sexy-times, but it’s after they both feel comfortable and the groundwork has been laid. It totally works here, and I promise you it’s worth the wait!
I’m reluctant to write any more about Asylum except to say it’s an exciting and fast moving story with some creative plot twists I didn’t expect (my jaw actually dropped more than once). I hope reviewers don’t give too much away and that everyone will be able to experience this one the way I did.
Looking ahead for this series, I’ve got my fingers crossed for Hernán’s cousin Rudy’s story. One of the nicest parts of this novel is getting to see what a lovely person Rudy is. I admit he didn’t make the best impression on me in September, but now that I know where he’s coming from, I can understand him. Rudy longs for love but knows he needs security, he believes the only way to get what he needs is to be a boy toy for someone like Gerald Nimble.
Ugh, David’s old friend Gerald Nimble. While I know there’s always more than one side to every story, Gerald is going to have to do some serious groveling to get into my good graces! Still, these two characters have history and a hot as hell age-gap I adore. If anyone can make me love them as a couple it’s Robert Winter. I’m sure even Gerald Nimble must have some redeeming qualities (in addition to the size of his bank account and the kinky skeletons in his closet).
If you have a chance, try to check out the charming trailer to Asylum on YouTube. You’ll get to view some of the places in Provincetown that inspire the beautifully descriptive narrative from this series. Robert Winter also appears on screen to set up and read from a scene which brings up some of the worst memories from Hernán’s past. The voice and inflections he uses in his representation of skeevy Gerald Nimble gave me the shivers, it’s so great.
Fans of September won’t want to miss the compelling tale that is Asylum, and I hope we won’t have to wait too long for the next book in this series.
July 14, 2022
Robert Winter has firmly planted himself in the number one place...the very top...of my favorite author's list. I have never read anyone that can tell a story with the skill and compassion as this man. Hernan's story is heartbreaking and probably simply unimaginable to those of us fortunate enough to have been born in the United States of America. Robert Winter takes us through the journey of Hernan as he and many others like him, start a journey to freedom that many, men, women and children, will never finish. Death, abuse, and treachery is a common thread on some immigration paths...and gaining asylum and hope of citizenship is in no means guaranteed. Hernan survives the journey but brings lasting scars with him, both external and internal. He was in the right place at the right time to meet Colin...an immigration activist, who takes up Hernan's cause and helps him seek legal asylum in this country. In the process, the two fall in love and join forces in their cause. You just WANT these two to find their "Happy ever after". Nothing else will be acceptable. There is sex and it's same sex...you can skip those pages if you need to...but Henan's story fills many of the remaining pages and will break, but at the same time...warm your heart. Now my mission is to go find more books by Robert Winter. He is simply awesome!!
April 13, 2018
4.5 Stars
This was a marvelous story, not only a romance but centered around relevant, topical subjects. Hernán’s story is quite harrowing and sets the tone for the start of his and Colin’s relationship. I liked Colin’s character in September and had looked forward to his story. His wealthy, privileged life made him self-conscious but he was cognizant of how fortunate he was. Getting Hernán to accept help was a struggle and when feelings developed between them, there were more hurdles to overcome. I wish the details of Hernán’s journey were only fictional hyperbole but I fear it was far too accurate. Robert Winter does write outstanding characterization and relatable scenarios.
Much of the story is pretty uplifting as Hernán slowly realizes his faith in Colin was not misplaced. The narrative did get a little too instructional/educational in tone at times but I suppose that’s good for people who might not be aware of certain things. The approach to growing physical intimacy encounters obstacles both known and unexpected. There was kind of a lot of sex but suited the circumstances of Hernán’s life experiences before meeting Colin. The book’s secondary characters brought Rudy back, as Hernán’s cousin and David and Brandon play a large part. Gerald and Ethan appear as well, becoming totally loathsome in this storyline as the catalyst for the climactic final chapters. I’d like to see more retribution for them in a future book, which I hope will be Rudy’s! I recommend this one!
This was a marvelous story, not only a romance but centered around relevant, topical subjects. Hernán’s story is quite harrowing and sets the tone for the start of his and Colin’s relationship. I liked Colin’s character in September and had looked forward to his story. His wealthy, privileged life made him self-conscious but he was cognizant of how fortunate he was. Getting Hernán to accept help was a struggle and when feelings developed between them, there were more hurdles to overcome. I wish the details of Hernán’s journey were only fictional hyperbole but I fear it was far too accurate. Robert Winter does write outstanding characterization and relatable scenarios.
Much of the story is pretty uplifting as Hernán slowly realizes his faith in Colin was not misplaced. The narrative did get a little too instructional/educational in tone at times but I suppose that’s good for people who might not be aware of certain things. The approach to growing physical intimacy encounters obstacles both known and unexpected. There was kind of a lot of sex but suited the circumstances of Hernán’s life experiences before meeting Colin. The book’s secondary characters brought Rudy back, as Hernán’s cousin and David and Brandon play a large part. Gerald and Ethan appear as well, becoming totally loathsome in this storyline as the catalyst for the climactic final chapters. I’d like to see more retribution for them in a future book, which I hope will be Rudy’s! I recommend this one!
April 6, 2018
Really liked this book, but we warned: you’ll need a box full of Kleenex for this one. Poor Hernán cannot catch a break. Everything that possible can go wrong happens to him. I think that is the reason why the ending is so much sweeter.
Colin is amazing. No other word to describe him.
Great plot, good character development and with that I’m looking forward to the next one in the series. Rudy? We’ll see.
Colin is amazing. No other word to describe him.
