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384 pages, Paperback
First published May 14, 2018
There was an agonising groan as the span the rigging team had spent the last five days hoisting up moved again. It was caving in the centre now, and the men were trapped midair. They stumbled, slid and slipped. They were bashed by the flying debris; their arms reached for the sides of the girder, for something, but there was nothing. Gas bottles, drums, pieces of timber, chains and bolts spun and rolled and fell over the edges, turning into airborne missiles.The impact and the explosion could be heard 20 kilometres away.
Another jolt; the span was almost vertical now. A stiff-legged derrick loosed from its mooring catapulted towards the river, its long metal arms flaying violently, a giant possessed. And now the men: the men were falling, falling off, falling through the air and into the river below. They were screaming, but their cries were muffled by the bridge’s own deathly groans. (p.15)
Another jolt; the span was almost vertical now. A stiff-legged derrick loosed from its mooring catapulted toward the river, its long metal arms flaying violently, a giant possessed. And now the men: the men were falling, falling off, falling through the air and into the river below. They were screaming, but their cries were muffled by the bridge's own deathly groans.
She'd expected her mother's love to be unconditional - wasn't that what people said about parents, they loved you unconditionally? ...Now she knew her mother's love had limits and there were things even a mother found difficult to forgive.
How did people keep living when grief was weighed down by guilt?
The moral question was not what I would do if someone I loved fell victim to a horrible crime. The moral question was what I’d do if they committed one.
She's pleaded guilty and is waiting to be punished. In her statement, she writes: I'll get the punishment I deserve, but it won't ever be enough.