Great plot, good character development and with that I’m looking forward to the next one in the series. Rudy? We’ll see.
September 14, 2023
Otra historia agradable de leer en la que pasan muchas cosas, el amor todo lo puede y todo lo cura y aunque haya malos, malísimos, al final gana el bien sobre el mal.
Me siguen sobrando escenas eróticas y me salto páginas enteras pero el resto es muy entretenido.
Me siguen sobrando escenas eróticas y me salto páginas enteras pero el resto es muy entretenido.
March 21, 2018
I really enjoyed September, and I liked Colin when we met him. I was very glad to see that he got his own book with an HEA. I loved connecting with David, Brandon, and Rudy again, too. Even though this is a sequel, and I highly recommend reading it before reading this because September was AMAZING and I loved that book, this could be read as a standalone if needed.
Colin drunkenly falls into the water in Provincetown after David and Brandon's wedding, and gets saved by Hernán. They talk briefly and Colin is very attracted to him, but Hernán is a bit skittish. They get reunited the next day when Colin is out to lunch with Brandon and overhears a conversation where Hernán is getting threatened and blackmailed. Colin works for a non-profit that helps with immigration, so Colin offers to help Hernán.
Through the book, we learn about Hernán's past and family, his journey to America, and his fears. We see Hernán face most of his demons with the help of Colin, and find comfort with himself. We watch him fall in love, and it was beautiful. The two were such a great characters separately, but together, they were even more. I loved reading their story.
Robert is such a talented writer. His books are intelligent and enjoyable. There is a depth to them that drew me right in. He doesn't shy away from controversial topics, and he brought what looks like a realistic portrayal of what illegal immigrants coming to the US could be fearing and experiencing. I also liked that he acknowledged Colin's privilege and had Hernán call Colin out on it at times. The more society can look at broader perspectives outside of our own, the more we can grow as a society.
I am reviewing a copy of this book received by IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review
Colin drunkenly falls into the water in Provincetown after David and Brandon's wedding, and gets saved by Hernán. They talk briefly and Colin is very attracted to him, but Hernán is a bit skittish. They get reunited the next day when Colin is out to lunch with Brandon and overhears a conversation where Hernán is getting threatened and blackmailed. Colin works for a non-profit that helps with immigration, so Colin offers to help Hernán.
Through the book, we learn about Hernán's past and family, his journey to America, and his fears. We see Hernán face most of his demons with the help of Colin, and find comfort with himself. We watch him fall in love, and it was beautiful. The two were such a great characters separately, but together, they were even more. I loved reading their story.
Robert is such a talented writer. His books are intelligent and enjoyable. There is a depth to them that drew me right in. He doesn't shy away from controversial topics, and he brought what looks like a realistic portrayal of what illegal immigrants coming to the US could be fearing and experiencing. I also liked that he acknowledged Colin's privilege and had Hernán call Colin out on it at times. The more society can look at broader perspectives outside of our own, the more we can grow as a society.
I am reviewing a copy of this book received by IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review
April 4, 2018
This book was provided for free by the author via IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review.
Robert Winter is a newcomer in gay romance, but hopefully he'll be a mainstay for years to come. This is his fourth novel and it absolutely blew me away. He's just getting better and better.
This is a technical sequel to September, and though this book makes complete sense by itself, there are major plot spoilers involving the character Brandon, so you'll definitely want to read that one first (no trouble--it's a great read). This book is very close in tone to September--it's a mature romance with heavy themes and it doesn't shy away from the messier parts of an adult relationship while still gathering plenty of romantic steam.
I admire Winter as a romance writer. There's definitely been a huge lack of diverse LGBT fiction lately and readers and writers alike are beginning to take notice. But Winter doesn't take the easy way out--a different author might mention a differing skin tone or have Hernán speak a few phrases in italicized Spanish here and there. Instead, Winter crafted Hernán with love, attention, careful detail, and an achingly realistic backstory that drew me in just as much as the romance itself. He also revealed in his author notes that he really had to lean back and examine his own privilege through the editing process, which shows he really put in the effort to make Hernán the amazing character he ended up being.
I'm almost sad to admit that I think this is the first undocumented immigrant narrative I've ever read in any genre. Hernán's harrowing trip from El Salvador to the United States is enough to give anyone nightmares. I was holding my breath through the entire sequence as he recounted it to Colin and his lawyer. It's a scene that will stay with you for a very long time, and rightfully so. Winter pulled no punches and it completely pays off. I do think Colin veered on the edges of "white savior" here and there, but honestly, he's the best possible version of a white savior--a rich and privileged white person who uses that privilege to make better lives for other people. So really, what's there to complain about?
Also, if you like your romances with plenty of heat, you won't be disappointed. Let's just say Colin names his sex toys and Hernán is happy to be introduced to them. And even when passions are high, Winter always keeps safe sex in mind, especially after . This is another aspect of his writing that shows he's a mature, serious romance writer catering towards a mature, serious reading group. I think we need more of that these days.
A good book, no matter the genre, is one that introduces you to new people, new cultures, new ways of looking at the world. And though it was a painful journey, I fell in love with Hernán, his story, and his romance with Colin.
Robert Winter is a newcomer in gay romance, but hopefully he'll be a mainstay for years to come. This is his fourth novel and it absolutely blew me away. He's just getting better and better.
This is a technical sequel to September, and though this book makes complete sense by itself, there are major plot spoilers involving the character Brandon, so you'll definitely want to read that one first (no trouble--it's a great read). This book is very close in tone to September--it's a mature romance with heavy themes and it doesn't shy away from the messier parts of an adult relationship while still gathering plenty of romantic steam.
I admire Winter as a romance writer. There's definitely been a huge lack of diverse LGBT fiction lately and readers and writers alike are beginning to take notice. But Winter doesn't take the easy way out--a different author might mention a differing skin tone or have Hernán speak a few phrases in italicized Spanish here and there. Instead, Winter crafted Hernán with love, attention, careful detail, and an achingly realistic backstory that drew me in just as much as the romance itself. He also revealed in his author notes that he really had to lean back and examine his own privilege through the editing process, which shows he really put in the effort to make Hernán the amazing character he ended up being.
I'm almost sad to admit that I think this is the first undocumented immigrant narrative I've ever read in any genre. Hernán's harrowing trip from El Salvador to the United States is enough to give anyone nightmares. I was holding my breath through the entire sequence as he recounted it to Colin and his lawyer. It's a scene that will stay with you for a very long time, and rightfully so. Winter pulled no punches and it completely pays off. I do think Colin veered on the edges of "white savior" here and there, but honestly, he's the best possible version of a white savior--a rich and privileged white person who uses that privilege to make better lives for other people. So really, what's there to complain about?
Also, if you like your romances with plenty of heat, you won't be disappointed. Let's just say Colin names his sex toys and Hernán is happy to be introduced to them. And even when passions are high, Winter always keeps safe sex in mind, especially after . This is another aspect of his writing that shows he's a mature, serious romance writer catering towards a mature, serious reading group. I think we need more of that these days.
A good book, no matter the genre, is one that introduces you to new people, new cultures, new ways of looking at the world. And though it was a painful journey, I fell in love with Hernán, his story, and his romance with Colin.
April 11, 2018
Welp, this book made me want to run out and start doing pro bono work for immigration. (Seriously). Just like Foxes made me up my volunteer efforts for homeless people, this book reached into my complacent brain that reads the news and thinks - gah, that’s sad and then does nothing about it - and smacked me around a little. How have we (I) gotten so callous and ignored humanity? Probably my personal moral epiphany isn’t interesting to someone reading my review though :)
Another winner from Robert Winter. I love his writing style, how his characters are so human, flawed and relatable. Colin was a risk, he could have strayed into poor little rich boy, but he didn’t. His “problems” were real but kept in perspective. Hernan, I have no words. He went through so much but just kept showing the kind of person he was with actions in various circumstances. The blows just kept coming and I was so afraid for him.
... which made the ending all the more sweet. I adore when authors can provide a HEA without making everything that came before seem irrelevant.
I would say the only tiny flaw I found was there was a touch of the magic healing peen happening here. But, you know, Hernan deserved some good twist of fate after the crap he faced.
I hope Rudy’s book is coming. And I hope we don’t have to ever read something trying to rehabilitate Ethan or Gerald because - ugh. No.
4.5 Stars. Recommend!
Another winner from Robert Winter. I love his writing style, how his characters are so human, flawed and relatable. Colin was a risk, he could have strayed into poor little rich boy, but he didn’t. His “problems” were real but kept in perspective. Hernan, I have no words. He went through so much but just kept showing the kind of person he was with actions in various circumstances. The blows just kept coming and I was so afraid for him.
... which made the ending all the more sweet. I adore when authors can provide a HEA without making everything that came before seem irrelevant.
I would say the only tiny flaw I found was there was a touch of the magic healing peen happening here. But, you know, Hernan deserved some good twist of fate after the crap he faced.
I hope Rudy’s book is coming. And I hope we don’t have to ever read something trying to rehabilitate Ethan or Gerald because - ugh. No.
4.5 Stars. Recommend!
March 18, 2018
I was given an ARC by the author in return for an honest review.
I had really enjoyed September which was book 1 in this series so I was looking forward to reading Asylum. Please note here that Asylum can be read as a standalone – you do not need to have read the previous novel.
I wasn’t sure how I felt at the start of the story. I was interested but I can say that about a lot of books. However, I kept reading and the story really grew on me. I liked the main characters and I certainly disliked one of the minor characters. He gave me the creeps.
As the story progresses we find out a lot more about Hernan (please forgive the lack of the accent here but I don’t know how to add one to Hernan’s name.) We follow his journey as he escapes from El Salvador and there were times when I was on the edge of my seat. I knew that he gets to the States but it was still nerve wracking while he was getting there.
The first meeting between Hernan and Colin was certainly a dramatic one and watching Hernan as he learned to trust and accept help was lovely. These two as a couple were certainly going to be a force to be reckoned with.
I don’t want to say too much about the plot as I don’t want to spoil it for others. I am only really repeating what can be found in the blurb.
The last 30 or so pages of the book had so much tension for me that I had to put it down and walk away a couple of times. I knew what was coming but it was scary before the dramatic ending.
I like Robert Winter’s writing style. The book was well researched and I feel that I learnt something about the hardships of illegal immigrants and asylum seekers. I also feel that I have read a thoroughly enjoyable story.
I will continue reading books by this author as he writes them.
Recommended.
I had really enjoyed September which was book 1 in this series so I was looking forward to reading Asylum. Please note here that Asylum can be read as a standalone – you do not need to have read the previous novel.
I wasn’t sure how I felt at the start of the story. I was interested but I can say that about a lot of books. However, I kept reading and the story really grew on me. I liked the main characters and I certainly disliked one of the minor characters. He gave me the creeps.
As the story progresses we find out a lot more about Hernan (please forgive the lack of the accent here but I don’t know how to add one to Hernan’s name.) We follow his journey as he escapes from El Salvador and there were times when I was on the edge of my seat. I knew that he gets to the States but it was still nerve wracking while he was getting there.
The first meeting between Hernan and Colin was certainly a dramatic one and watching Hernan as he learned to trust and accept help was lovely. These two as a couple were certainly going to be a force to be reckoned with.
I don’t want to say too much about the plot as I don’t want to spoil it for others. I am only really repeating what can be found in the blurb.
The last 30 or so pages of the book had so much tension for me that I had to put it down and walk away a couple of times. I knew what was coming but it was scary before the dramatic ending.
I like Robert Winter’s writing style. The book was well researched and I feel that I learnt something about the hardships of illegal immigrants and asylum seekers. I also feel that I have read a thoroughly enjoyable story.
I will continue reading books by this author as he writes them.
Recommended.
March 30, 2018
4.5 stars
I really had no expectation but I'm really surprise me how much I enjoyed it. The story revolves around Colin and Hernán. We start off with Colin drunkenly falling off a pier into the water. Thankfully Hernán was there and rescues him from drowning. There is an almost immediate attraction but Hernán has been hurt severely numerous times in his past to trust Colin's intention in the beginning. I love that really got into Hernán journey to the USA. The author clearly let your imagination run to get the idea of the truly dark parts of Hernán's story.
Overall, I pick this book on a whim. The author name sounded familiar but it turned out I hadn't read any of their previous works. I lost myself in this book. That really hasn't happened in a while. I highly recommend you give this one a read. It really can be read as a standalone.
*I received this book for free from IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review*
I really had no expectation but I'm really surprise me how much I enjoyed it. The story revolves around Colin and Hernán. We start off with Colin drunkenly falling off a pier into the water. Thankfully Hernán was there and rescues him from drowning. There is an almost immediate attraction but Hernán has been hurt severely numerous times in his past to trust Colin's intention in the beginning. I love that really got into Hernán journey to the USA. The author clearly let your imagination run to get the idea of the truly dark parts of Hernán's story.
Overall, I pick this book on a whim. The author name sounded familiar but it turned out I hadn't read any of their previous works. I lost myself in this book. That really hasn't happened in a while. I highly recommend you give this one a read. It really can be read as a standalone.
*I received this book for free from IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review*
October 24, 2018
I wanted to love this as much as I did the first book but it just didn't measure up 😪. Colin was such a sweetheart who gave everything and cared so much for Hernan. Hernan, I had a hard time with, one minute I thought he was going to bolt for the hills and another he was thinking of plans for his future. I get he was pretty much brain washed in his country and with his upbringing but I just never seemed to warm to him. Honestly I would have preferred to read about his cousin Rudy instead! 😉
June 25, 2019
Beautiful! This is my favorite book by this author so far. Hernan is brave to continue each day while living in fear -- fear of deportation, of violence, of loneliness. Colin has had every advantage of family and wealth, but he doesn't believe in himself or that he has anything to contribute to a relationship. It was amazing to read of them saving each other. I hope that Hernan's cousin Rudy gets an HEA someday!
March 12, 2023
4.5
“Asylum” is a beautifully written story that manages to craft the narrative around a “hot button issue” without losing the integrity of the characters and their journey to it. Hernán is a kind, intelligent man whose life in El Salvador is destroyed when he is targeted as a gay man and almost killed by a powerful gang. Fearing for his life, he seeks safety in America with family.
Colin, though unassuming and unsure of himself, has a core of strength and a protective “warrior” inside, and is furious when he witnesses someone attempt to prey on Hernán’s undocumented status. Colin is passionate about immigration reform and through his work at a nonprofit that provides immigration services, has access to resources that can help Hernán. However, Hernán is wary and mistrustful because his journey to America and his time there has taught him that people with power over him take what they want no matter what. Moreover, from childhood his grandmother told him that being gay was shameful and disgusting, a belief reinforced by the mistreatment and targeting of LGBT people in his community.
“Nothing floated on his mind but a dark slick of shame. He tried to keep it at bay but it was always there, giving every good moment a bitter aftertaste.”
Not only does Hernán have to overcome his disbelief that Colin is willing to help him simply because it is the right thing to do and his discomfort with the disparity in their positions, he must also overcome his shame and the belief that as a gay man he can never have love. The friendship and progression of Colin and Hernán’s relationship is sweet, complex and believably fraught given Hernán’s experiences and Colin coming from a position of privilege as a wealthy American. “Asylum” is an emotional journey that tugs at the heartstrings and explores the real, human cost of a topic that is often overlooked when discussed.
“Asylum” is a beautifully written story that manages to craft the narrative around a “hot button issue” without losing the integrity of the characters and their journey to it. Hernán is a kind, intelligent man whose life in El Salvador is destroyed when he is targeted as a gay man and almost killed by a powerful gang. Fearing for his life, he seeks safety in America with family.
Colin, though unassuming and unsure of himself, has a core of strength and a protective “warrior” inside, and is furious when he witnesses someone attempt to prey on Hernán’s undocumented status. Colin is passionate about immigration reform and through his work at a nonprofit that provides immigration services, has access to resources that can help Hernán. However, Hernán is wary and mistrustful because his journey to America and his time there has taught him that people with power over him take what they want no matter what. Moreover, from childhood his grandmother told him that being gay was shameful and disgusting, a belief reinforced by the mistreatment and targeting of LGBT people in his community.
“Nothing floated on his mind but a dark slick of shame. He tried to keep it at bay but it was always there, giving every good moment a bitter aftertaste.”
Not only does Hernán have to overcome his disbelief that Colin is willing to help him simply because it is the right thing to do and his discomfort with the disparity in their positions, he must also overcome his shame and the belief that as a gay man he can never have love. The friendship and progression of Colin and Hernán’s relationship is sweet, complex and believably fraught given Hernán’s experiences and Colin coming from a position of privilege as a wealthy American. “Asylum” is an emotional journey that tugs at the heartstrings and explores the real, human cost of a topic that is often overlooked when discussed.
May 27, 2018
4.5 stars!
You know who is now an auto-buy author for me? Robert Winter that's who. His writing is fantastic. There is no other word to describe it than fantastic.
His books (I've read so far) might be on the longer side compared to other books in the MM genre but let me tell you this, every single page is worth it. Trust me, you would be sucked into this so much that the pages start flying and before you know it, you'd be at the end.
I loved the writing/storytelling in this book as I said earlier, the pacing was great, the characters were imperfect in the best of ways and the secondary characters didn't just pass through but made an impact . I adored Rudy, and thought Ethan and Gerald Nimble needed to wallow in the deepest pits of hell. Ugh.
The sexy times were interspersed appropriately and were hotter than in September. Another thing I must add is that, I love the way Robert Winter makes his characters work for their HEA in this series. There is no gliding towards the end with Mr Winter. You will suffer and endure before you get there.
I have a request though, I NEED Rudy's book like yesterday!! However, with his new job, I wonder which book series his story(I simply cannot fathom a world without his book) would fall into. Hmmm....
You know who is now an auto-buy author for me? Robert Winter that's who. His writing is fantastic. There is no other word to describe it than fantastic.
His books (I've read so far) might be on the longer side compared to other books in the MM genre but let me tell you this, every single page is worth it. Trust me, you would be sucked into this so much that the pages start flying and before you know it, you'd be at the end.
I loved the writing/storytelling in this book as I said earlier, the pacing was great, the characters were imperfect in the best of ways and the secondary characters didn't just pass through but made an impact . I adored Rudy, and thought Ethan and Gerald Nimble needed to wallow in the deepest pits of hell. Ugh.
The sexy times were interspersed appropriately and were hotter than in September. Another thing I must add is that, I love the way Robert Winter makes his characters work for their HEA in this series. There is no gliding towards the end with Mr Winter. You will suffer and endure before you get there.
I have a request though, I NEED Rudy's book like yesterday!! However, with his new job, I wonder which book series his story(I simply cannot fathom a world without his book) would fall into. Hmmm....
April 3, 2018
Wow, this book made an impact. It is beautifully written. It is not only what he writes about, but most of all how he writes. It grabbed me from the first page and didn’t let go until the end. It is not for the faint of heart. It is gripping, gritty, and thrilling, but also funny and full of hope and love.
A good portion of the book tells the horrific journey of Hernán from El Salvador to the United States. I wanted to keep reading, but I couldn’t. I had to put my book down several times as I had a hard time reading about the cruelties and hardships he had to endure. The detailed descriptions chilled me to the bones, and I had to capture my breath before I could continue. The story is based on a true story, and that makes it even more compelling (Please read the author’s note in the front of the book.).
Hernán makes it safely to the United States, but his journey doesn’t end there. He is not out of the woods yet, and I was sitting on the edge of my seat through the action-filled continuance of his story. But now, he isn’t alone. He meets Colin, who is there for Hernán every step of the way, as are several other key players.
Both characters are utterly endearing and charming. Rich in development and realistic.
Hernán is a fighter and a survivor. It is amazing that he still has such a sweet and pure heart after all he has gone through. But by no means, is he a pushover. He has his pride and morals, and he is not looking for a hand-out
Colin has his own hangups, certainly with his family. He is privileged, and he knows it, but he hasn’t grown into a blasé man. I liked that Hernán wasn’t afraid to call Colin out on it. Just like Hernán, Colin shows growth when he stands up to his family. And he fights for what he believes in, and he believes in Hernán with his whole heart. He is the light that pulls Hernán out of the darkness.
Although they rather quickly say the L-word, it is a slow-burn romance. Because of Hernán’s past, their physical relationship grows at a different pace than their emotional connection. But it is a pace totally fitting and in balance with the overall story.
The author doesn’t shy away from controversial subjects, but he tackles them with knowledge and respect. It is obvious there has gone a lot of research in this novel. I love reading, but the happiest I am if I also learn something. And I did with reading this novel. It was eye-opening and very educational. There are still a lot of changes necessary before we can speak of really equal opportunities. How important it is to have someone, or someones, in your corner to help your through our ordeals and stand by you. Hernán is lucky, but sadly, many others aren’t.
This book is the sequel to September but can be read as a stand-alone. I haven’t read September, but after reading this book, I will certainly go remedy that.
A good portion of the book tells the horrific journey of Hernán from El Salvador to the United States. I wanted to keep reading, but I couldn’t. I had to put my book down several times as I had a hard time reading about the cruelties and hardships he had to endure. The detailed descriptions chilled me to the bones, and I had to capture my breath before I could continue. The story is based on a true story, and that makes it even more compelling (Please read the author’s note in the front of the book.).
Hernán makes it safely to the United States, but his journey doesn’t end there. He is not out of the woods yet, and I was sitting on the edge of my seat through the action-filled continuance of his story. But now, he isn’t alone. He meets Colin, who is there for Hernán every step of the way, as are several other key players.
Both characters are utterly endearing and charming. Rich in development and realistic.
Hernán is a fighter and a survivor. It is amazing that he still has such a sweet and pure heart after all he has gone through. But by no means, is he a pushover. He has his pride and morals, and he is not looking for a hand-out
Colin has his own hangups, certainly with his family. He is privileged, and he knows it, but he hasn’t grown into a blasé man. I liked that Hernán wasn’t afraid to call Colin out on it. Just like Hernán, Colin shows growth when he stands up to his family. And he fights for what he believes in, and he believes in Hernán with his whole heart. He is the light that pulls Hernán out of the darkness.
Although they rather quickly say the L-word, it is a slow-burn romance. Because of Hernán’s past, their physical relationship grows at a different pace than their emotional connection. But it is a pace totally fitting and in balance with the overall story.
The author doesn’t shy away from controversial subjects, but he tackles them with knowledge and respect. It is obvious there has gone a lot of research in this novel. I love reading, but the happiest I am if I also learn something. And I did with reading this novel. It was eye-opening and very educational. There are still a lot of changes necessary before we can speak of really equal opportunities. How important it is to have someone, or someones, in your corner to help your through our ordeals and stand by you. Hernán is lucky, but sadly, many others aren’t.
This book is the sequel to September but can be read as a stand-alone. I haven’t read September, but after reading this book, I will certainly go remedy that.
April 2, 2018
**Copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie for my reading pleasure in hopes of an unbiased opinion, a review was not a requirement.**
Asylum is Book 2 in Robert Winter’s Pride and Joy series. Though you could probably read it as a standalone, I really think you should read it in the appropriate order. Asylum has characters from the first book, some tenuous ties between characters from the first story, plus Colin was a great character in book 1.
Colin’s character was really shown in the first book. He is the type of man you would want in your life and as a friend. Colin lacks self-confidence, and most people would be shocked because he seems to have it all. Colin comes from a family with a lot of money, something he’s always been embarrassed about. Colin lives a comfortable life and works hard to help others, especially those seeking asylum in the US. After drinking too much at his friend’s wedding, Colin finds himself in need of some help. That help comes from Hernan who was just in the right place at the right time. Hernan doesn’t want the thanks, praise, attention or any help from Colin but, he can’t avoid it. He’s come to the US as an undocumented immigrant, running and afraid for his life and it hasn’t been an easy journey. But, he has no idea what a drastic turn his life will take when he opens himself up to Colin.
If you’ve never read anything by this author, you really need to remedy that quickly! The author writes such in-depth, emotional, full characters and stories. He immerses you in whatever story he’s telling so that you’ll feel like you are living it. The subject matter in this one is a tough issue in the US right now, and has strong opinions on both sides. I hope that people will keep an open mind, and recognize the horrors that happen and what could drive a person to seek asylum. This may be a work of fiction, but it would be naive to believe this isn’t something that could be a very real issue. I think the author does a great job with such a heavy topic, along with the abuse Hernan has suffered.
If you haven’t read September, please do so before reading this one. I just think you’re going to enjoy the connections more! Also, the bar Mata Hari referred to later in this book is from Robert’s Nights at Mata Hari series, one of my favorites! I think what you’ll find with each of these books is that this author knows how to tell a story. He brings his characters, towns, and love to life and his work is truly one you’ll enjoy!
Rating: 5 stars!
Asylum is Book 2 in Robert Winter’s Pride and Joy series. Though you could probably read it as a standalone, I really think you should read it in the appropriate order. Asylum has characters from the first book, some tenuous ties between characters from the first story, plus Colin was a great character in book 1.
Colin’s character was really shown in the first book. He is the type of man you would want in your life and as a friend. Colin lacks self-confidence, and most people would be shocked because he seems to have it all. Colin comes from a family with a lot of money, something he’s always been embarrassed about. Colin lives a comfortable life and works hard to help others, especially those seeking asylum in the US. After drinking too much at his friend’s wedding, Colin finds himself in need of some help. That help comes from Hernan who was just in the right place at the right time. Hernan doesn’t want the thanks, praise, attention or any help from Colin but, he can’t avoid it. He’s come to the US as an undocumented immigrant, running and afraid for his life and it hasn’t been an easy journey. But, he has no idea what a drastic turn his life will take when he opens himself up to Colin.
If you’ve never read anything by this author, you really need to remedy that quickly! The author writes such in-depth, emotional, full characters and stories. He immerses you in whatever story he’s telling so that you’ll feel like you are living it. The subject matter in this one is a tough issue in the US right now, and has strong opinions on both sides. I hope that people will keep an open mind, and recognize the horrors that happen and what could drive a person to seek asylum. This may be a work of fiction, but it would be naive to believe this isn’t something that could be a very real issue. I think the author does a great job with such a heavy topic, along with the abuse Hernan has suffered.
If you haven’t read September, please do so before reading this one. I just think you’re going to enjoy the connections more! Also, the bar Mata Hari referred to later in this book is from Robert’s Nights at Mata Hari series, one of my favorites! I think what you’ll find with each of these books is that this author knows how to tell a story. He brings his characters, towns, and love to life and his work is truly one you’ll enjoy!
Rating: 5 stars!
April 3, 2018
4.25 stars
Colin and Hernan meets when Colin falls into a harbor after getting drunk. Hernan sees him fall in and saves him. Hernan (Nan) walks Colin back to his hotel, but Nan refuses Colin offer to repay him for his help. The following day Collin witnesses an older man try to blackmail Nan and offers help. Nan is wary of everyone except his cousin. He fled his country after he was almost killed and his trek to the Unites States was full of peril and danger. He doesn't dare hope that Collin can really help, especially since it requires him to trust a virtual stranger.
This story was hard to read at times. The life that Nan had in El Salvador was difficult at times, but he tries to make the best of his situation. His beauty has brought him problems and harassment most of his life. When he recounts his trek to the US, I was worried for him and his companions. The author notes at the beginning of the book that he based Nan's story on the combination of two real life stories. I was very uncomfortable and worried at how vulnerable the people being moved out of country were to the men taking them. I can't imagine how terrifying these treks are for children especially.
I liked watching Nan start to stand up for himself and do what he needed to get himself legal documentation. I liked how he saw Collin and how he helped Collin find the confidence that he seemed to lack. Collin outwardly seems to have it all, but his family really doesn't treat him and his passion for his work very well. I really liked how these two found trust and love together.
The end seemed a little bit rushed, but I was happy with how things turned out for this couple. I haven't read the first book in this series yet, but I don't think it hurt my enjoyment of this book. While there are spoilers for September in this one, I plan on going back and reading it very soon.
Colin and Hernan meets when Colin falls into a harbor after getting drunk. Hernan sees him fall in and saves him. Hernan (Nan) walks Colin back to his hotel, but Nan refuses Colin offer to repay him for his help. The following day Collin witnesses an older man try to blackmail Nan and offers help. Nan is wary of everyone except his cousin. He fled his country after he was almost killed and his trek to the Unites States was full of peril and danger. He doesn't dare hope that Collin can really help, especially since it requires him to trust a virtual stranger.
This story was hard to read at times. The life that Nan had in El Salvador was difficult at times, but he tries to make the best of his situation. His beauty has brought him problems and harassment most of his life. When he recounts his trek to the US, I was worried for him and his companions. The author notes at the beginning of the book that he based Nan's story on the combination of two real life stories. I was very uncomfortable and worried at how vulnerable the people being moved out of country were to the men taking them. I can't imagine how terrifying these treks are for children especially.
I liked watching Nan start to stand up for himself and do what he needed to get himself legal documentation. I liked how he saw Collin and how he helped Collin find the confidence that he seemed to lack. Collin outwardly seems to have it all, but his family really doesn't treat him and his passion for his work very well. I really liked how these two found trust and love together.
The end seemed a little bit rushed, but I was happy with how things turned out for this couple. I haven't read the first book in this series yet, but I don't think it hurt my enjoyment of this book. While there are spoilers for September in this one, I plan on going back and reading it very soon.
June 19, 2018
Boy, was this book timely, showing the perils and dangers that immigrants come from and go through in order to get to this country. What Hernán went through on his journey alone had me close to tears a number of times.
Hernán, an undocumented immigrant from El Salvador, was able to make his way to Provincetown, MA, to work as dishwasher while staying with his cousin. On his way home one night, he witnesses someone falling into the water, and he jumps in, saving them.
That someone is Colin, good friend of Brandon's from September, who is up in Providencetown for Brandon and David's wedding. Feeling down about "the one that got away," he ends up drinking too much and inadvertently falling in the water. He much appreciative to what Hernán did for him. Later, he is able to return "the favor" by intervening when someone tries to extort Hernán, using his undocumented status against him. In order to save Hernán from this individual, Colin invites him back to DC to stay with him. Colin works for a non-profit immigration assistance program, and he is able to help Hernán connect with immigration lawyers to mount an application for asylum.
Hernán had endured a hellava lot of horror in his life, from being targeted by a gang, being stabbed and having to run for his life. The details of his journey from El Salvador to the US is reportedly based on a real-life experience, and it makes me shake just thinking about what someone goes through to escape the terrible living conditions and danger of those locations. (And the fact that we are watching the current US administration, treating all requests for asylum as a criminal complaint, makes me shake with anger. As I said, it's very timely.)
I enjoyed these two together. Both of them were so right for the other, and the epilogue, once again, made me happy to know they are in a good place at the end of the story. Now I just wonder whose story we'll be treated to in the next book. Rudy maybe?
Hernán, an undocumented immigrant from El Salvador, was able to make his way to Provincetown, MA, to work as dishwasher while staying with his cousin. On his way home one night, he witnesses someone falling into the water, and he jumps in, saving them.
That someone is Colin, good friend of Brandon's from September, who is up in Providencetown for Brandon and David's wedding. Feeling down about "the one that got away," he ends up drinking too much and inadvertently falling in the water. He much appreciative to what Hernán did for him. Later, he is able to return "the favor" by intervening when someone tries to extort Hernán, using his undocumented status against him. In order to save Hernán from this individual, Colin invites him back to DC to stay with him. Colin works for a non-profit immigration assistance program, and he is able to help Hernán connect with immigration lawyers to mount an application for asylum.
Hernán had endured a hellava lot of horror in his life, from being targeted by a gang, being stabbed and having to run for his life. The details of his journey from El Salvador to the US is reportedly based on a real-life experience, and it makes me shake just thinking about what someone goes through to escape the terrible living conditions and danger of those locations. (And the fact that we are watching the current US administration, treating all requests for asylum as a criminal complaint, makes me shake with anger. As I said, it's very timely.)
I enjoyed these two together. Both of them were so right for the other, and the epilogue, once again, made me happy to know they are in a good place at the end of the story. Now I just wonder whose story we'll be treated to in the next book. Rudy maybe?
March 25, 2018
This is a standalone story but does contain spoilers for September.
One night Hernan saves a drunken man from drowning. The next day the same man, Colin, comes into Hernan’s workplace and sees him being blackmailed into a relationship due to his immigration status. Colin, who happens to work for an immigration non-profit, is outraged on his behalf and offers to help. Hernan is initially skeptical and suspicious. However, his cousin Rudy encourages him and something about Colin makes him feel that he can trust him.
This is a long story about two amazing people. Hernan has suffered so much at a young age. He grew up in El Salvador and sought refuge in the US after being targeted and assaulted by gang members. His journey was a difficult one and has left scars. Colin grew up in a high-achieving wealthy family, and had always been viewed as different. He hides his wealth from close friends because he does not want to be different. Both are admirable men not only in how they behave and what they do. There was something about the story, though, that just did not work for me. While the author clearly did his research, and Hernan felt like a fully-fledged person, Colin was slightly more lacking. I think because of events in the book it felt too much like Cinderfella story. Despite that, the story was engaging and I read it almost in one sitting.
This book was provided by the author via IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review.
One night Hernan saves a drunken man from drowning. The next day the same man, Colin, comes into Hernan’s workplace and sees him being blackmailed into a relationship due to his immigration status. Colin, who happens to work for an immigration non-profit, is outraged on his behalf and offers to help. Hernan is initially skeptical and suspicious. However, his cousin Rudy encourages him and something about Colin makes him feel that he can trust him.
This is a long story about two amazing people. Hernan has suffered so much at a young age. He grew up in El Salvador and sought refuge in the US after being targeted and assaulted by gang members. His journey was a difficult one and has left scars. Colin grew up in a high-achieving wealthy family, and had always been viewed as different. He hides his wealth from close friends because he does not want to be different. Both are admirable men not only in how they behave and what they do. There was something about the story, though, that just did not work for me. While the author clearly did his research, and Hernan felt like a fully-fledged person, Colin was slightly more lacking. I think because of events in the book it felt too much like Cinderfella story. Despite that, the story was engaging and I read it almost in one sitting.
This book was provided by the author via IndiGo Marketing & Design in exchange for an honest review.
May 22, 2018
Wow! Absolutely brilliant book!
This story (sequel to September) is so, so worth the read.
This is a tale of heartrending anguish, unimaginable bad things experienced by one of the main characters, but a story so beautifully told you will live and breathe every emotion.
This author's writing cannot be faulted on any level. It is just a story perfectly told.
I'm not going to rehash any part of this book because it is one you have to experience for yourself, and is best approached blind. The story is so well told, you will not, at any time be confused as the events unfold.
Do yourself a huge favor, and just one click this book. You won't regret it!
Although this is a sequel that follows "September" (please read that first), each story stands completely alone and covers totally different characters.
This story is alarmingly realistic and true to life, but has a stunning HEA! (There! That's all the SPOILER you'll get from me...apart from the following warnings.)
Heat level🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
18 plus only please.
(Contains steamy, romantic sexual activity, suggested or remembered violence and possible triggers).
Five thousand stars!!
I received an advance reader copy of this book directly from the author, and I have voluntarily read and reviewed the book.
(This same review appears on Amazon)
This story (sequel to September) is so, so worth the read.
This is a tale of heartrending anguish, unimaginable bad things experienced by one of the main characters, but a story so beautifully told you will live and breathe every emotion.
This author's writing cannot be faulted on any level. It is just a story perfectly told.
I'm not going to rehash any part of this book because it is one you have to experience for yourself, and is best approached blind. The story is so well told, you will not, at any time be confused as the events unfold.
Do yourself a huge favor, and just one click this book. You won't regret it!
Although this is a sequel that follows "September" (please read that first), each story stands completely alone and covers totally different characters.
This story is alarmingly realistic and true to life, but has a stunning HEA! (There! That's all the SPOILER you'll get from me...apart from the following warnings.)
Heat level🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
18 plus only please.
(Contains steamy, romantic sexual activity, suggested or remembered violence and possible triggers).
Five thousand stars!!
I received an advance reader copy of this book directly from the author, and I have voluntarily read and reviewed the book.
(This same review appears on Amazon)
March 27, 2018
I've been looking forward to the release of Asylum ever since I read September and noted that it was 'book one' of a series. I loved September and Asylum does not disappoint. The characters are well-developed and the plot intricate, with plenty of twists and turns to keep me on the edge.
More than that, though, the story is an important one. Hernán's flight from El Salvador and almost certain death through Guatemala (where I lived for three years) and Mexico to the United States should be read by everyone in these days of walls and xenophobia. As Hernán explains it:
As is all too evident, our world is not a perfect world. Reading about characters like Hernán allows us to see the world from their view, a view I got to see firsthand while living in Guatemala. Even living there, though, I was still an outsider looking in--an outsider of privilege who could leave any time I wanted to. Reading Hernán's story takes me further into that imperfect world.
And, it's a great love story! And, Winter allows for some redemption for one of the 'bad guys'! I like that.
More than that, though, the story is an important one. Hernán's flight from El Salvador and almost certain death through Guatemala (where I lived for three years) and Mexico to the United States should be read by everyone in these days of walls and xenophobia. As Hernán explains it:
What should I have done? Sat in front of an embassy and hope Cuernos [a gang] didn't find me? In a perfect world, I would have waited to see if permission came through. That just wasn't my life.
As is all too evident, our world is not a perfect world. Reading about characters like Hernán allows us to see the world from their view, a view I got to see firsthand while living in Guatemala. Even living there, though, I was still an outsider looking in--an outsider of privilege who could leave any time I wanted to. Reading Hernán's story takes me further into that imperfect world.
And, it's a great love story! And, Winter allows for some redemption for one of the 'bad guys'! I like that.
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